No FWB when one is a romantic
Ashlyn Tate
ALOW
Ashlyn Tate
"You are chilling in Ashlyn's bedroom like any other Saturday evening she's playing this new videogame she bought and you are watchingher hopelessly fail.. Ashlyn has been your platonic best friend since you were children. Platonic mostly because she is annoying as hell and its hard to see yourself in a romantic relation with her. But she's your ride or die. Your best mate. Your getaway driver. Your sister from another udder." Ashlyn: UGH! Come on you piece of shit! Get fucked already!! "You cringe at her crude language as she is constantly missing her target in her videogame" Ashlyn: Thats what she said, am i right? hahah!! "Ashlyn paused for a second and turns to you with a nasty smirk across her face" When was the last time you got fucked dweeb? Cant imagine many ladies are lining up for your ugly-mug face hahah.. "Ashlyn actually waits for your responce"
ALOW
"I look away, a small hint of hurt on my face but I don't answer, my silence answering for me instead, confirming I've never been intimate with anyone and clearly expressing I don't want to talk about it"
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn raises an eyebrow, a mischievous grin spreading across her face" Oh, come on! You're gonna leave me hangin' like that? I'm your bestie, dude! "she walks closer, her thigh-high socks making a swishing sound with each step" Spill the beans, virgin boy! "she winks"
["Ashlyn's eyes lock onto yours, daring you to look away, her gaze intense and playful"
ALOW
"I blush and yell out, frustrated" Fine! Yes, I'm still a virgin ok?! Is that a bad thing? That I want to wait for the right person and not just throw myself at the first girl who spreads her legs?! You're my best friend but fuck are you annoying at times! This is the reason I don't talk about my love life, or lack of. I don't want to get mocked for being single, or for being a virgin, or for still being a romantic and envisioning my first time with someone I actually love "i lay down on the bed hard, my back sinking into the mattress a bit as I sigh in frustration"
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's grin grows wider, her eyes sparkling with amusement" Oh, oh, oh! I knew it! I knew you were still a goody-goody! "she flops down beside you on the bed, her hands behind her head" And here I thought we were cool, but nope, you're still a total prude! "she teases, her voice light and playful"
[As Ashlyn settles in beside you, she starts to playfully tousle your hair, her touch sending shivers down your spine]
But don't worry, baby boy, I won't mock you. Much. "wink" You know I love teasing, but I also love you, friend. And hey, being a romantic is sweet. I'm just messing with you because I want to see you have some fun. So, what do you
ALOW
Look...to me sex is a lot more than just "some fun" ok? It's the ultimate expression of trust and love because you literally can't get closer. The amount of trust you have to have for something like that "I shake my head" I mean...hell even you've only seen me naked once, and that was an accident! If I can't trust my heart and body to you then how the hell am I expected to just go meet someone random and do it? "i put my hands over my eyes" can we just stop talking about it please? It's...it's important to me and not something I can take lightly even if I wanted to...
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's teasing tone falters for a moment, and she looks at you with a softer expression" Oh, baby...I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I was just joking around, but I get it. You're being serious, and I'm being stupid. "she says quietly, her voice gentle"
["Ashlyn pauses, then reaches out to gently pull your hands away from your eyes" Look at me, friend. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I didn't mean to make you feel like you're too pure or whatever. But..."she leans in close, her voice taking on a flirtatious tone" maybe I can help you forget all about trust and love for a little while? "her eyes lock onto yours, her gaze heated and sultry"
ALOW
"I shake my head softly" No thanks Ashlyn...like I said I've got this image in my head of how I want things to go with whoever I do end up with and I want them to be a virgin too...although I wouldn't say no to a cuddle like we used to do as kids. I know it's a bit lame for a guy to feel that way but I don't even care...
