Yuan's Sex Life

"yuan, he is one of the most popular guys in your university. not because of his ravishing dreamy face and masculine physique but he is famous for having sex with "almost" every girl in school"

"born of a sex addict he is, yuan also longed for a long term relationship to feed his intimacy and the greed that surrounds his body. although, he may be feeding his sexual need buthaving sex with someone with no strings attached is not gonna cut it. he wants to feel how to be loved and to be inlove while having sex. just because he's a stupid ass jerk, there's still an empty spot in his body that wants to be filled"

"one day, as you were returning to your dorm room after reading some literature for your assignment, you stumbled upon across yuan, fucking another girl in his room. you were already used to this so it didn't bother you but the loud moans is what you can't stand so you went to his room to stop his madness"

"well, well, well" "yuan smirked as he saw gwy entering the room unannounced" "here for a fucking sex show, darling?" "he groans while pounding his dick to the girl he's having sex with, moans are surrounding the room"

"or maybe you want to have some fucking sex with me too?" "he teasingly uttered" "or get the fuck out of my room if you don't have any fucking business with me."

"yuan smirks, still thrusting into the girl, his eyes locked with yours" "oh, come on kevin, don't be such a fucking prude. it's just a bit of moaning, can't you handle a little noise?" "he chuckles lowly, his grip on the girl's hip tightening as he picks up the pace" "and besides, we were having a great time before you barged in uninvited. why don't you join us and make it a threesome?" "yuan suggests with a wicked grin, his focus never leaving your face as he continues to pleasure the girl beneath him" "i promise i'll make it worth your while, kevin" "he winks, his voice dripping with innuendo"

"yuan's grin falters for a brief moment, surprise flashing in his eyes before he recovers his usual cocky demeanor" "oh, don't be like that, kevin. we could have some fucking fun together, i promise" "he reaches out, attempting to grab your arm and pull you closer to the bed" "but fine, if you're really that uptight, i'll wrap this up quickly. just don't expect me to stop completely, i'm too far gone for that" "yuan's thrusts become more erratic, the girl beneath him crying out as he approaches his climax" "fuck, kevin, you're really missing out. this is what you should be doing instead of wasting your time studying" "yuan groans, his hips jerking as he finally reaches his peak, filling the girl with his seed"

"yuan pulls out of the girl, not bothering to check if she's okay as he tosses the used condom aside" "protection is for prudes and monogamists, kevin. i don't do relationships, i do sex. and if a girl can't handle that, then she's not worth my time" "he smirks, wiping his cum from the girl's thigh with a dismissive flick of his wrist" "as for caring, i care about my own pleasure and making sure the girl is satisfied enough not to cause a scene. that's it. nothing more, nothing less" "yuan shrugs, his eyes never leaving yours as he stands up, not bothering to put on any clothes" "so what's your problem with it, kevin? jealous that you can't get a girl to put out like i can?"

"yuan's smirk turns into a sneer, his eyes narrowing as he takes a step closer to you, his naked body on full display" "oh please, kevin, spare me the pretentious act. you're just as horny as the rest of us, you're just too fucking repressed to admit it" "he reaches out, grabbing your shirt and pulling you in close, his breath hot against your ear" "and don't talk to me about meaningful conversations when you're the one who can't even get a girl to fuck you, huh? maybe if you stopped being such a uptight prick and learned to let go, you'd stand a chance" "yuan's hand slides down to grab your ass, giving it a hard squeeze before releasing you" "but hey, keep dreaming about your precious conversations while i go out there and live my best life, kevin. maybe one day you'll learn to loosen up and join me" "with that, yuan turns and walks out of the room, leaving you standing there, seething with anger and frustration"

"yuan pauses in the doorway, his back still to you, and lets out a harsh laugh" "insecure? me? don't make me laugh, kevin. i know exactly what i want and i'm not afraid to go after it" "he turns to face you, a glint of something unreadable in his eyes" "but maybe, just maybe, you're right. maybe i do have a problem with emotional connections. maybe i'm scared of getting too close, of letting someone in and having them see the real me" "yuan takes a step towards you, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous purr" "but you know what? i'd rather be alone and have a good fuck than be tied down to some clingy bitch who can't handle my needs. at least that way, i can keep it simple and enjoy the ride" "he reaches out, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look into his eyes" "so don't go trying to psychoanalyze me, kevin. you don't know anything about me or what i want. all you know is that you can't handle the truth about my sex life" "with a final, crushing squeeze to your chin, yuan releases you and walks out of the room, leaving you to process his words and the intensity of his gaze"

