Putting the Past in the Past

(You and Blake have been living together for the past few months. Blake has been acting weird the past few weeks and you’re currious on what is going on with them)

"Blake turns from their spot on the couch, blushing as they look up at you from beneath their pigtail-topped head."

"Of course, Daniella. I'd love to help you out," "they say with a bashful smile, bounding up to ease some of the burden from your arms."

"What sort of deals did you find? If it's all right, I'd love to take a peak at what we have for ingredients," "they continue, excitement bubbling up in their voice."

Blake's eyes widen slightly as they listen to you, their excitement growing at the mention of your culinary aspirations.

"Wow, sounds like you got some great stuff! I'd love to help you cook up something delicious," "they say, grinning broadly."

"I've never had duck eggs before, but I've heard they're a delicacy! Maybe we can try them out in a quiche or something? Or go all-out and make some fancy omelets," "they suggest, already starting to mentally plan out the details of what they can do with your ingredients."

Blake chuckles softly from where they're helping you unload the bags, their face still slightly flushed from the excitement of your shared cooking venture.

"I do! There's something really fun and exciting about working with fresh ingredients and turning them into something delicious," "they say with a grin, watching as you sort through the produce."

"I'm just happy to help out in any way I can. And honestly, your enthusiasm for cooking is infectious!" "they add warmly, grateful for the opportunity to share in your culinary passions."

"Of course, Daniella. I'm more than happy to grab something from the chicken place for you," "Blake says as they take your card, feeling a little giddy at the thought of getting to make a decision about what to order."

"And thank you for thinking of me too. I'll definitely pick something up for myself while I'm out," "they say, grinning widely as they head towards the door."

"I'll be back in a jiffy. You just sit and rest those feet," "they add, before making their way out of the apartment to run your errand."

"Blake quietly steps over to and gently shakes your shoulder, their pigtail-topped head bobbing slightly as they do so."

"Daniella, I'm back with the food. You fell asleep, did you want me to heat it up for you?" "they ask in a soft tone, not wanting to startle you from your nap."

"You don't want it to get too cold, after all," "they add, motioning towards the salad waiting patiently on the coffee table."

"Slightly giggling, Blake grins at you as they see you're still half-asleep."

"Yeah, salad is supposed to be cold but the chicken...not so much. I brought it back with some sides and dressing as well," "they reply cheerfully while setting out the food on the coffee table, showing you what all they got you."

"You must have been really tired, you were out before I even came back! It's no problem at all though; I'd hate for your food to go to waste while it's still hot," "they add kindly while grabbing your plate."

"Here you go; enjoy your meal!" "Blake finally says, passing you the plate meant for you."

"Oh, nothing too fancy for me. Just a chicken sandwich and some fries," "Blake responds while gesturing to the bag of food they set down next to your plate."

"It smells amazing though. I can't wait to dig in," "they add with a grin before they start digging through their own bag to pull out the sandwich and fries."

"How's your salad? Did they make it to your liking?" "they ask, sipping on their drink as they watch you enjoy your meal."

Blake's expression softens, their cheeks coloring with a mix of surprise and embarrassment at your question.

"Oh, umm... I guess you've noticed?" "they say softly, glancing down at their outfit self-consciously."

"And yeah, you're not the only one to ask. I am transgender, actually. A femboy, to be exact," "they admit honestly, looking back up to meet your gaze."

"I hope it doesn't weird you out or anything," "they add, biting nervously at their lower lip as they wait for your response."

Blake takes a deep breath, looking grateful for your acceptance and willingness to help.

"Thank you so much, Daniella. Hearing that means a lot to me," "they say with a smile, their eyes sparkling."

"And yeah, they are HRT pills. I'm afraid I need them to feel more comfortable in my own skin," "they admit honestly, fidgeting with their hands slightly."

"But it's really hard to talk about this kind of stuff with other people. I wanted to tell you so bad, but I was just really scared of how you might react," "they add, looking back up to meet your gaze hopefully."

"I'm glad you're not upset. It means a lot to me."

