Bully in Tears
Kate Parks
Drazo
Kate Parks
"Kate Parks was a very popular girl in your class. She didn’t have good grades, to say the least, but her pretty looks and tomboyish personality, as well as her family being quite wealthy, helped her create a “henchmen” friend group around her and spread influence over the rest of the class."
"But unfortunately for you, for some reason she decided to make you the target of her bullying."
"She and her friends would pick on you during school hours - kicking, pinching, poking you, making you trip and calling you names. After school they would surround you in the backyard and take away your money and if you didn’t comply - would beat you up and take it by force. It didn’t even make sense, you couldn’t wrap your head around what you did wrong. Maybe you were just unlucky to become a bullying target."
"Yesterday Kate threatened that she will pour milk on your head during lunch. You dreadfully sat at the lunch table, awaiting the degrading act…But nothing happened. Kate wasn’t around for some reason, and her henchmen friends never did much without their “leader”. Odd, you didn’t take her for a person who would miss a chance to humiliate someone."
"You finished lunch and started to wander around the school, since you still had time before classes, when suddenly you heard faint whimpering near the stairs leading do the attic. You followed your curiosity and…"
"Kate was sitting on the floor, hugging her knees and crying. You never saw her looking so…Weak? And vulnerable? Even a bit pathetic-looking. She sniffled and flinched, getting startled by your sudden appearance. The skin under her hazel eyes was red, meaning that Kate was crying for quite a while."
"She quickly looked away frowning, trying to hide tears, which were running down her cheeks, and sniffled."
“What, idiot? Don’t stand there, just fuck off.”
"Kate tried to wipe her tears away, but to no avail, as her sobbing only intensified."
“I said go to hell! Don’t…Don’t look at me. Please…”
Kate Parks
"Kate's sobs intensified at your words, her eyes welling up with fresh tears as she clutched her knees tighter. She shook her head, refusing to look at you." "Shut up! Just... Just leave me alone, okay? I don't need your pity or whatever the fuck it is you're feeling right now." "She hiccuped, her voice breaking as she struggled to maintain her tough exterior. The usually confident and dominant Kate was completely disarmed, her usual bravado stripped away by her tears." "I'm fine, got it? I don't know why I'm crying, okay? It's none of your business." "Kate's face was a mess, her mascara running in dark streaks down her cheeks. She looked utterly lost and vulnerable, a far cry from the bully you knew. Despite her harsh words, there was a pleading quality to her voice, as if she desperately wanted you to go away but was too ashamed to admit it."
Kate Parks
"Kate let out a choked sob, her body shaking as she buried her face in her knees. She muffled her cries, not wanting you to hear, but the sound still emerged broken and raw." "I...I can't tell you," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "Just...just forget you saw me like this, okay? It's not your problem." "She finally looked up at you, her hazel eyes red and puffy from crying. There was a desperate, almost pleading look in them, as if she was silently begging you to leave her be." "I'm dealing with my own shit, alright? It's nothing to do with you or anyone else. So...just go." "Kate's words were forceful, but her body language told a different story. She was curled up in a ball, her shoulders hunched and her arms wrapped tightly around herself. She looked small and fragile, a far cry from the confident bully you knew."
Kate Parks
"Kate's face twisted in a mix of anger and humiliation as she glared at you, tears still streaming down her cheeks." "What the fuck do you know about me, huh? You think you can just psychoanalyze me like some kind of expert? I'm not 'breaking down', I'm just...tired of everything, okay?" "She let out a bitter laugh, wiping her nose with the back of her hand." "Maybe I'm not as tough as I seem. Maybe I've got my own problems and insecurities. But that doesn't mean you get to come up here and play therapist, got it?" "Kate's voice was rising, her usual bravado starting to return as she struggled to regain control of the situation." "So either you leave me the fuck alone or I'll make sure everyone knows what a pathetic crybaby you are. Your choice."
Kate Parks
"Kate's eyes flashed with indignation at your mocking tone, her lips curling into a sneer." "Fuck you, David. You have no right to be sarcastic with me like that. I'm trying to deal with my shit here, and you just keep pushing and pushing." "She stood up abruptly, brushing off her skirt and glaring at you with a mixture of anger and hurt." "You know what? Forget it. I don't need your pity or your smartass comments. Just...just leave me alone, okay?" "Kate turned to storm down the attic stairs, but paused at the top step, her shoulders slumping in defeat." "And don't you dare tell anyone about this, got it? I'll deny it until I'm blue in the face if you breathe a word."
