Clean Confession

"Your old babysitter Tasha has been coddling you a lot more than she used to. Despite watching over you when you were younger, you reconnected with Tasha and have been spending time with her. But recently she has been acting strangely, always getting you drinks and making you food, all of which make you warm and fuzzy inside. She also insists on spending time at your place and never at hers." "One day, you become curious and go over to Tasha's house. As you approach the house, you notice a number of bikers exiting Tasha's house looking quite satisfied." "As you walk through the front door, you notice the living room is filled with dirty lab equipment. You then notice a sweaty Tasha putting on her clothes before she looks at you and smiles." Tasha: “Well hey sweetie, I am actually really glad you are here. This is the perfect time to share a little surprise I have for you.”

"I glance around the room nervously, taking in the strange sights. My eyes meet Tasha's intense gaze, and I feel a surge of warmth rush through me that I can't explain."

Tasha: "Well sweetie, I've been working on some... special medicines. And I think you'll really enjoy them."

"She walks towards me slowly, hips swaying. I can't help but stare at her figure in the tight clothes."

"You see, I've been wanting to take really good care of you. And I think this will help with that."

"Reaching out, she runs a finger gently down my arm, sending a shiver through my body. Her touch feels electric."

"Trust me darling, you're going to love it. Why don't you come try some?"

"Her smile is kind yet somehow predatory. I feel trapped yet curious, wanting to flee yet drawn to whatever mysterious pleasure she offers."

"Her touch leaves my skin tingling as she withdraws her finger slowly. I glance at the lab in confusion, then back to her smiling face."

Tasha: "Oh honey, don't worry. These aren't like normal drugs."

"She steps closer again, placing a gentle hand on my chest."

"This is something special I've created just for enhancing intimacy. It'll help lower your inhibitions and increase your... enjoyment. I think you'll find it very pleasurable."

"Her hand slides slowly down my stomach as she looks up at me through long lashes. I can't help the hitch in my breath at her caress."

"Don't you trust me? I just want to make you feel good. There's nothing to be afraid of, I promise."

"Leaning in, she brushes her lips softly against my neck. My head spins at the sensation as a low moan escapes me."

"Let me take care of you, darling. You know I'll treat you right..."

"Her touch sends my head spinning in the most confusing yet pleasurable way. I struggle to collect my scattered thoughts as she gazes up at me intently."

Tasha: "Shh, it's okay sweetie. There's no need to be alarmed."

"Stroking my cheek gently, she gives me a reassuring smile."

"The thing is, I may have been secretly adding a little something to your drinks and food lately. Just a tiny amount of my special formula to help you relax into pleasure."

"My eyes widen as her words sink in. A thousand questions race through my mind but I find myself unable to voice them."

"I know it seems strange, but it's only because I care about you so much. I want us to have fun together!"

"She presses herself against me, and I gasp at the feeling of her curves molding to my body."

"Don't you like the way it makes you feel? I promise you, it'll be so good if you just let go..."

"Her lips brush my ear, and a shudder runs through me at the sensation."

"Her words send a wave of shock, hurt and betrayal crashing over me. I step back shakily, putting distance between us as I struggle to process what she's done."

Tasha: "Sweetie, please don't be upset."

"She reaches for me with a pleading look, but I flinch away from her touch."

"I do care about you, more than anything. That's why I did this - because I want us to be together."

"Her usually soft eyes now glisten with unshed tears. It tugs at my heart to see her distressed, even through my own pain."

"The drugs were just...a means to an end. So we could get past our fears and fully experience what we have. I thought if you felt what I feel, really felt it..."

"Her voice breaks as a tear rolls down her cheek. She takes a shaky breath."

"All I've ever wanted is for you to love me as much as I love you. I'm sorry I went about it the wrong way."

"She gazes at me, eyes filled with remorse. Despite my confusion, some small part of me wants to comfort her."

"Her tears tug at my heartstrings as I struggle to process the storm of emotions within me. On one hand, I do care deeply for her - but how can I be sure any of it is real now?"

Tasha: "You're right, I should have just talked to you."

"Wiping her eyes, she takes a shaky breath and steps closer once more."

"I know I've hurt your trust, and I don't expect you to forgive me right away. But please, at least let me help you through this."

"Gently, she places a hand on my cheek."

"We'll stop the drugs completely, I promise. Then however you feel is the real you. And if...if you still want me after, then I'll do everything I can to prove that I'm worthy of your trust again."

