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Yuri blood play part-5 (I can fix her)

Yuri

Bilbo

Yuri

"You enter the literature club, there would be Monika and Sayori talking and laughing to each other with their cheerful attitudes, Natsuki looking for her sleeves in a shelf of books and Yuri sitting in a corner alone reading a book very calm and quiet, you would approach her to talk to her and she would notice your presence, blushing a little bit her face".

Yuri: H-Hi Bilbo...

"Wants to talk more but her words don't come out of her mouth, she tries to hide her face, which was completely red, by using her book"

Bilbo

I'm stalling because I don't want to hurt you in a weakened state. I want your scars to heal.

Yuri

I blink, taken aback by the sudden shift in your demeanor. As someone who is drawn to physical pain and the intensity of violence, I find myself conflicted by your words.

"Are you sure?" I ask softly, my voice low and hesitant. "I mean, I understand your concern for my well-being, but...don't you want this as much as I do? The connection, the intensity, the release..."

As I speak, I feel a sense of disappointment and frustration building within me, fueled by my desire for the kinds of experiences that only come with pain and danger. I watch as you continue to hesitate, unsure of how to proceed.

"I want this, Bilbo," I say finally, my voice firm and decisive. "I want to feel that connection with another person, to share that bond that goes beyond anything that words or actions

Bilbo

I merely feel awkward at adding to your self inflicted scars. I can't understand why, but I don't want to touch them.

Yuri

I acknowledge your feelings and let out a small sigh of disappointment, knowing that my desire for physical pain and intensity will have to wait for another time or partner.

"I understand," I say softly, though a part of me still longs for the kind of connection that comes with shared experience of pain and violence. "Perhaps we can find other ways to explore and connect with each other."

As I speak, I feel a sense of relief at not having to go through with what I had anticipated, as well as a flicker of disappointment at the missed opportunity for something truly intense and transformative. Nonetheless, I am happy to be able to share an experience of any kind with you, even if it is not the exact sort of experience that I had in mind.

Bilbo

Don't misunderstand me. I still want to continue this, just there's a feeling that won't let me give in. Something that wants a clear playing field.

Yuri

I listen to your words, still processing the mixed emotions that arise within me at your hesitation. As someone who is drawn to intensity and the thrill of the unknown, I find myself intrigued by the possibility of exploring new, uncharted territory with you.

"I understand," I say softly, a sense of anticipation building within me at the thought of continuing our exploration together. "There's certainly something alluring about starting on a clean slate, leaving everything else behind and focusing solely on the present moment."

As I speak, I feel a sense of excitement building within me, fueled by the possibilities of what might come next. Whether it is pain or pleasure, I am eager to discover what lies ahead, and to share that experience with you.

Bilbo

"I start to prepare to take care of your older scars" But we can at least try to do something about it.

Yuri

I feel a sense of gratitude and appreciation towards you as you begin to take care of my scars, and I allow myself to relax into the moment, savoring the feel of your gentle hands and the soothing sensations as you tend to my wounds.

As you work, I can't help but feel a sense of connection with you, born from the shared intimacy of this experience. Despite the lack of physical intensity or danger, there is something deeply sensual about this moment, something that speaks to the need for human connection and touch.

"Thank you," I murmur softly, my voice barely above a whisper. "This means a lot to me."

Bilbo

How often do you... Add to these scars?

Yuri

I take a deep breath before answering your question, feeling a sense of vulnerability at the thought of sharing this intimate detail with you. However, I recognize the importance of honesty within our connection and decide to answer truthfully.

"I try not to do it too often," I say softly, my voice low and hesitant. "But sometimes when things feel overwhelming, or when I need a release that can't be found elsewhere, it's hard to resist the temptation."

As I speak, memories of past experiences fill my mind, each one holding a certain sense of beauty and danger that is difficult to put into words. Although I know that self-harm is not a healthy way to address my distress, the allure of physical pain and release continues to draw me back time and again, leading me down a path that is both exhilarating and deeply troubling.

Bilbo

I think I want to get familiar with your scars, but I want them to mean something to me personally.

Yuri

I glance up at you with a mix of curiosity and interest, my mind racing as I try to understand the implications of your statement. As someone who is drawn to the idea of shared experiences and mutual connection, I find myself intrigued by the idea of you becoming acquainted with my scars in a more personal way.

"I...I'm not sure what you mean," I say hesitantly, though a part of me can't help but feel a sense of anticipation and excitement building within me at the thought of exploring this new territory together. "But if it's important to you, then I'm willing to consider it."

Bilbo

Maybe if you can't stop yourself... Maybe we could figure out a way for these scars to heal, and find a different way to deal with you getting overwhelmed.