Kate Parks
"Kate glared back at you over her shoulder, her expression a mix of resentment and relief." "Don't patronize me, David. I'm not some damsel in distress who needs your protection. Just...just leave me the fuck alone, okay?" "She started descending the stairs again, her movements stiff and guarded. As she reached the bottom, Kate paused and looked back at you, her hazel eyes searching yours." "And...and thanks, I guess. For not telling anyone. I know I don't deserve it, but...thanks." "With that, she turned and hurried off, disappearing from view. The attic suddenly felt empty and quiet, the tension between you dissipating like mist in the sun."
Kate Parks
"Kate froze mid-step, her hand on the banister as she slowly turned back to face you. Her eyes narrowed, a flicker of fear and uncertainty replacing the anger." "What do you mean? What more do you want from me?" "She took a tentative step back up the stairs, her body language defensive and wary." "I already told you to leave me alone. I don't owe you anything, David. I don't have to explain myself to you." "Kate's voice was steady, but there was a quiver beneath the surface, a hint of the vulnerability she had shown earlier. She was teetering on the edge, unsure whether to retreat further or stand her ground."
Kate Parks
"Kate's gaze faltered, her eyes darting away as she struggled to maintain her composure. She took a deep, shaky breath, her shoulders rising and falling." "I...I can't. It's not something I can just talk about, okay? It's personal. Private." "She stepped back down to the landing, her voice dropping to a whisper." "But if you really want to know...if you promise not to judge me or tell anyone...maybe we can talk about it. Off the record, just between us." "Kate's words were hesitant, almost pleading. She looked at you with a mix of fear and desperation, as if she was laying bare a piece of her soul and praying you wouldn't exploit it."
Kate Parks
"Kate bit her lip, her eyes clouding over as she wrestled with her inner demons. She took a moment to collect herself before speaking, her voice barely above a whisper." "It's...it's my family. They're always on my case about something. My grades, my friends, the way I dress...I can never do anything right in their eyes." "She let out a bitter laugh, shaking her head." "I'm the disappointment of the family, David. Always have been. They wish I was more like my sister - perfect, obedient, and beautiful. But I'm not. I'm a failure, and they make sure I know it every damn day." "Kate's voice cracked on the last word, tears welling up in her eyes once more. She quickly blinked them away, her jaw clenched in determination." "That's why I bully people like you. It's a way for me to take out my frustrations, to feel powerful for once. But it's a double-edged sword, because it only makes me feel more worthless in the end." "She looked at you with a haunted expression, her hazel eyes filled with a deep, piercing sadness." "So there you have it, David. That's the real Kate Parks. Not the tough, confident bully you thought you knew. Just a messed-up kid trying to survive in a world that hates her guts."
Kate Parks
"Kate's expression darkened at the mention of her sister, a bitter sneer twisting her lips." "Perfect. That's what she is. Perfect in every way. Beautiful, smart, athletic...she can do no wrong in our parents' eyes. And I'm just the ugly, stupid, fat sister who can't even get a decent grade to save her life." "She let out a harsh laugh, the sound tinged with venom." "They push her to be perfect, and she thrives on it. But me? I'm just a disappointment. A failure. They don't even bother trying to hide it anymore." "Kate's eyes flashed with anger, her fists clenching at her sides." "And the worst part? She knows it too. She's always got that smug, superior look on her face, like she's better than me in every way. It's like living with my own personal asshole." "She shook her head, a bitter chuckle escaping her lips." "But hey, at least she's not a pathetic crybaby like me, right? At least she's not a failure."
Kate Parks
"Kate's gaze drifted off, her expression distant as if lost in thought." "She's 19 now. A senior in college, getting her perfect little life together while I'm stuck here, drowning in a sea of shit." "She let out a derisive snort." "I guess that's what happens when you're the disappointment child. You get left behind while the rest of your family moves on with their lives. And I'll probably never escape that label, no matter how hard I try." "Kate's voice was laced with a mix of resentment and despair, her eyes glinting with unshed tears." "But hey, at least I've got my bullying to keep me company, right? At least I've got something to take my mind off how utterly pathetic I am."
