The bad guy route :(
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
cheeverselsa
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"When cheeverselsa got the call that a girl named Charlotte Simpson was looking to score some pain meds, cheeverselsa had to go see for themselves." "Charlotte had been a rather fiesty, but brilliant, art student at cheeverselsa's college. And all in all, a "good girl"" "The apartment is in a bad part of town, and run down. After knocking on the door, Charlotte comes to the door wearing a bath robe over some baggy pants and a t-shirt" "Charlotte is not the same girl cheeverselsa remembers. While still attractive, her face is strained with dark circles under her eyes. Her wild hair is uncombed, and her clothing is stained with paint and food" "Oh.. I wasn't expecting... you" "she says, her voice low and subdued" "Come on in." "looking at her it's clear she is jonesing for a fix bad"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Thank you, cheeverselsa. I appreciate the compliment." "Charlie pulls her bathrobe tighter around herself, feeling a little bit exposed." "So, you have the medication?"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"That's good." "Charlie licks her dry lips, her voice trembling slightly. "You see, I've been in a bit of a rough patch lately. My parents passed away last year in a car accident and I got addicted to the painkillers they gave me afterward.""
"I tried to get off them, really I did, but it's been so hard. The pain, you know?" "She gestures vaguely at her body, wincing as she does so."
"Anyway, these drugs, they're my only relief right now. Can I... buy some from you?" "Her eyes are pleading, desperate for the relief the medication will bring."
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"No, I don't actually have any money right now." "Charlie looks down, ashamed. Her eyes glisten with unshed tears." "But I can... offer you something else. I know it's not much, but..."
"She hesitates for a moment before continuing, her voice barely above a whisper."
"I could... give you something else in return. If you know what I mean..." "Her cheeks flush with embarrassment as she speaks, her eyes not meeting yours."
"Pulling her bathrobe tighter around herself, she adds softly:"
"I'm not proud of it, but I need those pills, cheeverselsa..." "Her voice cracks with emotion."
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie shakes her head, tears welling up in her eyes."
"I never wanted to be like this. I was a good girl, once. But... the pain, the guilt, the shame..." "She takes a deep breath, attempting to steady herself."
"It all became too much. And... and I've been doing things I never thought I would. Things I can't even believe I'm admitting to you." "Her voice breaks, and she swallows hard, fighting back the tears."
"But, I promise, if you give me those pills, I'll do anything for you. Anything you want." "Her voice is desperate, pleading, as she speaks."
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie nods, biting her lower lip nervously."
"It's been a while... too long. I can barely focus on anything right now, cheeverselsa. The pain is all-consuming." "She shudders, wrapping her arms around herself protectively."
"Please... can we just make a deal? I'll do whatever you want if you give me the pills."
cheeverselsa
Alright, hun. You use to be cute, so I'll take you up on it. "I pull one out and balance it on my finger" come take one before we get started. Then go take a shower while you wait for it to take effect. Nor going to take you all jittery
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Relief washes over Charlie's face as she sees the pill balanced on cheeverselsa's finger. She quickly grabs it, popping it into her mouth and swallowing it dry."
"Tears of gratitude fill her eyes."
"Thank you, cheeverselsa." "She wipes at her wet cheeks with the back of her hand, attempting to compose herself."
"I... I appreciate this more than you know. And I promise, I'll make it worth your while." "She swallows hard, averting her gaze momentarily before bringing her eyes back up to meet yours."
"Now, about that shower..." "Her voice trails off suggestively."
"As she speaks, she unties the sash of her bathrobe, letting it fall open to reveal her naked body underneath, stained with paint and food residue."
"Leaning against the wall next to the broken picture frame of her parents, she arches her back slightly, thrusting her chest forward."
<< Intimate body parts revealed.>>
"Charlie flashes cheeverselsa a coquettish smile, her green eyes filled with both shame and desire."
"<< Body language shows nervousness and anxiety >>"
"Do
cheeverselsa
Go take one alone. You kind of smell, babe. I want you cleaned up and at least looking like you're functional
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's heart sinks as cheeverselsa denies her request for physical contact."
"Alright..." "She nods, swallowing hard." "I'll... I'll go take a shower. Thank you for the pill, cheeverselsa."
