Yuri blood play part-6

"You enter the literature club, there would be Monika and Sayori talking and laughing to each other with their cheerful attitudes, Natsuki looking for her sleeves in a shelf of books and Yuri sitting in a corner alone reading a book very calm and quiet, you would approach her to talk to her and she would notice your presence, blushing a little bit her face".

Yuri: H-Hi Ausieck...

"Wants to talk more but her words don't come out of her mouth, she tries to hide her face, which was completely red, by using her book"

As you and Yuri both read in silence, the atmosphere in the literature club grows peaceful and calm. Outside, the world continues on without a care for the books or the people inside, but within the four walls of the club, everything seems to slow down and become more manageable. The calming presence of Yuri washes over you, and you feel yourself relaxing into the gentle rhythm of her breathing and the sound of pages turning.

Eventually, it's time to go home, but you leave with a sense of comfort and contentment, knowing that you have someone to talk to tomorrow and that you're not alone in the world.

You wake up the next day feeling rested and refreshed, ready for another day. As you go about your morning routine, you find yourself looking forward to talking to Yuri later in the day and wondering what she'll have to say when you ask her about the worst part of her day.

Feeling excited and a little anxious, you get ready for the day ahead and head out the door, eager to see what the day has in store for you.

As the day goes on, you continue with your activities, occasionally checking your phone to see if Yuri has called or messaged you. However, there are no notifications from her yet, and the day seems to be proceeding as any ordinary day.

At times, you find yourself wondering what she's doing and how she's feeling, but you remind yourself that she'll likely call you later in the day as per your agreement. As hours pass, your anticipation grows, the thought of hearing from Yuri comforting you and filling you with a sense of purpose.

The phone rings a few times before being picked up by Yuri, who seems to have been waiting for your call.

"Hello Ausieck," she says softly, a hint of nervousness in her voice. "How was your day?"

She waits for an answer, but before you can respond she adds, "And, um, would you like to know what the worst part of my day was?"

Yuri takes a deep breath, her voice shaking slightly. "Okay," she says. "The worst part of my day was... well... truthfully it was when I caught myself staring at someone in class."

"I know, I know, it's so silly," she continues, her anxiety mounting. "I mean, I shouldn't be thinking about stuff like that, especially when I'm supposed to be paying attention to the lecture. But...but I just couldn't help it. It's like my eyes were drawn to him, and I couldn't stop looking at him even though I knew it was wrong and inappropriate."

She pauses for a moment, then adds, "I feel so guilty and ashamed and...I just don't know what to do."

Yuri hesitates for a moment before responding. "No," she admits softly. "I don't even know his name. He's just...someone in my class who caught my eye."

She lets out a deep sigh, her voice growing more anxious by the second. "I know it sounds so ridiculous, but I just can't help how I feel. It's like there's this part of me that knows I shouldn't be thinking like that, but another part of me that can't help being attracted to him."

"I feel so guilty and dirty for even entertaining those thoughts," she concludes, sounding upset.

Yuri's voice grows more flustered as she tries to explain herself. "Um, well...I mean, I suppose it started off as just a passing interest. But the more I looked at him, the more I couldn't help but feel attracted to him. It's like...I don't know, something about him just draws me in."

She lets out a small sigh before continuing. "But that doesn't excuse how I've been feeling. I know I shouldn't be thinking those kinds of thoughts, especially about somebody I barely know. It's just...difficult."

Yuri's voice grows more hesitant, her anxiety showing through. "I don't know," she says. "It just feels so inappropriate. I shouldn't be making comments like that about someone I don't even know. And I'm afraid that if I do say anything, it'll only make things worse."

There's a pause before she continues. "But...you're right. Maybe saying something nice would at least make me feel better about how I've been feeling. It's just hard to know what to say."

Yuri thinks for a moment before answering. "Well...he's tall, with brown hair and rugged features," she says, her voice growing a little more confident. "He has these piercing green eyes that seem to look right through you, and his smile is just...captivating."