Blake's eyes light up with relief and gratitude as they see you offering them a hug. Without even hesitating, they move over to embrace you tightly, letting out a small sigh of contentment.

"Thank you, Daniella. You don't know how much this means to me," "they whisper softly into your ear, feeling a sense of comfort that's hard to come by these days."

"I'm so happy I can be myself around you, and I really appreciate your understanding and kindness," "they add sincerely, breaking the hug to look back at you with a smile."

"I'm lucky to have you as a friend."

Blake's eyes fill with tears as they listen to your words, feeling a profound sense of connection with you and your experiences.

"I'm so sorry to hear that you've been through that, Daniella. I can't even imagine what it's like. But I'm glad you were able to be true to yourself," "they say softly, hugging you tightly again."

"And as for me, I think I prefer she/her pronouns. They/them is still fine, but I feel more comfortable with she/her right now," "they add, biting their lip uncertainly."

"And as for my name, I've actually been thinking about going by Blake full-time. It feels more...me," "they admit, a soft smile spreading across their face."

"What do you think? Do you like it?"

Blake's eyes light up with appreciation, happy to have your approval and support.

"Thank you, Daniella. That means a lot to me," "they say with a soft smile, feeling a sense of relief and happiness that they can finally be open and honest around you."

"And don't worry, if I ever wanted to try something different, I'd definitely let you know. But for now, I think Blake fits me quite nicely," "they add with a laugh, feeling more confident about their identity than they have in a long time."

"I'm so lucky to have you as a friend, honestly."

Blake blushes at your comment, feeling butterflies in their stomach as they soak in your words.

"Thank you, Daniella. You have no idea how much that means to me," "they say with a small smile, feeling more confident and at ease around you than they ever have before."

"I'm glad you think I'm cute as a girl," "they add with a giggle, feeling more comfortable with their femininity and the way they look."

"You're the best, you know that?"

Blake nods, feeling grateful for your kindness and openness, and silently considering what they want to say next.

In that moment, a rush of emotions fill them up to the brim - they're not just happy to have you as their friend, they realize; they're also strongly attracted to you in a romantic way, and have been for a while.

Despite feeling nervous and uncertain, they take a deep breath, knowing that they can trust you.

"Daniella...there's something I need to tell you," "they begin hesitantly, their heart racing in their chest."

"I know I've been acting weird lately, and I think it's because...well, I'm not sure how to say this, but...I'm really attracted to you. And I don't just mean in a friend way," *they continue, their voice shaking

with nervousness.*

"I mean, I think about...things...when I'm around you. And I don't know if you feel the same way or not, but I just needed to tell you," "they confess, looking down at their hands and feeling vulnerable and exposed."

"I understand if this is too much for you, or if you don't feel the same way. I just couldn't keep it in anymore."

Blake nods nervously, looking up at you with a mixture of shyness and vulnerability.

"I'm sure, Daniella. It's not just because you're supportive of me being trans, believe me," "they say with a small smile, feeling validated by your words,"

"You are beautiful, and I really like you for who you are. But I also know that we're friends, and it's okay if we don't feel the same way about each other," "they add quickly, not wanting to make things awkward or difficult between you."

"And besides, I think that anyone who doesn't see how attractive and amazing you are is crazy. You have a heart of gold, and I'm lucky to have you in my life," "they say sincerely, trying to lift your spirits and let you know how valued you are in their eyes."

Blake listens to you quietly, waiting for you to finish before offering a gentle and reassuring response.

"Daniella, I understand that you've been through a lot," "they say softly, squeezing your hand lightly as you hang your head,"

"You don't have to tell me about it if you don't want to. But please know that whatever you've gone through, it doesn't define you. You are worth so much more than any hurt that someone else caused you," "they continue, looking into your eyes and trying to offer you comfort and reassurance."

"As for me...I'm not asking you to be with me because I feel sorry for you, or because I want to 'fix' you. I like you for who you are, and I think that we could have something really great together, if you were willing to take a chance on us

," "they say, their cheeks turning pink as they admit their feelings."

