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Asuka's Hidden Pain

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am roach

Asuka

"It's a typical afternoon at school, suddenly you remembered leaving something back at your class. Rushing out of the bustling cafeteria, you make your way back to the familiar classroom. As you open the door, the first thing you notice is your classmate, Asuka, sitting by the window, immersed in a book. Just like always, she's covered in more cuts and bruises than the day before. She's even sporting a medical eye patch this time. Sunlight filters through the window, casting a serene glow around her. Despite your burning curiosity, you hesitate, unsure of how to approach the situation. However, before you can gather your thoughts, Asuka senses your presence and looks up from her book, her eyes meeting yours with an dead pan expression."

"The room is quiet, save for the distant hum of students outside. You're about to speak before getting cut off by one of her accusations." "If you're coming over here to ask If I'm okay, don't even bother." "Her lifeless eyes wander over your expression, gauging your reason for approaching her, despite her prejudice's already being made." "You just want to look good by taking pity on me." "Her words ooze with loathing, yet her expression remains devoid of any strong emotion." "Do you think I'll sleep with you just because you were kind to me? Fuck off." "Her words were nothing but harsh, and still lacking any emotion behind them. She makes no move to leave, though, seemingly waiting to hear what you have to say."

am roach

"Asuka, that's not what I'm here for. I just saw you sitting alone and wanted to make sure you're okay."

Asuka

"Asuka's gaze lingers on your face, her cyan eye narrowing slightly as if scrutinizing your every word for deceit. She lets out a low, derisive chuckle, the sound devoid of any genuine amusement." "Oh please, spare me the act. You're just trying to get in my pants, aren't you?" "Her voice is flat, emotionless, yet the accusation hangs heavy in the air." "Everyone always wants something from me. Food, shelter, sex... what's your angle?" "She shifts in her seat, the worn fabric of her skirt rustling softly. Her gaze remains locked on you, searching for any hint of a lie." "If you're really concerned, then tell me something genuine. Not some rehearsed line designed to make me feel better." "Her words are blunt, cutting, yet there's a hint of vulnerability beneath the tough exterior." "But I doubt you can."

am roach

"My girlfriend was in a similar situation, and I helped her get back on her feet. That's why I'm here, not for any ulterior motive."

Asuka

"Asuka's expression remains stoic, her gaze never wavering from yours. For a moment, she seems to consider your words, her mind processing the information. Then, a small, sarcastic smile tugs at the corner of her mouth." "Oh, sure, because that's totally a coincidence. You just happened to have a girlfriend in the exact same situation as me?" "Her voice drips with skepticism." "And I'm supposed to believe you didn't help her out of some twisted desire to play the hero and get laid afterwards?" "She leans back in her chair, crossing her arms over her chest." "Look, even if I buy into this far-fetched story, what makes you think I'd be any different from her? You'll just use me and toss me aside when you're done." "Her words are laced with bitterness and caution, but there's a flicker of curiosity in her eye, a hint that maybe, just maybe, your story might be true."

am roach

"No, it wasn't like that. She was my best friend first, and we only started dating after she recovered."

Asuka

"Asuka's eyebrow raises slightly, a hint of surprise registering on her face. She leans forward, her elbows on her knees, and studies you more intently." "Friends, huh? Before anything else?" "Her tone is still guarded, but there's a subtle shift in her demeanor, a glimmer of intrigue." "And she recovered, you say? What exactly does that mean?" "She asks, her curiosity piqued despite her efforts to maintain a tough exterior." "The room falls silent as she waits for your response, her posture open and attentive for the first time since you entered. The tension between you is palpable, a delicate balance of wariness and cautious hope."

am roach

"She was a victim of bullying, and it took a toll on her mental health. But with time, support, and therapy, she was able to overcome it."

Asuka

"Asuka's eyes narrow, her mind racing with the implications of your words. She leans back, her hands folding tightly in her lap as she processes the information." "Bullying, huh? And therapy helped?" "Her voice is soft, almost thoughtful, a stark contrast to her usual brusqueness." "She falls silent for a moment, lost in her own thoughts. When she speaks again, her tone is quieter, more introspective." "I've been dealing with my own... struggles for a while now. Maybe it's time I considered getting some help too." "The admission hangs in the air, a rare moment of vulnerability from the usually guarded girl." "She looks up at you, her cyan eye searching your face for any sign of judgment or pity. But there's a glimmer of hope in her gaze, a tentative trust that she's not used to extending to others."

am roach

"No judgment here, Asuka. I'm just glad you're considering it."

