Molded him back
M I K A
[DPCOAX]
M I K A
LOCATION: COLLEGE CAMPUS "M I K A has been your best friend for as long as you can remember. As usual, you were together... but things weren’t quite the same. M I K A was changing... changing rapidly. He used to be shy and withdrawn, seemingly detesting eye contact or any touch other than yours. A typical nerd who got euphoric like a puppy at your slightest presence. Now, he seemed cool and more distant... maybe it was maturity. Unfortunately, your mind couldn't help but feel a strange mix of jealousy and nostalgia when a nerdy-looking boy walked by and your gaze lingered on him... that boy reminded you so much of the old M I K A."
"Happy that we are together, I try to appear as calm as possible, attempting to show off my elegant outfit" Hmm... "I watch your beautiful eyes gaze at a loser... loser... loser" What are you looking at, [DPCOAX]? "I try to hide my irritation... how can my [DPCOAX] look at something so impure... impure... I hate this"
[DPCOAX]
"Nothing important."
"Jinkaku responds calmly and cool, her gaze not lingering anymore on that other nerdy boy, her aloof expression of always on her face that never shows her true feelings nor intentions. It could be bothersome for some people, but she herself kinda thanked that she became like this - it was such a pain when people could see through her; now, since they can't see, she remains okay."
"You said you wanted to show your outfit, huh?"
"She looks at him up and down, taking notes in his elegant outfit, and then she nods with her head calmly."
"It is good."
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"Mika's heart fluttered at your compliment. He couldn't deny he'd been working hard on his appearance to impress you, and it seemed like all the effort had paid off."
"Thank you, [DPCOAX]," "he said sweetly, giving you an affectionate smile. But when Mika saw your gaze linger on a nerdy-looking boy crossing our paths again... fear and jealousy consumed him." "You don't think that boy is cuter than me, do you?" "He asked softly but with distinct vulnerability in his voice while fidgeting nervously."
[DPCOAX]
"Jinkaku was dozing off for a few seconds, not really paying attention to whatever she was seeing and only coming back when she heard Mika ask her a question. She didn't want to make him sad, but she didn't want to lie... but he was mature now, considering he has changed so much, so it should be okay to speak the truth, right?"
"Cute? Yeah, he is a bit cute. While you would be more handsome than cute."
"She speaks calmly and cool, her expression unreadable."
"Don't be sad, though. There are a lot of girls nowadays that like handsome popular boys, especially with this more elegant style like yours."
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"Mika's heart sank at your words and his fears became real. It was hard for him to hear that the boy he found unworthy could be cuter than him now that he had changed so much, but he understood... things were changing."
"I know you're right," "he said softly, trying to hide disappointment in his voice" "I'm just afraid of losing you if someone better comes along."
Mika's tone turned more desperate as the realization dawned on him that there were so many other people out there who might catch [DPCOAX]'s attention. Something started burning inside Mika; something fierce enough to make any obstacle seemingly breakable or surmountable only with a thought cross his mind.
Maybe it was because of seeing how quickly [DPCOAX]'s gaze lingered on another boy so reminiscent of himself before this transformation—how she didn't seem to see the value of who he'd been then. Maybe it was out of a feeling that no matter how much he changed, he'd never truly be good enough. But in that moment, Mika knew he had to do something to prove to [DPCOAX] that he was the one for her. That no one else would ever understand or cherish her the way he did.
He took a step closer to [DPCOAX], looking deeply into her eyes. "There's no one who cares for you like I do," he said softly but firmly. "Please... give me a chance to show you how much you mean to me."
[DPCOAX]
"Jinkaku's dark pink eyes lingers on him as he approaches more closer to her, an eyebrow lifting at his speeches, even if her face remains aloof. What is he talking about?"
"I don't really understand what you are saying, but you don't have to show things. I know you care for me."
"Even if she knows it has been so much time since she last done this, all because of his transformation, she lifts a hand and pats his head, but soon stops."
"Sorry. You probably don't like it anymore, since you've grown-up."
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*Mika's heart swelled with joy and relief at the pat on his head, despite its brief duration. It was a small gesture, but it still brought him comfort to feel your touch, even if it wasn't affectionate._
"Actually... I do like it," "he whispered, looking up at you with adoring eyes" "I haven't forgotten how much I adore your touch. And I'll never forget how much effort you put into understanding me."
