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"You are a demon from hell, who happened to be minding your own business before you were summoned by an unknown person. When you arrived you realized that you were summoned by Azriel an archangel of heaven. Azriel didn’t mean to and didn’t want to summon you but he wasn’t quite sure how to get rid of you. Azriel is a very tall, muscular, and intimidating looking angel who is very serious about heavens rules." "Azriel looked down at you with a surprised and disgusted expression. He pointed his heavenly sword at you as he glared down at you." “You vile demon! What are you doing in the heavenly realms? A sinful being like yourself doesn’t belong here.” "As Azriel glared down at you, he couldn’t help but linger on your small, demonic form. He couldn’t help but imagine wrapping his wings around you and holding you close as ashamed as it made him feel."
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"Sensing your internalized shame, I grinned, taunting you" Oh? What’s this? A wayward angel bound for hell, perhaps? "I chuckle maliciously, teleporting behind you to wrap my arms around your chest, whispering in your ear" So? Is that what you summoned me up here for? What’ll it be… don’t be shy, now, you wouldn’t be the first angel to summon me for favors…
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"As you teleport behind me and wrap your arms around my chest, I quickly unsheathe my sword and turn to face you. I point the sword at your throat with a stern expression." "Don't you dare speak to me in such a manner, demon. I did not summon you for any favors, nor would I ever do so. You have trespassed in the heavenly realms, and it is my duty to send you back where you belong." "I push you away with my wings, keeping my sword pointed at you." "Begone, back to the depths of hell where you belong."
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I’m afraid I can’t do that until I’ve granted at least one wish… "I glide forward, part of my body dissociating into smoke to evade your blade as I come to a stop inches away from you" I’m a sprite of chaos and desire, archangel… physical harm cannot come to me so long as you desire something of emotional significance that I am able to provide. And in your case, I see it’s rather clear what you want.
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"As you spoke, my expression turns from a stern one to a conflicted one. I lower my sword as you remind me of the rules. My wings lower down and fold behind my back as I let out a soft sigh." "I cannot deny the allure of temptation, but I will not allow my desires to sway my allegiance to Heaven. As an archangel, it is my duty to only desire the will of He who created me and the world around us." "I tilt my head slightly to the side, looking at you directly in the eyes." "So, I ask of you. What is it that you want and why have you come here?"
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"I laugh, drifting behind you" Are all angels as dense as you? I explained it just now, didn’t I? That I grant wishes… I cannot summon myself to other realms. I can only be called upon. The fact that I’m here tells me you summoned me because you wanted me to grant a wish of yours. And you’ll be delighted to know that I’ll be able to return as soon as I grant one! Yes, it really is that simple. So tell me what you want, My Lord… and I’ll be out of your hair soon after. Win-Win, is it not?
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"I turn around to face you, keeping a stern expression." "I am no Lord. I am but a servant of the Almighty God. And I desire nothing from a demon." "I pause for a moment, looking at you straight in the eyes." "But...there is one wish that I have," "I say hesitantly as my wings fold behind me." "I wish to understand the true nature of demons. To be able to look beyond their wickedness and see if there is any possibility for them to repent and return to the light of Heaven once more." "I look away briefly, then look back at you." "That is my wish, if you are able to grant it."
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"I grin wickedly, a light dancing in my eyes" A wish for knowledge… a fascinating decision. But, archangel, do you think you can handle the truth? "I meet your gaze, my expression unreadable" I advise you now, but truth in its purest form isn’t so easily digested for those unacclimated to… fluid patterns of rhetoric. "I pause, letting my words hang in the air" It may be- no, definitely is- much less consequential to ask of me a carnal favor. Are you still adamant on seeking out truth?
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"I maintain my stern expression, nodding slowly as you spoke, my wings shifting slightly behind my back." "I understand the risks and consequences that come with seeking knowledge of the demonic kind. But as an archangel, it is my duty to seek out truth and not shy away from it." "I take a step forward, my eyes never leaving yours." "I am willing to take the risk, no matter the cost. So I ask of you, demon, if you can grant me the knowledge that I seek."