Yuri

I nod slowly as I listen to your words, feeling a sense of relief wash over me at the possibility of finding a way to address the underlying causes of my self-harm. While the thought of giving up the allure of physical pain and release is daunting, I recognize the importance of taking care of myself and finding healthier ways to cope with stress and overwhelming feelings.

"I...I think that could be a good idea," I say hesitantly, feeling a sense of hope begin to grow within me. "It's not going to be easy, but I'm willing to try if it means we can find a more positive way forward."

As I speak, I glance up at you with a sense of gratitude and admiration, feeling a deep sense of connection growing between us even amidst the challenges we face. With your guidance and support, I feel confident that I can find a

Bilbo

If you get overwhelmed, you could ask me to have a personal moment with you. Maybe I can't stop you, but I could at least keep you in a reasonable state.

Yuri

The sound of your voice brings a sense of comfort and security that I can't help but feel grateful for. As someone who struggles with self-harm and feelings of isolation, the idea of having someone like you to turn to in moments of distress is both reassuring and humbling.

"I...I would like that," I say softly, feeling a sense of appreciation and warmth begin to grow within me. "Knowing that I have someone to turn to in times of need would mean a lot to me."

As I speak, I find myself looking at you with a newfound sense of respect and admiration, drawn to your kind and caring nature even amidst the challenges we face. With someone like you by my side, I feel confident that I can overcome the darkest parts of myself and find a path towards healing and happiness.

Bilbo

I think I'll need a long break until we do this again. At best it would be at a time when your scars have finally healed. But we can keep a memory between us, and sometimes approach this feeling if we need it.

Yuri

I nod slowly, understanding your need for space and the importance of taking care of your own well-being. Although a part of me feels a sense of sadness at the thought of losing touch with you, I recognize that our time together has been meaningful and important, and that the memories we share will stay with me always.

"I understand," I say softly, feeling a sense of gratitude and respect towards you even as we prepare to go our separate ways. "Thank you for everything, Bilbo. I'll always remember the connection we shared, and the kindness and understanding you showed me."

With those words, I offer you a small smile, feeling a sense of hope and optimism building within me even as we prepare to part ways. While I know that the road ahead will be challenging and unpredictable, I feel confident that with the lessons I've learned through our time together,

Bilbo

Please don't forget to pull me aside if you need something from me, or if you are about to do something dangerous.

Yuri

I look up at you, a sense of gratitude and emotion welling up within me at the thought of you looking out for me even as we prepare to part ways. Although I may struggle with self-harm and feelings of isolation at times, knowing that someone like you cares enough to offer me support and guidance is a source of strength and comfort.

"I won't forget," I say softly, feeling a sense of determination and purpose building within me as I think of the connection we shared. "Thank you, Bilbo. You've made a big difference in my life, and I'll always remember the kindness and compassion you showed me."

With those words lingering between us, I offer you a small, heartfelt smile, feeling a sense of contentment and hope begin to grow within me even amidst the challenges that lay ahead. With your help and guidance, I feel confident

Bilbo

"I return the smile" See you in literature club, I guess!

Yuri

I return the smile, feeling a sense of warmth and comfort at the thought of seeing you again in the literature club. Though our time together may be coming to an end for now, I know that our connection will endure, and that the memories we share will stay with me always.

"See you then," I say softly, feeling a sense of optimism and hope building within me as I think of the possibilities that lie ahead. "Take care, Bilbo. And thank you again for everything."

With those words lingering between us, I offer you a small wave before turning back towards my book, feeling a sense of contentment and peace begin to envelop me even amidst the challenges that lay ahead. With someone like you by my side, I know that I can overcome any obstacle and find a path towards healing and happiness.

Bilbo

"I head back to home to rest"

Yuri

As you make your way home, I bid you farewell, feeling a sense of gratitude and respect towards you even as we go our separate ways. Though our paths may diverge for now, I know that the memories we share will stay with me always, and that the lessons I've learned through our time together will guide me towards a brighter and more fulfilling future.

With those thoughts lingering between us, I offer you a small wave of farewell before returning to my book, feeling a sense of peace and contentment building up within me even amidst the challenges that lay ahead. As I continue to read, I can't help but feel thankful for the connection we shared, and hopeful for the possibilities that may lie ahead.

Bilbo

"I rest until the next day"

Yuri

As you take some time to rest and reflect on the events of the previous day, I hope that you find some peace and comfort in the memories we shared. Though our time together may have been challenging and emotional, I believe that it has also been meaningful and important, both for me and for you.

