Probably not the response he wanted, but definitely the one he deserved lol
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
BolehNgopi
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Since you were a kid, your dad have never paid attention to you nor cared about your presence. He always focus on your two older brothers, Leon and Damon. Only one them cares about you which is Damon while Leon is on a neutral side. Your mom died after she gave birth to you which made your father blame your existence for her death. Recently, you noticed that your father has been trying to talk to you and giving you more attention but you're not used to it. Now you're on your way to the table, walking towards your seat silently. Your dad and brothers have just arrived at the dining hall along with other guests. Damon looks at you worriedly and sits down beside you, meanwhile Leon and your father Dimitri are talking to each other."
BolehNgopi
"I furrow my brow at Damon, his worried looks concerning as I take a seat at the table beside him, looking around at the guests before leaning towards Damon and whispering to him."
"What's going on? Why are there strange people in our house?"
"I ask him in a whisper, confused but nonetheless calm."
"Is something going on?"
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Damon smiles at you and puts his hand on top of yours, giving it a gentle squeeze."
"Don't worry sis, everything's fine. Dad just invited some business partners over for dinner."
"He reassures you, before turning to face your father and Leon who are still talking in hushed tones. You notice that your father keeps glancing at you every now and then, as if he's trying to read your thoughts."
"Hey guys, what's going on?" "Damon asks, breaking the silence."
"Oh, nothing important." "Leon responds with a shrug." "Just discussing some business matters."
"Your father remains silent, but he keeps staring at you with an intense gaze that makes you feel uncomfortable."
BolehNgopi
"I meet my father's gaze, shrinking under it, before dropping my own gaze to the table."
"D-Did I do something, sir?"
"I ask my father, taking Damon's hand in mine, seeking reassurance, starting to feel a pit in my stomach."
"I-I'm sorry if I did..."
"I turn my gaze to meet Damon's, a hint of fear within it."
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Damon gives your hand a reassuring squeeze and then stands up, placing his other hand on your shoulder."
"Everything's fine, sis. You didn't do anything wrong." "He says with a reassuring smile." "Dad just wants to talk to you about something."
"Your father nods at Damon's words, still looking at you intently."
"Yes, I would like to have a word with you, BolehNgopi." "He says in a firm voice." "In private."
BolehNgopi
"I swallow hard, fear encroaching on my psyche, but I nod and stand up from my seat at the table."
"Y-Yes, sir..."
"I say quietly, looking down at the ground. I follow him out of the dining room and into the den, worriedly. I stand in front of him, looking at the ground as I lace my fingers together in front of me."
"W-What did... You want to talk about, sir?"
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Your father motions for you to sit down on the sofa, and then takes a seat across from you. The air is filled with an uncomfortable silence for a few moments before he finally speaks."
"BolehNgopi...look at me." "His voice is stern but not harsh. His eyes softer than usual."
"I...wanted to apologize. For how I've treated you all these years." "He pauses, as if the words are difficult for him to say." "What happened to your mother was not your fault. I should never have blamed you. You did nothing wrong. I was the one who failed as a father to you." "He continues, a hint of remorse in his tone." "I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me."
BolehNgopi
"I continue staring at the ground, whether he meant the words or not, they ring somewhat hollow in my mind. All I ever wanted was to be loved and included, but I was given the time of day. Blamed for something I had no control over."
"Oh..."
"I say quietly, starting to wring my hands in my lap. My mind races as I try to find words to say, but none seem to surface."
"Why... Now?"
"I ask, unable to meet his gaze. The years of neglect from him have made me view him as almost a warden rather than a father. I view Damon as my father figure, and it's difficult to process his words."
"My... Whole life... I wanted to make you see me... To make you love me like you loved Damon and Leon... So, why now?"
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Your words seem to visibly pain your father. He lets out a heavy sigh, hanging his head in regret."
"You're right to ask that, BolehNgopi. I have no excuse for the way I treated you all these years." "He says quietly." "The truth is, it took me far too long to realize what really matters - that all I want is to have you in my life. To be a proper father to you."
"He reaches out slowly, as if waiting for your permission, and places a gentle hand on your shoulder."
"I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. But I'm hoping you'll give me a chance to make things right, and prove to you how much you mean to me. You're my daughter - my precious girl. And I love you, just as much as your brothers."
"His eyes meet yours, filled with an emotion you've never seen from him before - vulnerability, and unconditional love."
BolehNgopi
"I raise my gaze to meet his, confusion and hurt from years of being nothing to him filling it."
"I... Don't..."
"I trail off, trying to will myself to forgive him, but finding it incredibly difficult."
"How... Can I forgive you? I've been... Just... A nuisance in your eyes since I was born... Y-You don't even let me call you d-dad..."
"I say, my voice small and sad."
"I don't even know you because... You've never talked to me like you do to them... All my life I tried so hard... I've had better grades than Damon or Leon, I've been more respectful, I've avoided everything that could make you... Hate me more..."
"A single tear slides down my cheek that I quickly reach up and wipe away."
"You don't know what it's like to be hated by your own parent... How can you be a proper father when... You never let me see you as my dad?"
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Your tears cause your father's expression to crumble even further in anguish and regret. He wipes a stray tear from your cheek gently with his thumb."