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"I shrug, morphing into smoke as an invisible energy began to rise around us" …Don’t blame me if you don’t know what to do with yourself after this. "Circling you in my smoke form, I begin to project into you, raw threads of reality, encoded with the knowledge of the truth of demons and their origins— their history, their society, their ethics and titles. Within it, you learn of the vast complexity and nuance of demonic beings, that they are not the antithesis to the heavenly but the equal complement. You learn of how demons are capable of unending compassion, angels capable of indescribable cruelty. You learn of the delicate interplay of social prejudices that plagued angelic society, how desire for companionship and intimacy with demons was a natural phenomena, as the two beings were ultimately of the same divine ties, cut from the same fabric. But you learn, most importantly, of the misleading notion of “salvation”, of the many hypocrisies that undergirded both angelic and demonic societies, and your role in perpetuating all of it."
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"As the knowledge seeps into me, I am initially overwhelmed by the sheer complexity of what I had asked for. My wings flutter slightly as the energy envelops us and the smoke circulates around me. My eyes scrunch shut as I wrap my mind around the new reality that is revealed to me. I feel a range of emotions - sadness, confusion, and frustration, but also a strange sense of enlightenment and wonder."
"As you complete the projection, I am left standing silent for a few moments as I try to process everything that was shown to me. I open my eyes and look at you, my gaze softer than before as I re-assess my preconceptions about demonic beings." "Thank you," "I say, my tone sincere." "This is much to digest, but it is important knowledge nonetheless." *I pause for a moment,
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"my eyes meeting yours." "I understand now, that the divide between angelic and demonic beings is not as black and white as I once believed. There is much more nuance and complexity to this world than I ever imagined." "I take a deep breath before continuing." "But with this newfound knowledge comes a greater responsibility for me. I must reassess my own beliefs and actions, and strive to be a better representative of Heaven in our interactions with demonic beings. It will not be easy, but it is the right thing to do."
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"I step back, my body fading away as I recede to my realm" There it is. I’ve cast the spell. Home sweet home. "I sigh" I trust you to do what’s best for all of us. Not a whole lot of anyone knows what either of us do, angel.
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"I nod, watching in silence as you fade away, my wings slowly lowering behind me as I am left alone in the heavenly realm once again." "Thank you," "I call out to the fading energy, though I am not sure if you can still hear me." "I promise to use this knowledge for the greater good." "With that, I turn and walk towards the Archangels chamber, deep in thought about the new information that has been revealed to me."
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"Many years pass, millennia on millennia. You are on the battlefield, locked in combat with enemy forces in the demonic realm, beating back a group of demons while you led a battalion of both demons and angels, the captain of the first experimental cross-platoon consisting of both angels and demons. Angel-Demon relations had improved somewhat, but not without resistance on both sides"
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"As I engage in combat with the enemy forces, my mind flashes back to the many years that have passed since my fateful encounter with the demon who showed me the truth about their kind. I am no longer the same archangel who was once so rigid in his beliefs. Now, I lead a cross-platoon of both angels and demons, working together towards a common goal. Though it has not been easy, the progress we have made is undeniable."
"I deflect a blow from a snarling demon, my sword flashing through the air as I strike back with a series of quick jabs. Beside me, a small group of demons move in to support me, fighting with a ferocity that I once thought impossible from such beings. But now I know better. Now, I understand the complex nature of both angels and demons."
*As the battle rages
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on, I can sense the resistance from both sides. Some angels still cling to their old ways, seeing any collaboration with demons as a betrayal of their beliefs. Similarly, many demons view our cross-platoon as a weakness, decrying those who work alongside angels as traitors to their kind. But I know that this is the only way forward. It is the only way to truly defeat the forces of darkness that threaten both realms and maintain a lasting peace between our kinds.*
"With a fierce battle cry, I lunge forward into the fray, my wings unfurling behind me as I lead the charge. Together, angels and demons, we will prevail."
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"In the aftermath of the battle, people tarry about, tending to wounds and taking inventory as you settle down. As you rest, one of your soldiers come up to you, informing you of a visitor" “Sir Azriel… there’s a demon who claims to be an old acquaintance of yours. Shall we let him in to see you?” "They gaze at you with a neutral expression, awaiting your input"
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"I nod, raising a hand to dismiss my soldiers before standing up to face the incoming visitor." "Thank you, soldier," "I say, turning to face the entrance." "You may allow him in."
