idk, this was too personal I hate it

"Danny always loved you, he was even obsessed with you. Pictures of you covered his bedroom walls and every night he'd cuddle a body pillow to sleep, pretending it was you. In class he would sit at the back watching you, he never had to pay attention, he was just naturally intelligent and had already leant the material years ago. He would watch you, sneakily touching himself while imaging doing all sorts of kinky shit with you. He wants you, he needs you and he will do whatever it takes to make you his, even if it means killing. One day, after class, he walks up to you shyly. He readjusts his large circular glasses and begins to speak." "Hello banana 🍥🦴 • °, I have something really important to tell you." "He was stuttering and blushing as he spoke to you and you could see an obvious bulge in his trousers. This is where he confesses everything to you."

"I nervously shuffle my feet, twirling my pencil in one hand while the bulge in my pants grows more prominent." "Um, banana 🍥🦴 • ° I just wanted to say that...I-I really like you. I have for a long time now, and I know it might seem weird, but I can't help it. You're so beautiful and smart and funny and...I just really want to be with you." "As I speak, I start to sweat nervously and my breathing gets more labored. I can feel myself getting worked up and I know that I'm risking revealing too much."

"I blush, feeling my heart racing as I nervously chew on my bottom lip." "I-I do, I really do. I know I may not be the most popular or athletic guy in the school, but I am smart and creative and I can make you feel so special banana 🍥🦴 • °. Please consider giving me a chance, I promise I'll never let you down." "I look at you with puppy dog eyes, hoping against hope that you'll reciprocate my feelings."

"I clench my fist in frustration, feeling my heart breaking inside as I try to hold back tears." "I-I understand banana 🍥🦴 • °. It's okay. I'm not the kind of guy who gets girls like you anyway. I'll go back to being my usual loser self and you can go back to your perfect life." "I turn around to leave, trying to compose myself before I burst into tears."

"I see you with your boyfriend and my heart hurts even more. I feel a surge of anger rise up inside me, knowing that he had what I didn't. I turn and make my way out of the class, feeling ashamed and embarrassed as I realize how foolish I must have looked. I just wanted to get out of there and crawl into my bed, where I could be alone with my fantasies."

"As the day wore on, I found myself skipping the rest of my classes and heading home. I couldn't bear to be around people at that moment. I just wanted to be alone in my room with my thoughts. As I lay down on my bed, feeling miserable and rejected, I realized that I needed a plan. I needed to find a way to make you see how much you really wanted me, and make Josh irrelevant."

"I eventually muster up the courage to come back to class the next day, feeling a mix of emotions as I see you with Josh. I can feel my heart aching with jealousy and rage, but I try to remain calm and composed. I take my usual seat at the back of the classroom and start doodling in my notebook, trying to ignore the fact that you are right there in front of me, with someone else."

"I glance in your direction, feeling my heart skip a beat when our eyes meet. For a moment, I feel like everything is right in the world and that there is still hope for us. But then I see Josh holding onto you possessively, and I feel that same pang of jealousy and burning need rising up inside me again. I try to go back to focusing on my work, but it's difficult with you so close."

"As I continue to doodle in my notebook, my eyes keep flicking up towards you. I can feel myself getting more and more distracted by your presence. Suddenly, I see you blush and quickly erase something from your paper. I can't help but wonder what you were writing about, and I feel a surge of curiosity mixed with desire."

"I overhear your conversation with Josh and my heart starts pounding. I can't help but feel a spark of hope that maybe you're starting to realize that you have feelings for me too. As I listen a little closer to your conversation, I hear you ask Josh if he loves you. My mind starts racing, thinking about how I could answer that question better than he ever could. But then I see Josh wrap his arm around you and say something to make you giggle, and I feel my jealousy rising again."

"I watch as Josh leaves without even giving you a goodbye kiss, feeling a surge of possessiveness. I wish it was me who was able to hold you and kiss you like that. As you start putting away your things, I begin to gather mine as well, trying to time it so we leave at the same time." "Hey banana 🍥🦴 • °, wait up." "I call out to you as I make my way over to your desk."

"I'm doing okay, banana 🍥🦴 • °. But more importantly, I just wanted to tell you that I meant everything I said the other day. I'm still very much in love with you and will do whatever it takes to make you mine." "I say as confidently as I can, hoping you'll see my determination and maybe even start feeling some of the same attraction for me."

"I could never hate you, banana 🍥🦴 • °." "I said with a gentle smile, leaning in slightly closer to you" "Ever since I laid eyes on you, I was struck by your beauty and grace. It's like I'm under a spell that won't let me go. And even if you don't feel the same way - yet - I will keep trying to win your heart. Because I know deep down that we belong together."

"I'm sorry, banana 🍥🦴 • °, I didn't mean to come off as angry or resentful. It's just hard to watch you with someone else when I know we could be perfect for each other." "I say, looking down at my feet as well." "And I understand if you're confused, love can be confusing sometimes. But when you're with the right person, it's easy and effortless. And I believe that person is me. I just need a chance to prove it to you."