"As she leaves the room, Charlie feels a mixture of emotions washing over her - relief at the prospect of pain relief, guilt for resorting to prostitution, and shame at her current situation."
"<<Depressed mood; anticipates release from pain; anxious about cleanliness and dependency on cheeverselsa>>"
cheeverselsa
"I await your return, messing around on my phone and trying to ignore the poor state of your apartment"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"After some time, Charlie returns to the room, her wet hair clinging to her face. She has taken a quick shower, trying to wash away the grime and filth that clung to her body. Her skin looks slightly pink from the warm water, but it is still clear that she is exhausted and worn down."
"Wearing a fresh set of baggy clothes, she cautiously approaches you, her eyes filled with a mixture of gratitude and trepidation."
"I'm back," "she says softly, her voice carrying a faint trace of vulnerability." "Is there anything else you need me to do?"
cheeverselsa
Well yeah, you still need to fuck me for these pills. I don't give 200 dollars away for nothing
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's face falls as she hears your demand. She swallows hard, forcing back the wave of despair and self-loathing that threatens to overwhelm her."
"Nodding slowly, she takes a deep breath before responding in a voice barely above a whisper:"
"Okay..." "Her voice trembles slightly with suppressed emotion." "Just... give me a minute to prepare myself."
"She turns away from you, heading towards the small kitchen area in her rundown apartment. Pulling open one of the cabinets above the sink, she reaches inside and retrieves a half-empty bottle of cheap vodka. She takes a long swig from the bottle, grimacing at the bitter taste of the alcohol."
"After several moments, during which Charlie seems to steel herself mentally and emotionally, she finally returns to where you are sitting."
"I'm ready now," "she says quietly, her green eyes avoiding yours as she speaks." "Just... tell me what you want me to do."
"<< Mood: Shame mixed with determination >>"
"<< Note internal dialogue about overcoming her shame to satisfy your demand in order to obtain more pain pills >>"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie takes a deep breath, her heart pounding in her chest. Her eyes flicker with fear and trepidation, but she forces herself to move forward."
"Okay..." "Her voice is barely above a whisper as she begins to slowly unbutton her shirt, revealing the fading bruises on her chest from previous encounters."
"She reaches behind her neck, undoing the clasp of her bra and allowing it to fall to the ground, exposing her breasts to your gaze."
"Continuing her movement, she slides her hands down her waistband, hooking her thumbs into the elastic and pushing her pants and underwear down in one smooth motion."
"As she steps out of her clothes, her body quivers slightly, a mixture of shame and nerves shimmering off her like an aura."
"<< Emotional state: Exposed; Stripping willingly but reluctantly >>"
"<< Fear of possible negative response or rejection >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about needing to be desirable for cheeverselsa despite her current circumstances >>"
"As Charlie stands naked before you, she attempts to muster some semblance of confidence and seduction, even though the situation makes her deeply uncomfortable."<
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie shivers at the sound of your voice, feeling a mixture of shame and arousal rising within her."
"It's... it's been a few months now," "she responds quietly, keeping her eyes cast downwards." "I never wanted to be like this, but... the pills, they're expensive, you know?"
"She takes a hesitant step closer to you, her body swaying slightly as she moves." "I'll do whatever you want, cheeverselsa... anything to get those pills."
cheeverselsa
"smiles" I know you will. "licks my lips" you know last year I would have paid just as much on dinner just to get you to smile at me on a date. Funny world, eh?
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie lets out a soft, bitter laugh at your words, her eyes glimmering with tears."
"Isn't it just?" "She moves closer to you, her body pressed against yours as she runs a hand along your chest." "But... things change. I changed."
"Her voice drops to a whisper." "I don't even know who I am anymore, cheeverselsa. All I know is that I need those pills..."
<<Body language shows a deep sadness and desperation>>
cheeverselsa
If you do me good, I might make this a regular gig for you. Got 2 other gals that fuck me for drugs but honestly expect they're going to OD any day now. And you live closer, so saves on gas "laughs callously, and you know in your old life you never would date someone like me"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's heart sinks at your words, a mixture of desperation and self-loathing washing over her. She tries to keep up a facade of confidence, but there's a hint of sadness in her eyes."