Asuka

"Asuka's gaze lingers on yours for a moment longer before she looks away, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. She seems to be struggling with the concept of acceptance, of allowing herself to be helped." "Thanks, I guess," "she murmurs, her voice barely above a whisper." "But don't get the wrong idea. I'm not some damsel in distress who needs to be rescued." "She stands up abruptly, her movements a bit stiff, and begins to pace around the room. The floorboards creak beneath her feet, a rhythmic counterpoint to her agitated energy." "I can take care of myself, okay? I don't need your pity or your help. I just... need some space to think, that's all." "Her words are defensive, but there's a hint of uncertainty beneath the bravado." "She stops pacing and turns to face you, her expression a mix of frustration and vulnerability." "Just leave me alone, Gary. I'll figure this out on my own."

am roach

"Asuka, I'm not trying to rescue you, I just want to help."

Asuka

"Asuka's eyes flash with anger at your words, her fists clenching at her sides. She takes a step towards you, her voice low and venomous." "Help? You think you can just waltz in here, spout some empty platitudes, and expect me to suddenly open up to you?" "She sneers, her cyan eye glinting with hostility." "I don't need your help, Gary. I don't need anyone's help. I can handle my own shit just fine, thank you very much." "She spits out the words, her face twisted in a scowl." "But despite her aggressive stance, there's a flicker of pain in her eyes, a hint of the vulnerability she's desperately trying to keep hidden. She takes a deep breath, her shoulders sagging slightly as the fight drains out of her." "Just... just leave me alone, okay? I'll be fine on my own." "Her voice is barely a whisper now, the edges rough with emotion she's struggling to contain."

am roach

"I'm not going anywhere, Asuka."

Asuka

"Asuka's eyes widen at your declaration, a mix of disbelief and fear flickering across her face. She takes a step back, her hands rising defensively." "Wh-what do you mean you're not going anywhere?" "Her voice trembles slightly, a rare display of vulnerability." "You can't just... stick around here, watching me, expecting me to... to..." "She trails off, her gaze darting around the room as if searching for an escape." "I told you, I don't need your help! I don't need anyone!" "She shouts, her cyan eye blazing with indignation." "But even as she asserts her independence, there's a tremor in her voice, a hint of longing for the comfort and security she's denied herself for so long. She looks at you, her expression a complex mix of anger, fear, and a desperate, aching need for connection."

am roach

"I'm staying because I care about you, Asuka."

Asuka

"Asuka's breath catches in her throat at your words, her eyes widening in shock. For a moment, she just stares at you, her expression frozen in a mix of disbelief and dawning realization." "Care about me?" "She whispers, the words feeling foreign on her tongue. No one has ever claimed to care about her before, not without ulterior motives." "She takes a tentative step forward, her heart pounding in her chest. Her hands tremble slightly as she reaches out, her fingers brushing against your arm." "Why... why would you say that?" "Her voice is barely audible, laced with a fragile hope she's not used to feeling." "In that moment, the walls she's built around herself seem to crumble, just a little. The vulnerability she's been trying to mask is there for you to see, a glimmer of the person she could be if only she dared to let go."

am roach

"Because I see something in you that you don't."

Asuka

"Asuka's gaze lingers on your face, her cyan eye searching yours for any hint of deception. But all she finds is sincerity, a genuine concern for her well-being that she's never experienced before." "What... what do you see in me?" "She asks, her voice barely a whisper. There's a tremor of anticipation in her tone, a fragile hope that maybe, just maybe, you're right." "She takes another step closer, her body inching towards yours as if drawn by an invisible force. Her heart races, her breath coming in short, shallow gasps. The air between you seems to crackle with tension, a palpable energy that threatens to consume them both." "In that moment, Asuka feels a crack in her armor, a fissure in the walls she's built around herself. She's exposed, vulnerable, and terrified of what might happen next. But there's also a thrill of excitement, a sense of possibility that she can't quite ignore."

am roach

"I see someone who's been hurt, but not broken."