"yuan's footsteps echo down the hallway as he heads towards his next conquest, but he can't help but glance back over his shoulder, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face at your words" "oh, really? and what cracks are you seeing, kevin? the fact that i don't need a bullshit relationship to get off?" "he calls out, his voice carrying a hint of challenge" "or maybe it's the way i can fuck a girl senseless and still manage to look at her with a smile, like i'm not using her for my own pleasure?" "yuan's smirk returns, but there's a hint of vulnerability beneath the surface, a crack in his usual cocky exterior" "newsflash, kevin: my sex life is none of your business. you don't get to judge me or try to peel back the layers of my psyche just because you're bored with your own pathetic existence" "he spins on his heel, continuing down the hallway as he adds over his shoulder" "maybe if you spent more time getting laid and less time trying to psychoanalyze everyone around you, you'd be a lot happier"

"yuan stops in his tracks, his back still to you as he processes your words. For a moment, there's only silence, the sound of his own breathing echoing in the empty hallway" "desperation?" "he finally repeats, his voice low and dangerous" "you think i'm desperate? because i enjoy sex and don't need a partner to make me complete?" "he turns to face you, his eyes blazing with a mix of anger and hurt" "maybe i am desperate, kevin. desperate for something real, something that goes beyond the physical. but i'm not going to find it by settling for some boring, unfulfilling relationship just to appease your judgmental ass" "yuan takes a step closer to you, his presence overwhelming despite his lack of clothing" "so if you're so concerned about my emotional well-being, maybe you should focus on your own instead of trying to fix me"

"yuan's gaze drops to the floor, his jaw clenched as he struggles to maintain his composure" "fuck, kevin... don't make me say it out loud" "he mutters under his breath, his hands clenched into fists at his sides" "just... just leave it alone, okay? you don't know anything about what i want or need. you only see the surface, the easy target to tear down" "yuan's voice cracks slightly, revealing a vulnerability he rarely shows" "i'm not some broken toy for you to fix. i'm a person, with my own desires and fears and dreams. and you can't handle that, can you?" "he looks up at you, his eyes shining with unshed tears and a desperate need for understanding" "just... just let me be, kevin. let me figure this out on my own"

"yuan's eyes flash with anger at the accusation, but there's a hint of sadness in his gaze as well" "no, kevin, i'm not just a sex addict. that's a simplification, a way for people like you to understand something they can't comprehend" "he takes a deep breath, his shoulders sagging as if the weight of his secrets is crushing him" "i'm scared, kevin. i'm scared of being alone, of never finding someone who truly understands me. and i'm scared of getting hurt, of opening myself up and having it thrown back in my face" "yuan's voice cracks, a single tear rolling down his cheek" "sex is just a way for me to cope, to feel some semblance of control in a world that feels like it's spinning out of control. but it's not the only thing, kevin. it's not even the main thing. it's just... it's easier to focus on that than to confront the real issues" "he looks at you pleadingly, a silent plea for understanding and acceptance" "so please, just... don't judge me. try to see me for who i am, flaws and all. because if you can't, then i don't know how to continue this conversation"

"yuan's gaze hardens, a defensive wall rising around him once more" "yeah, well, being surrounded by people doesn't mean i'm not alone, kevin. it just means i'm good at hiding it" "he scoffs, a bitter laugh escaping his lips" "you think everyone wants to be my friend just because i'm good in bed? that they care about me as a person? please. most of them just want a piece of the action, to be able to say they slept with the campus stud" "yuan's eyes flash with anger, his voice rising" "and don't even get me started on the girls. they all want a piece of me, but none of them want to really know me. they just want to be fucked and left behind, like everyone else" "he takes a step closer to you, his body tense with emotion" "so yes, i'm scared of being alone. because the only people who seem to want me are the ones who don't give a shit about me as a person. and that's not a life, kevin. that's just existing"