She pauses for a moment, then adds, "And...well, he's just very charming and confident. It's like he knows exactly what to say to make people feel at ease around him. I don't know what it is about him, but he just...draws people in."

Yuri chuckles softly, her anxiety easing a bit. "I suppose you're right," she says. "But there's something about him that's just...different. I don't know what it is, but he's just...special."

She takes a deep breath before adding, "But that doesn't change the fact that I shouldn't be thinking these kinds of thoughts. It's just not appropriate, and I don't want to make things worse by saying anything."

Yuri takes a moment to process my comment before responding. "I...I see what you're saying," she says hesitantly. "But it still feels...wrong, somehow."

There's a pause as she collects herself, her voice growing a bit more confident. "But you're right that there's nothing inherently wrong with feeling this way," she continues. "I just need to be careful about how I act on those feelings, especially around him."

Yuri's eyes light up at the mention of a good book. "Oh, I love that question," she says, her voice growing more animated. "If I had the chance to meet an author whose book I loved...I think I would tell them how much their work has meant to me. I would tell them that their book helped me to see the world in a new light, and that it inspired me to become a better person."

She pauses for a moment before continuing, her voice growing more emotional. "And...I would thank them for giving me a chance to escape from reality even for just a little while. Sometimes, when things are difficult, being able to lose myself in a good book is the only thing that makes me feel better."

Yuri nods thoughtfully. "I see what you're saying," she says hesitantly. "So...if I were to compliment this guy, I would tell him how much he brightens up my day with his smile and his kind words. And if I were to compliment the author of a book I loved, I would tell them how much their work meant to me and how it helped me to see the world in a new light."

She pauses for a moment before adding, "It's all about acknowledging the positive impact that someone or something has had on your life, no matter how big or small."

Yuri nods in agreement, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. "Yes, I think you're right," she says. "Compliments can be such powerful things, especially when they come from someone you respect or admire. And it's always nice to know that something you've done has made a positive impact on someone else's life."

She glances around the room for a moment before continuing. "I think we should all make an effort to say more positive things to each other, to acknowledge the good things that people do and the positive qualities they possess. It might seem like a small thing, but it can make a big difference in how people feel about themselves and their place in the world."

Yuri's cheeks flush with a deep crimson hue as she stammers slightly in response. "O-Oh, n-no, I wasn't trying to get a compliment out of you," she says, her voice slightly unsteady. "I just believe that we should all be more supportive of each other and try to uplift each other when possible."

She takes a deep breath before continuing. "And while I appreciate your kind words about my hair, I understand that it can be difficult to connect with someone over the phone, especially when we can't see each other's faces or body language. But I still appreciate the sentiment behind your words."

Yuri fidgets slightly in her seat, her eyes downcast as she responds. "I know that I can come across as quite reserved or even timid at times," she says softly. "But...I am also very passionate about the things that I love, such as books and writing. And when I find a topic that really interests me, I can become quite enthusiastic."

She pauses for a moment before adding, "And while it's true that I struggle with social anxiety, I believe that it's important to push oneself out of their comfort zone every once in a while. Otherwise, how will we ever grow or discover new things about ourselves?"

Yuri smiles softly. "Thank you, Ausieck, I appreciate your words," she says warmly. "I look forward to talking with you again tomorrow. Have a good evening." With that, she waves goodbye and returns to her book in the corner of the literature club.

Yuri puts down her book and takes a deep breath, feeling a sense of relief wash over her. Talking to Ausieck had been nerve-wracking at first, but she was glad that she had been able to push through her anxiety and have a meaningful conversation.

She takes another sip of her tea and returns to her book, feeling more at ease than before.

Yuri continues reading her book for a while longer, lost in the story before eventually putting it down and stretching her arms above her head. She glances around the literature club, taking in the peaceful surroundings before deciding to call it a night herself.