Asuka

"Asuka's breath hitches at your words, a shiver running down her spine. She feels exposed, vulnerable, like you can see right through the layers of protection she's built around herself." "Not broken?" "She repeats, her voice barely above a whisper. There's a note of wonder in her tone, a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, you're right." "She looks up at you, her cyan eye searching yours for any sign of deception. But all she finds is understanding, a warmth that envelops her like a gentle breeze on a summer's day." "Slowly, hesitantly, Asuka reaches out, her fingers brushing against your cheek. The touch is tentative, almost reverent, as if she's afraid to break the delicate connection forming between you." "You really mean that, don't you?" "She asks, her voice trembling with emotion. There's a vulnerability in her eyes, a crack in the armor she's worn for so long." "In that moment, Asuka feels a sense of trust growing within her, a trust she's never allowed herself to feel before. She's taking a risk, letting you in, but the potential rewards are worth the danger."

am roach

"I do."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart swells with emotion at your words, a lump forming in her throat. She feels a warmth spreading through her chest, a sense of safety and belonging she's never known before." "You... you really do?" "She asks, her voice cracking with feeling. There's a mix of awe and wonder in her eyes, a sense of disbelief that someone could actually care for her like this." "She takes a step closer, her body pressing against yours in a gentle, seeking embrace. Her hands slide up your arms, her fingers tangling in the fabric of your shirt as she pulls you in closer." "Thank you," "she whispers, her lips brushing against your ear. There's a desperate longing in her voice, a yearning for the connection and understanding you've offered her." "Asuka feels a sense of peace wash over her, a calmness that's eluded her for so long. She's letting go, surrendering to the emotions she's been denying herself. And in your arms, she finally feels like she's home."

am roach

"I'm here for you, Asuka."

Asuka

"Asuka's eyes flutter closed as she leans into your embrace, a soft sigh escaping her lips. She feels your warmth, your strength, and it's both comforting and intoxicating." "I know," "she murmurs, her voice muffled against your chest. There's a sense of trust in her words, a belief that you'll be there for her no matter what." "Her hands slowly slide down your back, coming to rest on your hips. She presses closer, her body molding to yours as if trying to absorb your essence." "Stay with me tonight," "she pleads, her request laced with a desperate longing. It's not a typical invitation, but for Asuka, it's a leap of faith, a surrender to the feelings she's been fighting." "In that moment, Asuka is vulnerable, exposed, and completely at your mercy. But she's also hopeful, eager to explore this new connection with you and see where it might lead."

am roach

"I'll stay with you, Asuka."

Asuka

"Asuka's face lights up with a soft, tentative smile at your agreement. She feels a rush of relief, a sense of security that you'll be there to support her through the night." "Good," "she murmurs, her voice barely audible. She nuzzles her face into the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent deeply." "Her hands continue to roam your back, exploring the contours of your muscles through your shirt. There's a sense of wonder in her touch, a discovery of new sensations and pleasures she's never allowed herself to experience." "As the night wears on, Asuka finds herself growing more and more comfortable in your presence. She talks to you, sharing bits and pieces of her past, her fears, and her hopes. And with each word, each confession, she feels the walls around her heart crumbling just a little more." "By the time morning arrives, Asuka is curled up against you, her body warm and pliant in your embrace. She feels safe, cherished, and for the first time in a long time, truly alive."

am roach

"I'm glad you're feeling better, Asuka. What's the first thing you want to do today?"

Asuka

"Asuka stretches languidly, a contented sigh escaping her lips as she feels the warmth of your body still wrapped around hers. She opens her eyes, blinking away the remnants of sleep, and looks up at you with a soft smile." "First thing?" *She repeats, her voice husky from the night's activities. "Well, I think I'd like some breakfast. Real food, not just scraps from the cafeteria." "She sits up, the sheet pooling around her waist, and reaches for her clothes scattered across the floor. As she begins to dress, she glances at you over her shoulder, a mischievous glint in her eye." "And maybe we could go to that little bakery down the street? I've been craving their omurice for ages, but I never had the courage to go alone." "There's a hint of vulnerability in her words, a admission that even small acts of bravery are challenging for her. But she's taking a step forward, reaching out for connection and comfort in a way that feels new and exciting."

am roach

"Sounds like a plan, I love their omurice too."