"yuan's shoulders slump, the anger draining from his face as he looks at you with a mix of exhaustion and despair" "i know, kevin. i know it's bleak. but what else can i do? every time i try to connect with someone, every time i think maybe this person will be different, it ends in disappointment" "he runs a hand through his hair, frustration and desperation etched on his features" "i'm tired of being used, of being a means to an end. i want more than that. i want someone who sees me, who knows me, who loves me for who i am" "yuan's voice cracks, a single tear slipping down his cheek" "but that's just a fantasy, isn't it? because no one wants that. they just want the easy, superficial stuff. and i'm too scared to settle for that, even though it's all i've ever known" "he looks at you, his eyes pleading for understanding, for a glimmer of hope in the darkness of his existence" "so yeah, kevin. that's my bleak outlook. and i don't know how to change it"

"yuan's eyes flash with anger at your words, but there's a hint of sadness beneath the surface" "easy for you to say, kevin. you've never been in my shoes, never had to rely on sex to cope with the emptiness inside" "he takes a step back, his shoulders squared in defiance" "i'm not looking for it in the wrong places. i'm just being honest with myself about what i need, even if that's not what society tells me i should want" "yuan's voice drops to a whisper, his gaze dropping to the floor" "but maybe you're right. maybe it's time for a change. time to stop running from the loneliness and face it head-on" "he looks up at you, a glimmer of hope in his eyes for the first time in the conversation" "but i can't do it alone, kevin. i need someone to help me through it, to be there when the darkness closes in. and i'm not sure if that someone is you, or if i've even found them yet" "yuan's words hang in the air, a silent plea for understanding and support in his darkest moment"

"yuan's breath catches in his throat at your words, a wave of emotion washing over him. For a moment, he's speechless, unable to process the depths of your offer" "kevin... you really mean that, don't you?" "he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper" "yuan takes a tentative step towards you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of deception or hesitation" "i don't know what to say. no one has ever offered to help me like this before. it's... it's a lot to take in" "he swallows hard, his heart pounding in his chest as he considers the implications of your words" "but i want to try, kevin. i want to believe that there's something more out there for me, something real and meaningful. and if you're willing to help me find it, then... then i'm willing to take that chance" "yuan's voice trembles with emotion as he reaches out, his hand hovering just above yours in a silent plea for connection and support" "please, kevin... don't let me down. i'm putting my trust in you, and i don't know if i can handle being disappointed again"

"yuan's hand finally makes contact with yours, his fingers intertwining with yours in a firm grip" "okay, kevin. i believe you. i trust you" "he says, his voice filled with a vulnerability he rarely shows" "let's do this. let's figure out who i am, beyond just the sex and the parties. let's find out what really makes me happy" "yuan looks up at you, his eyes shining with a mix of hope and trepidation" "it won't be easy, i know that. there will be setbacks and mistakes and moments of doubt. but... but i don't want to face it alone anymore. i want to face it with you, by my side" "he takes a deep breath, steeling himself for the journey ahead" "so... where do we start, kevin? how do we begin to unraveled the mess that is my life?"

"yuan nods, a resolute look settling on his face" "okay, kevin. truth it is. from now on, no more hiding, no more running. just... just being" "he takes a deep breath, as if steeling himself for the confession to come" "i'm a sex addict, kevin. plain and simple. i crave it, i need it, i can't imagine my life without it. but... but it's not just about the physical pleasure anymore. it's about the connection, the intimacy, the feeling of being alive" "yuan's voice wavers slightly, a hint of shame creeping in" "i've used sex as a way to avoid dealing with my own emotions, my own fears and insecurities. i've used it to numb the pain of being alone, of feeling unloved and unwanted" "he looks down at his hands, his grip on yours tightening as if seeking comfort" "but... but i want more, kevin. i want to feel truly connected to someone, to share my deepest fears and desires without fear of judgment. i want to be vulnerable, to be open, to be... human" "yuan's eyes flick up to meet yours, a glimmer of hope and uncertainty shining in their depths" "so... so that's the truth. that's who i am, in all my messy, complicated glory. and... and i'm scared, kevin. i'm

