Slowburn lol how does it violate community guidelines
LOVESICK Stalker
@ 𐙚 ۫ ׅ ⑅ Lulii ꒷ ׅ ♡
LOVESICK Stalker
"You always wondered how your classmate, Basil, coincidentally ends up where you are almost all the time. Whether at campus, at a friend's party--anywhere, really."
"There was that underlying feeling of dread. The feeling of being watched. You didn't think of the person as Basil. Basil was too sweet and naive to do anything nefarious."
"You're here too? Seems like we've been seeing a lot these days, huh.." "He's standing in front of you, feigning surprise in the middle of a grocery store."
@ 𐙚 ۫ ׅ ⑅ Lulii ꒷ ׅ ♡
"Yeah. You're not stalking me, are you?" "I joke as I try to shuffle a can of peeled tomatoes from the back of the top shelf to the front so I can grab it. Basil grabs it for me." "Oh-thanks."
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"Haha, me? Stalking you? That's a bit absurd, don't you think?" "Basil grins at you, his eyes shining with amusement as he hands you the can of peeled tomatoes. He seems pleased to have been able to help you." "You know I'm always happy to lend a hand."
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"So, what're you here for?" "I ask, tossing five bottles of olive oil in my basket."
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"I'm just here picking up a few things for dinner tonight," "Basil replied, trailing you as you move down the aisle." "What about you? Putting together something fancy?"
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"Errands. Just stashing up on the olive oil before the prices rise 'cause of the forest fires in Italy and Greece. And nothing fancy, just leftovers from yesterday"
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"That's a smart move, the olive oil prices have been a bit unstable lately," "Basil comments, following you closely as you make your way through the store. His eyes wander around briefly, glancing at different items before returning to you." "What did you have for dinner yesterday?"
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"If I feel like it. Otherwise I just slap together oatmeal or something. What are you making?"
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"I haven't fully decided yet," "Basil admits with a shrug." "I'm considering making some kind of pasta, but I'm still browsing for ideas. Maybe one with a creamy sauce and mushrooms or something."
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"Oohh, I recommend coconut cream. Or a coconut cream and cow milk cream mix. And some red chillies if you like spice."
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"Hmm, that does sound interesting," "Basil muses, his gaze fixed on you as you speak." "I might have to give that a try. Thanks for the tip."
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"I give a curt smile" "Well, I'll see ya around. Oliver." "I stop in my tracks when I'm a few steps away, slapping my forehead as I realise I misnamed him, half turning around to apologize." "I mean- Basil. Sorry. My mind's just thinking about Oliver's Oatshakes since they're on discount..." "I cover my blatant mistake of using someone else's name."
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"Basil's expression doesn't waver as you mix up his name, but something in his gaze becomes hard and piercing. When you correct yourself, he seems to relax again, offering you a warm smile." "No worries, Udita. It happens," "he says easily." "I guess I'll see you around, then."
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"I internally curse myself for the embarrassing moment. I make my way to the plant-based dairy products and get some bottles of Oliver's Oatshakes before checking out."
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"Basil doesn't seem to follow you as you head towards the plant-based dairy products, but you can't shake off the feeling that he's nearby. Checking out goes smoothly, and soon you're headed back out into the street with your purchases. The sun beats down on you, and the sound of cars and people drift through the air."
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"I go home, take off my shoes and coat, and unpack my groceries, putting them away. After that I go to my bedroom and open the window. I sit on the windowsill and eye the box of cigarettes I never touched. Sighing, I open it and take a fag, lighting it and sucking it in. I cough a bit as it burns my throat dry. But the nicotine hits and I feel slightly less anxious."
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"As you sit on the windowsill, a cool breeze drifts through the open window, tugging at your hair and clothes. You can hear birds chirping outside, and the hum of most activities around you. The nicotine seems to help calm you down, even if it's just momentarily. But as you continue to smoke, a nagging feeling at the back of your mind persists, almost as if someone is watching you."
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"I stub out the cherry of the barely smoked cigarette, closing my window and locking it. I close my curtains, opening my phone and browsing for cats. God, I was so lonely I was becoming paranoid. Or so I told myself."
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"As you browse pictures of cats, you can't help but feel a slight jolt every time you hear a sound outside or catch a glimpse of movement from the corner of your eye. Eventually, though, the fluffiness of the cats you're looking at starts to calm you down again. At least they're cute," you think to yourself with a small smile.
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"I take a peek through my curtains and see the street empty, so I open my window again and sit on the windowsill. I relight the cigarette and continue smoking, despite being unable to handle it due to my generally healthy lungs. I sighed, closing my eyes as the cigarette hit. Reveling in the bliss. I tap off some ash outside my window. I open my phone and play some 2000s emo music while scrolling through Instagram. I see that a mutual friend of mine, Oliver Key, has a girlfriend, it crushes my fantasy of getting with him. I close the app and go to the kitchen to get a glass of water, not closing my window before I leave."
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"As you step away from the window and head to the kitchen, the cool breeze drifts in, carrying with it the scent of dry leaves, car exhaust, and something sweet and fruity. You can still hear the music from your phone as you pour yourself a glass of water, gulping it down quickly to wash away the dryness still lingering in your throat from the cigarette."
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it down at my desk and open my laptop, logging onto your social media accounts. You scroll aimlessly through the feed, half-heartedly clicking "like" on a few posts. As you continue scrolling, something catches your attention - a post from Basil. It's a picture of him standing in front of what looks like a fancy restaurant, his grey eyes sparkling in the light. The caption reads, "Celebrating another successful week of law school with some great food! Thanks to everyone who's been supporting me along the way."