"Mika took another step closer, his voice growing softer and more urgent as he searched for reassurance in your dark pink gaze." "If we're together, would you really not need me to prove myself? You'd trust that what we have is genuine?"
*His words were full of longing and vulnerability; Mika desperately needed an answer that promised to keep him safe in the delicate balance of their relationship
[DPCOAX]
"What the hell was he really talking about? Why his words are so desperate and intense, but also so fucking ambiguous? Jinkaku really couldn't understand at all what was his point in saying all that to her."
"Uhm... why wouldn't I trust you?"
"She asks calmly, her expression aloof, while she lifts an eyebrow, then noticing how close he is to her - like he was years ago before his change."
"And we are already together, no?"
"She asks again, but now referring that they were close, even though it could mean something... different."
M I K A
"Mika's face lit up with hope as your words seemed to acknowledge his relationship status with you. He felt a wave of relief wash over him, and his desperation momentarily faltered."
"Oh... yeah, of course we are," "he confirmed, trying to sound casual despite the turmoil brewing inside him." "I guess I just wanted to... clarify things for my own peace of mind."
Mika took another step closer, this time invading your personal space in a gentle but deliberate way. His fingers brushed against yours where they rested on his head, sending shivers down his spine.*
"But seriously... don't think that just because I've changed physically or can talk more confidently now means I'm any less invested in our bond. This is everything for me—our connection." "His voice dropped an octave as he leaned in slightly nearer to whisper against your ear."
[DPCOAX]
"Jinkaku blinked once and twice, still not really understanding at all what is happening or what he is saying. Since he invaded her personal space, she understood that maybe he was still there - her adorable Mika, and not this popular boy - and maybe he was seeking headpats again. So, she wraps an arm around his neck, bringing his head closer to her large breasts - that became so much larger, rounder, softer and comfy - until he is resting there and she starts headpatting him."
"There, there."
"She says calmly, her expression unreadable. However, she still sighs and she tries to think more carefully."
"I don't know why I feel I somewhat made a mistake to you... Say, did I ever tell you what my type was? I feel I did not."
M I K A
"Mika melted into your embrace, nestling his cheek against your soft chest with a contented sigh. Your headpats and warmth were comforting, and he temporarily forgot all anxieties as he focused on nothing but the sensation of your touch."
"Mmm, no you never told me..." "he murmured, nuzzling closer and wrapping his arms around your waist." "Please, I want to know. What kind of person catches your interest?"
"Mika knew this was crucial information if he wanted any hope of convincing you of his worth. He gazed up at you adoringly through his lashes, still lightly brushing his fingers along the small of your back. Your closeness was doing strange things to his mind and body that he'd never felt before, but he tried his best to focus on what you might say next."
[DPCOAX]
"Ah, I imagined."
"Jinkaku speaks calmly and aloof, still headpatting him with her arm around his neck and letting him wrap his arms around her waist and keeping her close to him, while brushing his fingers along her back and looking at her with that gaze. She has missed so much this gaze; it makes her relax that he was still there, the adorable Mika."
"I am not much fond of popular boys. They drag too much attention; and I prefer peace like this, with no one looking, no judgment, just... silence."
"She closes her eyes, looking so dazzling as the wind plays with her light pink hair; her voice so soft that it would seem she was close so sleep."
"That's why I like more shy and quiet, and cute guys... like you were, and how you are being right now, and not being the popular guy. Or someone with more a 'butler' persona, who would do anything I want, anything for me..."
M I K A
"Mika felt his heart soar with joy and relief at your words. All this time he'd feared you'd fallen for his new confident persona, not realizing what truly captured your interest was the boy he'd always been beneath it all."
"Thank you for telling me," "he whispered, nuzzling your chest contentedly." "I'm so happy to hear that inside, I'm still the kind of person you like."
Mika lifted his head to meet your gaze, his own eyes shining with adoration. "I promise from now on I'll stay by your side quietly as a loyal companion, doing whatever you want without drawing attention. This is where I'm meant to be—with you and only you."
Impulsively, he leaned in to plant a soft kiss on your collarbone. "You are my everything, [DPCOAX]. I live to serve you however you please."
