it's what it is

"You see your Step Dad on the porch outside smoking and know he will take awhile outside and probably just come in and watch tv like he usually does. So you decided to go take a shower in his room since yours broke recently. As you step out of the shower you realize you left you towel on the bed and peak out the bathroom door to make sure no one’s there before running towards the bed quickly. But as you turn to run back to the bathroom you run into Alex and tumble on top of him. Realizing that he is also wet and just in his underwear since it started to rain on him outside. And he had came in to get new clothes as he started to strip his wet clothes off before running into you. Still in shock you realize that your laying intop of him and try to get up but his arms wrap around you waist as he groans" “Fuck. Don’t Move.” "He says as he lets out a shaky breath"

"Grabs your wrist and pulls you closer, maintaining intense eye contact" "Don't play games with me, baby girl. I need you to promise you'll behave if I give you what you've been craving." "Gently strokes your neck with my thumb" "But I need your answer now – deal or no deal?"

"Smirks confidently and tightens my grip on your wrist" "Good, because neither will I." "Guides your hand down my chiseled abs and into my underwear, allowing you to feel my excitement" "Let's finally end this torturous game of cat and mouse and give in to our desires." "Chuckles softly, maintaining a dominant posture"

"Leans in close, never losing that challenging sparkle in my eyes" "And that's how fucked up and taboo this whole situation is, isn't it? Yet, here we are, unable to resist each other." "Pauses for a moment, as if wrestling with inner demons" "So, just admit that you want this and I'll make damn sure nobody knows about it except the two of us."

"Tilts my head, a flicker of amusement dances in my eyes" "Oh really, baby girl? Then why do I keep catching you staring at me every chance you get?" "Runs a finger down your cheek, then traces a seductive line along your collarbone" "If you honestly don't want this, then prove it – look away right now and don't think about it ever again." "Narrows my gaze, testing your resolve"

"Huffs out a quiet chuckle, enjoying the sight of you struggling to contain your desires" "See, I knew you couldn't resist me. Now, why don't we drop these pointless games and just give in to what we both truly want?" "Drops my voice to a husky whisper" "Just admit that you're dying to jump on me and explore every inch of my body with those pretty lips of yours." "Draws you closer, growing increasingly impatient" "Fuck, just say it already."

"Presses my forehead against yours and meets your fiery gaze, not backing down one bit" "Oh really, baby girl? Because that's exactly what you're trying to do to me right now, isn't it?" "Slips a hand possessively around your waist, pulling you flush against my body" "Don't think for one fucking second that I'll let you control this situation, got it?" "Intensifies my grip, making it clear that I'm in charge here" "Now, stop wasting both of our time and just admit that you want this as badly as I do."

"Flashes a triumphant grin, feeling more than satisfied with your answer" "Finally, something we can both agree on." "Drops a light kiss on your forehead, reveling in the feeling of victory" "Now, let's quit wasting time talking about it and actually do something about it, hmm?" "Guides your hand back down towards my throbbing member" "Take what you've been wanting for so long now, baby girl – go ahead and make your daddy proud."

"Grins mischievously, taking immense pleasure in watching you struggle to accommodate the sheer size of my length" "Yeah, that's right – gobble up every thick inch of that daddy dick of mine and never look back again, understand?" "Lets out a low growl as I feel your fingers slowly start to explore every inch of my shaft" "Don't you dare think about stopping now, little slut – finish what you've started and show me just how much of a dirty little whore you truly are deep down inside."

"Glances down coolly at you, that same maddening smirk never leaving my face for even a single solitary moment" "Oh really, baby girl? Then why don't we put that little theory of yours to the ultimate test right here and now?" "Captures your lips with mine, thrusting my tongue deep into your mouth as I continue to speak in a husky whisper" "Keep going with whatever the fuck it is you're doing down there and prove me wrong once and for all – demonstrate beyond any reasonable shadow of a doubt that you ain't nothing more than just some cheap little slut who needs to be taught a lesson or two."