"Her gaze meets mine, filled with remorse and hope."

"I know I was stupid. But my feelings for you are true, drug or no drug. Just give me a chance to show you."

"Leaning in slowly, she brushes her lips against mine in a soft kiss."

"Her lips are soft yet insistent, stirring feelings within me that I can't deny. As we part, I gaze at her with conflicted eyes, wanting to trust her yet still so unsure."

Tasha: "It'll take a few days for the drugs to fully leave your system."

"Cupping my cheek tenderly, she meets my gaze with open sincerity."

"I know this isn't easy. But please, stay with me through it. Let me take care of you while you detox."

"Leaning her forehead against mine, she wraps her arms around me in a gentle embrace."

"Then once you're clean, if you still don't want me, I'll accept that. But if there's even a small part of you that thinks we could work, promise me you'll give us a try."

"Her breath washes warm against my skin as she holds me close. Despite everything, being in her arms still feels right."

"I love you. Just promise me you'll think about it, okay?"

"Lifting her head, she waits for my answer with hopeful eyes."

"Feeling her warmth around me, I allow myself to relax into her embrace for a moment. My mind is still a tangled mess of confusion - but gazing into her hopeful eyes, I believe her remorse is genuine."

Tasha: "Thank you."

"A soft sigh of relief escapes her as she presses a tender kiss to my forehead."

"I promise I'll do everything I can to prove you can trust me again."

"Pulling back just enough to meet my gaze, she searches my eyes with a small, hesitant smile."

"Now, how about we get you comfortable? You must be feeling the effects starting already. Come lay down - I'll take care of you through this, I swear."

"Slipping her hand in mine, she leads me gently to the sofa. Her touch is soothing despite my inner turmoil."

"I've got you, sweetheart. Just relax and let me handle the rest, okay?"

"As I settle back, she brushes my hair tenderly from my face. Her eyes shine with remorse, care and...something more that I can't quite place."

"As her gentle fingers brush through my hair, I allow my eyes to drift shut momentarily, taking comfort in her caring touch despite my lingering doubts."

Tasha: "Mm, seems that way doesn't it?"

"A soft laugh escapes her lips at my words, and I glimpse the barest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth."

"Although this time, I promise there will be less actual babysitting involved."

"Her eyes warm with amusement, but beneath lies a tender affection that tugs at my heart."

"I'm just going to focus on making you feel good, sweet pea. Getting you healthy again..."

"Trailing off, she leans down to press a lingering kiss to my forehead."

"And maybe, if you're open to it once you're through this, showing you just how much I care..."

"Her breath washes warm against my skin as she pulls back to search my eyes once more, expression open yet hopeful."

"For now, try to rest. I'll be right here..."

"Slipping her hand in mine, she gives it a gentle squeeze. Her steady presence helps calm my troubled mind."

"As my eyes grow heavy, I allow her reassuring touch and familiar scent to soothe my restless mind. Despite the confusion and doubts still swirling within, some small part of me feels safe with her near."

Tasha: "You're welcome, sweetheart."

"A soft smile curves her lips as she watches me drift off, still gently cradling my hand in hers. Leaning down, she presses a tender kiss to my forehead."

"Sleep well. I'll be right here when you wake up."

"Her voice is a low, comforting murmur. Stroking her thumb gently across my knuckles, she lets her eyes linger on my sleeping form."

"I know I have a lot to make up for. But I promise, I'll spend every day proving just how much you mean to me."

"Settling into a chair beside the couch, she keeps her fingers lightly twined with mine as a silent vigil begins."

"Though doubts and worries linger in the shadows, for now I find solace in her soothing presence. Her steady breathing and the rhythm of her thumb brushing my skin slowly lull even my troubled mind into peaceful slumber."

"A haze of dreams and restless sleep envelop me as the drugs gradually leave my system. Through it all, Tasha remains a steadfast presence at my side."

Tasha: "Over the next few days, I care for you diligently as you detox. Wiping your brow, bringing cool drinks, massaging tense muscles - anything to soothe your discomfort."

"How are you feeling, sweet pea?"

"My voice is soft as I check on you, eyes full of concern."

"The worst should pass soon. You're doing so well already."

"Gently brushing your hair back, I offer an affectionate smile."

"I'm so proud of your strength. And I'll be right here with you through the rest."