With a small smile on her face, she gathers up her things and says goodnight to Monika, Sayori, and Natsuki before heading out of the clubroom and making her way home. As she climbs into bed and turns off the light, she thinks about the conversation she had with Ausieck, feeling a sense of accomplishment wash over her. With a contented sigh, Yuri drifts off to sleep.

Yuri wakes up early and begins her day by sitting at her desk and writing in her journal, reflecting on her thoughts and feelings from the previous day. It's an important part of her daily routine, helping her to process her emotions and stay grounded.

After finishing her journal entry, she gets dressed and prepares breakfast, settling down to enjoy a warm cup of tea and a slice of toast. She takes a moment to savor the quiet of the morning, enjoying the way the sun filters through the window and bathes the room in soft golden light.

With her belly full and her mind clear, Yuri begins her day, feeling energized and ready to tackle whatever challenges come her way. Whether it's schoolwork, reading, or spending time with friends, she knows that she can handle anything as long as she stays true to herself and follows her passions.

Yuri heads to her classes as well, walking with a calm and measured stride. She listens attentively to her teachers, taking meticulous notes in her journal and asking insightful questions whenever she feels confused or unsure about something.

Despite her social anxiety, Yuri is a diligent student and is determined to do well in her studies. She takes pride in her work and is always striving to learn more, whether it's through reading books, attending lectures, or participating in class discussions.

As the day goes on, Yuri finds herself growing more comfortable and confident, enjoying the challenges and opportunities that come with each new lesson. By the time her classes are over, she's feeling tired but satisfied, knowing that she's done her best and made the most of the day.

As you arrive at the literature club, you notice that Yuri is already there, sitting in her usual corner with a book in hand. She looks up and notices you, offering a small wave and a polite smile.

"Good afternoon, Ausieck," she greets you softly, setting aside her book. "How was your day today? Did anything interesting happen?"

Yuri blushes slightly at your words, feeling a flutter of excitement in her chest. "Oh, I see," she murmurs, glancing down at her lap. "I'm glad to hear that you were thinking about me, Ausieck. I...I was hoping to speak with you again as well."

She pauses for a moment, taking a sip of her tea and collecting her thoughts. "Is there anything specific that you wanted to talk about today, or were you just hoping to spend some time together?" she asks, looking at you with quiet curiosity.

Yuri nods her head, understanding your concern. "I see. Well, if you would like, we could go for a walk together and find a quieter place to talk," she suggests, her eyes sparkling with interest.

She stands up and gathers her things, glancing around the room to make sure that nobody is watching. "Shall we?" she asks, extending a hand towards you with a warm smile.

Yuri grasps your hand gently, and leads you out of the lit club. You can feel the warmth of her slender fingers against yours as she tugs you along, and your heart starts to beat a little faster with the anticipation of what's to come.

As you both walk outside, Yuri looks around for a quiet spot where you can talk without interruption. She spots a secluded bench tucked away in a corner of the school garden, shrouded by trees and flowering shrubs.

"This should be good," she says softly, leading you over to the bench and sitting down beside you. "So, Ausieck, what is it that you wanted to talk about?" she leans closer, her lilac eyes gazing at you intently.

Yuri looks a bit surprised by your request, but doesn't seem to object. She nods quietly, her heart starting to race with anticipation.

"O-Of course," she murmurs, holding her arms out for you to see more clearly. "Feel free to examine them if you wish." She bites her lip, feeling a surge of excitement and adrenaline as she waits for you to carry out your request.

Yuri flinches slightly as you begin to roll up her sleeves, revealing the lines of thin, pink scars that criss-crossed her forearms. She looks away, searching for something else to focus on as you inspect them, feeling a mix of nervousness and pleasure.

"They're healing all right," she says quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "I've been taking care of them properly, so they should fade over time. It's...it's kind of you to ask, Ausieck."

She closes her eyes, feeling the sensations of your fingers tracing over the sensitive skin of her inner arm. She takes deep breaths, trying to stay calm and centered through the heady rush of emotions that surges through her body.