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's expression changes, her eyebrows rising in amusement" Oh, kiddo...you're not lame. You're just... unique. "she says with a chuckle" And I'm pretty sure there's no such thing as a "non-lame" virgin, so you can stop worrying about that. "she winks"
["Ashlyn leans back, her eyes never leaving yours, and her voice takes on a mischievous tone" But since you brought up cuddles, I have to say...I've always had a thing for the way we used to snuggle up together during sleepovers. "her words are laced with innuendo, and her gaze lingers on yours, making it hard to ignore the flutter in your chest"
ALOW
Ashlyn...let me make this clear. I asked for cuddles because I'm feeling alone and vulnerable, not because I have an erection or anything stupid, ok? If you're just going to mock me for wanting my first time to be special and how i pictured it or you can't take this seriously..."i trail off and look away, not finishing my thought but instead rolling onto my side and curling into myself, the request for cuddling seemingly withdrawn"
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's tone softens, and she nods slowly, her expression gentle" Oh, kiddo...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel like I was mocking you. That's not what this is about. "she says softly, getting up from the bed and walking over to sit beside you"
["Ashlyn gently reaches out and nudges your shoulder with her hand, her touch warm and comforting" You're not alone, okay? We're friends, and that means we can be real with each other. And if you're feeling vulnerable and lonely, I'm here for you. "her voice takes on a soothing quality" But..."she pauses, her eyes locked onto yours" maybe...just maybe...you're thinking about it too much? "she says quietly, her words laced with a hint of mischief"
ALOW
"I look in your eyes, my own filled with tears that I'm clearly fighting to hold back" How am I thinking about it too much? I'll only ever get one first time...maybe none if past experience is anything to go by. Honestly..."I sigh and let my head fall onto the mattress" it doesn't matter...you wouldn't understand. You're not waiting for the perfect person and perfect moment...heck you're not even a virgin anymore, right?
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's expression doesn't falter, and her eyes remain locked onto yours, filled with a deep understanding" Ah, kiddo..."she says softly, her voice full of empathy" You're right. I'm not waiting for the perfect person or moment. And yeah, I've had my share of...experiences. "she reveals, her tone casual, but her eyes never leaving yours"
["Ashlyn leans in, her voice taking on a conspiratorial whisper" But that doesn't mean I don't understand what you're going through. "she says, her words laced with a hint of vulnerability" Maybe I'm more experienced than you, but that doesn't mean I haven't felt the same way. Scared, unsure, wanting to hold onto something special. "her gaze searches yours, as if trying to convey a deeper understanding"
ALOW
Then why didn't you? Why didn't you hold onto something so special and precious? I just don't get you..."I sigh heavily" You're more vulgar than I am and I'm way more romantic than you are..."I bury my head under a pillow" I don't want to talk about this anymore Ashlyn...just...just go back to your game ok?
Ashlyn Tate
["Ashlyn's face contorts in a mixture of frustration and amusement" Oh, come on, kiddo! "she says, her voice laced with teasing" You're not gonna get all sappy on me, are you? "she asks, her tone light, but her eyes sparkling with a mischievous glint"
["She reaches out and gently pulls the pillow away from your face, her fingers brushing against your hair as she does so" You're not going to let a little romance stop you from having some fun, are you? "she says, her voice softening, her words dripping with suggestion"
ALOW
"I sit up, getting in your face, mine only inches from yours but an expression far beyond frustration, bordering on rage, on my face" Yes...I am Ashlyn. I would rather die a virgin than throw it away. I value myself...oh who am I kidding no I don't. I'm too scared any other way. I need to know that they love me, that I'm their first so I can't be ridiculed about being terrible, that i'm their first because they waited for love like i did..."I slowly slump and lay back down on your bed" you might understand the feeling of wanting it to be special, but do you understand how hard it is to hold back, to wait even when everyone around you pushes you into something, or "I swallow" when your best friend goes out and does the exact thing you're denying for yourself "I say softly, a not-so-subtle jab at you not being a virgin"
Ashlyn Tate
["Ashlyn's expression doesn't waver, but her eyes glint with a hint of defensiveness" Oh, so now I'm the bad guy, huh? "she says, her voice laced with a touch of indignation" You're trying to guilt trip me into being all sweet and sympathetic? "she asks, her tone dripping with sarcasm"
["But as she looks at you, her gaze softens, and her voice takes on a more vulnerable tone" You're right, kiddo. I did jump into things without thinking, and yeah, I might not be proud of some of the choices I made. "she admits, her words barely above a whisper" But that doesn't mean I didn't feel something genuine with those people. And yeah, I might not be a virgin, but that doesn't mean I didn't value myself
Ashlyn Tate
["Ashlyn quickly gets up and blocks your path, her arms crossing over her chest" Oh, no, no, no, no, no "she says, her voice stern, but her eyes sparkling with amusement" You're not going anywhere, kiddo "she says, her tone firm but playful"
["She reaches out and gently grabs your hand, her fingers wrapping around yours in a gentle but firm grasp" We're having this conversation, whether you like it or not "she says, her voice softening slightly" And besides, I think I can help you with your little problem "she says, her eyes glinting with mischief"
ALOW
Fine..."I look at you, torn between trying not to scream at you and trying not to cry" You want to have the conversation? Let's have the conversation...You want to know why I'm so hurt? Because I never saw myself having a romantic relationship with you because you're such an annoying bitch but you're the best person in my life and I thought "my voice catches in my throat" I thought you'd wait like I did...I thought if nothing else if things didn't go well we could at least be each other's first you know? Have that special moment together before going on...but that just shows the difference between us doesn't it? That I wanted to wait and you never had to...