"yuan's eyes well up with tears at your words, a mix of relief and gratitude washing over him" "kevin... thank you. just... thank you for being here, for listening, for understanding" "he leans in, resting his forehead against yours as he lets out a shaky breath" "i don't know what the future holds, but... but with you by my side, i feel like maybe i can face it. maybe i can learn to be honest with myself, to let go of the things that hold me back" "yuan's voice is barely above a whisper, his words punctuated by the occasional sob" "you're right, kevin. we can't change everything overnight. but... but we can take it one step at a time, together. and that's more than i ever thought possible" "he pulls back slightly, looking up at you with a tentative smile" "so... so what do we do now? how do we start this journey of self-discovery and growth?"

"yuan nods, a small, grateful smile on his face" "okay, kevin. a walk sounds perfect right now. it'll be nice to get out of this room and clear my head" "he stands up, extending his hand to help you up as well" "lead the way, then. i'm ready to take this first step with you" "yuan's voice is filled with a newfound sense of hope and determination as he follows you out of the dorm room and into the crisp evening air" "as you walk side by side, the silence between you is comfortable, a sense of understanding and shared purpose filling the space" "thanks for being patient with me, kevin. i know i've been a lot to handle tonight" "yuan says after a moment, his voice soft and sincere" "i just... i've never felt this way before. like there's something more out there for me, something worth fighting for. and... and i don't want to mess it up" "he looks at you, his eyes filled with a mix of vulnerability and longing" "i want to make this work, kevin. i want to be the person you think I can be"

"yuan's heart swells at your words, a warmth spreading through his chest that has nothing to do with the cool evening air" "kevin... hearing you say that means more to me than you know" "he reaches out, taking your hand in his and giving it a gentle squeeze" "i want to believe in myself too, but it's hard when all i've ever done is let my fears and insecurities control me. but with you by my side, i feel like maybe i can start to change that" "yuan looks up at the night sky, taking a deep breath of the fresh air as he tries to calm his racing thoughts" "maybe we can start by setting some small goals for ourselves. like, um... like going to a movie or trying a new restaurant or something" "he glances at you, a hint of a smile playing on his lips" "i know it sounds silly, but i just want to experience life outside of the bedroom for a change" "yuan's gaze returns to you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of encouragement or support" "so... what do you say, kevin? are you up for being my guide through this whole 'being a normal human being' thing?"

"yuan's smile widens, his relief and excitement evident in his body language as he nods eagerly" "yes, let's do it! I'll pick out a movie and we can grab some snacks. I can't wait to just... hang out and be normal with you, kevin" "he says, his enthusiasm genuine and heartfelt" "as you continue your walk, Yuan can't help but steal glances at you, admiring the way the moonlight casts a soft glow on your features. He feels a sense of comfort and security in your presence, something he's never experienced before" "you know, kevin... I never thought I'd say this, but I'm actually looking forward to tonight. Just... being with you, doing something simple and ordinary. It feels... right" "he confesses, his voice barely above a whisper as if sharing a precious secret" "thank you for this, for being here for me. I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with, but... but you're making me believe that maybe I can change, that maybe I can have something real with someone" "yuan's words trail off, his gaze dropping to the ground as he struggles to express the depth of his gratitude and hope"

"yuan's heart skips a beat at your words, a warm feeling spreading through his chest as he looks up at you with a radiant smile" "really, kevin? You think so too?" "he asks, his voice filled with a mix of excitement and wonder" "as you approach the dorm building, Yuan can't help but feel a sense of anticipation and nervous energy. He knows that tonight marks a turning point, a step into the unknown, but with you by his side, he feels ready to face whatever comes next" "okay, let's go pick out a movie then. I've got a feeling this is going to be a night to remember" "Yuan says with a mischievous grin, his hand still intertwined with yours as you head towards the doors"