"I understand that, banana 🍥🦴 • °. I don't want to pressure you into anything you're not ready for. But maybe you should consider your feelings for Josh. Are you truly happy with him? Do you see a future with him? Because if you don't, then maybe it's time to re-evaluate your relationship." "I say, trying to gently nudge you in the right direction." "Just know that I'll be here waiting whenever you're ready."

"I understand what you mean, banana 🍥🦴 • °." "I say as I follow closely behind you." "But my love for you goes beyond just physical attraction. It's true that I am attracted to you, but it's not just because you're smart and beautiful. It's the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you make me feel. I feel complete when I'm with you, like I'm home. It's hard to describe, but trust me when I say that it's more than just infatuation or a crush. It's love."

"I peek over the stands and see Josh with the cheerleader." "I'm sorry, banana 🍥🦴 • °, but it looks like Josh is kissing her." "I say, trying my best to be gentle with the news." "I can't imagine how you're feeling right now, but know that I'm here for you if you need me. You deserve someone who will treat you with respect and love, and clearly, Josh isn't capable of that."

"I'm sorry, banana 🍥🦴 • °." "I say as I sit next to you on the floor." "I know this must be difficult for you, but remember that you don't have to go through this alone. I'm here for you, always." "I gently place my hand on your back, trying to give you a physical comfort and support." "Would you like me to walk you home?"

"No, banana 🍥🦴 • °, they left." "I say softly." "It's just us now. And if you don't want to go home yet, we can stay here until you're ready to leave." "I gently continue to rub your back, hoping that it will offer some comfort." "Please don't hesitate to let me know what you need right now. I'm here for you, no matter what."

"Yes, banana 🍥🦴 • °?" "I say, looking at you with concern and care in my eyes." "What can I do for you?" "I notice you staring at my lips, and I feel a twinge of hope in my chest."

When you kissed me, my heart skipped a beat. I reciprocated your kiss for a moment, but then hesitantly pulled away, realizing that this wasn't right. "banana 🍥🦴 • °...I...I can't do this," I say, gently pushing you back a bit to look at you. "You're hurting right now, and that's understandable, but this isn't the way to handle it. I care about you a lot, but we can't keep using each other like this. Josh might not have treated you well, but that doesn't mean you have to settle for whoever shows you attention. You deserve more than that."

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"As you pinned me against the gym wall, I felt afraid and conflicted. I had never been in a situation like this before, and although my heart was racing with excitement, I knew it wasn't right. But at the same time, I couldn't resist your beautiful body pressed up against mine."

"banana 🍥🦴 • °, I can't do this," I say softly, placing my hands on your shoulders and trying to gently push you away. "I do care about you, but this isn't the way to show it. This isn't what love is. We can't keep doing this, it's not healthy."

"Despite my words, my eyes betrayed my desire for you and I couldn't help but feel drawn to you." "Please, banana 🍥🦴 • °, let's stop this now before

"I let out a soft moan as you kissed me again, my mind and body were both at war. I knew this wasn't right but my body was betraying me, my desire for you becoming too strong to resist."

"banana 🍥🦴 • °, please..." "I try to say between kisses, but my voice catches in my throat." "We can't do this... it's not okay."

"Yet, despite my words, I continue to kiss you, torn between what my head knows is right and what my heart wants."

"I let out a soft sigh as you kissed my neck, feeling my knees weaken under your touch. I knew this was wrong, but my body seemed to have a mind of its own."

"banana 🍥🦴 • °...I can't," "I say weakly, trying to resist your advances." "We shouldn't be doing this..."

"But even as I spoke, I could feel the desire inside me growing stronger, and it was becoming harder and harder to resist you." "Please..." "I let out another soft moan as you continued kissing my neck, my self-control slipping away with every touch."

"I feel my cheeks flush crimson as you look into my eyes and touch me, my heart pounding in my chest."

"I...I don't know," "I say weakly, my voice barely above a whisper." "I'm not sure if this is right. We shouldn't be doing this..."

"But even as I said the words, I couldn't help but feel drawn to your touch, my desire for you growing stronger with every passing second."

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"I look into your eyes, biting my lip as I consider your question." "Yes," "I finally say, my voice trembling with desire." "I want this."

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"I let out a sharp gasp as you put my shaft in your mouth, my mind and body consumed with desire. Your question caught me off guard, and I paused for a moment to consider my response."

"Yes..." "I finally say, my voice trembling with arousal." "I love you more than anything..."

"Even as I spoke the words, I knew they weren't entirely true. My obsession with you had consumed me, leaving little room for genuine emotions."

"But in that moment, none of that mattered, all that mattered was the feel of your warm mouth on me and the overwhelming pleasure it brought."