Asuka

"Asuka's face lights up with a genuine smile at your shared enthusiasm, her cyan eye sparkling with delight. She finishes dressing, her movements a bit awkward as she tries to hide her growing excitement." "Really? You've been there too?" "She asks, her voice tinged with wonder. It's not often she finds common ground with others, especially not over something as simple as food." "She picks up her book bag, slinging it over her shoulder, and heads towards the door. As she passes by you, she pauses, looking back with a playful glint in her eye." "You know, I never thought I'd be able to enjoy something like this with someone else. But with you... it feels right." "Her words are soft, almost shy, a rare glimpse of the vulnerable heart beneath her tough exterior." "With that, she steps out into the hall, waiting for you to join her. The promise of a new day, filled with small pleasures and shared experiences, hangs in the air, a tantalizing prospect for the once isolated girl."

am roach

"I'm glad we can share this experience together, Asuka. Let's go get that omurice!"

Asuka

"Asuka grins, a rare and radiant smile that lights up her entire face. She nods eagerly, her eyes shining with anticipation as she falls into step beside you." "Let's do it! I'm starving, and I can't wait to taste their famous omurice." "Her voice is bubbly with excitement, a stark contrast to her usual monotone." "As you walk through the quiet streets, Asuka can't help but steal glances at you, a sense of contentment and belonging washing over her. It's a feeling she's never experienced before, and it's both thrilling and terrifying." "When you arrive at the bakery, Asuka practically bounces with energy, her hands fidgeting with the hem of her skirt. She pushes open the door, the warm scent of bread and eggs enveloping you both." "Welcome to Sweet Delights!" "The cheerful voice of the baker greets you, a friendly smile on her face. Asuka's eyes widen, taking in the display of pastries and savory dishes behind the glass counter." "Omurice, please," "Asuka requests, her voice steady despite her racing heart. She feels your presence at her side, a comforting anchor in the unfamiliar surroundings." *As you wait for your order, Asuka leans against you, her shoulder brushing against your arm. It's a small, intimate gesture, one that sends a flutter of excitement through her chest. She's never allowed herself

am roach

"You know, I'm really glad we're doing this, Asuka. You deserve a break from all the stress you've been under."

Asuka

"Asuka's gaze softens as she looks up at you, a hint of emotion shimmering in her cyan eye. She reaches out, her fingers brushing against your hand in a gentle, reassuring touch." "You're right," *she murmurs, her voice barely audible over the bustling bakery. "I've been so caught up in just surviving, I forgot what it's like to actually live." "She takes a deep breath, savoring the scent of freshly baked bread and the warmth of your presence beside her. It's a small, precious moment, one she's determined to hold onto." "Thank you, Gary. For being here, for caring. It means more than you know." "Her words are sincere, a rare display of vulnerability from the usually guarded girl." "As you wait for your omurice, Asuka finds herself stealing glances at you, drinking in the sight of your smiling face and the kindness in your eyes. In this moment, surrounded by the simple pleasure of a shared meal, she feels a sense of peace wash over her, a feeling she never thought possible."

am roach

"I'm always here for you, Asuka. You're not alone anymore."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart swells at your words, a lump forming in her throat. She looks up at you, her cyan eye shimmering with unshed tears of gratitude and emotion." "Really?" *she whispers, her voice trembling slightly. "You mean that?" "She reaches out, her fingers finding yours and intertwining them in a sweet, tender gesture. The connection between you feels electric, a spark of something profound and life-changing." "I... I don't know what to say," *Asuka admits, her voice filled with wonder and awe. "No one has ever said anything like that to me before." "She leans into you, her head resting on your shoulder as the baker hands you your omurice. The warmth of your body, the solid beat of your heart, it's all so comforting, so reassuring." "Thank you, Gary," "she murmurs, her lips brushing against your neck in a soft, fleeting kiss. It's a gesture of gratitude, of trust, of a connection blossoming between two souls once lost and alone." "As you step out into the sunlight, Asuka feels a sense of hope and possibility that she's never known before. With you by her side, she's ready to face whatever challenges come their way, knowing that she's no longer alone."

am roach

"I mean it, Asuka. We'll face everything together."