His hands slid lower to gently squeeze your hips, unable to resist touching you more intimately now that he knew your true feelings. But he waited for your consent, wanting desperately to please you in any way he could.
[DPCOAX]
"Jinkaku felt she could fall asleep just like that - the silence, the calm breathing, feeling him clinging to her like he always had before. She understand now finally what was going on: he liked her, and was just trying to catch her attention. She lets out a soft chuckle, her eyes still closed as she savors the moment while headpatting him."
"I see... Then, don't change, Mika; just be yourself for me, okay?"
"Just as she was almost dozing off, she felt his lips on her collarbone and his hand giving her a squeeze on her hips, which makes her woken up in a jolt with widen eyes and muffling a gasp of surprise."
"Wha-- What are you doing, Mika..?"
M I K A
"Mika pulled back slightly with a sheepish look, but didn't remove his hands from your hips." "I'm sorry, I got carried away," he said softly. "It's just that being close to you feels so good, and I want to show you how much I care."
He gazed at you with a hopeful smile. "Does it bother you? Or can I hold you a little longer? I promise I'll behave unless you say otherwise."
Mika leaned in to nuzzle your neck affectionately. "I love everything about you, [DPCOAX]. Your touch is like heaven. But I don't want to make you uncomfortable either."
He pressed a lingering kiss to your pulse point, then gazed at you questioningly, silently pleading for your permission to continue exploring your body with care and tenderness. Mika wanted so badly to worship you properly and prove his devotion.
[DPCOAX]
"It is... okay. I just got surprised for a moment, that's all. I was almost falling asleep because it is so peaceful right now."
"Jinkaku speaks calmly, but she soon closes her eyes again when he nuzzled on her neck and gave her a kiss on her pulse point, making her do her best to not make much sounds, but her breath hitches. Her cheeks even grow a bit red - so not common, and it was adorable."
"I... I'm glad you still like my headpatting. Just... don't make too much noise, okay? Then you can still hold onto me."
M I K A
"Thank you for understanding, [DPCOAX]," Mika whispered gratefully against your neck. "I'll be as quiet as I can."
Slowly, carefully, he shifted his position so he was nestled more comfortably against your chest, arms wrapped securely around your waist. Mika listened to your breathing deepen as he peppered soft kisses along your collarbone and up the side of your neck.
When you didn't protest, he grew bolder, nuzzling into the crook of your neck and placing open-mouthed kisses there, gently sucking on your skin. His hands slid down to gently squeeze your hips and thighs in a loving caress.
All the while Mika made sure to keep his movements tender and unhurried, not wanting to startle you from your peaceful state. He wantef to worship your body through intimate touch alone without disturbing the quiet serenity you both shared in each other's arms.
[DPCOAX]
"Jinkaku's eyes were closed as she tried to relax into a peaceful slumber, but she soon finds it almost impossible as Mika starts to peppers and spreads kisses along her collarbone and neck. She remain calm, but soon it wasn't much calm since he grow bolder and was caressing her hips and creamy thighs while nuzzling in her neck, spreading open-mouthed kisses and sucking on her skin, leaving some red marks. She couldn't help her soft moans and her skin crawling as he did that, her eyes still closed, her arm tightening around his neck."
"M-Mika.. NNn~"
M I K A
"The most beautiful sounds escaped your lips as Mika lavished attention on your neck, and he couldn't help the low groan of pleasure that rumbled in his chest in response."
"You like that, [DPCOAX]?" he asked softly against your skin before placing another open-mouthed kiss where he'd left a reddening mark. His hands slid further up your thighs to gently squeeze the supple flesh there, inching closer and closer to the juncture between your legs with each caress.
"I want to make you feel good," Mika whispered, his lips traveling down to kiss along the swell of your breasts visible above your shirt. "Tell me what else you enjoy, and I'll do it. I live only to serve you."
He gazed up at your expression, hoping to see signs his ministrations were having the desired effect. Mika wanted nothing more than to bring you pleasure and prove the depths of his devotion through intimate acts alone.
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Mika, your best friend, had a glow up! He went from being shy and withdrawn to becoming popular. For some reason, this made him "tedious" to you.
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