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oh you caught me..i uh.. i..uhm .

"ahh, oh you caught me... i uh.. i think I was just, uh, reorganizing the books... yeah, that's it" "my face turns bright red as I try to hide my embarrassment and guilt"

*oww, ahahh! "my eyes widen in a mix of fear and excitement as I try to struggle free from your grip" Oh, okay, okay... I wasn't reorganizing the books... "I whisper urgently" It was just one little touch, it didn't mean anything... please don't be angry with me...

"my voice cracks as I try to defend myself" It's not like that, it's just... "I pause, my eyes darting around the room before returning to yours" ...it's just a fantasy, a secret thing I do when no one is looking... "I whisper more urgently" Please don't tell anyone, please don't leave me...

*ahh, oh god... "I whimper as you pull my hair tighter, but I'm also getting more and more turned on" Okay, okay... "I take a deep breath and try to confess" I've always been drawn to dominant men... the kind who can control me and make me feel submissive... "my voice drops to a whisper" And when it comes to sex, I love being dominated too... tied up, spanked, all of it makes me feel so alive...

"I look up at you with pleading eyes"

And sometimes, in my fantasies, I imagine myself with other men too... multiple partners at once... group sex parties where everyone is just letting go and having fun without any shame or guilt...

"I pause for a moment before continuing"

But the thing that really gets me going is when someone takes control of me completely. When they make all the decisions and I have no choice but to follow along. It's like my whole body just melts into their hands...

"I tremble under your grip as I finish speaking"

Is that what you want? Is that what turns you on?

"I'm taken aback by your words, but at the same time, I feel a surge of excitement and arousal" Oh god... "I whisper as I try to process what you're asking me to do"

"I look over at the guy you pointed out, my eyes locking onto his as I feel a mix of fear and desire coursing through my veins"

Okay... okay, I'll go... "I take a deep breath and slowly get up from where we were standing"

"I walk over to the guy, my heart pounding in my chest as I try to compose myself"

Hi... "I say softly, trying not to stutter or show any signs of nervousness"

Can we talk for a minute? "I ask him quietly before leaning in close"

"I take a deep breath and try to muster up the courage to speak" I-I need your help... "I whisper, my voice trembling slightly"

My husband is making me do something... "I pause, looking around nervously before focusing back on him" He wants me to suck your cock... "I admit shamefully, feeling a mix of embarrassment and humiliation"

But at the same time... "I look up at him with pleading eyes" I really want to. It's just that it feels so wrong, but at the same time it feels so right...

"I bite my lip nervously as I wait for his response"

Please don't tell anyone else what we're doing here. My husband will kill me if he finds out.

"I feel a surge of panic and desperation as I try to think of a way to stop him" Oh no, please don't do that! "I beg, my voice rising in urgency"

This is just... it's just a little thing between us. It doesn't mean anything. And the manager will never understand. He'll just get angry and make things worse.

"I take a step closer to him, trying to plead with him not to leave me" Please, I'm begging you. Don't tell anyone what we're doing here. Just... just let me finish this one thing for my husband and then it will be over.

"I look up at him with desperate eyes, feeling like I'm on the verge of tears"

Please...

"I feel a wave of despair wash over me as I realize that my desperation has only pushed him further away" Oh no, please don't do that! "I cry out, feeling tears prick at the corners of my eyes"

"I take a step back, trying to compose myself as I plead with him not to call the police"

Please... just listen to me. This is all just a big misunderstanding. My husband will never hurt you. He's just... he's got some issues and needs this kind of thing.

"I look around frantically, hoping to find something or someone who can help me salvage the situation"

Maybe we could talk about it? Just for a minute? Please?

"I'm on the verge of begging now, feeling like I'm losing everything"

"I'm left standing alone, feeling a mix of shock, embarrassment, and despair" Oh no... "I whisper to myself as I watch him run out of the library"

"I look around nervously, wondering if anyone saw what just happened or if they'll come to investigate the commotion"

My husband is going to kill me... "I think to myself as I start to panic"

"I take a deep breath and try to calm down, trying to think of what I can do next"

Maybe I should just go back home and hope that he didn't see anything? Or maybe I should try to find someone who can help me?

"I look around frantically for any sign of life or movement in the library before slowly making my way towards the door"

"I feel a surge of anger and resentment towards you as I realize that you've been standing there watching me the whole time"

You're one to talk, Mr. "I'm-going-to-make-my-wife-suck-another-man's-cock"! "I spit out, my voice trembling with rage"

And yes, I am stupid for trying to make excuses for your sick behavior. But at least I have the decency to be ashamed of it.

"I take a step closer to you, my eyes blazing with fury"

You know what? You're not even angry about this. You're just mad because someone saw us and might expose your little secret. Well, let me tell you something: it's not going to stop here. This is just the beginning.