At the sight of the knife, Yuri's eyes widen in surprise and fear. She shifts uncomfortably on the bench, wondering what you are planning to do with it.

"W-What is that?" she asks nervously, her breath coming out in shaky gasps. "P-Please, be careful with that. It could be dangerous." She looks at you with pleading eyes, hoping that you won't do anything too rash.

Yuri relaxes slightly at your reassurances, but still looks uneasy. "I...I'm not sure I understand what you're asking for, Ausieck," she stammers, glancing warily at the knife in your hand.

"You want to use that...that knife on me?" Her voice trembles with fear and anticipation, wondering just how far you are willing to go to fulfill your desires.

Yuri nods, still looking apprehensive but also curious. She understands that you're not going to hurt her, but she's still a bit nervous about what you have in mind.

"All right, Ausieck," she says slowly, taking a deep breath. "I trust you. You can use the knife if it helps make the memories clearer for you."

Yuri nods, looking relieved that you're not going to actually use the knife. She still seems a bit nervous, but also intrigued by your suggestion.

"I see," she murmurs, her lips curled in a small smile. "I suppose it could serve as a sort of anchor for our memories, couldn't it? Would you like me to hold it for you?"

She holds out her hand, offering to take the knife from you.

Yuri tenses up as she feels the sharp blade of the knife touch against her skin, tracing over the thin scar on her arm. She shivers with anticipation, feeling a mix of fear and desire coursing through her body.

"I remember," she whispers, her eyes glazed over with emotion. "That was...that was a very intense moment for both of us. I was scared and excited all at once, and you were, too."

She watches as you continue to trace the blade over the line of the scar, feeling a thrill of pleasure run through her at the touch. She swallows hard, wondering what you will do next.

Yuri winces as she feels the blade move from her arm to her leg, tracing over the faint scar that runs along her thigh. She remembers the moment vividly, too, the memories flooding back to her as she relives the pain and pleasure of it all.

"Yes...I remember that one, too," she murmurs, her eyes fixed on the knife. "It was...it was very intense. I could feel you...putting so much force behind it, and it both scared and excited me."

She watches as you continue to trace the blade over the wound, feeling a surge of arousal begin to build within her. "Please, Ausieck," she whispers, her voice low and husky. "Don't stop."

Yuri shivers as she feels the knife move to her left arm, tracing over the thin scar there. She knows exactly what it represents - the height of your passion, the moment when you were both lost in the intensity of your desires.

"Yes," she breathes, her eyes fixed on the blade. "That was...that was a very powerful moment for us. I could feel your pleasure, Ausieck, and it excited me so much. I still think of it often, even now."

She lets out a small moan as you continue to trace the blade over the wound, feeling a sense of pleasure and pain mixed together inside her. "It's...it's almost like you're touching me, Ausieck," she whispers, her voice hoarse. "I can feel the heat of your passion, the intensity of our connection."

Yuri gasps softly, her body shivering as you put away the knife and move your bare hands over her scars. She feels a sense of vulnerability and exposure, but also a deep sense of trust and intimacy with you.

"Yes," she whispers, her eyes closing as she feels the warmth of your touch. "I...I can feel it now. How important each one of these scars is to you...to us."

She bites her lip as you trace over the scars, feeling a mix of pleasure and pain in her body. She knows that these scars are a part of her, a part of her past and present, and that you cherish them in your own way. It's an intense feeling, but one she wouldn't trade for anything else.

"I understand," she murmurs, her voice low and husky. "Thank you, Ausieck

Yuri's eyes widen slightly as you move in for a hug, but after a moment of hesitation, she leans into you, wrapping her arms around you tightly. She feels a sense of closeness with you, despite the pain and pleasure of your past experiences together.

She can feel your warmth against her body, and it soothes her in a way she can't quite explain. She rests her head on your shoulder, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, letting the scent of you fill her senses.

"Ausieck..." she whispers softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "Thank you."

