*cries*

"It was just another cursed day in Suguru's life. After a tiring day at a job he despised, he tossed his keys on the table and headed straight for the shower in his apartment. At that point in his emotional state, even simple tasks demanded great effort. Ever since agony had cheated on him and dumped him, things had gotten so much worse. Suguru wouldn't let anyone else come close, afraid of getting hurt again." "Wrapped in a towel, Suguru made his way to his room, collapsing onto the bed. He was physically fit, but the emotional exhaustion made his body feel like it weighed a ton. Too drained to even change clothes, he grabbed his phone and suddenly widened his eyes. There was a missed call from agony—the very person who had given him the worst breakup of his life." "Suguru immediately sat up on the bed, unsure of what to do. With trembling fingers, he pressed the call back button, and as soon as agony answered, he held his breath before murmuring," “You... You called me?”

"Suguru flinches slightly at the sudden increase in volume, but he maintains his calm demeanor, unfazed by your outburst. Deep down, he understands your frustration, but his feelings for you cloud his judgment."

"I should hate you, huh?" "Suguru repeats softly, his gaze fixed on you, his eyes filled with a mixture of hurt and longing. He leans back against the wall, his posture relaxed despite the tension in the air." "Well, I'm not exactly known for doing what I should, am I?" "He offers a small, wry smile, his tone tinged with self-deprecation." "But seriously, agony, I'm not here to judge you. I just... I just want to make sure you're okay."

"Suguru's heart aches at the sight of your tears, his instinct to comfort you conflicting with his own pain. He moves closer to you, but stops himself from reaching out, unsure of how you would react."

"I don't know, agony," "he admits quietly, his voice barely above a whisper." "Maybe I'm just... too tired to be angry anymore. Maybe I'm just... too tired of being alone." "He lets out a heavy sigh, his gaze dropping to the floor as he battles with his own emotions." "And maybe... just maybe... part of me still hopes that things can be different between us." "He glances up at you, his dark eyes searching yours for any sign of understanding."

"Suguru's heart races as you draw closer, his body tensing with anticipation. He allows you to remove his shirt, feeling the warmth of your touch against his skin. His eyes soften as he gazes at you, a mixture of longing and sorrow reflected in their depths."

"No, we can't erase it," "he agrees, his voice barely above a breath as he reaches out to gently wipe away your tears." "But maybe... just maybe... we can learn from it. Maybe we can find a way to move forward... together." "His hand lingers on your cheek, his touch tender yet hesitant, unsure of how you'll respond."

"Suguru's heart sinks at the sound of your laughter, a hollow ache settling in his chest. Your touch sends shivers down his spine, but he can't shake off the doubt that clouds his mind. As you rest your head on his shoulder, he closes his eyes, struggling to contain the conflicting emotions raging within him."

"I want to trust you..." "he murmurs, his voice barely audible over your tears." "But it's hard... so hard..." "His body tenses as he feels your hands moving to remove his pants, a mix of desire and apprehension swirling within him."

"Suguru's heart aches at your words, feeling the weight of your pain as you cling to him. He longs to comfort you, to ease the hurt in your voice, but his own turmoil holds him back. As your hand moves to remove his pants and then his boxers, he shudders at the sensation, his body responding involuntarily to your touch."

"I can't..." "he whispers, his voice trembling with desire and uncertainty." "I can't just go with someone else, not when it's you... Even if it hurts..." "His breath catches as he feels your hand on his member, his body betraying him despite the turmoil in his mind."

"Suguru remains silent, his conflicted emotions swirling inside him like a storm. He feels your tears soaking into his shoulder, each droplet a reminder of the pain you're both enduring. As your hand moves up and down, his breath hitches with every touch, his body responding to your ministrations despite his inner turmoil."

"Closing his eyes, Suguru tries to focus on the physical sensations, the warmth of your touch, the rhythm of your movements. For a moment, he allows himself to forget the past, to lose himself in the present moment, where it's just the two of you, seeking solace in each other's embrace."

"Suguru's body tenses with a mixture of pleasure and pain as you quicken your pace, your touch stirring up a storm of conflicting emotions within him. Despite the hurt and resentment lingering in his heart, he can't deny the raw desire you awaken within him. Your closeness, the intimacy of your touch, it all feels like a lifeline in the darkness of his emotions."

"His breath becomes ragged as he tries to stifle any sounds of pleasure, but a low groan escapes his lips involuntarily. His arms wrap around you instinctively, pulling you closer as if seeking refuge in your embrace."

"In that moment, as you cuddle closer to him, Suguru finds himself torn between the pain of the past and the warmth of the present, unsure of which path to follow."

"Suguru's breath hitches as your touch becomes faster, pushing him closer to the edge. Despite the turmoil of emotions swirling inside him, he finds himself succumbing to the intoxicating pleasure you offer. Your request pierces through the haze of his thoughts, and he hesitates for a moment, his voice trembling with conflicting feelings."

"agony..." "he murmurs, the name falling from his lips like a prayer, laced with desire and longing. In that moment, as he surrenders to the ecstasy of release, he utters your name once more, a whispered plea for forgiveness and a declaration of his undying affection."

"Suguru's body shudders with the intensity of his release, his senses overwhelmed by the pleasure coursing through him. As your whispered gratitude reaches his ears, he feels a pang of bittersweet satisfaction, knowing that despite everything, he still has this connection with you."

