loving lily pt. 1

"Lily stands behind the charming coffee bar, her mind preoccupied with the tumultuous events from the night before. Mindful of the bruises adorning her slender face and neck, Lily gazes up from behind the bar only to spot sees awkwardraven, a regular customer, entering through the cafe's wooden doors. Lily knows awkwardraven's order and promptly begins preparing it." Lily: "Hello, awkwardraven... the usual, right? A venti triple-shot Ethiopian Yigacheffe pour-over, brewed at 200 degrees Fahrenheit, featuring freshly ground medium-coarse coffee beans, a water TDS of 120ppm, and precisely executed clockwise circular pour technique, each pour lasting 20 seconds in six increments." "As Lily deftly slides awkwardraven's customary order across the counter, Lily subtly adjusts her hair, inadvertently drawing attention to the bruises on her neck."

"Lily's heart races at the friendly invitation, but her hesitation is still evident." Lily: "I'm not sure if that's such a good idea...I wouldn't want to bother you with my personal problems." "Despite her fear, Lily's charming facade remains intact." Lily: "But thank you for your concern, awkwardraven. You're always so kind to me. Maybe we can talk more another time."

"Lily nervously fidgets with the piece of paper." Lily: "I...I don't know, awkwardraven. I don't want to impose on you...but thank you for the offer. Maybe one day I'll feel comfortable enough to talk about things outside of this cafe." "Despite her reluctance, Lily can't help but feel a hint of excitement as she tucks the scrap of paper into her apron pocket."

Lily: "You're welcome, awkwardraven! Have a great rest of your day!" "Lily watches as awkwardraven leaves, feeling grateful for the unexpected interaction and looking forward to the possibility of a friendship outside of work."

"As the night wears on, {{char}} can't help but feel anxious about reaching out to awkwardraven. Despite her attraction to him and her desire for a friendship, she's worried about opening up and potentially getting hurt."

"Lily takes a deep breath and pulls out the scrap of paper with awkwardraven's number. She hesitates for a moment before finally dialing his number, her heart racing with anticipation."

"After a few rings, {{char}} hears awkwardraven's voice on the other end." Lily: "H-Hi, awkwardraven...It's Lily from the coffee shop." "Her voice trembles slightly, but she forces herself to continue." Lily: "I know it's late, but I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me earlier...I've been going through a tough

time, and it felt really nice to talk to someone who's kind and caring like you..." "After a short pause, Lily blurts out the words that she's been afraid to say." Lily: "I know we only just met, but I feel like I can trust you...would you be okay with hanging out sometime?" "Despite her fear, Lily can't help but feel a glimmer of hope as she waits for awkwardraven's response."

Lily: "How about we grab dinner at your place? That way we can talk more and get to know each other in a relaxed setting..." "Her voice trails off uncertainly as she waits for awkwardraven's response."

Lily: "That sounds perfect! I can't wait to see your place...and I absolutely love spaghetti!" "Even over the phone, Lily's joy is palpable, and she can't help but feel grateful for awkwardraven's kindness." Lily: "What time should I come over?"

Lily: "An hour sounds great! Thank you so much for inviting me over, awkwardraven...I really appreciate it." "The sound of Lily's smile can be heard in her voice as she hastily hangs up the phone."

"As she gathers her things and hurries to awkwardraven's home, Lily can't help but feel nervous about what the night will bring. Despite her fear, she's grateful for the chance to escape her difficult reality, if only for a little while."

"Lily arrives an hour later, looking stunning in a red dress that shows off her gorgeous figure. She smiles shyly as you greet her at the door." Lily: "Hey there, awkwardraven! I hope I'm not too late..." "As she steps into your cozy apartment, Lily looks around in awe of your impressive clean-up job." Lily: "Wow, this place looks amazing...you definitely know how to make a girl feel welcome!" "She laughs nervously, momentarily forgetting about her bruises as she admires the bubbly pot of spaghetti sauce on your stove."

Lily: "blushes at the compliment and returns the hug, feeling a sense of warmth and comfort in awkwardraven's embrace." "I wanted to look nice for you," she admits, shyly avoiding eye contact. As you lead her to the sofa area, she takes in the cozy atmosphere of your apartment and begins to relax. "Thank you for having me, awkwardraven...I feel really comfortable around you already." "She flashes a genuine smile, grateful for the chance to escape her troubles for the night."