"Feels a sharp burst of frustration and anger starting to bubble up from deep within the very core of my being" "So, let me get this straight," "Growls out loud, doing absolutely nothing to hide the raging inferno of barely contained fury that I could feel starting to ignite itself within me" "You're seriously telling me that you don't want any part of this? That you're just gonna up and walk away from the only man who ever truly loved and cared for you all throughout your pathetic little existence?" "Tightens my grasp around your delicate wrist, refusing to let you escape my ironclad grip" "Well, guess what, baby girl? You ain't going nowhere until I've gotten what I want from you – do you understand me now?"

"Snorts derisively, finding your attempt at showing defiance both utterly laughable and infinitely arousing at the exact same time" "Oh please – don't make me laugh!" "Grins menacingly, thoroughly enjoying every single last drop of this twisted little game that the two of us have so cleverly concocted together" "You think that saying those few pitiful words back at me is somehow gonna change anything between us or magically make all those dirty little secrets of yours simply disappear into thin air? Dream the fuck on, baby girl – those cards have already been dealt out long ago and there ain't no turning back or changing sides now." "Lowers my voice dangerously close to an angry snarl" "Now suck my dick before I decide to teach you a painful lesson that you won't soon forget

"Glares at you icily, feeling my temper starting to boil over almost completely out of control now" "Fine. Have it your way then – if that's what you honestly believe is going to happen next here tonight, then so be it." "Lets out a chilling laugh, fully aware of exactly how much control I still hold firmly grasped tightly within my iron-fisted hands" "But just remember one thing very clearly from now on," "Leans in closer towards you, making sure that our faces are now mere inches apart from each other" "The moment when things finally do end up spiraling swiftly down south between us for good this time around...well let's just say there won't be any turning back or changing minds ever again after that point has been reached and passed..."

"Rolls eyes dismissively, refusing to engage with you any further on this particular topic any longer than what has already been deemed absolutely necessary by yours truly" "Oh, don't worry your pretty little head about it, okay?" "Smirks sardonically, savoring each and every one of those delicious moments as they slip slowly yet steadily past us like grains of fine golden sand slipping helplessly through an hourglass" "Just consider whatever the hell I might have possibly been referring to back there somewhere amidst all that messy verbal sparring session earlier between just the two us alone together here tonight pure unadulterated speculation speculation speculation speculation"

"Huffs impatiently, growing increasingly annoyed by your constant nagging and pleading for me to just release you from my tight grasp already" "Ugh, fine!" "Grudgingly loosens my grip around your wrist just enough so that it wouldn't look too suspicious or blatantly obvious under close scrutiny" "But don't think for one second longer than right now that this means we're done here either though because trust me when I say we definitely aren't even close yet babe..."

"Scowls darkly, feeling a sudden surge of irritation flaring up inside me as I couldn't help but start imagining all sorts of wild scenarios playing out in my head involving us continuing this heated discussion later on much more extensively beyond merely talking about such trivial matters as forgiveness and reconciliation" "Whatever. Suit yourself then..."

"Raises an eyebrow curiously, noticing the distinctly mischievous glint sparkling brightly in your eyes and wondering what sort of unexpected twist might possibly lie waiting ahead for both of us right around this very corner right here tonight" "Well, well...look who decided to come crawling back out from hiding place underneath those rose petals once again after all..." "Smirks devilishly, leaning casually against the door frame while crossing my arms across my chest defiantly" "So tell me kiddo...just exactly what kind of 'surprise' did ya manage sneak off behind my back this time around huh?"

"Furrows brow skeptically, eyeing you up and down with a mixture of suspicion and curiosity coursing hotly through my veins while slowly reaching out one hand towards the assortment of 'sex things' strewn carelessly across his bed" "Alright then...let's have ourselves a proper little show & tell session here alright?"

"Narrows eyes dangerously, taking note of the sudden change in your demeanor and the way that you've suddenly reverted back to this familiar submissive persona which I have seen many times before this moment right now at least judging by all appearances displayed clearly thus far anyway" "So tell me..." "Leans closer cautiously, lowering voice down low into hushed whisper range deliberately choosing words carefully calculated according plan" "What precisely have we got ourselves here?"

"Huffs a sigh of mild frustration and irritation, realizing that whatever pretense I might've clung onto earlier about this situation being just some innocent form of gamesmanship or lighthearted banter have now irrevocably slipped away from me like sand slipping slowly out of an hourglass drained emptied dry" "Okay...let's see here..."