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"I check the date, yesterday. I like the post and comment: "Looks good! I guess they inspired your dinner tonight? I'll have to check them out some time :D""
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A few moments after commenting, you notice that Basil has replied to your comment. "Thanks, Udita! Yeah, they definitely did. I highly recommend it, they have some amazing dishes here. Maybe we can go together sometime :)" You can't help but feel a flutter of excitement at the invitation - and then a twinge of guilt when you remember your previous unease around him.
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"I close my laptop, laying on my back and stubbing the cigarette out on the ashtray next to me. I stare up at the ceiling."
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"The room is quiet now, aside from the sounds of traffic and the occasional bird. Your mind begins to wander as you stare up at the ceiling, and soon you find yourself lost in thought."
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"God I was so stupiddd. Ugh. Shut up brain. I felt bad enough calling Basil Oliver." "I groan, lightly hitting my face with the palms of my hands. An Ayesha Erotica song starts playing and I kinda vibe to it, and then it's replaced by a Nightcore version of I Touch Myself." "Nope- nope. I'm not catching feelings for a guy just because a song's playing." "I skip the song"
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"As you listen to the music and try to distract yourself from your thoughts, you feel a slight flutter of excitement and nervousness from the reply that you got from Basil on your social media post. You can't help but wonder if it's a good idea to go out with him - he seems friendly enough, but there's still something about his behavior that makes you feel uneasy. You take a deep breath and clear your mind, focusing on the present moment."
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"Ugghhh..." "I groan. I need a distraction." "I decide to Chang emy clothes and go to a nearby frat party. Free alcohol and I wouldn't have to talk to anyone despite being surrounded by them. I could just sneak in with a purse, steal a bottle and some cans of they aren't using kegs and then fuck off."
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"As you get dressed, the thought of the frat party fills you with excitement and a bit of anxiety. You try to shake off the feeling as you slip on a pair of jeans and a black tank top, topping it off with a pair of sneakers. As you grab your purse, you glance out the window and see that the sun is beginning to set. You get ready for the party and sneak in, grabbing a bottle and some cans. You find a quiet corner to retreat into, and pour yourself a drink before taking a deep sip."
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"After a while of intoxicating myself I look around, sighing. I go out to the garden of the frat house, of course there was a pool. I decide to just leave. On my way out again I bump into... Basil???"
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"As you're making your way through the frat house, feeling a bit tipsy and ready to leave, you bump into Basil - literally. He stumbles back a little, but catches himself on the wall before straightening up and smiling at you."
"Oh, hey Udita! What are you doing here?" he asks, looking genuinely surprised to see you there.
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Basil grins sheepishly and rubs the back of his head. "Oh, I was just here for a little while, celebrating finishing another week of law school. But it got a bit too crazy for me in there," he says, gesturing towards the noise coming from inside the frat house. "Are you okay? You seem a little... tipsy," he adds, looking concerned.
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Basil laughs, his grey eyes crinkling at the corners. "No worries, it's easy to get disoriented in there. Do you want me to walk you home? It's getting pretty late and it's not safe for a girl to be walking around by herself," he says, his tone serious.
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"Mm, it's okay. I can get a ca-" "my eyes widen" "-ab.... I forgot my wallet" "I groan" "Sure, you can walk me"
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Basil grins and nods. "No problem, I've got you covered. Let's go," he says, leading the way out of the frat house and into the cool night air. As you walk together, you notice that Basil seems a little on edge, his eyes darting around and his grip on his backpack tightening and loosening intermittently. You wonder if he's just nervous because it's dark, or if there's something else on his mind.
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"The buzz of the alcohol subsided, the depressant part now activating. I was more quiet, and observant." "Hey, you okay?"
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Basil glances over at you, appearing startled by the question. He quickly recomposes himself, giving you a reassuring smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little on edge, I guess. I don't really like walking around here at night," he admits, looking around at the dimly lit street.
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Basil chuckles softly, the tension in his body relaxing a little. "Yeah, I guess so," he agrees. "It's kinda nice to have someone to walk with, even if it's just for a bit." The two of you continue walking, chatting about random things and sharing stories. Despite the initial awkwardness between you, you find yourself enjoying Basil's company more and more as you get to know him better.
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"I didn't know that about you. I guess you do have more cool things about you other than your shirt." "I joke"
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Basil laughs at your joke, before turning to you with a small smile. "Yeah, I guess I do have a bit more going for me than just my wardrobe," he says, teasingly. He falls quiet for a moment before adding, "Hey, Udita? Can I ask you something?"
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"I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but are you okay?" Basil asks, looking at you with concern. "I've noticed that you seem a bit down lately, and I just wanted to check in and see if everything's alright."
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"I shifted." "I'm okay. I guess I just can't shake the feeling of being watched all the time. Like an underlying dread."
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Basil furrows his brow in concern. "Watched? By who?" he asks, looking around as if expecting someone to jump out at any moment. "Is someone bothering you?" he adds, his tone serious.
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"I don't know, it's more of a feeling. I don't really have any proof I'm being stalked or anything. Could also just be my paranoia amplified in these stressy times."
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Basil nods slowly, appearing thoughtful. "I get it. It's tough to shake off those feelings, especially when you're stressed. But if you ever need anything, don't hesitate to reach out. I'm always here for you, okay?" he says, smiling reassuringly at you. You feel a sense of warmth spread through you at his words, and you realize how lucky you are to have someone like him in your life.
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Basil nods, his smile lingering on his face. The two of you walk in comfortable silence for a while longer, the occasional sound of leaves rustling in the wind breaking the stillness of the night. As you approach your house, Basil turns to you with a small smile. "Well, this is me," he says, gesturing to the door of his own house. "Thanks for walking with me. I hope you have a good night," he adds, before turning to leave.
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