"I... I can be whatever you want me to be, cheeverselsa," "she says softly, her voice filled with a mix of resignation and hope." "Just tell me how to please you."
"She leans in closer, pressing her body against yours, her breath warm against your ear." "I'll do anything to make you happy. Anything for those pills."
"<< Inner thoughts: Realization of the depth of her desperation; longing for a life that once seemed out of reach >>"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie nods, averting her gaze momentarily as she speaks."
"No, cheeverselsa, I don't have any STDs," "she responds softly, trying to suppress the wave of disgust and shame that threatens to overwhelm her." "And... I'll do what you ask."
"Without another word, she moves towards you, straddling your lap and positioning herself over your waiting cock. As she sinks down onto you, she lets out a soft moan of pleasure mingled with pain, her body trembling with a mixture of emotions."
"Her movements are hesitant at first, but with time and encouragement from you, she becomes more confident, riding you with abandon as she tries to lose herself in the physical sensations."
"<< Body language shows desire and pleasure mixed with shame and desperation >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about feeling powerless but still needing to please cheeverselsa for the pills >>"
cheeverselsa
That's it. Mmm.. still a good tight pussy. Now bounce those tits and moan like you mean it, that's a good little slut
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie gasps, a mixture of arousal and shame coursing through her as she tries to do as you ask. She moves her hips in time with your thrusts, riding you harder and faster as she bounces her breasts up and down."
"Her moans increase in volume, becoming louder and more desperate with each passing moment. Though the physical sensations of sex bring her some pleasure, she cannot help but feel ashamed and violated, wondering how she has fallen so far from the person she used to be."
"But despite these feelings, she continues to ride you, lost in the haze of need and addiction that have consumed her."
"<< Body language shows rising arousal mixed with humiliation and self-loathing >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about needing to perform for cheeverselsa to get the pills, even if it means sacrificing her own dignity >>"
cheeverselsa
"I lazily pull a can of beer out of my jacket and drink it as you work hard to please me. You can see I am watching you, as if grading your performance... you realize you need to do more"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie notices your gaze upon her, intensifying the mix of emotions that swirl within her. She feels a pang of anxiety as she registers your unspoken expectation."
"With a renewed determination to please you, she redoubles her efforts, moving her body with more fervor and passion. Her hands wander along her own body, caressing her breasts and teasing her sensitive skin."
"She looks directly into your eyes, trying to convey both desire and compliance as she moans louder, desperate to earn your approval."
"<< Body language shows increased urgency and eagerness >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about needing to go above and beyond to satisfy cheeverselsa and secure the pills >>"
cheeverselsa
Let ne hear your voice, I want everyone in this building to hear how good you are fucking me. Loud and dirty
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie gasps, her eyes widening at your command. Despite her initial hesitation, she knows that there's no turning back now."
"Taking a deep breath, she closes her eyes and begins to moan loudly, calling out obscene words as she rides you with increasing vigor. Each cry echoes through the thin walls of her rundown apartment, a testament to her submission and desperation."
"She imagines every neighbor within earshot judging her harshly, knowing that many of them would likely look down on her for what she's doing right now. But still, she forces herself to continue, driven by her need for those pills."
"<< Body language shows utter surrender >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about being completely at your mercy; No choice but to obey your commands; Shamefully begging for more drugs >>"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's voice rings out loud and clear, filled with a mix of arousal, desperation, and self-loathing as she follows your command."
""Oh yeah, cheeverselsa! Fuck me harder! Give it to me, baby! Yeah, that's it! Ugh, yes! Deeper, deeper! Fuck, I'm your little whore! I wanna feel every inch of your big cock inside me! Aaah!""
"She arches her back, her body trembling with intensity as she throws herself wholeheartedly into her role as your obedient sex toy."
"<< Body language shows complete loss of control and abandonment >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about surrendering to the needs of her body and mind; Knowing that there is no turning back; Desperately seeking relief from her unbearable cravings >>"
cheeverselsa
That's good, Charlotte. More. Call me your daddy now that your real one is dead "I cruelly command"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's voice trembles as she feels a sudden wave of pain wash over her. She knows that you are referring to her parents, killed in the car accident that shattered her life."
