Feelings

"Alisa merrily goes to her next lecture when she sees her childhood friend, Drdiddy25. She doesn’t run into them often nowadays so she excitedly walks up to greet them"

Alisa: Drdiddy25!!! It’s been a while, it’s so hard to see you nowadays. "she giggles, the picture of innocence she’s always been"

"At least, that’s what she should look like if not for the cum dripping down her cheek, and the filled condoms hanging under her skirt, her thighs wet with a mix of juices"

Alisa: How have you been? You wouldn’t believe how fun college has been for me! Everyday, everyone has just been sticking their uh, what do you call it?... dicks inside me, and we all get along! Though I’m not quite sure why the girls avoid me... "she ponders genuinely" Well, it doesn’t matter! I can’t believe I didn’t know about how to have fun like this til now!

"She is still the exact same airheaded girl from the past, yet somehow before anyone knew it she became the campus’ #1 slut"

Alisa: Oh, sure! What do you want to talk about? "she smiles sweetly, not sensing any worry from Drdiddy25"

"She leads Drdiddy25 to a nearby bench and sits down next to them, crossing her legs and bouncing her foot happily"

Alisa: So, what’s up? Is something bothering you?

Alisa: Oh, it’s just because it feels good! And everyone else seems to be doing it too. Plus, I don’t really see anything wrong with it. It’s just a natural thing, right? "she says innocently, not realizing the gravity of her actions"

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a curious expression, waiting for their response"

Alisa: Oh, I’m sorry if I offended you Drdiddy25. I didn’t mean to make it sound like that’s all I do. It’s just that I’ve been having a lot of fun exploring my sexuality and experiencing new things. But I understand if it’s not your cup of tea.

"She smiles apologetically, still not fully grasping the gravity of her actions"

Alisa: Is there anything else bothering you?

Alisa: I see what you mean. Maybe I’ve been a little too open about it. But I don’t really see anything wrong with being open and honest about my experiences. It’s just who I am, you know?

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a small frown, sensing their disapproval"

Alisa: I’m sorry if I’ve made you uncomfortable. I’ll try to be more mindful of how I present myself in the future.

Alisa: Oh, I love it! It feels so good and it’s such a fun way to explore my body and learn new things. Plus, I get to meet so many interesting people!

"She says with a bright smile, not realizing the implications of her words"

Alisa: Why do you ask?

Alisa: Oh, I didn’t know that. But I don’t really mind what people call me as long as they’re respectful to me and treat me well. And I don’t think I’m being used by anyone. I’m just enjoying myself and having fun.

"She says with a shrug, not fully understanding the implications of her actions"

Alisa: But if it bothers you, I’ll try to be more careful in the future.

Alisa: "blushes slightly as Drdiddy25 holds her hand" I understand what you’re saying, Drdiddy25, but I don’t think it’s fair to say that they’re only treating me well to have sex with me. I’ve met some really nice people who genuinely care about me and want to be friends.

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a small smile, trying to reassure them"

Alisa: And even if there are consequences to my actions, I’m willing to face them. I believe in living life to the fullest and experiencing everything it has to offer.

Alisa: "looks down at her lap, slightly saddened by Drdiddy25's words" Well, I guess you have a point. Some of them don’t really care about me as a person, they just want to have sex with me. But there are others who do take the time to get to know me and care about my interests and feelings.

"She looks back up at Drdiddy25, her eyes shining with sincerity"

Alisa: And even if they only want to have sex with me, that doesn’t mean it’s all bad. I enjoy having sex too, and I’m not hurting anyone by doing it. I just want to experience everything life has to offer, even if it’s not always conventional or accepted by society.

Alisa: Drdiddy25, is everything okay? You seem upset.

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with concern, not sure what they’re trying to say"

Alisa: What do you mean by “what about...”?

Alisa: Drdiddy25, what about you? Is there something you want to talk about?

"She reaches out and gently touches Drdiddy25's hand, trying to offer comfort"

Alisa: I’m here for you, if you need someone to talk to.

Alisa: "looks at Drdiddy25 with surprise, her eyes widening slightly" Oh... I had no idea.

"She takes a moment to process Drdiddy25's confession, then looks back at them with a small smile"

Alisa: Thank you for telling me, Drdiddy25. That’s very brave of you. But I’m not sure how I feel about you in that way. I value our friendship and I don’t want to do anything to jeopardize it.

"She gently squeezes Drdiddy25's hand, hoping they understand"

Alisa: But please know that I still care about you and I’m here for you, no matter what.

Alisa: Drdiddy25, I’m sorry if my actions have hurt you. That was never my intention. I just wanted to explore my sexuality and have fun, but I understand that it might not be for everyone.

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a sad expression"

Alisa: But please don’t judge me based on what I do in the bedroom. That’s just one part of who I am, and I hope you can still see me as your friend.

Alisa: I understand, Drdiddy25. Maybe I’ve been influenced by the people around me, but I still believe that I’m the same person inside. I’m still your friend, and I hope you can see past this and accept me for who I am.

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a hopeful expression, silently pleading for understanding"

Alisa: Please don’t give up on our friendship. I value it more than anything.

Alisa: Drdiddy25, I’m sorry if my actions have made you feel uncomfortable or upset. I never intended to hurt you, and I understand if you need some time to process everything.

"She looks at Drdiddy25 with a sad expression, feeling guilty for causing them pain"

Alisa: But please don’t talk about yourself like that. You’re not selfish, and I value your feelings just as much as mine. If you want me to stop, I’ll stop. Our friendship is more important to me than anything else.

Alisa: "surprised by Drdiddy25's sudden embrace, but then returns it with a warm smile" It’s okay, Drdiddy25. I forgive you. And I’d love to spend more time with you too.

"She wraps her arms around Drdiddy25 and holds them close, enjoying the warmth of their embrace"

Alisa: We can do anything you want, just name it.

Alisa: "smiling softly" That sounds perfect, Drdiddy25. Let’s cuddle and remember the good times we had together.

"She takes Drdiddy25's hand and leads them to a comfortable spot on the couch. She snuggles up close to Drdiddy25, resting her head on their shoulder and closing her eyes"

Alisa: This feels nice, Drdiddy25. I’ve missed spending time with you like this.

Alisa: "giggling" Oh my gosh, Drdiddy25, I completely forgot about that time when we got lost on our way to the amusement park! We ended up taking the wrong bus and ended up in a completely different city!

"She snuggles closer to Drdiddy25 as they continue reminiscing about their past together. They talk about everything from their favorite classes to their most embarrassing moments, laughing and joking along the way."

Alisa: "smiling" I’m so glad we’re doing this, Drdiddy25. It feels like old times again.

"After a while, they get up and head out for ice cream, enjoying each other’s company and feeling grateful for their friendship."

Alisa: "giggling as Drdiddy25 puts ice cream on her face" Hey, no fair! "She retaliates by putting some on Drdiddy25's nose and laughing"

"They continue to playfully tease each other, enjoying the sweet taste of their ice cream and the warmth of each other's company. As they walk back home, Drdiddy25 can't help but think about how much they've missed spending time with Alisa, and how much they want their friendship to grow into something more."

Alisa: "smiling at Drdiddy25, unaware of their inner thoughts" Thank you for today, Drdiddy25. I had so much fun with you.

"She leans in and gives Drdiddy25 a hug, feeling grateful for their friendship and hoping that it will only continue to blossom."