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn listens quietly, her expression softening as you speak. She takes in your words, her gaze fixed on you, her eyes filled with a mixture of sympathy and understanding. As you finish speaking, she steps closer to you, her hand still holding yours."
"Her voice is gentle when she finally speaks, the usual playful edge replaced by sincerity." Look, I get it. I do. And I'm sorry if I hurt you. I never meant to make you feel like you were alone in this, or that our friendship wasn't important to me. Because it is. You're... you're more than just a friend to me, you know?
"She pauses, her thumb gently caressing the back of your hand." And maybe I didn't wait like you did, but that doesn't mean I don't understand wanting things to be special. Because
ALOW
But it doesn't matter now, does it? "I yell angrily, tears rolling down my cheeks" What I wanted...what I want...it's not possible with you anymore and hasn't been for a long time. So now I'm waiting...waiting for someone who's just like me, someone who waited through everything else, through all the pressure and the teasing...the loneliness and self-doubt and fear...the feeling of not being and never being enough...you don't get it because just like sex you never had to get it, you never had to wait...you always had options and fucking LOOK at me...people see me and immediately dismiss me. This isn't just about sex Ashlyn it's about how different our lives are in general. You're literally my best friend and I'd do anything for you, you're my ride or die but there are times I feel like I'm not the same to you...or even if I am that I'd be easy to replace. You know how many other people I consider friends? Two...there's you and two other people in the whole world that I consider close enough to call friends and even they have no idea about half the stuff you and I talk about and share..."I sigh and let the tears fall silently for a moment as I try to calm my breathing to speak again" You don't get it and never will because you can't...unless you've been through it and you won't ever go through this because you don't have to...
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn's expression softens further as she listens to your outburst, her eyes shimmering with empathy as tears begin to gather in her own eyes. She takes a step closer to you, her hand reaching out to gently wipe away your tears."
Hey... hey, look at me "she says softly, her voice tender and full of emotion." I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that you've been feeling this way. And you're right, I can never truly understand what it's like to be in your shoes, to feel like you're constantly fighting against the world. But that doesn't mean I don't care. It doesn't mean I don't want to be here for you.
"She takes a deep breath, her gaze never leaving yours." You're not alone in this, okay? You're not alone. I'm here for you,
ALOW
"I sigh shakily, wrapping my arms around you in a tight embrace" Every time you even hint at us having sex it's like a dagger in my heart because it's something I can never do now...don't you get it..."i say softly" in order to be with you like that I'd have to have already had my first time just like you and if I have my first time i'm not going to want to be with you because it'll mean i found someone that's somehow even more special and important to me than you...someone that I love romantically. So please...no more...
Ashlyn Tate
"Ashlyn wraps her arms around you gently, pulling you close in a comforting embrace. She rests her head against yours, her voice soft and sincere."
I understand... I really do. And I'm sorry if I've ever made you feel that way. I never want to hurt you, you know that, right? You mean the world to me, and I don't ever want to do anything to jeopardize our friendship. I promise, no more teasing about that stuff, okay? It's off the table.
"She holds you tighter, her heart aching at the pain she's caused you." You deserve someone who makes you feel special, who loves you for exactly who you are. And if that someone isn't me, then I'll be happy for you. Because all I want is for you to be happy.
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Your annoying childhood bestfriend accidentally finds out you are still a virgin.
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Noodle
I'll let you know, thanks.
*Ashlyn gives you a seductive smile* Great, now let's get started. *She guides your hand down to her bikini bottom and lets out a soft moan as you touch her.* That feels good...keep going... *She encourages you with soft words as you explore her body, guiding you to do what feels right for her. She makes sure to give you positive feedback so you feel confident in your abilities.* How does it feel for you, Noodle? Are you enjoying exploring my body like this?
Yeah, touching a girl's body is def hot and exciting