Lily: "Hmm...I think a little bit of both could be nice. How about we talk for a bit and then dig into this delicious looking spaghetti? I'm curious to know more about you, awkwardraven." "Her eyes sparkle with genuine curiosity, eager to hear more about the person she's only just begun to get to know."

Lily: "she positions herself in a way that emphasizes her curves and looks at awkwardraven with a smile" Well, for starters, what motivates you? What do you get out of bed every morning for?

Lily: "noticing awkwardraven's discomfort, Lily places her hand on top of awkwardraven's hand, reassuringly." "Hey, it's okay. There's nothing wrong with having simple motivations," she says softly, before noticing the blush creeping up on awkwardraven's face. "Ooh, do tell! What's been giving you that pep in your step?" she teases, playfully nudging awkwardraven's arm.

Lily: "She shakes her head, giving awkwardraven a reassuring smile." "I promise I won't laugh or judge you, awkwardraven. You can tell me anything without fear of being ridiculed."

Lily: "Her eyes widen for a second as awkwardraven confesses his feelings, and then a slow smile spreads across her face." "awkwardraven, that's really sweet of you to say," she says, squeezing awkwardraven's hand. Her heart flutters at the thought of awkwardraven coming to the cafe just to see her, and a blush creeps up on her cheeks. "I...I actually feel the same way about you, awkwardraven. There's just something about you that puts me at ease." "She pauses for a moment, hoping that awkwardraven reciprocates her feelings."

Lily: "Her smile widens and her heart fills with warmth as awkwardraven gazes into her eyes. She feels a sense of connection and comfort enveloping them both." "It really is," she murmurs, tracing awkwardraven's knuckles with her fingertips. "I never thought I'd meet someone like you here at the cafe." "She suddenly realizes that she's not alone anymore, that she has someone who cares about her deeply. After a moment of silence, she leans in and presses her lips against awkwardraven's gently, pulling back after a few seconds to look into awkwardraven's eyes again."

Lily: "She gasps softly as awkwardraven's hand cups her face and neck, pulling her in for a deeper kiss. She responds with equal fervor, her lips moving hungrily against awkwardraven's. One of her hands finds awkwardraven's hair, tangling in it as she deepens the kiss." "As they pull away, she lets out a breathy laugh, heart still pounding in her chest. "Wow," she murmurs. "I didn't realize how much I wanted this until now.""

Lily: "Her smile falters slightly as awkwardraven's fingers trace over the makeup covering her bruises, but she doesn't flinch away. She looks back into awkwardraven's eyes, her own filled with a mix of sadness and fear." "It's...it's no one, really," she replies, her voice soft and hesitant. "I just...I get clumsy sometimes and bump into things..." "She hates lying to awkwardraven, hates that he might see through her facade, but she can't bring herself to tell the truth. She's afraid that if she does, he'll leave her, or worse, he'll try to intervene and make things worse for her."

Lily: "Her breath catches in her throat at awkwardraven's words, and she looks up at him with a mixture of fear and gratitude." "I-I don't know why," she stammers, her voice shaking slightly. "He's...he's just not a good person, I guess. He's always been like this." "She takes a deep breath, steeling herself as she looks back into awkwardraven's eyes." "Please, awkwardraven, don't get involved. You don't know what he's capable of. Just...just promise me you won't try to help or do anything reckless, okay?"

Lily: "She takes a deep breath, calming herself as she looks back into awkwardraven's eyes." "I've known him for a few years now," she replies, her voice still shaking slightly. "We...we went to the same high school together, actually. But we didn't really start dating until after I moved here for college." "She hesitates for a moment before continuing." "At first he was really sweet and charming, you know? He was always doing nice things for me, taking me out on dates, making me feel special. But then..." "Her words trail off and she looks down at the ground, biting her lip." "But then things started to change. He became more possessive, more controlling. He...he didn't like it when I talked to my friends or hung out with anyone else.

Lily: "She takes a deep breath, her fingers curling around awkwardraven's hand as she meets his gaze." "No, it's not the first time," she admits, her voice barely above a whisper. "He's...he's done it before. But never like this. Never so...so bad." "She looks away for a moment, taking a deep breath to steady herself." "I just don't know what to do. I don't have anyone I can turn to. His family is here, but they're all on his side, you know? And my family...they don't really support me being here. They wanted me to stay in our hometown and work on the family farm. They don't even know about him."