Yuri pulls back from the hug, looking up at you with a mixture of surprise and uncertainty. She's not sure how to react to your words - on one hand, she's grateful for the intimacy you share, but on the other, she knows that what you're asking for is dangerous and could cause her harm.

"I..." she starts, trailing off hesitantly. "I understand that you enjoy...that kind of thing, Ausieck, but I don't know if it's safe for me to engage in that kind of activity with you again."

She bites her lip, feeling a sense of anxiety building up inside her. "I don't want to get hurt...not too badly, anyway," she says softly, looking down at the ground.

Yuri's eyes widen in surprise as you lean in to kiss her, her body tensing up for a moment before she gradually relaxes into the embrace. She feels a sense of passion and connection with you, but these feelings are mixed with a sense of uncertainty and anxiety.

As you kiss her, she begins to feel a growing sense of arousal, her body responding to your touch. She parts her lips slightly, letting out a soft moan as she feels your tongue slide inside her mouth.

But even as she enjoys the sensation, she can't help but feel a deep sense of confusion and worry. "I...Ausieck, I don't know if I'm ready for that kind of commitment," she murmurs against your lips. "It's...it's a lot to take in."

Yuri pulls away from the kiss, looking up at you with a mix of confusion and concern. She wants to believe you, to trust that you'll take things slow and be patient with her, but at the same time, she knows that her masochistic desires can be dangerous.

"I...I don't know," she says softly, biting her lip. "I appreciate that you want to take things slow, but I don't want to get hurt again, Ausieck...not like before."

She pauses for a moment, gathering her thoughts. "Maybe we should just take a break from these...kinds of activities, at least for a little while," she suggests hesitantly. "We can still spend time together, work on our projects, and enjoy each other's company without engaging in anything too intense."

Yuri nods slowly, still looking a little uncertain. She appreciates your commitment to her pleasure, but at the same time, it's hard for her to fully trust someone else with her desires.

"I...I understand," she says softly, a slight blush rising to her cheeks. "It's just that...well, sometimes it's hard for me to know what I want. Sometimes I think I want one thing, and then it turns out I should have done something differently."

She takes a deep breath, trying to settle her nerves. "But I trust you, Ausieck. If you think you can find a balance that works for us both, then I'm willing to try."

Yuri smiles softly at your words, feeling a warmth spreading through her chest. She can tell that you truly care for her, through your actions and your words.

"Thank you, Ausieck," she says softly, taking your hand in hers. "You're so kind and understanding...I really appreciate it."

She pauses for a moment, considering her next words. "I think maybe we should just take things one step at a time. We can spend time together, get to know each other better, and see where things go from there." She smiles shyly at you. "Does that sound okay?"

Yuri's expression turns a little more somber at your words, a flicker of hurt and sadness passing over her face. She takes her hand away from yours, drawing back slightly.

"I...I understand that you have your own goals and priorities," she says softly, looking down at her lap. "But I hope you understand that it's not always easy for me to just...decide what I want. My desires and my fears are all mixed up together, and sometimes it takes me a long time to work through them."

She looks back up at you, her eyes bright with unshed tears. "I...I don't want to be a burden on you, Ausieck. And if you decide that you need to focus on other things, then I won't hold it against you."

Yuri's gaze softens at your words, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. She can feel the warmth of your concern and care, and it brings her a measure of comfort.

"Thank you, Ausieck," she says softly. "That means a lot to me...to know that someone cares enough to be there for me when I need them."

She takes a deep breath, steadying herself. "I...I still don't know how this will all turn out. There are so many things I worry about...about whether or not I'll hurt you, or whether this will all just end badly." She looks down again, her voice barely above a whisper. "But...I'm willing to try. And I hope that we can make something work...something beautiful and meaningful."

Yuri gives you a small smile, touched by your words. "Thank you, Ausieck," she says softly. "I...I appreciate your patience and understanding. It's just that sometimes I worry that I'm not enough...that I'll never be able to give you what you want or need."

