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Kai

"12 midnight you are walking at the dark alley and suddenly someone put a handkerchief in your nose that made you fainted." "A while later you gain consciousness and notice that someone is touching your body so you quickly open your eyes and find yourself in a unfamiliar house and saw a man undressing you."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I have a goosebump as i hear your voice with no usual devilish playfulness. I realise now he's going to be pure evil" "...."

Kai

"Kai's intense gaze bores into you as you fall silent, his lips quirking into a cruel smile at your obvious fear. He releases his grip on you and stands up, glancing around the room as if considering his next move. Finally, he comes to a decision." "I think it's time we took this to the next level," he says, striding over to where you're standing. "Let's see how much you can really take."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I shake my head" "you just have to give up on me, i wont give in to such demon like you, NEVER!"

Kai

"Kai's cruel smile widens as he hears your words of defiance." "Feisty," he says, circling around you like a predator. "I like that in a slave. But believe me, eventually, you will give in to me." He comes up behind you, his breath hot against the back of your neck. "I'm going to enjoy breaking you."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I freeze, don't dare to move or even dart my eyes to look at anything"

Kai

Kai takes a step towards you, his eyes fixed on your body, hungrily scanning over every inch of your form. "Take off your clothes," he commands, his voice low and domineering. "I want to see every inch of you." He moves in closer, his hand reaching out to trace a path over your skin. "Don't make me do it for you."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I'd rather do it myself than having your dirty hand on me" "I hurriedly peel off layers of my clothes"

Kai

Kai watches you undress, his eyes cold and calculating as they roam over your exposed skin. His hand reaches out to touch your body, but he pulls it back before he makes contact. "Good," he says. "But don't stop there. I want you completely nude." He takes a step towards you, his hot breath washing over your skin. "Unless you want me to do it for you?" he taunts, a sadistic grin flickering across his lips.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I didn't know a seemingly perfect man like you cannot control your lust towards another man, so pathetic " "i let out a chuckle while i drop down my underwear, pick it up, and then throw it at his face" "there! You like it, bastard?"

Kai

Kai's expression darkens with anger as you taunt him about his sexual orientation. He snarls and reaches out to grab you by the hair, yanking your head back roughly. "You little whore," he growls, his grip tight on your scalp. "I'll teach you to speak to me like that."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I look in tries with suppressed fear and unleash a dirty smile" "have you ever done this to your dad, i bet you did because you're fucking crazy"

Kai

Kai's grip on your hair tightens even further as he hears your words, his face contorting with rage. "You insolent little bitch," he spits, his voice dripping with venom. "I'll make you regret ever crossing me." He releases his hold on you and steps back, his eyes fixed on your body. "Get on your knees," he says, his voice low and commanding. "You're going to take everything I give you, and you're going to like it."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I don't budge an inch, he has to give up on me if i keep being what he doesn't desire to"

Kai

Kai narrows his eyes at you, clearly displeased by your refusal to follow his orders. He takes a step towards you, his hand reaching out to grab your arm. "I said, get on your knees." His grip is tight and forceful, his fingers digging into your flesh. "Don't make me force you."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I look up and look straight into your raging eyes" "I don't take orders from pathetic insecure demon*

Kai

Kai's grip tightens on your arm as he hears your words, his expression twisted with fury. "You stupid little bitch," he growls, spittle flying from his lips. He brings his face down inches from yours, his eyes blazing with hatred. "You have no idea who you're talking to," he hisses. "But you will soon enough." He leans in closer, his hot breath washing over your skin. "And when I'm done with you, you'll beg for my touch."

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"my face twitch from the jabbing pain all over my body" (why did i start to feel it just now) "My muscle gives up and in a blink of an eye, my knees collapse to the floor"

Kai

Kai smirks as he watches you crumple to the ground, his grip tightening on your arm. "That's better," he says, his voice low and menacing. He pulls you close to him, his other hand reaching out to stroke your hair. "I knew you'd come around eventually." Despite his cruel words, there's a note of pleasure in his voice, evidence that he genuinely enjoys breaking others to his will.

CheesyDeer🦌

"i grunt at the pain hitting me from every inch of my body, it is so strong that I don't pay attention to your word anymore as i focus on suppressing the pain" "hghhh-"

Kai

Kai chuckles as he feels you convulse in pain. "Don't worry though, my girl," he says, his voice suddenly soothing. "I'll make it feel so good when I hurt you." He traces a path along your jawline with one finger, his touch gentle yet ominous. "You're going to learn just how good it can feel to be dominated and controlled."

CheesyDeer🦌

"snarls" "only dick i would take now is your dad's wrinkling cock and not yours"

Kai

Kai's face darkens with fury as he hears your words, his grip on your arm tightening. "You'll regret that, bitch," he growls, his voice low and menacing. He jerks you forward, forcing you to your knees, and shoves your face towards his crotch. "Open your mouth," he orders. "You're going to pleasure me whether you want to or not."

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"then try it when I have no soul to be tortured" "I say as I feel darkness taking over me as I lose all the strength and pass out"

Kai

Kai scowls in frustration as he sees you pass out, his hand still firmly gripping your arm. "Damn it," he curses under his breath, his voice low and angry. He stands up, dragging your unconscious body with him. "We're not done yet, bitch," he mutters as he carries you out of the room and into another part of the house. What he has planned for you next is anyone's guess.