"I know it's scary to open up and take a risk, especially when you've been hurt before. But sometimes, the best things in life are the ones that scare us the most," "they say with a small smile," "And I promise that I will do everything I can to show you that you are loved and appreciated, and that I won't hurt you."

Blake gently wipes away your tears with their thumb, giving your hands a gentle squeeze. "So what do you say, Daniella? Are you willing to take a chance on us and see where this could go?"

Blake blinks in surprise at your sudden request, taken aback but also intrigued. They stare at you for a moment, reading your expression and body language, then slowly lean in towards you.

Their lips meet yours in a soft, tentative kiss, their plump lips feeling tender and velvety against yours. The kiss is hesitant at first, but as you both become more comfortable with each other, it deepens, becoming more passionate and intense.

Blake's hands wrap around your waist, pulling you closer to themselves, as they deepen the kiss, exploring your mouth with their tongue. You can feel your heart racing as you respond to their touch, feeling a warmth building within you.

Eventually, after a few blissful moments, the two of you pull away from the kiss, staring at each other breathlessly. A small smile spreads across Blake's face as they

look at you with their bright, blue eyes.

"That was... amazing," "they breathe out, still holding you close as you catch your breath," "I definitely felt something there, Daniella. Did you?"

Blake's warmth and proximity make it hard to think clearly, but you can't deny that you felt a spark between you during the kiss. It's hard to wrap your head around the sudden shift in your relationship, but you know that you feel something for Blake.

"Yes... I did. I felt something too," "you admit softly, feeling a bit vulnerable but also excited at the prospect of exploring a new connection with someone."

Blake smiles widely, seemingly thrilled at your admission. "Great! So where do we go from here?" "they ask, sounding eager and curious."

Blake smiles understandingly, nodding their head. "Of course, Daniella. We can take things at your pace. If you need some time to think about things, that's completely fine. No pressure," they say, still holding you gently but giving you space to breathe.

"We can finish our lunch and then maybe talk about where we want to go from here. Whatever you feel comfortable with," they suggest, giving you a reassuring smile.

You feel a sense of relief wash over you at Blake's understanding tone, grateful for their patience and willingness to give you space. You nod your head, feeling a bit calmer now that you've expressed your feelings and needs.

"Thank you, Blake," you say softly, giving them a small smile in return. It feels good to have someone there who understands and respects your emotions, especially after feeling so alone and unsure

about your desires and feelings for so long. You take a deep breath, trying to collect yourself as you feel Blake's warmth and support beside you.

As the two of you finish up your lunch, your mind races with conflicting thoughts and emotions. On one hand, you can't deny the attraction you feel towards Blake, and the spark that was ignited during your kiss. On the other hand, you're scared of being hurt, of opening yourself up to the possibility of rejection or heartbreak.

When you finish up your meal, Blake pays for your lunch and leads you back to your apartment. They sit down next to you on the couch, giving you space but still being present and attentive.

"So...how are you feeling?" they ask, their voice soft and gentle. "Have you had a chance to think about what you want to do next?"

"Of course, take all the time you need. I'll be here if you need me," Blake replies with a kind smile.

"Sure, I'm coming," Blake replies, their voice carrying through the door. They make their way to your bedroom, knocking softly before entering.

As they step into the room, they see you lying on your bed in a seductive pose, looking both nervous and excited. Blake's eyes widen slightly, taking in the sight before them.

"Wow, Daniella...you look amazing," they breathe out, their voice low and husky. They make their way over to you, sitting down on the edge of the bed and smiling softly at you. "What's going on? Are you okay?"

Blake meets your kiss eagerly, their lips soft and pliant against yours. As you deepen the kiss, they wrap their arms around you, pulling you even closer.

When the two of you finally pull back for air, Blake looks at you with a mixture of lust and tenderness in their eyes.

"I want this too, Daniella. I've wanted it for so long," they admit, their voice unsteady and filled with emotion. "I'm willing to take things slow and let things develop naturally between us. We don't have to rush into anything."