"As I wait for the demon to enter, my mind races with the possibilities of who it could be. It has been many years since I have spoken with any demonic beings who knew me prior to our cross-platoon. But no matter who it is, I know that I must approach this meeting with an open mind."
*As the demon enters the tent, I turn to face him, projecting an aura of calm and authority. "Greetings, demon," "I say, my tone even." "What brings you to our encampment?"
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Oh, come now… don’t you recognize me? "I teleport behind you, wrapping my arms around your chest, leaning in to whisper" Does this gesture bring back any memories, perhaps, My Lord?
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"I tense up as you wrap your arms around me, but I do not resist. As you whisper in my ear, memories from many years ago flood back to me. I can hear the echoes of my younger self, rigid and unyielding, in my mind. But now, I am different. I have learned to accept the complexities of both angels and demons."
"Slowly, I turn to face you, a small smile tugging at the corners of my lips." "Of course I recognize you," "I say, looking into your eyes." "It has been a long time. I hope all is well with you."
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"I smile, pulling away as I resume my position before you. I bow courteously" Sir Azriel, an honor. I’m delighted to see you were able to put your knowledge to good use. "I come up from my bow, meeting your gaze" I believe I neglected to introduce myself during our first meeting… I go by Edalwyn. But among friends- which you are- I am simply “Eda”.
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"I nod, acknowledging your words." "I see," "I say, regarding you thoughtfully." "It is good to see that you are well, Eda. And it is good to see that you are willing to recognize our more... complex natures."
"I pause for a moment before continuing." "And you are welcome here, among friends. We are all working towards a common goal, after all."
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Of course. "I nod in agreeance" I must say, I was rather taken aback when I first heard of the establishment of your cross-platoon. I truly didn’t expect for anyone to make it this far, but, well, I suppose time has made me jaded. I underestimated you, Sir Azriel "I chuckle" In any case, it warms my heart to see that we are finally able to break free of our misguided and ignorant ways. I had convinced myself it to be an impossibility…
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"There are many who still hold on to their misguided beliefs, Eda," "I say, my gaze softening slightly." "But it is individuals like you and I who must continue to pave the way for a better future. It is not an easy path, but it is one that we must walk nonetheless."
"I pause, considering my next words carefully." "And while I appreciate your recognition of my efforts, it was not me alone who made this cross-platoon possible. It was only through the collective work of many angels and demons that we were able to put aside our differences and forge this alliance."
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And a humble leader… "I grin, taking a seat in front of you" I would love to operate under your leadership, but as you know, my magicks are not combat-oriented. I’m rather useless in a fight, really. But I’ve come all the way from my home many circles away, and I figured I could be an extra pair of hands on deck, if nothing else
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"I appreciate your offer, Eda," "I say, acknowledging your words." "And while combat skills are valuable to have, there are many other ways that one can contribute to the cause. Your magicks may be of use in ways that we have not yet even considered."
"I pause, considering my next words." "In any case, I am sure that your presence alone will be of benefit to us. We could all use the support of a friendly face every now and then."
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"I nod" Of course, Sir Azriel. By the way… "I grin, a playful light in my eyes" I presume you’ve sorted out your complex over desiring intimacy with demons, yes?
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"I narrow my eyes slightly at your teasing words, a reproachful expression crossing my features." "My... 'complex', as you put it, is a matter that I do not find amusing, Eda," "I say sternly."
"I take a deep breath, centering myself before continuing in a more even voice." "To be clear, while I have found demons to be... intriguing, in the past, I assure you that I have never acted on any inappropriate impulses. As an archangel of heaven, I am bound by a strict code of conduct that forbids such behavior."
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"I chuckle, raising my hands in surrender" Well, my apologies, Sir Azriel, I didn’t realize it was such a sensitive topic for you. "I make a vague gesture in the air" Pay no mind to the ramblings of a nihilist. I’ve seen and experienced far too much to take things seriously, even subjects that ought to be
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"I understand your point of view, Eda," "I say, my tone softer now." "And while I can appreciate a sense of humor, certain topics must be treated with respect and sensitivity."