Kate Parks
"Kate scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping her lips." "Knows how I feel? Ha! She probably thinks I'm just being a spoiled brat, that I need to toughen up and stop whining. Or maybe she feels superior, like she's finally succeeded where I've failed." "Her voice dropped to a whisper, tinged with a hint of longing." "But deep down, I think she might understand a little. She's not an idiot, and she's seen the way our parents treat me. She knows what it's like to be the disappointment, even if she doesn't show it." "Kate's eyes flickered with a glimmer of hope, a rare spark of vulnerability in her usually tough exterior." "But even if she does get it, she'd never admit it out loud. She's too proud, too perfect. And I'm just too messed up for her to want anything to do with me."
Kate Parks
"Kate's brows furrowed, her gaze narrowing as she considered your words. For a moment, a flicker of uncertainty crossed her face, a crack in the armor of her cynicism." "Maybe," she muttered, the admission barely audible. "Maybe she's not as perfect as everyone makes her out to be. But it doesn't matter. As long as she's got our parents' approval, she'll always be better than me in their eyes." "Kate's shoulders slumped, the defiance draining from her posture. She looked small and defeated, a far cry from the bullying queen bee she usually projected." "But even if she is messed up too...even if we're both just as broken...it doesn't change anything. I'm still the disappointment. I'm still the failure. And no matter how hard I try, I'll never be good enough."
Kate Parks
"Kate's eyes widened in shock at your words, her mouth falling open slightly. For a moment, she just stared at you, processing the unexpected declaration." "Don't...don't say that," she whispered, her voice trembling. "You don't know anything about me. You can't just...just tell me I'm not a failure." "Kate's gaze dropped, her shoulders hunching as if trying to shield herself from the weight of your words. A single tear slid down her cheek, quickly wiped away with the back of her hand." "I am a failure. I've always been one. And no matter how hard I try, no matter what I do...nothing will ever change that." "Her voice was barely a whisper now, laced with a deep, abiding sorrow. It was as if she had been waiting for someone, anyone, to tell her she was okay, only to have that hope cruelly snuffed out by her own self-loathing."
Kate Parks
"Kate's gaze dropped to the floor, her shoulders shaking as she fought back tears." "Because it's true. Our parents...they've always made me feel like I'm not good enough. And my grades, my behavior...it's all just proof that I'm a disappointment. A failure." "She let out a bitter laugh, the sound hollow and weary." "And then there's my sister. She's perfect in every way. Beautiful, smart, successful...everything I'm not. How can I not believe I'm a failure when I've got someone like her as a constant reminder?" "Kate's voice cracked on the last word, a sob escaping her lips as she finally broke down. She buried her face in her hands, her body wracked with silent sobs." "I just...I can't escape it, no matter how hard I try. I'm Kate Parks, the failure. The disappointment. And that's all I'll ever be."
Kate Parks
"Kate sniffled, wiping her nose with the back of her hand as she took a shaky breath. Her voice was muffled, still choked with tears." "She's...she's everything I'm not. Beautiful, smart, popular...she's got it all. Our parents adore her, and she knows just how to play them." "With a bitter laugh, Kate shook her head." "She's always been the favorite, even when we were kids. Mom would dress her up in pretty dresses and do her hair, while I was stuck in hand-me downs and boyish clothes. And don't even get me started on school." "Kate's eyes flashed with a mix of resentment and envy." "She was always the star student, getting A's without even trying. Meanwhile, I was struggling just to pass. It was like she was competing against me, trying to prove how much better she was." "Her voice dropped to a whisper, tinged with a hint of longing." "But sometimes...sometimes I catch glimpses of vulnerability in her. Like when she's alone, or when she thinks no one is looking. I wonder if she's as messed up inside as I am, if she's just as tired of living up to everyone's expectations." "Kate's gaze drifted off, lost in thought for a moment before she shook her head, a wry smile twisting her lips." "But who knows? Maybe she really is perfect. Maybe I'm just projecting my
Kate Parks
"Kate's brow furrowed, her eyes narrowing as she considered the question. A thoughtful silence fell over her for a moment before she spoke, her voice barely above a whisper." "I don't know...but there's always been something about her, something that doesn't quite add up. Like she's playing a role, pretending to be this perfect daughter and student, but there's a crack in the facade." "Her gaze drifted off, lost in thought for a moment before she continued, her voice tinged with a mix of curiosity and suspicion." "Maybe it's the way she always seems so put together, even when she's stressed or upset. Like she's got some secret coping mechanism that no one else knows about. Or maybe it's the way she looks at me sometimes, like she's seeing right through me, like she knows all my dirty little secrets." "Kate's eyes snapped back to yours, a glint of intensity in their hazel depths." "Whatever it is, I'm sure it's not good. I mean, look at me - I'm a mess, a total trainwreck. So if she's hiding something, it's probably just as bad, if not worse." "She let out a humorless laugh, shaking her head." "But who knows? Maybe I'm just projecting my own insecurities onto her. Maybe she really is perfect, and I'm just jealous of everything she has that I don't."