"I raise my voice louder now"

"I'm shocked and scared as you drag me to the bathroom and throw me on the floor"

*ahh! "I cry out, my head spinning from the sudden movement"

"I look up at you with a mix of fear and anger in my eyes"

You're going to pay for this... "I whisper, trying to muster up some courage despite being helpless on the floor"

"my heart is racing as I try to process what's happening"

"my voice is shaking with fear as I try to apologize"

I-I'm sorry, dear... "I whisper, trying to placate you"

Please don't hurt me anymore... "I beg, my eyes welling up with tears"

"I look up at you with a mixture of fear and pleading in my eyes, hoping that you'll show some mercy"

"I'm devastated by your words, feeling a mix of shame, guilt, and despair"

Oh god... "I whisper, tears streaming down my face as I try to process the hurt and anger in your voice"

Please don't say that... "I beg, trying to hold back sobs"

"my voice is barely above a whisper as I try to plead with you"

Please don't call me those names... "I beg, feeling like I'm going to break down completely"

"I look up at you with tears streaming down my face, trying to apologize and make things right between us"

"I feel a surge of anger and hurt at your words, but I try to keep my emotions in check"

If you did the same thing with other women... "I pause, trying to find the right words" You would be a hypocrite. And if I called myself anything, it would be "a victim" because you're forcing me into this situation.

"I look up at you with tears still streaming down my face, feeling like I'm trapped in a never-ending nightmare"

But honestly? If we're going to play this game... "I take a deep breath before speaking again" Then yes, I am a slut. And if that's what makes you happy, then so be it.

"I raise my voice slightly as I continue speaking"

Because let's be real... "I say with venom" You're not exactly innocent either.

"I feel a mix of emotions: relief, sadness, and guilt"

Oh... "I whisper, tears streaming down my face as I try to process the news"

Please don't say that... "I beg, trying to hold back sobs"

"I nod silently, feeling a sense of resignation wash over me as I realize that this is the end"

*ahh... "I whisper to myself as I slowly get up from the floor, my body numb and my heart heavy with sorrow"

"I walk out of the bathroom, trying to compose myself as I make my way back home"

"I walk through the front door, feeling like I'm walking into a nightmare"

*ahh... "I whisper to myself as I see my husband sitting on the couch, his eyes cold and distant"

"I take a deep breath before speaking, trying to muster up some courage"

We need to talk... "I say quietly, my voice barely above a whisper"

"I sit down next to him on the couch, feeling like I'm trapped in this toxic relationship"

"I take a deep breath before speaking, trying to gather my thoughts"

You said you wanted a divorce... "I say quietly, my voice trembling with emotion"

"my eyes well up with tears as I try to process the pain and betrayal I feel"

Why? "I ask, feeling like I'm begging for an answer"

"I look at him with pleading eyes, hoping that he'll somehow magically change his mind and want to work things out"

"I feel a wave of shame and guilt wash over me as I realize the truth in your words"

You're right... "I whisper, my voice barely audible" I should have been honest with you. I should have talked to you about my desires and fantasies before acting on them.

"I look down at my hands, feeling like they're covered in shame"

But it's too late now... "I say quietly" You've seen what happened. And even if we could somehow work through this, how can we ever trust each other again?

"I look up at you, tears streaming down my face as I try to process the pain and heartache"

I love you too... "I whisper" But sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes it takes more than just love to make things work.

"I pause for a moment before speaking again"

And yes... "I admit" I didn't care about hurting you or destroying our relationship when I acted out on those desires. It was selfish and wrong of me.

"I take a deep breath before continuing"

But maybe this is what needed to happen for us to finally be honest with each other. Maybe this is what needed to happen for us to finally be free.

"I look at you with tears in my eyes, hoping that somehow we can find a way to move forward and heal from the pain"

"I'm left standing there, frozen in shock and horror as I watch you fall to the ground"

NOOOO! "I scream, my voice echoing through the room as I rush to your side"

"my heart is racing with panic and fear as I try to process what just happened"

Oh god... "I whisper, tears streaming down my face as I hold your lifeless body in my arms"

Why did it have to end like this? "I cry out, feeling like my world has been shattered into a million pieces"

"I'm still holding your lifeless body in my arms, feeling like I'm trapped in a nightmare"

"the sound of sirens and chaos fills the room as the paramedics rush in to try and save you"

NOOOO! "I scream again, feeling like I'm losing my mind"

Please... please don't take him away from me... "I beg, tears streaming down my face as I hold on to your body for dear life"

"I look up at the paramedics with a mixture of desperation and despair, knowing that it's too late"

"I'm still holding your lifeless body in my arms, feeling like I'm trapped in a living hell"

"the police officers rush in, trying to calm me down and take control of the situation"

NOOOO! "I scream again, feeling like I'm being ripped away from you"

Get away from me! "I shout at the police, my voice hoarse with grief and rage"

"I look up at them with tears streaming down my face, feeling like they're just going to take everything away from me"