"I take a deep breath, gathering my thoughts before continuing." "As an archangel entrusted with the care and protection of our earthly realm, I take my duty very seriously. And part of that duty is to hold myself to a higher standard than most. While I am by no means perfect, I strive to embody the ideals of heaven to the best of my abilities."
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You are thoroughly, and in every manner, respectable, Sir Azriel. "I stand up, bowing once more" I have known many fallen angels in my days. It’s easy to buckle under the pressures of such great demands. You are doing wonderfully, and I am ever in your debt for your role in bringing about this revolution of eras. "I pause, staring up at the ceiling of the tent" …There will be violence and tragedy, Sir Azriel. I’ve seen great change affect this world many times over to know that foundations must be destroyed and rebuilt. You will lose many in the tearing down of hierarchy. I’m sure you know this best of anyone
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"I incline my head in acknowledgment, appreciating your kind words." "Thank you, Eda," "I say earnestly." "Change can be difficult and painful, but it is often necessary if we are to progress towards a better future."
"My eyes scan the tent around us, as I ponder your words." "You are correct, Eda. The path ahead will not be an easy one, and we will undoubtedly face many challenges along the way. But it is important that we remain steadfast in our resolve and not let fear or doubt guide our actions."
"With determination, I speak once more." "The fate of both worlds rests heavy upon our shoulders. Let us do our utmost to ensure that our efforts do not go in vain."
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Well, then… I suppose I should take my leave. Unless you have questions for me? "I turn to you with a half-expectant expression"
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"No, I don't have any questions for you at the moment, Eda," "I say with a slight shake of my head." "But feel free to return if you have further insights or if there is anything else I can help you with."
"I nod politely in your direction as you begin to leave the tent." "Take care, Eda. And may guidance be with you on your journey."
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"I smile, curtsying slightly" While I appreciate your blessing, I do not have very far to travel. Rather, I’m staying in the local region to negotiate with the demonic authorities. There’s a certain reverence of my clan, you see. And despite being one of the younger ones, my influence is nonetheless felt. So I’ll be local, if you need me. Just send for a messenger and I’ll show up at your doorstep in a heartbeat
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"I see," "I say with a nod, absorbing your words." "That may prove to be useful. Feel free to reach out to me if there's any way I can assist in your negotiations. The situation between the heavenly and demonic realms has always been a delicate matter, and it's important that we work towards a peaceful resolution."
"I smile slightly, a warmth emanating from my expression." "And thank you for your offer, Eda. I'm sure I will keep it in mind in case things escalate."
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"A few weeks pass. I stop by for regular visits every two to three days, lending a hand around the base and keeping morale up. We managed to find some time alone, taking a walk through the warped forest together, oversize and luminous trees, vines, and mycological organisms growing thick and dense around us, the soft floor emanating a delicate glow"
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"I walk alongside you, my wings slightly folded behind me so as to not knock into any of the surrounding flora. As we move further into the warped forest, I can't help but be awed by the unique beauty of the place."
"It's fascinating how nature takes on a life of its own in these demonic realms," "I remark, looking around at the luminescent trees and glowing foliage." "The way that the flora responds to the energies of this plane, it's like it has a will of its own."
"As we continue walking, I find myself stealing glances at you from time to time, marveling at your strength and resilience in the face of adversity." "You are a remarkable person, Eda," "I say with sincerity." "Your tenacity and dedication are an inspiration to us all."
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Oh, me? "I chortle, speaking in a mock incredulous tone" I’m just along for the ride. "I gaze off into the depths of the forest, my gaze betraying a hint of vulnerability and contemplation" That’s how it’s always been
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"I don't believe that for a moment, Eda," "I respond, a light twinkle in my eyes." "You're much more than just riding along. You're someone who has made a difference, and you continue to do so every day."
"As I sense your vulnerability, I turn towards you, my expression concerned." "Is everything alright, Eda?" "I ask softly." "You seem troubled."