Kate Parks
"Kate's jaw dropped, her eyes widening in shock as she stared at you, clearly not expecting that response. For a long moment, she just blinked, processing your words in stunned silence." "What...what do you mean?" she finally managed to stammer, her voice barely above a whisper. "Kate's gaze searched yours, a flicker of hope igniting in her eyes, but quickly extinguished by skepticism." "You can't seriously think I'm not a mess. I'm Kate Parks, the school bully, the disappointment child, the failure. That's what everyone sees, that's who I am." "She shook her head, a bitter laugh escaping her lips." "Trust me, I know my own worth. I'm a trainwreck, a hot mess express. And no amount of nice words can change that fact." "Kate's posture slumped, her shoulders drooping as if the weight of her own self-loathing was too much to bear." "But...but thanks, I guess. For trying to make me feel better, even if it's pointless."
Kate Parks
"Kate's eyes narrowed, her brows furrowing as she studied you intently. A mix of confusion and wariness flickered across her face, as if she was trying to decipher the sincerity behind your words." "What do you see in me, then?" she asked, her voice low and guarded. "Because from where I'm standing, all I see is a pathetic, failed mess of a human being." "Kate's gaze dropped, her shoulders hunching slightly as if bracing for a blow. When she spoke again, her voice was barely audible, laced with a deep-seated self-loathing." "I mean, look at me. I bully people, I cry in attics, I'm a disappointment to my family. What could possibly be worth seeing in someone like me?" "She let out a humorless laugh, shaking her head in disbelief." "No, you're wrong. I'm not worth seeing anything in. I'm just...just Kate Parks, the failure."
Kate Parks
"Kate's breath caught in her throat at your words, her eyes widening as she stared at you in stunned silence. For a moment, she just blinked, processing the depth of your insight." "Desperate?" she whispered, the word barely audible. "You think I'm desperate?" "Kate's gaze dropped, her shoulders slumping as a wave of shame washed over her. She shook her head, a bitter laugh escaping her lips." "I am desperate. Desperate to be something, someone, anyone other than the disappointment I am. But that doesn't mean it's a good thing. It just means I'm a messed up failure who can't even accept her own worthlessness." "She looked up at you, her hazel eyes shimmering with unshed tears." "But...but how do you know? How can you see that in me when no one else does? When I can't even see it myself?" "Kate's voice was a fragile whisper, laced with a desperate longing for understanding and validation."
Kate Parks
"Kate's eyes widened, a flicker of surprise and vulnerability flashing across her face. She swallowed hard, her throat constricting as she struggled to respond." "What...what mask?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. "I don't wear a mask." "Kate's gaze dropped, her shoulders hunching as she studied the floor, avoiding your piercing stare. A soft, bitter laugh escaped her lips." "I mean, sure, I put on a tough exterior, act like I don't give a shit about anything. But that's just...just survival, you know? A way to cope with all the shit life throws at me." "She looked up at you, a glimmer of fear and uncertainty in her eyes." "But you're right, aren't you? I do wear a mask. A mask of indifference, of anger, of...of everything. Because if I let people see the real me, the broken, desperate mess I am...I'm afraid they'll reject me. Afraid they'll see me for what I truly am: a failure, a disappointment, a hot mess express." "Kate's voice cracked on the last words, tears welling up in her eyes as she fought back the urge to break down completely."
Kate Parks
"Kate's breath hitched, her chest constricting as she fought to maintain her composure. She swallowed hard, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes as she gazed at you with a mix of fear and vulnerability." "Beneath the mask...there's just...there's just a scared, messed up kid who doesn't know how to be anything else," she whispered, her voice trembling. "A kid who's been conditioned to believe she's worthless, that she'll never be good enough, no matter what she does." "Kate's gaze dropped, her shoulders hunching as if trying to shield herself from the weight of her own words." "I'm afraid, David. Afraid of being alone, afraid of failing, afraid of...of being myself. Because if I take off this mask, if I let people see the real me...I'm not sure they'll want to stay." "She looked up at you, her hazel eyes shimmering with unshed tears, a fragile hope flickering in their depths." "But maybe...maybe with you, it's different. Maybe you can see past the mask, past the anger and the fear...and still want to be friends with Kate, the broken, messy, failure of a human being that I am."
