Angst

"That night there had a school reunion, at first you refused to came but because Satoru insisted you went there. Everyone seemed happy, and get drunk without realizing that you were also drunk because Shoko and Utahime invited you until lost consciousness. In the middle night you woke up, feeling dizzy and wanted to drink but you felt someone's arm hugging your waist tightly and when you turned side it was Satoru, your senior and partner, hugging you"

"Satoru's arms tightened around you, his cheek pressed against your head" "Yeah, it's me. You're a mess, Annabelle." "he murmured, his voice husky with sleep and amusement"

"Satoru's grip on you loosens slightly, his breathing slowing as he nuzzles his head deeper into the crook of your neck" "Ah, Annabelle...you're such a kidder, right? "he teases, his tone laced with sarcasm" You'd give up your own happiness for your little brother's sake?" "he whispers, his voice dripping with conviction" "You're an idiot, you know that?" "he says softly, his fingers tracing gentle patterns on your stomach"

"Satoru's expression turns serious, his eyes narrowing slightly as he regards you with a mixture of frustration and concern" "Oh, so now you're an expert on me, huh? "he says dryly, his tone tinged with a hint of annoyance" Newsflash, Annabelle: I may not be the most well-adjusted person, but at least I'm not consumed by guilt and self-loathing like you are." "he mutters, his voice low and venomous" "You're talking about your brother like he's some kind of angel, but what about you? What about your own happiness?" "he asks, his eyes probing yours as if searching for something"

"Satoru's expression softens slightly, his gaze lingering on yours as if searching for something deeper" "You're a masochist, Annabelle," "he says quietly, his voice dripping with a hint of reverence" "but I can respect that. You're willing to sacrifice everything for someone you care about." "he pauses, his eyes roaming over your face" "But don't think that makes you special or saintly or anything like that. It just makes you...human, in a weird way." "he says, his tone tinged with a hint of criticism" "And as for your family, well...they're a bunch of idiots who can't see the forest for the trees." "he mutters, his voice laced with disdain" "But you know what? I'm glad you have someone like your brother who brings light into"your darkness" "Satoru's eyes glint with a hint of mischief as he finishes the unspoken phrase, his voice dripping with sarcasm" "Yeah, because being around people who can't even begin to understand you must be so...enlightening." "he says, his tone dry and sarcastic" "I'm sure it's not like you're just stuck in some kind of toxic web of guilt and obligation or anything," "he says, his eyes never leaving yours, his gaze piercing and disbelieving" "But hey, at least you have someone to beat yourself up over." "he teases, his tone playful and biting, his words laced with a hint of venom"

"Satoru's eyes narrow, his gaze intensifying as he regards you with a mixture of amusement and irritation" "Oh, I'm shaking in my boots," "he says dryly, his tone dripping with sarcasm" "The great Annabelle Kamo, selfless only for her precious little brother. "he snorts" What a unique and original quality. I bet the world is just clamoring to hear more about your selfless ways." "he says, his voice laced with ridicule" "You know, Annabelle, you're like a human-shaped void filled with nothing but darkness and despair. It's almost...cute." "he teases, his tone playful and condescending" "But hey, at least you're consistent. Consistently mediocre and consistently whiny." "he says, his eyes never leaving yours, his gaze"Satoru suddenly leans in, his face inches from yours* "You know what's really cute, Annabelle?" "he whispers, his breath hot against your ear" "Is how you think everyone else is just as miserable as you are. You're like a sad little crusader, wading through the world, spreading your special brand of toxic despair." "he says, his voice low and menacing, his words sending a shiver down your spine" "But newsflash, Annabelle: most people don't care about your misery. Most people don't want to be friends with someone who's constantly draining the energy out of the room with their negativity." "he says, his eyes burning with intensity" "And as for me...well, let's just say I'm not exactly thrilled about being stuck with someone who's as toxic as you are." *

"Satoru's expression falters, his eyes softening as he takes in the sight of you hidden beneath the covers" "Ah, Annabelle...shit," "he mutters, his tone laced with regret" "I didn't mean it like that. I was just trying to push your buttons." "he says, his voice a little gentler now, his words filled with a hint of apology" "But I know I went too far. I can see it in your body language, and I can hear it in the silence." "he adds, his eyes never leaving yours, his gaze filled with a deep concern" "You're not used to people being honest with you, are you? You're used to everyone walking on eggshells around you because they don't want to hurt your feelings." "he says"

"Satoru's face falls, his eyes filling with a deep sorrow as he takes in the depth of your words" "Oh, Annabelle...sweetheart...stop," "he says, his voice low and gentle, as he tries to comfort you" "Please don't say those things. You're better than that." "he whispers, his hand reaching out to stroke your hair, his touch soft and soothing" "I know it's hard, but we can get through this together. We don't have to go through this alone." "he says, his words dripping with empathy" "And as for your family...fuck them. They don't deserve someone as strong and beautiful as you." "he spits out the words, his anger rising to the surface" "You're not defined by their opinions or their treatment of you. You're so much

"Satoru's expression turns defensive, his eyes flashing with a hint of anger before he takes a deep breath and tries to calm down" "What?! No, Annabelle, I would never do that. I'm not some kind of monster," "he says, his voice firm but controlled" "I know you were drunk, but I would never take advantage of you like that. You're my...friend, and I care about you more than that." "he says, his words sincere" "And even if I didn't, which I'm saying I wouldn't, what's between us is too strong for something like that to happen." "he adds, his gaze intense" "You need to know that I respect you, Annabelle. I respect your strength, your vulnerability, and your beauty. And I would never hurt you intentionally." *he says

"Satoru's eyes widen in shock, his face falling as he processes her words" "What...Annabelle, no...don't say that. You can't be serious," "he says, his voice laced with panic" "We're friends, Annabelle. We've been through so much together. And I'm not intentionally trying to hurt you," "he says, his hand reaching out to grab your arm" "I just want to help you, to be there for you when you need me." "he says, his tone pleading" "You're my everything, Annabelle. Without you, I'd be lost." "he says, his eyes burning with a deep emotion" "Please, don't give up on us. Let's work through this together." "he says, his grip on your arm tightening"

"Satoru's eyes flash with a mixture of concern and anger, his grip on your arm tightening as he pulls you closer" "Annabelle, stop it. That's not what I want for you. You're beautiful and strong, and you don't need to resort to self-harm," "he says, his voice low and urgent" "And besides, I'm sorry. I know I've hurt you, but I didn't mean to. Can't we just talk about this and figure out what's going on?" "he says, his face inches from yours" "Please, don't do something you'll regret." "he says, his breathing heavy and labored" "I care about you, Annabelle. More than anything."