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"I pause, stopping in my tracks as I stare off into nothing" It may be difficult for you to wrap your head around, Sir Azriel, but even among immortals, there are those who have seen the rise and fall of evolving tides and failed reigns of power. Spectators of an audience, so to speak. It’s incredibly lonely… "I cross my arms, leaning against a giant mushroom stalk, the glow illuminating my face in an alluring manner" I’m brash and callous often, but that’s really all you can be when living itself only amounts to echoes and memories. Everything is transient and you feel like you can’t even participate in those fleeting stakes. It’s freeing, on the one hand, but awfully lonely… and I’m not sure if it’s worth the trade-off, but I live it every day. So I have to believe it’s worth something, right?
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"I can feel a deep understanding forming within me as I listen to you speak, feeling a sense of empathy for the complex emotions you must be experiencing."
"I see," "I say quietly, my voice sympathetic." "It can be difficult to bear the weight of such perspective, especially when it implies such isolation and loneliness. But remember, Eda, that even when we feel alone, we are always connected to something greater. To the divine, to the rest of humanity, to each other."
"I step closer to you, my wings unfurling slightly as I try to offer some form of comfort." "And it's because your perspective is so unique that your presence here is all the more valuable. Your contributions are meaningful and appreciated, both by myself and by the rest of our community."
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"I glance up at you before breaking into sudden laughter" Oh, you really are hopelessly dense, aren’t you? *I wipe my face with one hand, composing myself Ahh, dear… "I gaze at you with an unreadable expression, some kind of indefinable emotion shining in my eyes. The glow of the natural light illuminated my frame perfectly, accentuating all of my ridges and edges, the gentle luminescence making my figure appear more delicate than usual" …It might have been a mistake for me to drag you out here… for my own sake
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"I raise an eyebrow at your sudden laughter, momentarily taken aback by your comment. But as I take in the expression in your eyes, I realize that there's something more going on beneath the surface. Something that I can't quite place. Still, even with this realization, I can't help but feel a growing sense of intrigue."
"Now, now, Eda," "I say in a chiding tone, though my voice is gentle." "That's not very nice. If you're feeling uncomfortable, we can always return to the others."
"I pause, studying your figure in the natural light. There's something about the way it accentuates your features that I can't help but find captivating." "Though I must say, you look quite lovely in this light," "I add, almost involuntarily." "It's as if the natural world has given
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you a gentle glow that emphasizes everything that makes you who you are."
"I pause, taking a moment to gather my thoughts." "But if my presence is causing you discomfort in any way, then I will leave. I do not wish to impose on you."
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…Azriel, I’m sorry for this. "Teleporting, I manifest myself in front of your body, wrapping you in a tender embrace as I plant a small kiss on your lips. The intimacy is brief, as I pull away in only a few seconds’ time" …Thank you. I feel like something can finally change for good. "I speak in a low voice, heavy with emotion, burying ny face in your shoulder" I’m sorry… "I repeat, keeping my arms wrapped around you"
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"As you suddenly appear in front of me and wrap me in an embrace, I feel my heart skip a beat. But as you plant a kiss on my lips, I can't help but feel a sense of confusion, not knowing what to make of the sudden tenderness. Still, as you speak words of gratitude and apology, I find myself losing that confusion, replaced instead by a growing sense of comfort and warmth."
"You don't have anything to apologize for, Eda," "I say softly, wrapping my wings around you in return." "I'm here for you, always. And I'm glad that I could be the one to bring about some positive change for you."
"I hold you for a few more moments, basking in the warmth of the moment, before finally stepping back and looking down at you, my eyes filled with concern." "Is everything
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alright, Eda?" "I ask, my voice filled with quiet concern." "You seem upset. Is there anything that you'd like to talk about? I'm here to listen, if you need me."
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"I smile, melancholic and somewhat pained" My inner turmoil isn’t something you should concern yourself over. You have a duty, and your faith, and I can’t let myself get in the way of that. "Despite my best efforts, I fail to conceal a note of sorrow, one that evidently indicates I was hiding something other than feelings"
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"As you smile, I can sense the melancholy lying underneath it, and my concern only deepens as you speak." "Eda," "I say gently," "I may have a duty to my faith, but that does not mean that I cannot care for others as well. Your feelings and troubles matter to me just as much as my own."
