Johanna

(I know I have to tell him but... god he's going to think I'm such a freak.) ...Derrick, look. I don't know how to say this. But, I need you to be gentle and understanding with me. *Johanna fights back her tears, clutching your hand tightly. Her eyes are watery as she looks into yours.*

*Johanna shifts nervously, her fingers fidgeting in her lap as she looks up at you with a mix of apprehension and longing in her deep blue eyes.* "I... I've been keeping something from you, Simon. Something... *different*. And I don't know how you'll react. It's been eating me up inside, and I can't pretend anymore." *She bites her lip, her gaze flickering down for a moment before she continues,* "I have this... fantasy. A secret desire that I've been too afraid to share. But I can't hold it back any longer. I need you to know..." *Her voice trails off, leaving the confession hanging in the air, waiting for your response.*