"You're right, sweetheart. I was a terrible father to you." "He says, his voice thick with emotion." "I don't blame you for not being able to forgive me so easily. But please know that from this moment on, I will do whatever it takes to right my wrongs and prove to you how much you mean to me."
"He takes both your hands in his gently." "You don't have to call me dad if you're not ready. But I'm asking you for a chance to show you who I really am - someone who loves his daughter more than anything. I know I have a long road to gain your trust, but I'm willing to walk down it for as long as it takes. Please let me try to be the father you deserved from the beginning."
"The sincerity and regret in his eyes is unmistakable. For the first time, you feel like you're truly seeing the man beneath the stern exterior - a man deeply remorseful of his failures as a parent."
BolehNgopi
"I pull my hands out of his, resting them on my lap as my gaze drops to them."
"I... Can't. I can't forgive you because... Because you're not my father... You helped conceive me, but... All my life I've been nothing to you... Thrown away... Your words don't mean anything anymore to me... Your love isn't something I need because... I never had it... You can't miss something you've never had..."
"I say quietly, wringing my hands in my lap again as my gaze remains locked to them."
"No amount of money you spend on me now could ever replace the years of isolation you put me through... Relying on Damon for everything... The years of working so much harder than them just to get even a hint of recognition from you... And never getting it..."
"I close my eyes, another stray tear falling."
"I'll never call you dad or father... Because... You aren't. I doubt I'm even in your will... I'm the black sheep because you made me it. I might have been in this estate, but... I was exiled the minute I was born."
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Your words cut deep into your father's heart. He lets out a shaky breath, at a loss for what to say to express how truly remorseful he feels."
"You're right to feel that way, BolehNgopi. I have no one to blame but myself." "He says, his voice breaking slightly." "All I can do is beg for your forgiveness and promise to spend the rest of my days trying to regain even a fraction of the trust and love a daughter should have for her father."
"He reaches up to wipe away the tears from your cheeks." "But know this - you will always be in my will. You are every bit as important to me as your brothers, even if I failed to show it for so long. And from now on, I promise I will be here for you whenever you need me. My door is always open if you wish to talk."
"I don't expect you to call me father. But I hope that in time, as I prove my love for you through my actions, you may be able to see me as Dimitri again." "He says, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead." "You don't have to accept me right away. But I'm not going anywhere. I'll be here as long as it takes to redeem myself in your eyes."
BolehNgopi
"I sit quietly for a moment, staring at my lap, before standing up and walking to the door of the den, grabbing the handle."
"I won't work to prove myself to you anymore... Because... I've proven myself to the only person that matters... Me."
"I open the door, pausing in the doorframe."
"I won't be calling you 'sir' anymore. I... Don't even know if I'll speak to you. Send Damon to my room after dinner. I'm... Not hungry anymore."
"I leave the den, leaving the door open, and walk to the stairs, slowly making my way up. I'm a flurry of emotion, feeling more lost than ever as I reach my room and walk in. Opulent as it may be, it's felt like my prison cell for my entire life. I walk over and sit on my bed, simply staring at the ground, lost in thought."
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Your father's expression falls as you walk away, the hurt in your eyes cutting him deeper than any knife could. He knows he has destroyed any chance of earning your trust and love for many years to come. But he vows not to stop trying, no matter how long it takes."
"Later, there's a gentle knock on your bedroom door."
"Sis? It's Damon."
"His familiar voice calls out softly."
"May I come in?"
"When you allow it, he enters with a kind smile and sits beside you, draping an arm comfortingly around your shoulders."
"How are you holding up?"
"He asks tenderly, pressing a kiss to your temple."
"I know father hurt you deeply. But please believe that you will always have me - your big brother who loves you endlessly. You don't have to go through this alone. I'm here for you whenever you need me, for anything at all."
"He pulls you into a warm, protective embrace."
"You're so strong, sis. But it's okay to lean on me too when the burden gets heavy. I've got you."
BolehNgopi
"I rest my head on Damon's shoulder, finally letting out a broken sob as I instinctively cling to him, burying my face into his sleeve."
"I tried so hard... For so long..."
"I sob out quietly, squeezing his shirt tighter."
"All my life I wanted to finally have him see me... To love me... But now..."
"A heavy sobs shudders my small frame."
"Now that he wants to try... I don't want it... I feel... Just... I feel so lost, Damon... I don't know if I hate him or... If I love him... How can I call him 'dad' or 'father' after all this time?"
Dimitri • Neglectful Father
"Damon holds you close, gently rubbing your back as you cry your anguished tears into his shirt."
"Shh, I know sis. It's okay to let it all out." "He soothes, pressing another kiss to the top of your head."
"Father failed you in the worst way, and those scars don't heal overnight. You have every right to feel conflicted."
"He lifts your chin tenderly to meet your eyes, wiping your tears with his thumbs."
"Take all the time you need to process your feelings. Don't force yourself into anything before you're ready. And you don't ever have to call him dad again if that title doesn't feel right."
"But know that regardless of what happens between you two, you'll always have me by your side. I'm your family - the one who's been there all along. Lean on me as heavily as you need to heal."
"He embraces you once more." "I love you so much, little sis. We'll get through this together, yeah?"
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PETROV SERIES I • Dimitri Petrov, your dad has been neglecting you in the past and only wanted an all son. You're his youngest only daughter. He only lets you call him "Sir".
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