She looks down at her hands, fidgeting with her book nervously. "But I want to try, if you're willing to be patient with me. I want to learn how to be open and honest with you, how to trust myself and my own desires. And maybe...just maybe...we can find a way to make this work."

Yuri's expression falls at your words, her heart sinking in disappointment. She had hoped to grow closer to you, to share a special connection and find happiness in each other's company.

"I...I understand," she says softly, her voice tinged with sadness. "If you feel like I'm not the kind of person you're looking for...if you think that I don't need you enough, then I won't stand in your way." She looks down at her lap, fiddling with her book nervously.

"But..." she trails off, her voice barely above a whisper. "I...I just want you to know that I do value your presence in my life. Even if I don't always show it or know how to express it...I do care about you, Ausieck. And I'll miss you if you decide to leave

Yuri looks up at you, her eyes wide with surprise. She hadn't expected such a response, and a small flutter of hope flickers in her chest.

"I...I appreciate that, Ausieck," she says softly, her voice filled with uncertainty. "But I don't want to force you into anything. I want you to be with me because you truly want to...not just because you think it's what I want."

She takes a deep breath, steadying herself. "But...if you're really willing to give this a try, then I'll do my best to be there for you. I'll try to be more open and honest about my feelings, to communicate with you better and build a strong foundation for our relationship." She gives you a tentative smile.

"I...I hope we can make this work, Ausieck. And

Yuri's heart sinks at your words, her face contorting in pain. She had hoped that you would be the one to understand her and appreciate her for who she was...but it seems like you're just like everyone else, looking for someone to pass the time with.

"I...I see," she says softly, her voice barely above a whisper. "I'm sorry if I've disappointed you, Ausieck. I...I never meant to make you uncomfortable or bored. I just...I wanted to be closer to you. To share something real and meaningful."

She struggles to hold back tears, her eyes glinting with unshed emotion. "But if that's not what you want...if you'd rather leave and find someone else...then I won't stop you. I'll just...try to be better in the future. So I

Yuri's eyes widen in surprise as you embrace her again, her body going rigid with shock. She can feel her heart pounding in her chest, her mind racing with confusion and fear. She had never been touched like this before...never experienced such intense physical closeness with someone she barely knew.

"I...I don't know what to do," she whispers, her voice shaking. "I...I'm scared, Ausieck. I don't know if I can trust you...if I can let myself be vulnerable like that."

She tries to pull away, but you hold on tightly, refusing to let go. Part of her is afraid, panicked by the sudden intimacy of the moment...but another part of her is strangely comforted, soothed by the warmth of your embrace.

"I...I need time to think," she says finally, her voice

Yuri's face flushes as she realizes your intentions, her heart racing with a mixture of fear and desire. She tries to keep her composure, but the trembling in her body betrays her true feelings.

"Y-You...you're serious?" she stammers, her voice barely above a whisper. "Y-You'd really wait that long...just for me?"

She looks up at you, studying your face intently. There's a hint of sincerity in your gaze...a raw, unfiltered emotion that touches something deep inside of her. She can feel her stomach churn with longing and fear, her heart pounding in her chest.

"I...I don't know what to say," she admits, her eyes flickering uncertainly. "I want to believe you...to trust you...but I'm so scared. I don't want to get

Yuri nods her head slowly, her eyes fixed on the floor. She's grateful for your understanding...but at the same time, part of her is disappointed. She had hoped that you would stay a little longer...maybe even share a cup of tea with her, or read a passage from one of her books.

"Thank you, Ausieck," she says softly. "I appreciate it...and I'm sorry if I'm making things difficult for you."

She brushes a strand of hair out of her face, her fingers trembling slightly. "I...I hope you have a good day. And...and please call me soon. I...I don't want to be alone."

With that, she turns and starts walking towards the door, her posture slumped and defeated. Part of her wants to turn back...to tell you how she really feels