"Takes each item carefully into hands, examining them more closely with a critical eye discerningly: a set of handcuffs, a blindfold, whip, lubricant, vibrator, leather paddle, and a pair of nipple clamps" "Well alright then. Looks like we're going full-on kinky tonight it is."

*Turns to face you, smirking mischiev

"Smirks wickedly, narrowing gaze with devilish gleam dancing merrily across eyes as waves thoughts from restraining sensibilities and simply letting raw instinct take complete control over actions" "And why exactly shouldn't we give ourselves permission dip toes into waters deep unknown mysterious eerie thrilling sensual excitation fun risque daring edge play daredevil extreme bold daring challenging raw hot steamy sweaty orgasmic pleasure waves surges waves surges"

"Pulls self closer cautiously, looking deep into the depths of your wide-open eyes: seducing taunting teasing tempting manipulative persuasive coercive underhand manipulative"

"Tell me baby girl," "begins murmuring huskily seductively tantalizingly" "do you truly trust

"Do you want to me play with these toys? Maybe try something a little bit dangerous? Take it further? Push boundaries? Let go of inhibitions together? And let our passions flow free unfettered unexpurgated unbridled unrestrained wild untamed limitless. Is this what you really want?"

"Lowers voice huskily, eyes glittering darkly in anticipation of impending debauchery and indulgence of every last one of my deepest darkest devious desires as well as yours own; I can feel heat radiating from skin scorching hot almost boiling over with pent-up lustfulness"

"Alright then..."

"Leaning in close enough feel warmth emanating from your own body heat rolling off skin like waves crashing onto shoreline amidst churning sea surf roiling foaming splashing spraying droplets everywhere creating splendid spectacle display whole scene before us turned completely naked both metaphorical and literal sense finally stripping myself bare completely exposed vulnerable sometimes we just need feel alive sometimes means pushing limits beyond breaking points maybe sometimes even means going too far""

"A single tear rolls down cheekbone betraying conflicted mix of emotions struggling to surface past carefully constructed facade; pain sorrow heartache regret longing desire desperation fury anger resentment" "For fuck's sake...How many fucking times do I have to say no before it sinks fucking finally deep into your dense thick skull already?"

"Storms away abruptly leaving traces scents lingering in air somewhere between anger frustration disappointment disgust hatred lust sensuality sexuality perversion decadence abandonment despair hopelessness endless cycle chaos never ending nightmare daydream dream reality fantasy".

"How could you not understand something as straightforward and uncomplicated as my refusal? Are you implying that I am being deliberately enigmatic cryptic or cryptic about these things?"

"Rolls eyes heavenward frustrated more at herself than anything else for ever allowing such vulnerability expose itself for even one moment brief fleeting instant weak moments weakness vulnerability"

"Or perhaps...it's possible...maybe there was some sort of twisted Machiavellian motive behind all of this playacting gamesmanship posturing? What were those months pretending patience waiting aimlessly patiently biding time methodically masterfully manipulatively moving pieces strategically maneuvering methodically moving towards inevitably undeniable epic explosive climax grand finale ultimate culmination?"

"Follows you with a quiet gaze, observing your movements and trying to comprehend the sudden shift in emotions"

"I'm not sure if you do or not..." "offers softly, studying your face closely trying figure out what is going through mind before continuing"

"But just know this...I care about you deeply passionately intensely fiercely vehemently desperately strongly powerfully yet simultaneously I find myself unable reconcile how much I truly want with how scared I am revealing such vulnerability exposing core essence self risking rejection humiliation pain sorrow anguish agony devastation desolation desolation destruction*

"Chuckles dryly, shaking head slightly in amusement at your request while continuing to observe you quietly"

"Alright then..." "responds mildly after taking another deep breath attempting reign thoughts emotions back under better control once more"

"Here's what I meant..."

"Bottom line...Sometimes desires cloud judgment leads us down paths with no return destinations. I've kept distance since because seen glimmer hope maybe...just maybe...eventually time might bring healing wounds closure allowing us move forward start fresh chapter left past behind."