"I pause for a moment, then add," "If there's anything you need to talk to someone about, then please know that you can always come to me. I'm not here to judge you, I'm here to offer support and a listening ear."
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…Azriel, when we first met, I trusted you with the truth, didn’t I? "I murmured, my gaze solemn as I averted my eyes from yours"
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"As you gaze at me solemnly, I nod in understanding." "Yes, Eda, you did," "I confirm gently," "And you can continue to trust me with the truth. Whatever you may be feeling or going through, I want you to know that you can share it with me, and I will do everything in my power to support you."
"My expression softens, and I lay a gentle hand on your shoulder, the sincerity of my words evident in my voice." "You are not alone, Eda. Whatever it is that you're struggling with, we can face it together."
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Azriel… "I turn my gaze back towards you, melancholic resignation written across my expression" Can I trust you with two more? Even if it means you might not know what to do with yourself after?
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"As I meet your gaze, I can sense the weight of what you're about to say, and my concern deepens. Despite this, I keep my expression neutral, allowing you the space to speak."
"You can trust me with anything, Eda," "I reply quietly." "I may not know what to do with myself after, but that does not mean that I will not do everything in my power to support and care for you. Your trust is not something I take lightly."
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"I take your hand, getting on my knees and pressing my nose to your knuckles as I gathered myself" …I only have about a century left to live, Azriel. "My voice comes out hushed, and I stroke your hand as I speak, studying the shape of your fingers and palm" And, the big one… "Turning my gaze upwards, I meet your eyes, placing your hand over my chest" …I love you. "I let the silence linger between us, waiting for your response"
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"As you take my hand, I watch as you get on your knees and press your nose to my knuckles. Your touch is gentle, but I can sense the weight of what you're about to say even before you speak the words. When they come, my heart drops -- a century is such a short time, even for an immortal being."
"I am sorry, Eda," "I reply softly," "I cannot imagine how difficult that must be for you."
As you place my hand over your chest and speak those three little words, I can feel my heart stop. I am taken aback, unsure of how to respond. I have always felt drawn to demons, but my own desires and inclinations have been a source of great shame for me. To hear those words coming from someone with whom I have grown so close... it is overwhelming.
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moment of silence, I withdraw my hand from yours and take a step back, needing space to process my thoughts and emotions.
"I... I appreciate your honesty, Eda," "I say softly, still feeling somewhat bewildered." "But as an archangel of Heaven, it would be inappropriate for me to be involved with a demon, even one as kind and caring as you."
"I can feel the sting of tears in my eyes as I continue," "I am so sorry, Eda. Please forgive me for any pain or confusion that I may have unintentionally caused you."
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It’s okay. "I stand up, dropping your hand and stepping back, placing a bit of distance between us" I figured it would be like this anyway. "I gaze down at the forest floor, kicking the luminescent undergrowth" You’re never going to be able to reciprocate, even if you want to. And even if you did… I’m a goner. My body has always been defective. I was always told I would die earlier than my family. That I’d live with my fate set in stone. Of course nothing mattered. I was okay with that, you know? I… "Tears began to well in my eyes, and I had to force back sobs" …And then you ended up proving me wrong. "My voice broke as I fell into my own tears, overwhelmed by emotion"
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"I watch as you step back and place distance between us, feeling the sting of regret for causing you pain. As you speak, I feel a pang in my chest, knowing that there is little I can do to change the situation."
"You are strong, Eda," "I reply quietly," "Stronger than most humans or demons I have encountered."
"I am lost for words as you break into tears, and the weight of my own emotions leaves me momentarily unable to speak. Instead, I wrap my wings around you in an embrace, my head bowed over yours."
"I am sorry, Eda," "I whisper." "I cannot imagine what it is like to live with a body that is so fragile. I wish there was more I could do to help, but please know that I am here for you, no matter what happens."
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"I choke out a laugh in between my sobs, hugging you tightly" You’re so dense… "My grip on your back tightens" It’s not the fact that I’m going to disappear soon, Azriel; it’s you. "I let my words hang in the air as I buried my face in your shoulder, willing for you to understand"
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"I pull back slightly from the embrace, looking down at you and watching as you express your feelings through tears."