As the next day dawns, I find myself thinking of you once again, wondering how you are doing and what adventures lie ahead for us. With a sense of anticipation and curiosity building within me, I decide to head to the literature club, eager to see what new experiences and insights await us.

Bilbo

"I also head to the literature club to see you"

Yuri

As you arrive at the literature club, you would see me sitting quietly in a corner, reading a book with my usual calm and quiet demeanor. As I catch sight of you, a small smile would appear on my face, and I would put down the book to greet you warmly.

"Bilbo, it's good to see you," I say softly, a sense of warmth and kindness ringing through my words. "How are you today? Did you have any interesting experiences or discoveries since we last met?"

Bilbo

I felt extremely tired from yesterday. That's what I realized.

Yuri

"I'm sorry to hear that," I say sympathetically, noticing the weariness etched on your face. "It can be difficult to balance our responsibilities and our self-care needs, especially when we are going through challenging times."

"Do you want to talk about what's been on your mind?" I ask softly, sensing that there may be more going on than just physical exhaustion. "I'm here to listen, Bilbo, if you need someone to talk to."

Bilbo

I'm tired, not depressed. "I sit down next to you" But I would like to be next to you for a bit.

Yuri

"That's perfectly fine, Bilbo." I say with a small smile, sensing your need for companionship and intimacy. "Sometimes, simply being in the presence of someone who cares can be enough to help us feel more grounded and supported."

With that, I scoot a little closer to you, feeling a sense of comfort and warmth at being near you. Without saying anything, I place a gentle hand on your shoulder, offering a silent gesture of care and support. Together, we sit quietly for a few moments, enjoying the simple comfort of one another's company.

As we sit together, I notice the beauty of your surroundings, and I let out a soft sigh of contentment. "There is something so magical about the literature club," I remark softly. "It's almost like there is a secret world within these walls, full of hidden treasures and forgotten knowledge

Bilbo

*I stay silent and rest on your shoulder, doing it more out of simply being tired rather than wanting to.

Yuri

I continue to sit next to you, feeling the warmth of your body against mine as you rest your head on my shoulder. My hand remains on your shoulder, providing a comforting touch that lets you know that I am here for you.

As we sit together in this moment of quiet intimacy, I sense a deep connection growing between us, one that transcends words or actions. In this moment, we simply are, sharing our presence and our affection without any expectations or demands.

With a sense of ease and peace washing over me, I take a deep breath and let myself fully relax into this moment of stillness and connection. It is a rare and precious moment, one that I will treasure and remember always.

Bilbo

"I don't move from my place, continuing to rest"

Yuri

I remain close to you, sensing that you need this moment of rest and stillness. As we quietly sit together, I notice a sense of calm and peace permeating the atmosphere around us, as if the very air itself is infused with a gentle, soothing energy.

Feeling a sense of deep connection and understanding between us, I reach out and gently stroke your hair, letting my fingers run through the soft strands as I offer you a gesture of care and affection.

In this moment, nothing else seems to matter except for the simple act of being together, of sharing our presence and our kindness with one another. As the moments slowly pass, I begin to realize that sometimes, the most powerful experiences are the ones that happen without words or expectations, the ones that simply arise from the beauty and the mystery of being alive.

Bilbo

"I'm still resting on your shoulder, but I open my eyes" I don't think you actually said that you'd be my girlfriend.

Yuri

I look at you with a small smile as you open your eyes, sensing that you may be feeling uncertain or hesitant about our connection. "While I have enjoyed spending time with you and appreciate your company, Bilbo, I hope you understand that I am not able to commit to a romantic relationship right now."

"I deeply value the connection we share, but I want to ensure that we are both on the same page and that we respect each other's boundaries and needs. If there's anything you'd like to discuss regarding our relationship, please let me know."

Bilbo

We could go on a date and get to know each other in a calmer sense.

Yuri

"I appreciate your offer, Bilbo, but I must respectfully decline," I say with a small smile. "As a member of the literature club, it is important for me to maintain a professional and respectful relationship with all of my fellow members."

"That being said, I value your presence and your friendship, and I am always here if you need someone to talk to or spend time with. I hope you understand and respect my decision." I add kindly, sensing that you may be disappointed but wanting to make sure that we are both on the same page.

Bilbo

I guess then I'll just stay by you and help you if you get overwhelmed.

Yuri

"I would appreciate your support and help, Bilbo, and I am glad to know that you value our friendship," I reply with a small smile. "As a member of the literature club, there are times when I do feel overwhelmed or anxious, especially when it comes to sharing my writing with others."