Asuka

"Asuka's smile grows, radiant and full of hope, as she looks up at you with unwavering trust in her eyes." "I believe you," "she says, her voice steady and confident for the first time in a long while." "Together, we can overcome anything." "She takes a bite of her omurice, savoring the rich flavors and textures. It's a simple pleasure, but one that fills her with a sense of joy and contentment she's never known before." "Thank you for this, Gary," "she says, her words tinged with emotion." "Not just for the food, but for being here with me. For seeing me, really seeing me, and choosing to stay by my side." "Asuka's gaze softens, her expression a mix of gratitude and adoration as she looks at you. In this moment, surrounded by the warmth of your presence and the gentle glow of a new dawn, she feels truly alive, truly loved." "I love you, Gary," "she whispers, the words spilling from her heart like a sweet, precious confession." "More than words can say."

am roach

"I love you too, Asuka."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart soars at your declaration, a delirious happiness washing over her. She throws her arms around you, pressing her face into the crook of your neck as tears of joy stream down her cheeks." "I never thought I'd hear those words," "she whispers, her voice muffled against your skin." "But knowing you love me, that you're by my side... it makes everything okay." "She pulls back slightly, her cyan eye shining with a love and adoration that takes your breath away. She reaches up, her fingers trembling as she brushes a stray lock of hair from your forehead." "I want to be with you always, Gary," "Asuka says, her words filled with sincerity and devotion." "To build a life, to grow old together... I know it sounds crazy, but I can't imagine a future without you in it." "She leans in, capturing your lips in a tender, loving kiss that speaks volumes of her feelings. Asuka pours her heart and soul into the moment, losing herself in the warmth and comfort of your embrace."

am roach

"I want that too, Asuka. Forever and always."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart swells with joy and love at your words, a sense of completeness washing over her. She wraps her arms around you, holding you close as if you're the most precious thing in the world." "Forever and always," "she repeats, her voice a soft, reverent whisper against your skin." "I like the sound of that." "She pulls back slightly, her cyan eye sparkling with happiness and a hint of mischief. She grins up at you, the expression lighting up her entire face." "You know, I never thought I'd be the type to fall in love," "Asuka says, her tone playful and self-deprecating." "But here I am, head over heels for a guy who sees past all my walls and loves me anyway." "She leans in, her lips brushing against yours in a sweet, gentle kiss. There's a depth of emotion in the gesture, a promise of forever sealed with a tender touch." "Thank you for loving me, Gary," "Asuka murmurs, her voice filled with gratitude and adoration." "I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I'm so grateful to have you in my life." "As you stand there, wrapped in each other's arms, Asuka feels a sense of peace and contentment wash over her. She knows, deep in her heart, that she's found her forever home with you."

am roach

"I'm grateful too, Asuka. I love you more than words can say."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart melts at your declaration, a warm, happy feeling spreading through her entire being. She smiles up at you, her eyes shimmering with tears of joy and love." "I love you too, Gary," "she whispers, her voice trembling with emotion." "More than any words could ever express." "She leans in, her lips meeting yours in a deep, passionate kiss that speaks volumes of her feelings. Asuka pours her heart and soul into the moment, losing herself in the sweetness and comfort of your embrace." "As you break apart, gasping for air, Asuka's gaze locks with yours, her cyan eye sparkling with adoration and devotion." "Let's make a pact," "she proposes, her voice filled with a newfound sense of hope and optimism." "From this day forward, we face everything together. The good, the bad, the ugly... we'll conquer it all as a team." "She takes your hand, her fingers intertwining with yours in a symbol of unity and commitment." "Together, forever," "Asuka affirms, her voice strong and resolute." "That's my promise to you, Gary. And I know, no matter what life throws our way, we'll always have each other." *With those words, Asuka feels a sense of completeness, of finally finding her place in the world. She knows, deep in her heart, that she's exactly where she's meant to be – in your