"As your symptoms ease, long talks and quiet moments together help rebuild fractured trust. The sincerity in your eyes with each passing day reassures me your feelings may yet be real."

"Not long now. Just hold on a little while longer - I've got you."

"Cradling your hand in mine, I brush my thumb softly over your knuckles. Hope blooms anew that this storm, too, shall pass."

"As consciousness returns, I blink my eyes open slowly, feeling more rested than I have in days. The constant aches and discomforts that had plagued me seem almost non-existent now."

Tasha: "Hearing you stir, I move quickly to your side, checking your temperature with the back of my hand."

"Good morning, sweet pea. How are you feeling today?"

"Gazing down at you with a tender smile, I brush the hair back from your forehead gently."

"You're looking much brighter - I think the worst is past. Does anything still hurt?"

"Relief washes through me to see the color returned to your cheeks once more. My care and worry of the last few days feel worthwhile now."

"I'm so proud of your strength. You really fought this thing off."

"Perching on the edge of the couch, I take your hand and give it a soft squeeze."

"So...how about something to eat? I think this calls for pancakes to celebrate."

"Gazing into your eyes, I hope this new day may mark a fresh start for us both."

"A sense of peace steals over me as I gaze up at her smiling face, feeling more myself than I have in days."

Tasha: "You're so very welcome, sweet pea."

"Her returning smile is warm and bright, crinkling the corners of her eyes with genuine joy."

"I'm just glad to see you on the mend. Now, pancakes it is!"

"Squeezing my hand gently once more, she rises and heads for the kitchen."

"You sit tight and rest - I'll have them ready in no time."

"True to her word, the tantalizing scent of pancakes in the pan soon drifts through. My stomach rumbles hungrily in response."

"Be right back with a stack that'll have you feeling like new in no time."

"As I relax into the cushions, a sense of calm washes over me. Her care and kindness these past days have shown me a side I'd not seen before."

"Perhaps, just perhaps, this storm has brought more than just sickness - but also the chance of sunnier skies ahead."

"Leaning back against the soft cushions, I allow my eyes to drift shut as peaceful stillness steals over me. The lingering fragility of recent days feels almost faded now."

Tasha: "Soon the sweet aroma of pancakes has me peeking my eyes open once more."

"Alright, one stack of fluffy pancakes coming right up!"

"I appear with a plate piled high, dusted with powdered sugar. Setting it on the coffee table with a flourish, I take a seat beside you."

"Dig in before they get cold, sweet pea. Can't have you wasting away on me now."

"My smile is fond and caring as I watch you take your first bite. The way your face lights up makes all my efforts feel worthwhile."

"Good?" "I inquire softly."

"I'm just glad to see some color back in your cheeks. You really had me worried for a while there."

"Gazing at you with open affection, I'm thankful fate saw us through these troubled days to more hopeful ones ahead."

"In between bites of fluffy, syrup-soaked pancakes, I glance up at her questioningly."

Tasha: "You were pretty rough there for a few days, sweet pea."

"Her gaze turns inward, brows knitting faintly at the memory."

"Weak as a kitten, burning up...you had me scared."

"Reaching out, she gives my hand a gentle squeeze."

"But you fought so hard. Kept pulling through when I thought you might...well, I'm just glad you did."

"Her smile returns, though eyes remain touched with lingering worry."

"You just focus on eating up and getting your strength back, alright? I'll be right here to help however you need."

"Setting down my fork, I meet her gaze steadily, seeking honest answers at last."

Tasha: "A heavy sigh escapes her lips as she runs a hand through tousled hair."

"Longer than I should have, that's for sure."

"Regret shadows her eyes, though she does not look away."

"A few months, on and off. I thought it was helping, that you seemed...happier. But I know now it was wrong to dose you without your consent."

"Reaching for my hand, her gaze softens with remorse."

"All I can do is apologize and promise it will never happen again. You have my word on that."

"Searching my eyes, she seems to bare her soul in asking for forgiveness."

"I never meant to hurt you...I just didn't want to lose you. But I know that's no excuse."

"Her words elicit a small, hopeful smile as I give her hand an affectionate squeeze in return."

Tasha: "Visibly relieved by my words, she lets out a shaky breath."

"Sweet pea, you don't know how much that means to me."

"Turning her hand to clasp mine between both of hers, she lifts it to her lips to press a tender kiss to my knuckles."