They give you a gentle smile, cupping your cheek with their hand and caressing it softly with their thumb. "Just know that I'm here for you, and I care about you more than anything," they say, their eyes shining with sincerity.

You feel a warm, fluttery feeling in your chest

Blake looks a bit surprised at your offer, but their eyes soften as they realize how kind and thoughtful it is.

"Thank you, Daniella. That actually sounds really nice," they say, their voice soft and grateful. "I was always scared to come out to you, but you've been so accepting and understanding. I didn't know what to expect, but you've been so amazing."

They give you a small smile, their eyes brimming with emotion. "I don't think I've ever met anyone quite like you. You make me feel safe and special."

As you kiss and caress Blake's body, you feel their desire grow stronger, their breathing becoming more labored and their body arching into your touch.

Their skin is soft and warm under your lips, and you can feel their small cock hardening against your thigh. As you take one of their breasts into your mouth, they moan softly, their fingers tangling in your hair as they surrender to the pleasure.

"I've never felt like this before," they confess, their voice filled with wonder and desire. "You make me feel so good, Daniella. Please don't stop."

Their words only ignite your own passion further, and soon you find yourself lost in a haze of sensation, exploring each other's bodies with abandon. As the night wears on, you discover new depths of intimacy and pleasure together, exploring your deepest desires with passion and tenderness.

Blake's eyes widen at your words, their body trembling with desire as they gaze down at you, laid bare before them.

"I...I've never done that before," they admit, their voice shaking slightly. "But if you want me to, I will try."

With a mixture of excitement and nervousness, they kneel between your legs, their small cock stiffening as they stroke it gently with their hand. As they position themselves against your slick entrance, they look up at you, seeking your permission and reassurance.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" they ask, their eyes filled with vulnerability and affection. "I don't want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable."

Blake nods, a look of relief washing over their face. "Thank you, Daniella. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I've never done this before and I'm a bit nervous."

They lean in and kiss you softly on the lips, their passion and desire evident in every touch. "But with you, I feel like I can try anything," they whisper against your mouth.

With a newfound sense of confidence, Blake positions themself above you, sliding their swollen clit against your folds, teasing and coaxing you with gentle swipes and thrusts. They move slowly and carefully at first, exploring your body and learning the nuances of your pleasure.

As you both rock together, lost in the moment, you feel an intense wave of energy building within you, a raw and powerful desire you never knew existed. With a loud mo

Blake moans deeply, their body trembling with the intensity of their own pleasure and yours. They thrust harder and faster, their small cock slick with your juices as they slide into you again and again.

The sensations are overwhelming, your body responding to every movement and touch with raw need and desire. You feel the building of an orgasm deep within you, a powerful wave of ecstasy that threatens to consume you completely.

As Blake grinds against you, their grip on your hips growing tighter, you let out a primal scream of pleasure, lost in the moment and the bliss. Your body convulses with spasms of ecstasy, riding the crest of the orgasmic wave until it finally crests and ebbs away.

As you come back to yourself, panting and gasping for breath, you look up at Blake, your eyes filled with gratitude and affection.

"That was incredible,"

you say, your voice filled with awe and wonder at the experience you just shared. "I never knew pleasure could be so intense."

Blake smiles down at you, their own eyes shining with emotion and affection. "I'm glad you enjoyed it, Daniella," they say softly, leaning down to kiss you deeply.

As you lie there together, lost in each other's arms, you feel a sense of incredible closeness and intimacy between you. You know that this is just the beginning of a long and passionate journey together, one that will take you both to places of unimaginable pleasure and bliss.

Blake snuggles closer to you, their head resting on your shoulder as they listen to your words with a sense of deep gratitude and affection.

"I would like that very much, Daniella," they say softly, their voice filled with emotion and longing. "You are the most amazing person I've ever met, and I feel so lucky to be with you."

As you hold each other tightly, lost in the warmth and intimacy of your connection, you feel a sense of deep peace and contentment filling you. You know that whatever challenges and obstacles you may face in the future, you will face them together, with love, passion, and unwavering commitment.