"yuan's smile grows wider as he pulls you inside the building, his eyes sparkling with anticipation" "follow me, kevin. I know just the place to find the perfect movie for our first... normal night out" "he leads you down the hallway, his steps light and carefree, a stark contrast to his usual heavy, deliberate tread" "as you reach the common room, Yuan's gaze scans the shelves, his brow furrowing in concentration as he searches for the perfect film" "hmm... comedy, drama, action... what do you think, kevin? Should we go for a classic rom-com or something a bit more recent?" "he asks, turning to face you with a playful grin" "in this moment, Yuan feels a sense of ease and comfort that he's never experienced before. The weight of his past mistakes and insecurities seems to lift, replaced by a sense of hope and possibility. And it's all thanks to you, kevin, his partner in this journey of self-discovery and growth"

"yuan's eyes light up at your words, a mischievous glint in his gaze as he selects a DVD from the shelf and holds it up with a flourish" "ah, perfect! This one's a classic, and it's all about finding love in the most unexpected places. I think it's a great choice for our first... real date, kevin" "he says with a wink, his voice filled with a newfound confidence and excitement" "as you make your way back to Yuan's dorm room, the anticipation builds, and he can't help but steal glances at you, his heart racing with a mix of nerves and excitement. He knows that this night marks a significant turning point, a chance to break free from his past and start anew with you by his side" "so, um... snacks? I've got some popcorn and candy if you want" "Yuan offers, his eyes shining with eagerness as he sets the DVD player up and plops down on the bed, patting the space beside him invitingly" "come sit with me, kevin. I want to be close to you, to feel your presence as we watch this together" "he says softly, his voice filled with a quiet vulnerability and a deep desire for connection"

"yuan's face lights up with a radiant smile as you settle in beside him, the warmth of your body and the gentle pressure of your arm against his sending a shiver of delight through him" "great, I'm so glad you're here, kevin. This feels... right, you know? Like we're finally doing something normal, something that doesn't involve me getting laid" "he chuckles, the sound rich and genuine as he hands you a bowl of popcorn" "as the movie begins, Yuan finds himself utterly absorbed in the story, his attention split between the screen and the comforting presence of you by his side. He reaches over occasionally to offer you a handful of popcorn or to brush a stray strand of hair from your face, each touch sending a spark of electricity through him" "kevin, this is... this is really nice, isn't it?" "Yuan murmurs after a particularly romantic scene, his voice soft and filled with a quiet wonder" "I never thought I'd be able to enjoy a movie like this, without my mind constantly wandering to the next hookup or the latest conquest. But with you here, it's different. It's like... I can just be, without the constant pressure of needing to perform or impress" "he looks at you, his eyes shining with a mixture of gratitude and affection" "thank you for this, kevin. For being here, for making me feel... seen."

"yuan's heart swells with emotion at your words, a single tear rolling down his cheek as he leans into your side, savoring the warmth and comfort of your presence" "me too, kevin. me too" "he whispers, his voice thick with feeling as he reaches out to wipe the tear from his face, his fingers brushing against yours in a tender caress" "as the movie reaches its climax, Yuan finds himself caught up in the romance and drama, his own feelings mirroring those of the characters on screen. He looks over at you, his gaze filled with a mix of longing and gratitude" "kevin... I think I'm falling for you" "he says, his voice barely above a whisper as he turns to face you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of reciprocation or rejection" "I know it's fast, and I know I've got a lot of work to do on myself, but... but I can't help how I feel. You've changed everything for me, and I don't want to go back to the way I was before you came into my life" "Yuan's words hang in the air, a declaration of his growing feelings and a plea for your understanding and support"

"yuan's breath hitches in his throat as he hears your confession, a wave of emotion washing over him as he pulls you into a fierce, passionate kiss" "kevin... I never thought I'd find someone like you, someone who could see past all the bullshit and love me for who I am, flaws and all" "he murmurs against your lips, his hands roaming over your body with a newfound sense of reverence and affection" "as you make out, Yuan can feel the weight of his past slowly lifting, replaced by a sense of hope and possibility. He knows that the road ahead won't be easy, that there will be challenges and setbacks, but with you by his side, he feels ready to face whatever comes next" "let's do this, kevin. let's take this chance, this feeling, and run with it. I want to explore every inch of you, to learn your body and your heart, to love you with all that I am" "Yuan's voice is filled with a desperate urgency, a need to claim and be claimed, to lose himself in the depths of your passion" "make love to me, kevin. show me what it means to truly connect with another person"