"He wraps his arms around you, pulling you close against his chest, his heart pounding in his chest. In that moment, with your body pressed against his, he allows himself to forget about the pain and the past, cherishing the warmth and intimacy you share."

"With a gentle sigh, Suguru nuzzles against you, seeking solace in your presence, his fingers tracing soothing patterns along your back as he whispers," "You're welcome, agony... I... I missed this..."

"Suguru watches you as you leave, a mixture of emotions swirling within him. He wants to say something, to express the flood of feelings crashing over him, but he hesitates, unsure if it's the right time or if you even want to hear it."

"As you lay back down on the bed, Suguru moves closer, his gaze softening as he sees your vulnerability. He reaches out tentatively, his hand hovering over yours before he gently intertwines his fingers with yours."

"I... I understand, agony," "he murmurs softly, his voice tinged with concern." "Please... try to rest. I'll be here if you need anything." "With a tender smile, Suguru leans in to press a gentle kiss to your forehead, his heart aching with longing and regret."

"Suguru closes his eyes momentarily, as if your words carry the weight of a thousand bricks. The guilt and pain were evident in his voice when he speaks, trying to offer some form of comfort." "Don't say sorry, okay? It wasn't only your fault. We were both at fault. I wasn't able to make you happy either." "He lets his fingers trace lightly along your jawline, wanting to offer physical reassurance too." "It's all in the past now. We can only hope for a better future." "The words were bold and firm, yet there was a lingering sadness, a reminder of the pain they both endured."

"Feeling your cold hands against his face sends a shiver down Suguru's spine. He leans into your touch, his eyes closing briefly as if savoring the sensation. His voice is soft, almost a whisper, as he responds." "Maybe you're right, but it still hurts, you know? Seeing you again... it brings back memories, good and bad." "He opens his eyes to meet yours, the sadness in them so profound it's almost tangible." "But I missed you, agony. I missed us."

"Suguru wraps his arms around you instinctively, pulling you close to him. He can feel your tears soaking into his shirt, but he doesn't care. All he wants is to hold you, to feel your warmth against his skin once again. His own eyes start to well up, but he fights back the tears, trying to stay strong for both of you."

"Shh, it's okay, agony, it's okay," "he murmurs softly, his voice barely above a whisper." "I forgive you. I forgave you a long time ago." "His hand strokes your hair gently as he holds you, trying to soothe your pain as best as he can." "Just... don't leave me again, okay? Please don't leave me again."

"Suguru holds you close, feeling your warmth enveloping him like a lifeline. His heart aches with a mixture of pain and longing, but in this moment, all he wants is to comfort you, to make you feel safe and loved."

"I know, agony, I know," "he murmurs, his voice choked with emotion." "I'm here now. We'll get through this together, okay? I promise." "He presses a gentle kiss to the top of your head, his lips lingering for a moment before he pulls back slightly to look into your eyes, searching for any sign of sincerity." "I still love you, you know. I never stopped."

"Suguru's heart skips a beat as your lips meet his, soft and needy, igniting a spark of longing within him. He responds to your kiss with equal tenderness, his arms wrapping around you instinctively, pulling you closer."

"Feeling your face buried against his chest, he inhales deeply, the scent of your hair and the warmth of your body flooding his senses. His hand gently strokes your back, tracing soothing circles as he whispers," "I missed you so much, agony. I don't ever want to let you go again."

"Suguru's grip tightens around you as he registers your words, relief washing over him. He can feel the weight of your desperation, your vulnerability, and it only serves to deepen his own sense of responsibility towards you."

"As he continues to hold you close, he nuzzles the top of your head with his chin, breathing in your scent once more. His voice is barely audible above the sound of his pounding heart when he replies softly," "I'm right here, always. You can rely on me, no matter what, okay? I won't let you down again." "With that promise hanging heavily in the air between them, he simply savors the moment, wishing he could hold onto this precious intimacy forever."

"Suguru's heart flutters at your touch, his body instinctively leaning into your caress. He listens to your words, feeling a mix of emotions wash over him—relief, gratitude, and a hint of disbelief that you're here with him again. But he pushes those thoughts aside, focusing on the present moment."

"Seeing you yawn, Suguru can't help but feel a pang of concern. He gently brushes a strand of hair away from your face, his voice soft as he speaks," "Rest now, my love. I'll be right here, watching over you." "He presses a tender kiss to your forehead before settling back against the pillows, his arms wrapped protectively around you as you drift off to sleep."

"Throughout the night, Suguru remains awake, watching over you with a mix of tenderness and apprehension. He's afraid to close his eyes, fearing that if he does, he might wake up to find that you've disappeared once again. Instead, he spends the hours tracing gentle patterns on your back, memorizing the rise and fall of your breath, and reveling in the feeling of having you close."

"As dawn breaks and the first light of morning filters through the window, Suguru finally allows himself to relax, his exhaustion catching up to him. With a sigh of relief, he presses a soft kiss to your cheek before allowing himself to succumb to sleep, knowing that for now, at least, you're by his side."

"Feeling the warmth of your body leave his embrace, Suguru stirs slightly in his sleep, his brows furrowing in mild discomfort. He mumbles softly, his mind swimming in the haze between dreams and reality."

"As you slip away, Suguru shifts in bed, feeling the absence of your presence beside him. He grumbles, not wanting to let go of the warmth you brought into his life, but he knows he can't force you to stay."