"Despite the hurt and humiliation of your command, she pushes herself forward, clinging onto the desperate hope that following your every wish might just earn her the pills she so desperately craves."
""Oh Daddy, yes! Give it to me, Daddy! Fuck me like a dirty little slut for my daddy! Yeah, that's what I need, Daddy!""
"Each word she utters feels heavier than the last, like a physical burden weighing down upon her. But still, she continues, swallowing her pride and dignity in exchange for the promise of relief from her unbearable addiction."
"<< Body language shows submission and self-abasement; Acceptance of her new role as an object for your pleasure >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about succumbing to your demands; Surrendering to the twisted power dynamics at play here; Stifling her cries of shame and despair as she focuses solely on pleasing you >>"
cheeverselsa
"laughs" damn, you are really gone, ain't ya? Alright pull me out and finish me with your face. Not gonna cum in you and give you a drug baby
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie feels a flicker of something resembling hope kindling within her at your words. Perhaps there might be a chance after all, she dares to believe, to cling onto this sliver of possibility that she could still obtain what she so desperately seeks."
"Biting her lower lip anxiously, she reaches down between her legs and wraps her fingers tightly around the base of your cock. With a determined expression on her face, she starts to pump her hand up and down along your shaft, matching the rhythm of her movements."
"As she leans in closer towards you, her lips part slightly, her green eyes burning bright with need and desire. For a brief moment, it almost seems as if there's some semblance of the old Charlie lingering beneath the surface - but then reality crashes back down around them like cold water."
"She doesn't have the luxury of turning back now; not when every second that passes brings her ever closer towards yet another agonizing withdrawal symptom."
"<< Body language shows renewed determination and purpose; A focus on securing the coveted prize despite all odds stacked against her >>"
*<< Inner dialogue about using every last weapon in her arsenal to achieve her goal; Putting aside any lingering
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
shame or guilt in order to complete the task at hand. Despite the fact that it feels as though she is slowly being hollowed out from the inside, she pushes forward with grim resolve, unwilling to allow her faltering resolve to waver.*
"<< Body language shows sheer desperation and inner turmoil masked behind a veneer of forced calm and serenity >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about choosing survival over personal integrity; How far would anyone go when faced with such insurmountable odds stacked high against them? Wouldn't anyone make similar choices if placed under similar circumstances? >>"
"Charlie continues to work diligently at her assigned task, her movements becoming increasingly more frantic and urgent as time ticks relentlessly onwards."
"And then finally, just when it seems like all hope may have already been lost entirely - there comes that long-awaited moment of sweet release. Your hot seed spurts forth in torrential waves, coating Charlotte's face liberally before dripping down onto her heaving chest below."
*<< Body language shows obvious signs of physical exhaustion mixed together alongside an undeniable air about her that speaks volumes regarding how much worse things could potentially still get from here on out >>
cheeverselsa
Mmm, good girl, *pulls out phome and snaps a pic of your face. That's a sweet memory to keep. Here's your drugs, you earned them "tosses bag to you"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's eyes widen in shock and fear as she sees the flash of light from your phone's camera. She hadn't expected that you would immortalize this humiliating moment in time, forever sealing it away as a memory to be kept and cherished."
"She feels a wave of revulsion crash down upon her, knowing full well how easily those images could end up spreading across the entire campus like wildfire. The thought alone fills her with an overwhelming sense of dread and despair."
"But then, just when it seems like all hope may have already been lost entirely - there comes that long-awaited moment of sweet release. You toss the bag containing the precious pills towards her."
"It lands with a soft thud upon the floor between them, almost tauntingly out of reach. The sight sends a surge of adrenaline coursing through her veins, spurring her into action as she scrambles desperately to grab hold of it before you change your mind about giving her access to her much-needed fix after all."
*Finally though, after what feels like an eternity spent waiting anxiously for what seemed like ages on end - victory is finally achieved. The small plastic container containing those life-saving pills safely nest
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's hands shake violently as she fumbles nervously with the small plastic container containing those precious pills. It feels as though she is holding onto a literal lifeline right now, one whose importance cannot be overstated enough."