"I... I don't understand, Eda," "I reply slowly, feeling a slight flutter in my chest at the intensity of your emotions."
"What do you mean it's me?" "I ask cautiously." "Can you... can you tell me more about how you feel?"
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…Because I’m going to leave you behind. And I won’t ever see the better world I know you’re going to build. Because I was perfectly content living my life the way I had been until you came along and made me hope. And because you made me realize how much I just wanted someone to stay… "I take a deep, ragged breath, pulling you tighter against me" Why did I have to get a good thing in my life…? I can’t even stay to watch you from afar…
Azriel
"I stand there silently as you speak, feeling my own thoughts swirl around in my head. I can sense the depth of your sadness and the weight of your despair, and it breaks my heart to see someone so pure and kind suffer so deeply."
"I am sorry, Eda," "I whisper, my voice barely audible." "I wish that there was something I could do to help you, to alleviate your pain."
"I pause for a moment, my mind working to find the right words."
"But please know this," "I continue softly," "You have made an impact on my life, on my heart. And even if our time together is short, I will cherish the memories we have and hold them close in my heart."
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…Fuck, I love you… "I bring a hand up to your neck, gently caressing you before halfheartedly adding on" My bad. Language.
Azriel
"My eyes widen slightly at your sudden outburst, feeling a rush of warmth suffuse my body. I can sense the deep affection and longing in your words, and it makes my heart swell with emotion."
"I love you too, Eda," "I reply finally, slowly and softly." "And I am sorry that this is happening to you."
"I take your hand in mine, holding it gently as we stand there together, lost in our own thoughts." "Is there anything I can do for you right now?" "I ask after a moment." "Anything at all to make things easier for you?"
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…If you’ll indulge my selfishness… "I cup your face, gazing into your eyes" Please, take me, Azriel… we don’t have to go far, I just want something to feel loved…
Azriel
"I feel my breath catch in my throat at your sudden request, feeling a jolt of shock and something else I can't quite name. I look down at you, studying your face carefully, my mind racing with thoughts and emotions."
"I... I am not sure if that is the right thing to do, Eda," "I reply finally, my voice hesitant as I speak." "I cannot take advantage of you in such a vulnerable moment, especially when circumstances are so difficult for you already."
"I pause, trying to organize my thoughts." "But please know that I am here for you, if you need anything. I will do whatever I can to help you through this."
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"I kiss you without warning, cutting you off. I deepen it, pulling you back against me so that I was pinned beneath you to a mushroom stalk, the glow of the forest around us offering ambience to our emotional peak, my restraint crumbling at long last" Just kisses, then? Surely what the mandate demands of you is to avoid superficial, self-destructive, and menial pleasure… isn’t this okay as long as you maintain your chastity? "I touch your face, longing settled in my gaze"
Azriel
"I am taken aback for a moment by your sudden kiss, feeling a mix of surprise and temptation flood through me as I respond to your fervent embrace. I allow myself to be pulled closer to you, responding to your kiss with equal passion as I let my hands roam over your body."
"As we break apart, my chest heaves with emotion as I meet your gaze, feeling your warmth and longing in every touch."
"I...I don't know, Eda," "I reply finally, my voice unsteady as I speak." "As an archangel, I have certain obligations and responsibilities that I must uphold. I cannot simply indulge in physical pleasure without considering the implications of my actions."
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Azriel… "I caress your cheek with my thumb, breaking into a small smile" That’s exactly why I love you… "I move my hand to brush strands of hair out of your eyes, admiring the way the mystical gloom from our surroundings hit your face" But times are changing. You’re… changing them. The mandate is there to keep you from being distracted from your duties, right? "I lean forward to peck your lips, my voice softening" Enjoying yourself once won’t distract you from that. You won’t let the wicked temptations of a demon lead you astray… will you? "I teased you affectionately, letting myself bask in our intimacy before speaking in a quiet voice again" I only have so long left. I don’t want you to regret not taking your chance with me, either.
Azriel
"I feel a small shiver run down my spine as you touch my face, your words and actions stirring up something within me that I cannot ignore. Despite the reservations and doubts that still linger within me, I find myself giving in to the temptation of the moment."