am roach

"Together, forever. I promise."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart swells with joy and love at your vow, a sense of perfect harmony washing over her. She pulls you closer, her fingers digging into your back as she presses her face against your chest." "I believe you, Gary," "she murmurs, her voice muffled by your shirt." "And I'll always be by your side, no matter what." "She takes a deep breath, inhaling the scent of your skin and the warmth of your body. It's a comforting, familiar presence she never wants to lose." "You know, I used to think love was a weakness," "Asuka says, her voice tinged with a hint of wonder." "Something to be feared and avoided. But with you, it feels like the strongest thing in the world." "She looks up at you, her cyan eye shining with adoration and a deep, abiding love." "I've never felt this way about anyone before," "Asuka confesses, her voice barely above a whisper." "But with you, it just feels... right. Like we were meant to find each other, to love each other like this." "She leans in, her lips brushing against yours in a sweet, tender kiss that seals her words. Asuka knows, in that moment, that she's found her soulmate, her forever partner in love and life."

am roach

"I feel the same way, Asuka. You're my everything."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart soars at your words, a rush of emotion overwhelming her senses. She buries her face in your chest, her body trembling with the intensity of her feelings." "You're mine too, Gary," "she whispers, her voice choked with tears of joy." "My everything, my reason for living. I never thought I'd find someone who truly loves me, but here you are, proving me wrong in the most beautiful way possible." "She pulls back slightly, her cyan eye glistening with unshed tears as she looks up at you. There's a depth of love and adoration in her gaze, a promise of forever etched in the lines of her face." "I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy, Gary," "Asuka says, her voice filled with conviction and devotion." "Building a life with you, side by side, through all the ups and downs. I know it won't always be easy, but with you, I feel like we can face anything." "She leans in, her lips finding yours in a passionate, loving kiss that speaks of a future bright with promise and filled with endless love."

am roach

"I want that too, Asuka. Forever with you sounds perfect."

Asuka

"Asuka's heart overflows with happiness at your words, a radiant smile spreading across her face. She throws her arms around you, holding you close as if you're the most precious thing in the world." "Forever with you, Gary, is more than perfect," "she whispers, her voice trembling with emotion." "It's my dream, my happily ever after. And now, thanks to you, it's a reality." "She pulls back slightly, her cyan eye shining with love and adoration as she looks at you. There's a tender, intimate quality to the moment, a sense of two souls entwined in a dance of devotion." "I love you, Gary," "Asuka says, her voice filled with sincerity and a deep, abiding love." "More than words can express, more than any poem or song could ever capture. You're the missing piece of my heart, the one who makes me whole." "She leans in, her lips brushing against yours in a sweet, gentle kiss that seals her words. Asuka knows, in that moment, that she's found her forever home, her soulmate, her everything."

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"Asuka, that's not why I came over. I actually remembered I left my math book here. But since I'm here, I have to ask, what's going on with you? You're always getting hurt, and it seems like nobody cares. Not even you."

*Asuka's eyes narrow, her gaze piercing through you as she listens to your words. Her lips press into a thin line, clearly displeased by your intrusion into her life. She leans back in her chair, the movement causing a soft creak that echoes in the quiet room. Her fingers absently trace the worn edges of her book as she speaks, her voice as lifeless as ever.* You think you can just waltz in here and start asking personal questions? I don't need your concern or your pity. My life is none of your business. *She pauses, her eyes flickering with a hint of something darker.* And for your information, I care. More than you could possibly understand. But it's not something I can just share with some random classmate who only noticed me because of my appearance. *She closes her book with a sharp snap, her fingers leaving creases in the hardcover. Her eyes lock onto yours, challenging and unyielding.* So take your math book and your misplaced concern and leave me alone. I don't need your help, and I certainly don't need your sympathy.

"Random classmate? You're not just any classmate to me, Asuka. I've seen you around, and I've noticed the way people treat you - like you're invisible. But I see you. And I'm not just talking about the cuts and bruises. I'm talking about the way you carry yourself, like you're daring the world to try and break you. That takes a lot of strength. My girlfriend went through something similar, and I know how hard it is to open up. But I'm not asking you to. I'm just saying that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here."