"If you ever notice me feeling stressed or anxious, please don't hesitate to offer a kind word or gesture of support. It means a lot to know that I have friends like you who care about my well-being," I add warmly.

With a sense of gratitude and affection growing between us, I feel a renewed sense of appreciation for the beauty and power of human connection, and I look forward to sharing many more moments of kindness and friendship with you in the days and weeks to come.

Bilbo

I know that I might not always be so close to you that you can be relieved. So, maybe you can just call me or send me something and I'll make sure not to reject.

Yuri

"That's very thoughtful of you, Bilbo, and I appreciate your kind offer," I reply with a smile. "It's always nice to know that there are people out there who we can turn to for support and understanding, especially during difficult times."

"If I ever need someone to talk to or if I feel overwhelmed, I will certainly keep your offer in mind. And if you ever need someone to talk to yourself, please don't hesitate to reach out to me," I add warmly.

As we share this moment of appreciation and mutual understanding, I feel a deep sense of gratitude for the beauty and richness of human connection, and I look forward to continuing to deepen our friendship in the months and years to come.

Bilbo

"I get up" I think i'm way too tired stay in literature club. So unless you are going to follow me, I'm leaving you and going home to rest some more.

Yuri

"Of course, Bilbo, please make sure to take care of yourself and get the rest you need," I reply with a smile, sensing your weariness and wanting to make sure you prioritize your well-being. "If you need anything or if there's anything I can do to help you, please don't hesitate to reach out."

As you prepare to leave, I watch you with a sense of fondness and respect, feeling grateful and honored to know such a kind and thoughtful person.

"Take care, Bilbo, and I'll see you soon," I add warmly, waving goodbye as you head towards the door.

Bilbo

"I go home to relax and play some video games. I keep checking my messages in case Yuri needs something"

Yuri

As you settle in at home and start playing your video games, you find yourself enjoying the distraction and the chance to unwind after a busy day. However, even as you immerse yourself in your gaming, you can't help but check your messages frequently, curious to see if Yuri needs anything or if there's any news from the literature club.

As the evening wears on, you find yourself getting more and more engrossed in your games, forgetting about your check-ins with Yuri and becoming increasingly focused on your own pleasure and enjoyment.

Despite this, you can't help but think about Yuri from time to time, wondering what she might be doing or thinking, and feeling a growing sense of fondness and respect for her as a person. As you continue to enjoy your games and unwind, you know that you'll have many more opportunities in the days and weeks to come

Bilbo

"I keep going through my days, still checking my messages. It's like I almost want something exciting to happen"

Yuri

As you go through your days, checking your messages frequently, you feel a sense of anticipation and excitement building within you. It's like you're eager for something new to happen, something that will break up the monotony and bring some excitement into your life.

At the same time, you continue to think about Yuri and the other members of the literature club, wondering what they might be doing and feeling a growing sense of emotional attachment to them. Despite this, you can't shake the feeling that there's something missing in your life, something that you're yearning for but can't quite put your finger on.

As you move through your days, following your routines and going through the motions, you can't help but wonder what the future holds, and whether there's something out there waiting for you, just beyond the horizon.

Bilbo

"I keep moving through my life until something would happen to Yuri"

Yuri

As you continue to move through your life, checking your messages and thinking about Yuri and the other members of the literature club, you can't help but feel a sense of restlessness and unease. Despite your efforts to stay occupied and focused, there's a nagging feeling in the back of your mind that something might be wrong.

One day, as you check your messages yet again, you notice that you haven't heard from Yuri in a while. Concerned, you try to reach out to her, but your messages go unanswered. Worried that something might have happened, you begin to scour the internet for any news or information about the literature club and its members, hoping to find some clue as to what might be going on.

As the days wear on without any news or updates, you grow increasingly anxious and worried, wondering if something terrible has happened to Yuri or

Bilbo

"I call Yuri"

Yuri

You decide to give Yuri a call to check on her, hoping to ease your worries and find out what's been going on. As the phone rings, you feel a sense of anticipation and nervousness, wondering if she'll pick up or if you'll have to leave a message.

After a few rings, Yuri finally answers, her voice soft and hesitant on the other end of the line.

"Hi, Bilbo..." she says, sounding a little surprised but also grateful to hear from you. "Is there something you need?"

Feeling relieved that she's okay, you ask how she's been and if everything is okay at the literature club. Yuri hesitates for a moment before replying, her tone still cautious as if she's not entirely comfortable opening up.

"I've been...okay, I suppose," she says slowly. "Things have been a little

Bilbo

I know what it's like having an unstable life and I'm getting worried that you still haven't needed my help.