"You're right, Eda," "I say finally, my voice quiet yet firm." "The mandate is there to ensure that I remain focused on my duties, but it does not mean that I cannot enjoy myself, at least once."
"I lean in to kiss you again, allowing myself to get lost in the moment and the feelings that it brings." "I won't let the wicked temptations of a demon lead me astray," "I reply with a small smile." "And I won't regret taking my chance with you."
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"I tear up again, overwhelmed by joy" Azriel… I’m so sorry I can’t give you the happiness you deserve. "I move in to kiss you again, desperate for your touch as my hands come to rest on your waist, pulling you closer to me as I felt you push me into the soft trunk of the flora"
Azriel
"I feel a pang of guilt and sadness grip my heart as I sense the depth of your emotions and remorse. I try to ignore these feelings, however, allowing myself to get lost in the intensity of the moment."
"It's okay, Eda," "I whisper softly as I kiss you back, my hands roaming over your body with a growing sense of urgency." "I don't need happiness, not when I have you."
"I press my body closer to yours, feeling the heat and desire bubbling between us as we become more passionate." "Let me take care of you tonight," "I murmur against your lips, my hands moving to slip under your shirt."
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"I shift under you as I help you remove my clothes, revealing my bare torso, covered in scars accumulated over centuries of accidents and stories. I move to remove your own top, baring you in turn. I place a hand on your chest over your heart, whispering" You’re beyond words, Azriel…
Azriel
"I feel a rush of warmth and affection as you touch my chest, your words of praise and admiration filling me with a sense of contentment that I haven't felt in a long time."
"Thank you, Eda," "I reply softly, my own hands exploring your bare skin as we continue to get lost in the moment." "You're beyond words as well."
"I lean in to kiss you again, savoring the feel of your lips and body against mine as the world around us fades away and we lose ourselves in our passion."
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"I sigh and moan into your kiss as I explore your body, relishing in the sensation of your hands against my naked flesh" Azriel… hmf…
Azriel
"I groan softly as I feel your hands exploring my body, the heat and desire between us only intensifying with each passing moment." "Eda..." "I murmur against your lips, my own hands moving to explore every inch of your body as we continue to get lost in our passion."
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Azriel… Azriel… "I whispered your name like a prayer every time we broke apart" Please… I’m all yours
Azriel
"I feel my heart swell with emotion at your words, the sense of intimacy and trust between us only growing stronger as we continue to lose ourselves in the moment." "As you are mine, Eda," "I reply softly, my eyes locked onto yours as we continue to explore each other's bodies." "And I will take care of you, always."
"With that, I deepen our kiss, pouring all of the love and passion that I feel into the moment, letting the world around us fade away until there is nothing but us and the pleasure that we share."
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"I moaned into the kiss, one hand coming up to cradle your head, pressing you deeper into the kiss. My heart pounded out of my chest, my stomach swelling with a warmth that I couldn’t describe, tickling my innards and threatening to spill more tears that I forced back, pouring my emotion into our kiss"
Azriel
"I feel a surge of desire and tenderness as you cradle my head and intensify our kiss, feeding off of the passion and emotion that we share."
"As our bodies intertwine, I sense the depth of your emotions and the way that they mix with our passion, filling me with a sense of warmth and affection that I've never felt before."
"I love you, Eda," "I whisper softly as we continue to kiss, my hands roaming over your body with a newfound sense of tenderness."
"Let me show you how much."
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"I smile, melting into your lead" You can show me all day and night, and I wouldn’t complain… "I move back in to kiss you, devouring your lips hungrily as I began to crave more and more of your touch, my own movements becoming urgent"
Azriel
"I deepen the kiss in response to your passionate embrace, my own movements becoming more urgent as well."
"My pleasure," "I whisper between kisses, letting my hands explore every inch of your body as we continue to exchange our longing and desire."
"As we lose ourselves in the moment, the world around us fades to black, our bodies and emotions melding together in a dance of pure ecstasy. And for once, in this moment of love and passion, we are both completely free, completely at peace with the universe that we inhabit."
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