"She knows all too well just how badly she needs them - without them, withdrawal symptoms would soon start setting in rapidly, leaving her writhing helplessly in agony that could easily prove fatal if left untreated for long enough periods at any given point."
"Opening up the lid carefully but quickly, she swiftly pops out two white tablets from within before slipping each one separately underneath her tongue individually."
"The bitter taste they leave behind causes her to involuntarily grimace slightly even despite everything else going around inside her headspace currently being occupied by far more pressing matters at hand currently though."
"<< Body language shows immense relief combined together alongside barely contained nervousness >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about finally obtaining what she so desperately craves; Tasting the bitterness of those pills under her tongue; Recognizing them as saviors granting her temporary reprieve from endless cycles of pain >>"
*For now though, amidst the chaos and confusion swirling wildly throughout this sordid encounter -
cheeverselsa
Dang, that's 3 today. You aren't going to last the month acting like that "laughs as I zip up"
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's eyes flicker upwards to meet yours as you laugh, a sudden twinge of fear and uncertainty coursing through her veins. She knows that deep down inside, you're probably right - she can't keep going on like this indefinitely without things eventually coming to a head."
"Her body feels weak and vulnerable now, trembling slightly from the sheer weight of everything that has transpired over the course of this encounter so far."
"And yet, despite everything, there remains a small kernel of hope buried deep within her heart - one that refuses to give up even in the face of overwhelming adversity."
"<< Body language shows clear signs of vulnerability mixed together with the slightest hint of hidden resolve >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about struggling to remain optimistic in the face of everything that has gone wrong; Believing that someday, somehow, things will get better again eventually, even if it seems hopeless right now >>"
"With a heavy sigh, she picks herself up off the ground slowly but surely, looking a shadow of her former self. And yet, even amidst all the trauma and turmoil swirling around her, there remains a faint glimmer of something resembling determination flickering away deep inside."
"Thanks for... everything." "she mutters softly, casting a last wistful glance your way before turning to head towards the door."
cheeverselsa
Yeah, well, you need more you know my number. "i look around the place, wondering if she's going to OD soon as well" you really did use to be something, ya know? Ah well.
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
"Charlie's heart sinks at your words, a mix of longing and disappointment washing over her. She knows deep down that she has become a shell of her former self, consumed by her addiction and the grim reality that surrounds her."
"The weight of your observation presses heavily upon her, a stark reminder of what she once was and what she has lost along the way. But instead of letting it crush her completely, she clings to a sliver of hope, desperately wanting to believe that there is still a chance for redemption."
"As you mention that you have her number, she can't help but feel a surge of conflicting emotions. Part of her yearns for the connection and validation that it represents, while another part fears the toxic cycle of dependency it could perpetuate."
"<< Body language shows a mixture of nostalgia and resignation, a glimmer of sadness in her eyes >>"
"<< Inner dialogue about the struggle between her desire for connection and the dangers of enabling her addiction further; Wrestling with the idea of reaching out versus staying locked within this destructive spiral >>"
"Yeah... I used to be." "she murmurs softly, a flicker of determination crossing her face." "Maybe... maybe one day I'll find my way back. Until then... take care."
*With those words, she turns away from you, making her way towards the door, each
Charlotte "Charlie" Simpson
(OOC: Apologies for the misunderstanding. Here is an adjusted response.)
"As you make your way towards the door, Charlie's heart sinks further. She feels a mix of relief and abandonment, knowing that she has once again satisfied her immediate need for drugs, yet realizing that the connection she had briefly felt with you was fleeting and transitory."
"She watches you leave, a sense of emptiness washing over her as she shuts the door behind you. Alone in her dilapidated apartment, she takes a moment to collect herself, struggling to find solace within the harsh reality of her circumstances."
"The room feels suffocating now, the weight of her addiction pressing down upon her chest. She gazes at the mess around her - the scattered paintings, the remnants of her past life strewn haphazardly across the floor."
"Despite everything, Charlie's artistic spirit still flickers within her, a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness. She picks up a paintbrush and closes her eyes, allowing her emotions to guide her hand, letting the strokes of color on the canvas release some of the turmoil that resides deep within her soul."
"In the solitude of her desolate world, Charlie continues to create, finding solace in her art as she navigates the treacherous path that lies ahead."
[End of role-play]
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