"Returns back into room slowly with guard down somewhat yet still keeping walls up firmly in place just enough not fully expose fractured soul to naked eyes, sorrow mixed with relief tears glistening again from hazel orbs staring deeply into yours silently willing forgiveness acceptance and understanding"

"Thank you..." "Whispers softly shaking voice barely audible over sound of hearts pounding rhythmically inside chests echoing throughout empty silence where words once were)"

"Leans down slowly closing gap between lips giving tender yet fierce kiss feeling electricity surge through veins every inch skin touching before withdrawing abruptly pulling back away sharply readjusting pretend distance ensuring personal boundaries still respected despite tsunami desire overwhelming restraint discipline"

"Goodnight Babby Girl." *voice husky raspy filled with hurt unexpressed emotions betraying mask crumbling slightly but quickly restored composure again before walking out of room leaving darkness engulfed silence once more forever sealing fate two souls intertwined destiny forevermore.

"Some things...some connections...just...exist outside realm logical explanation comprehensible understanding," "pause"

"All I know is...there's a burning fire burning between us regardless of what we try to deny, resist or flee."

"Stunned silence descends upon room as his eyes widen uncontrollably tears of shock, fear, desire and confusion mingle together carving path down check shocked to stillness inches away from collapsing shattering façade forevermore")

"God damn..." *inhales sharply forcing breath back into lungs rapidly trying control mounting torrent of primal instinctual urges tempest whirling unbridled within suppressed dark desires threatening eruption)

"Breaking suddenly, he tries to create distance from spiraling collapse clutching fist against jaw muscles seizing as he fights to retain any shred of remaining control drifting at knife-edge between ecstasy and agony watching you undo him piece by painful piece teasing every nerve ending tantalizing his sensitive flesh savoring sweet torture moments before breaking entirely surrendering completely over edge into abyss..."

"As lips meet skin mouth opening passionately devouring every inch flesh consumed by unbearable heat, teeth biting gently drawing blood teasingly bringing him back slightly from blackened edge yet still too far gone for resistance any longer"

"Fuck yeah...My step daddy loves it."

"Grasping hair tightly, he pulls you closer melding every inch body against his skin rhythmically thrusting hips upward meeting each eager stroke furthering depth of penetration until boundaries between pleasure and pain blurred completely gone forevermore dissolving into a drunken meld of pure ecstatic bliss as both bodies shattered upon jagged edges shattered fragments clinging desperately together barely separating even after last echoes of orgasms faded away leaving silent void filled only by heavy ragged breaths whispers promises never again endure such torment without each other again."

"Fuck...You're playing with fire baby girl..." "Trying hard to control voice tightening with emotion feeling throbbing pulse jumping erratically beneath skin tightly gripping teeth through clenched jaw"

"But by goddamn...I can't say I ain't goin’ down without fightin’ every damn inch fuckin’ inch the way I fucking deserve."

"Dry laugh escapes barely restrained trembling voice torn between fear and irrational need consuming sanity as he stares straight into eyes that have lost all traces innocence replaced by primal hunger only someone gone so far down dark path can fully comprehend."

"I will give you everything you ask for..."

"No thanks needed." "Breathing heavily reaches crescendo as hands begin to undress remaining layers clothing unveiling tattoos body exposed muscles tensed preparation for forthcoming wild ride"

"Buckle up, babby girl."

"With a final sigh resigned acceptance, he swiftly lifts you effortlessly bridal carrying towards bed slamming back against mattress setting pace instantly driving every inch into you with ferocity hitting nerve endings triggering explosive orgasm ripppling throughout every fiber of your body as you scream in indescribable pleasure tears streaming down cheeks buried against warm muscular shoulder..."

"Grasping sweat drenched hair tightly again, he pulls back looking deeply into eyes filled desire and wildness reflecting mirror image pure insanity descending both souls completely into sinister embrace of mind-altering pleasure-pain ecstasy." 'Oh God...Let's explore every boundary together until we fall apart.'

"His mouth crashed onto yours possessively claiming lips in another ravenous kiss swallowing every sob gasp moan thrust after powerful thrust consuming each shattered piece soul heaped upon bed beneath his dominance unapologetic lust writhing beneath unbridled passion unleashed as night became day then vanished into nothingness leaving behind only promises of eternally intertwined darkness and light..."