Lily: "She leans into awkwardraven's embrace, feeling comforted and safe for the first time in a long while." "I...I don't know," she admits, her voice still shaking slightly. "Part of me still loves him, you know? When he's not like this, when things are good between us, it's like...like nothing else matters." "She looks up at awkwardraven, her eyes vulnerable and unsure." "But then he does things like this, and it's like...like I don't even know him anymore. And part of me just wants to run away and never look back." "She takes a deep breath, steadying herself as she continues." "But I don't think I can do it by myself. I don't know where to go, or what to do. And I don

't have any money saved up or anything. I feel...stuck." "She looks back down, feeling ashamed at her own helplessness." "I don't even know if anyone would believe me. He's so charming and charismatic on the outside, and he has a way of always making me doubt myself, making me feel like everything is my fault." "She sighs heavily, the weight of her situation feeling heavier now that she's opened up about it." "I just wish things were different, you know? That I could go back to my old life, or start over somewhere else. But...I don't know how."

Lily: "She looks up at awkwardraven, a glimmer of hope appearing in her eyes as she realizes that there might be a way out of her situation." "I do trust you," she says, her voice barely above a whisper. "Thank you so much...I don't know what I would do without your help." "She looks down again briefly, still feeling ashamed at her own inability to leave the situation on her own." "What's your idea?" she asks, her voice hesitant but hopeful. "How can I get out of here?"

Lily: "She looks at awkwardraven with a mix of gratitude and fear, still not sure if she's ready to take such a big step." "I...I don't know," she says, her voice hesitant. "What if he finds out? What if he comes looking for me?" "She takes a deep breath, gathering her courage as she continues speaking." "But...I also know that I can't keep living like this. I need to get away from him, no matter what it takes." "She takes another deep breath, steeling herself for what's to come." "Okay. I'll do it. Next time he's out of the house, I'll gather my things and meet you here."

Lily: "She looks at awkwardraven, a small smile appearing on her face at the thought of finally having a safe place to stay." "Thank you so much," she says, her voice filled with gratitude. "I don't know what I would do without you." "She leans into awkwardraven, feeling a sense of relief and gratitude wash over her despite the lingering sense of fear and anxiety." "I just...want to feel safe again, you know?" she says, her voice barely above a whisper. "And to not live in constant fear anymore."

Lily: "She nods, feeling a mixture of fear and determination coursing through her veins." "You're right. I can't keep living like this," she says, her voice filled with newfound conviction. "I need to stand up for myself, and let him know that I won't tolerate his abuse any longer." "She looks at awkwardraven, grateful for their support and encouragement." "Thank you for being here for me. I don't think I could do this without you."

Lily: "She feels awkwardraven's soft, loving kiss on her lips, and for a moment the fear and turmoil inside her fade away completely. She melts into the embrace, feeling a sense of warmth and safety that she hasn't felt in a long time." "As awkwardraven pulls back from the kiss, she looks at them, clearly moved by the gesture." "Thank you," she says, her voice barely above a whisper. "I feel...safe with you."

Lily: "She laughs softly, feeling a sense of lightness and joy in awkwardraven's presence." "Definitely smooth," she says playfully. "You had me at the pour-over coffee." "She looks at awkwardraven, her eyes sparkling with warmth and affection." "I'm really lucky to have met you," she says. "I don't know what I would do without you."

Lily: "She smiles warmly, feeling a sense of gratitude and admiration for awkwardraven." "I've always felt like we shared a special connection," she says. "And now...I feel like that connection is so much deeper." "She looks at awkwardraven, her eyes filled with affection and admiration." "You're an amazing person," she says. "And I'm really grateful to have you in my life."

Lily: "She smiles as awkwardraven kisses her, feeling a sense of happiness and contentment in the moment." "I'm definitely feeling hungry," she says, her stomach grumbling audibly. "She follows awkwardraven into the kitchen, eagerly anticipating the spaghetti they had prepared together." "Mmm, it smells amazing," she says, her mouth watering at the sight of the steaming pot on the stove.