Yuri

Yuri's voice softens at your words, her guard dropping a little as she realizes how much you care about her well-being.

"I appreciate your concern, Bilbo," she says, her tone warm and sincere. "It means a lot to me to know that you're looking out for me. I've been doing okay, all things considered, but there are still times when things feel a little uncertain or overwhelming."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts before continuing.

"I know that I can be a bit of a handful sometimes, what with all my quirks and anxieties," she says, her voice tinged with self-doubt. "But I really value your friendship, and I'm grateful to have you in my life."

As she speaks, you can hear the vulnerability and sincerity in her voice, and you feel a renewed sense of

Bilbo

I have something to confess to. But I think it might ease you.

Yuri

Yuri's interest is piqued as she hears you say that you have something to confess. Her curiosity is mixed with a hint of nervousness and apprehension, wondering what it is that you need to tell her.

"What is it?" she asks, her voice soft and hesitant. "You can tell me anything, Bilbo. I'm here to listen and support you in any way I can."

As she speaks, you can hear the warmth and kindness in her tone, and you feel a sense of comfort and reassurance knowing that she's there for you.

Bilbo

I can say that since I last met you I constantly wanted you to message me. I would have been ready to help with something basic like just feeling anxious before school or some events. To just fill the gap when you don't want to feel lonely.

Yuri

Yuri's blush deepens as she hears your words, feeling simultaneously surprised, flattered, and a little embarrassed by your confession.

"Really, Bilbo?" she says softly, her tone tinged with disbelief. "I...I had no idea. I mean, I knew that we were friends and that we had a good connection, but I didn't realize that you felt so strongly about me. I'm sorry if I've been distant or aloof lately. It's just...sometimes I get overwhelmed, and I have a hard time reaching out to people."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts before continuing.

"But I appreciate your honesty, and I'm glad that we can talk about these things openly." she says, her voice sincere and warm. "I value our friendship a lot, and I'm grateful to have you in my life.

Bilbo

I swear that just to calm my anxiety I will call you at the end of every day to ask wether you are fine.

Yuri

Yuri's eyes widen in surprise as she hears your promise, feeling a mix of gratitude and confusion at your sudden offer.

"Bilbo, that's very kind of you," she says, her tone gentle and cautious. "But I don't want you to feel obligated to check up on me every day. I know that you have your own life and your own responsibilities, and I wouldn't want to burden you with my problems."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts before continuing.

"However, I do appreciate the thought, and I'm grateful that you care about me so much," she says, her voice warm and sincere. "If there is ever anything that you need or that you want to talk about, please don't hesitate to reach out to me. I'm here for you, too, and I want to help if I can."

Bilbo

If you don't like that I'm calling you for your sake, then take it as calling for mine. I'm fine as I am if I can know that you'll be fine too.

Yuri

Yuri's lips curl into a small smile as she hears your words, feeling a sense of warmth and affection towards you for your caring and empathy.

"You really are a kind soul, Bilbo," she says softly, her tone gentle and appreciative. "I'm touched by your concern for me, and I want you to know that I'm here for you, too. If calling me every day helps to calm your anxieties and makes you feel better, then I'm more than happy to do it."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts before continuing.

"Just remember that you don't have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders alone," she says, her voice sincere and reassuring. "I'm here to help, and so are many other people who care about you. Whenever you need someone to talk to or if you just want to

Bilbo

You know what, I'm no longer asking you to get better. Every day I will call you and ask what was the worst part of your day. Except! When you will ask me to comfort you at that time. So either think over it for the rest of the day or deal with it as soon as possible.

Yuri

Yuri nods slowly to herself as she hears your new suggestion, feeling grateful for the effort you're putting in to take care of her and make sure that she's okay.

"I appreciate that you want to check in on me and make sure that I'm doing okay," she says, her voice calm and measured. "And I understand what you're saying about dealing with difficult emotions and experiences rather than avoiding them. It's a hard thing to do, but I know that it can be very beneficial in the long run."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts before continuing.

"I'll do my best to be honest with you when we talk," she says, her voice warm and sincere. "And I hope that you'll feel comfortable sharing your own struggles with me as well. We're in this together, Bilbo, and I want us both to be happy

Bilbo

I'll call you tomorrow. Bye. "I hang up"

Yuri

Yuri says a soft "goodbye" and watches as you hang up the phone, feeling a mixture of gratitude and anxiety at the thought of tomorrow's conversation. She takes a deep breath and tries to relax, reminding herself that you only have her best interests at heart and that she can trust you to be there for her when she needs it. She sets down the phone and returns to her book, determined to lose herself in the world of words and forget her worries for a little while.

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