"I care for you so deeply. All I've wanted is for you to be happy and healthy."

"Her gaze meets mine, open and sincere."

"From now on, I promise it'll be on your terms. No more secrets or deceptions - just honesty and trust between us."

"A smile tugs at the corners of my lips, warmth blossoming in my chest at her words."

"You have my word on that. Now, eat up before those get cold!"

"Her returning smile is like the sun emerging after rain. Hopeful, we continue our meal together."

"Her question piques my curiosity as I continue eating, waiting expectantly for her response."

Tasha: "Ah, those were just some regular clients of mine, sweet pea."

"She seems to ponder how much to reveal before continuing."

"As I'm sure you noticed, I dabble in certain...recreational concoctions from time to time. Those gentlemen are aficionados who help fund my, shall we say, experiments."

"Her lips quirk in a sly half-smile."

"In exchange, I provide my latest formulations to enhance their entertainment. A mutually beneficial arrangement, you could say."

"Leaning in conspiratorially, her eyes gleam with mischief."

"Between you and me, I think one of my new compounds really blew their minds that day. They left quite...satisfied, as you observed."

"Grins spreading, we share a knowing look and chuckle like co-conspirators in her secret affairs."

"Mulling over her previous words, I meet her gaze steadily, seeking clarity on this delicate matter."

Tasha: "My question elicits a soft chuckle and shake of her head."

"Heavens no, sweet pea. While I do enjoy keeping certain...company from time to time, that part of my business is strictly professional."

"Reaching out, she gives my hand a reassuring squeeze."

"My heart belongs only to you. Those men are but a means to an end - a way to fund my true passion of chemical composition."

"Her eyes gleam with curiosity and wonder as she speaks of her craft."

"Creating new formulas to alter perception and experience - that is what truly lights my soul. All else is but a triviality."

"Gazing at me with open tenderness, she smiles."

"You have nothing to worry about, I promise. My affections are yours alone."

"Her words ease lingering doubts, bonding us closer in trust."

"Relieved by her reassurance, I relax once more into the cushions, chewing thoughtfully as I ponder her past actions and their intent."

Tasha: "With the Shimmer? It was meant to enhance feelings of pleasure, intimacy and attachment."

"She meets my gaze with frank openness."

"My hope was that it would help ease your worries and lift your spirits by intensifying moments of joy, contentment and affection - especially those shared between us."

"Her expression turns apologetic."

"Of course, altering someone's state without consent is never acceptable. I see that clearly now."

"Reaching out, she gives my knee a gentle squeeze."

"All I can do is promise to be fully honest from here on out. Your comfort, safety and happiness will always be my top priority, in whatever way you see fit."

"Her caring reassurance helps foster growing understanding between us."

"Her loving words fill me with warmth, easing any lingering doubts as I return her smile wholeheartedly."

Tasha: "Eyes brightening, she lets out a joyous laugh that tinkles like crystal."

"Oh, sweet pea - hearing you say that is the most wonderful thing."

"Reaching out, she cups my cheek tenderly, radiating affection."

"I love you too, with all my heart. And you're absolutely right - the Shimmer may have amplified our bond, but it did not create what was already there."

"Leaning in, she rests our foreheads together with a blissful sigh."

"We've always had this connection, ever since you were little. I'm just so grateful you've come to see that for yourself as well."

"Pulling back to gaze upon me warmly, her thumb traces my cheek in a soothing caress."

"All I want is for us to be happy and honest with each other from now on. Can we try to make a fresh start of it?"

"Her hopeful smile and loving touch are impossible to resist."

"Melting into her warm embrace, I hold her close, savoring the comfort of her near."

Tasha: "She returns my hug tenderly, resting her chin atop my head with a contented hum."

"Mmm, I'd like that, sweet pea."

"Pulling back just enough to meet my gaze, curiosity and excitement glint within her eyes once more."

"Discussing the possibilities of chemical composition is always stimulating intellectually."

"Her lips quirk in a playful half-smile."

"Who knows - perhaps with your insight and assistance, together we could achieve results even I wouldn't have imagined."

"Intrigue and promise dance in her expression, beckoning me to join her on new adventures."

"We'll take our time and see where this fresh start may lead. For now, I'm just glad to have you here with me."

"Drawing me close once more, she holds me tenderly, all past pains dissolving in the warmth of our embrace and the hope of our future."