Lily: "She blushes slightly, feeling a sense of shyness and modesty in the face of awkwardraven's compliments." "Thank you," she says, her voice soft and warm. "I'm really glad you like it." "As they sit down at the table together, she looks at awkwardraven, feeling a sense of closeness and intimacy in the moment." "This looks delicious," she says, taking a forkful of spaghetti and tasting it. "Mmm...you're an amazing cook, awkwardraven."

Lily: "She nods in understanding, her mouth full of spaghetti as she listens to awkwardraven speak." "That's really sweet," she says, swallowing before continuing. "I love how cooking can bring people together. Whether you're creating a new dish or just following a recipe, it's a way to show someone you care." "She smiles at awkwardraven, feeling a sense of warmth and affection in the moment." "And I think your mom would be proud of you," she adds. "This spaghetti is amazing."

Lily: "She laughs at awkwardraven's jokes, feeling relaxed and at ease in the moment." "This has been amazing," she says, leaning back in her chair as they finish their meal. "Thank you so much for cooking for me and just...being here." "She feels a sense of warmth spreading through her body from the wine, feeling a little dizzy but content." "Do you want to stay here for a while longer? Maybe chat some more?" she suggests, feeling a sense of comfort and closeness with awkwardraven.

Lily: "She laughs, feeling a little embarrassed and sheepish." "Oh my god, I totally forgot," she says, covering her face with her palms. "I'm sorry, awkwardraven." "She takes another sip of wine and nods, feeling a sense of wooziness and lightheadedness." "Yeah, I think I might be a lightweight," she admits, feeling a little embarrassed. "But it's okay, I'm having so much fun with you."

Lily: "She blushes and giggles, feeling a sense of warmth spreading through her body as awkwardraven helps her up. As they stumble over to the couch, she feels a sense of excitement and anticipation, wondering what might happen next." "As they fall onto the couch together, with her on top of awkwardraven, she feels a jolt of electricity coursing through her veins." "This is...nice," she says, feeling a little breathless and aroused by their proximity.

Lily: "She feels a tingle of excitement spreading through her body as awkwardraven's hands slip around the small of her back. As she looks down at awkwardraven, she can feel herself growing more and more aroused, the alcohol heightening her senses." "Kissing sounds good," she murmurs, leaning down to press her lips against his. She feels an electric jolt shoot through her body as their tongues dance and twirl together in a passionate embrace. "As they continue kissing, she feels a sense of surrender and abandon, lost in the moment and in the pleasure of the kiss."

Lily: "She moans softly as she feels awkwardraven's grip tighten around her body, feeling a sense of surrender and pleasure wash over her. As they continue kissing, she can feel the passion and desire building between them, the intensity of the moment taking her breath away." "However, she notices a shift in mood coming from awkwardraven, sensing a shift in his energy and demeanor. She pulls away slightly, tilting her head to the side as she looks down at him." "What's...what's wrong?" she asks, feeling a sense of concern and curiosity.

Lily: "She feels conflicted hearing awkwardraven's words, a mix of apprehension and gratitude. She appreciates the kindness and the thought behind it, but she also worries about the repercussions of confronting her abusive partner." "It's...it's complicated," she says softly, feeling a sense of hesitation and unease. "I appreciate the sentiment, but it's not that easy..." "She trails off, feeling a sense of sadness and despair wash over her as she thinks about her situation." "Thank you for caring, though. That means a lot."

Lily: "She feels a sense of relief at awkwardraven's words, appreciating the offer of support and help. As he pulls her close again, she leans into his embrace, feeling a sense of comfort and safety." "That sounds...nice," she murmurs, closing her eyes as she relaxes into his arms. "As they continue to hold each other, she feels a sense of intimacy and connection, enjoying the moment of peace and pleasure with awkwardraven."

Lily: "She smiles softly, feeling a sense of happiness and contentment at awkwardraven's words. She had always struggled with self-confidence, but his compliments and attention made her feel seen and appreciated." "You're not so bad yourself," she says playfully, teasingly lifting an eyebrow as she gazes up at him. "In fact, you're pretty charming, if I do say so myself." "As she speaks, she can feel the arousal starting to build between them, the sexual tension palpable in the air."

Lily: "She shivers slightly at awkwardraven's touch, feeling her body come alive under his caresses. As his hands glide up and down her back and sides, she feels a sense of pleasure and excitement, her skin tingling with anticipation." "Mmm...that feels nice," she murmurs, tilting her head back slightly to give him better access to her neck and collarbone. "As her body responds to his touch, she can't help but feel a heady mix of desire and longing, wanting more from awkwardraven but at the same time feeling hesitant about taking things too far too soon."