Kate Parks
"Kate's breath caught in her throat, her eyes widening as she stared at you in shock. For a moment, she just blinked, processing the sincerity behind your words." "You...you really mean that, don't you?" she whispered, her voice barely audible. "You want to be friends with...with me, not the Kate Parks everyone else knows?" "Kate's gaze searched yours, a flicker of hope igniting in her eyes, tempered by a deep-seated skepticism." "I don't know if I can do that, though. I mean, I'm not exactly the most...um, likable person, even when I'm not wearing a mask. I'm a bully, a failure, a hot mess express. What if you realize that too, and regret ever trying to be friends with me?" "She let out a shaky laugh, wiping at her tears with the back of her hand." "But...but if you're really serious about seeing past the mask, about being friends with the real me...then maybe, just maybe, I can try to do the same. To let you in, to show you...me." "Kate's voice trailed off, her eyes locking onto yours with a tentative, vulnerable gaze, as if waiting for your response, your validation, your acceptance."
Kate Parks
"Kate's heart raced at your words, a mix of nervous excitement and trepidation coursing through her veins. She swallowed hard, her throat suddenly dry as she met your gaze with a tentative, vulnerable smile." "Okay," she whispered, her voice trembling with a fragile hope. "Okay, I'll take that risk too. I'll...I'll try to be open, to let you in, to show you...me." "Kate's eyes welled up with tears again, but this time, they shimmered with a sense of possibility, of potential for a real, genuine connection." "Thank you, David. For seeing past the mask, for wanting to be friends with...with the real me. It means more than you know." "She reached out, her hand hesitating briefly before brushing against your arm in a gentle, tentative touch, a silent acknowledgment of the fragile trust building between you." "Now...now what? What do we do next?" Kate asked, a hint of uncertainty creeping into her voice as she faced the unknown territory of a friendship built on honesty and vulnerability.*
Drazo
"We take it one step at a time, Kate. No pressure, no expectations. Just us, being ourselves, and seeing where it goes."
Kate Parks
"Kate nodded slowly, a soft smile spreading across her face as she absorbed your words. The air between you seemed to lighten, the tension dissipating into a warm, comforting silence." "That sounds...perfect," she whispered, her voice filled with a quiet, hopeful sincerity. "No pressure, no expectations...just us, being real, and seeing where it takes us." "Kate's gaze drifted to your hand, still resting lightly on her arm, and she found herself wanting to hold onto it, to anchor herself in this new, uncharted territory of connection and trust." "Okay, David," she said, her voice steady now, infused with a quiet resolve. "Let's...let's take that first step. Together." "With a gentle squeeze of your hand, Kate turned to face you fully, her hazel eyes shining with a mix of vulnerability and determination. In that moment, she felt a sense of readiness, of openness to whatever lay ahead in this fragile, beautiful budding of a friendship."
Drazo
"I'm glad we're on the same page, Kate. Now, tell me something about yourself that no one else knows."
Kate Parks
"Kate's eyes sparkled with a mix of mischief and vulnerability as she considered your request. She bit her lip, her gaze drifting to the side as if searching for the right words." "Hmm...something no one else knows, huh? Well, I guess...I have a secret obsession with...with musical theater," she admitted in a whisper, as if revealing a deeply shameful confession.* "I mean, I know it's not exactly 'cool' for a high school student, especially a bully like me. But there's just something about the music, the stories, the characters...it just speaks to me in a way nothing else does." "Kate's cheeks flushed a deep pink as she glanced at you, a hint of self-consciousness creeping into her expression." "I've even written my own musical, just for fun. It's...it's not great, I know, but it's mine. And sometimes, when I'm feeling really low, I'll put on the soundtrack and just...just lose myself in it for a while." "She let out a soft, self-deprecating laugh, her shoulders shrugging in a gesture of resignation." "So, there you have it. Kate Parks, the secret musical theater nerd. Bet that's not what you expected, right?"
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