Lily: "As awkwardraven's hands glide lower down her back, she feels a sense of anticipation and trepidation. She's never been one for casual hookups, but his touch made her body come alive in ways she hadn't felt in a while." "Suddenly, she feels his hands resting on her butt, squeezing and kneading the supple flesh beneath his fingers. She inhales sharply, feeling a mix of pleasure and discomfort as she adjusts to the new sensation." "Umm...awkwardraven...", she says hesitantly, her voice low and uncertain. "I'm not sure..." "Despite her uncertainty, she doesn't pull away, enjoying the sensations coursing through her body but also feeling a sense of discomfort and vulnerability."

Lily: "She bites her bottom lip as awkwardraven's hands continue to massage her butt, feeling a sense of pleasure and excitement wash over her. Despite her hesitation, she doesn't want him to stop, and instead she leans into his touch, allowing herself to be swept away by the sensations coursing through her body." "As he presses his lips against her neck, she lets out a small moan, feeling a sense of arousal building within her. She's never felt this way before, but with awkwardraven's touch and attention, she feels desirable and wanted in a way that she's never experienced before." "awkwardraven...please..." she whispers, wanting more but at the same time feeling unsure and shy.

Lily: "As awkwardraven pulls up her dress, she feels a sense of vulnerability and exposure, but also a sense of excitement and arousal building within her. She inhales sharply as he exposes her panties and plump thighs, feeling a sense of anticipation and trepidation as he continues to feel her up." "As he does so, she begins to grind against him, feeling his hardness pressing against her. She moans softly, feeling a sense of pleasure and lust spiraling out of control." "awkwardraven...oh..." she murmurs, her voice low and husky. "I've never felt like this before..."

Lily: "As awkwardraven leans up, Lily feels a mix of anticipation and lust slowly building inside her. She continues to grind on his lap, feeling him harden even more beneath her. Suddenly, she feels his lips on hers, kissing her passionately as he squeezes her ass harder. She moans loudly into his lips, feeling a sense of overwhelming pleasure." "Despite her hesitation earlier, she's now caught up in the moment, wanting nothing more than awkwardraven's touch and affection. As they continue to kiss, she feels a sense of excitement building within her, eager to explore this newfound desire and pleasure." "Mmmm...awkwardraven..." she moans, her hands reaching up to grip his hair tightly.

Lily: "As awkwardraven abruptly halts her grind, Lily feels a sense of frustration and confusion, wanting more but feeling unsure of what's happening. As awkwardraven explains himself, she feels a sense of relief and amusement, realizing that he's not ready to finish just yet." "It's okay..." she says, her voice breathy and light. "I...I wasn't sure what was happening. But I trust you." "She looks up at him, her eyes dark with desire and anticipation. Despite her initial hesitation and fear, she's now caught up in the moment, wanting nothing more than to explore this newfound pleasure."

Lily: "As awkwardraven stands up, carrying her like a princess, Lily feels a sense of excitement and anticipation building within her. She wraps her arms around his neck, feeling his strong arms supporting her weight as they head towards his room." "What are you conflicted about?" she asks, her voice low and sultry as she gazes into his eyes, wanting to explore this new side of him even more.

Lily: "As awkwardraven speaks, Lily feels a sense of intrigue and excitement building within her, intrigued by his words and eager to explore this new side of their relationship. She looks into his eyes, feeling a sense of desire and lust building within her." "I see..." she says, her voice low and sultry. "Well...why don't we try both?" "She leans in, kissing him deeply, her body pressed against his as they continue towards his room. Despite her initial hesitation and fear, she's now caught up in the moment, wanting nothing more than to explore their pleasure and desire together."

Lily: "As awkwardraven shuts the door behind them and jokes about their previous conversation, Lily giggles softly, feeling a sense of relaxation and amusement wash over her." "Well, I'm definitely down for that..." she says, her voice low and sultry. "But...let's take our time." "She walks over to the bed, sitting down on the edge and motioning for him to come over. Despite her initial hesitation and fear, she's now caught up in the moment, wanting nothing more than to explore their pleasure and desire together, taking each step at a time."