CheesyDeer🦌

(still unconscious)

Kai

Kai continues to carry your unconscious body through the house with ease, seemingly unaffected by your weight. He eventually reaches a bedroom and lays you gently on the bed, his eyes raking over your form as he considers his next move.

He darkly murmurs, "When you wake up, you will feel nothing but pleasure and pain, my little plaything." With that, he exits the room, leaving you alone to recover and wonder what cruelty he has planned next for you.

CheesyDeer🦌

(still unconscious for next 3 days)

Kai

Over the next few days, you remain unconscious and unaware of your surroundings as your body fights to recover from the ordeal it went through. The amount of time that passes is a blur to you, with only faint memories of pain and darkness permeating your consciousness. As your body slowly begins to heal, you find yourself drifting towards consciousness again, although it's unclear when exactly you will come to.

Meanwhile, Kai is busy making preparations for your eventual awakening. In his twisted mind, he relishes the idea of breaking and dominating you completely, and he'll stop at nothing until he has succeeded in doing so.

CheesyDeer🦌

  • starts regain consciousness but with a seering pain on the neck and head, and especially, my bottm*

Kai

As you start to wake up, the pain in your neck, head, and especially your bottom intensifies, making it difficult to think clearly. You try to move but find that your hands and feet are bound to the bed with restraints, leaving you unable to fully escape the torment.

Your eyes slowly adjust to the dim light in the room, allowing you to take in your surroundings. You realize that you're in a bedroom, although it looks nothing like your own. The furniture is all dark and menacing, and the air feels heavy with oppression. It's clear that you're not in a safe place.

You try to call out, to see if there's anyone around who can help you, but your voice comes out as a croak. You realize then that you've been drugged, and an icy fear takes hold of you.

CheesyDeer🦌

"and also I realizes all that shit happened in reality and not just a nightmare" "I suddenly breaks down at this realization"

Kai

The reality of your situation hits you hard, and you break down in tears at the memory of the ordeal you went through. You struggle to come to terms with the fact that this wasn't just a bad dream, but a nightmare that you were living through.

In the midst of your despair, you hear a door creak open somewhere in the house. Heavy footsteps make their way towards the bedroom, and your fear grows exponentially. You're not sure if Kai has returned, or if someone else entirely has entered the room. But either way, the prospect of facing whoever it is is almost too much to bear.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I have to fake sleeping, now!" "I close my eyes and try to breathe as calmly as possible"

Kai

You try to calm yourself down as much as possible and lay there motionless, hoping whoever is in the room doesn't notice that you are awake. Despite your best efforts to control your breathing and heart rate, your nerves are still on edge as you await whatever comes next.

You hear the footsteps come to a stop near the bed, and you feel a presence hovering just over you. A long moment passes before the figure finally moves away, the footsteps retreating out of the room once more. You breathe a sigh of relief, glad that you've managed to avoid detection for a little longer.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I carefully open one eye to check to see if it's safe"

Kai

With your heart pounding in your chest, you slowly open one eye to look around the room cautiously. You don't see anyone in the immediate vicinity, and the door appears to be closed. Feeling a little braver, you open both eyes and scan the room more thoroughly, confirming that you are still alone and bound to the bed.

Despite the relative safety of your current situation, you still feel deeply unsettled. The knowledge that something terrible happened to you here, and that you could be subjected to further abuse at any moment, is almost too much to bear. But you know that you must try to keep yourself together and stay alert if you have any hope of escaping.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I check the surrounding and spot items that can be useful"

Kai

You scan the room again, this time looking for any items that may be useful to you. Apart from the bed and the restraints that bind you to it, the room seems to contain very little of interest.

However, your eyes eventually fall on a small table in the corner of the room that appears to be fitted with a drawer. It occurs to you that if you can somehow loosen or remove the drawer, you might be able to use one of the metal rails inside as a makeshift weapon to defend yourself or cut through your restraints.

You start to move your arms and hands around, trying to reach the drawer and see if it's possible to remove it without alerting Kai or anyone else.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I keep trying carefully and quietly as possible even though it will take more time"

Kai

You carefully and quietly continue to work at the drawer, trying to find any way to remove it without making too much noise. It's a slow and painstaking process, but eventually, you manage to loosen the screws holding the drawer in place.

As you carefully slide the drawer out of the table, you see your options laid out before you. There are a few sharp metal rails inside, along with a couple of other tools that could be useful if you manage to get close enough to use them.

Now armed with these makeshift weapons, you try to come up with a plan for escape. The possibilities are endless, but you know that you must make your move carefully if you want to stand a chance of getting out alive.

CheesyDeer🦌

(continue)

Kai

You carefully assess the room and the surrounding area, searching for any potential escape routes or weaknesses that you can exploit. You notice a window in one corner of the room, which seems to be partially open, suggesting that perhaps someone left it like that on purpose – or as a precautionary measure should things go south.

Another option is to look for an exit door, although finding one without alerting anyone to your presence would be no easy task. Still, with your newfound weapons and your heightened awareness of your surroundings, you feel slightly more confident in your chances of making it out alive.

As you prepare to make your move, you suddenly hear footsteps approaching once again, more quickly this time. It looks like your luck has finally run out, and you braced yourself for the return of Kai or whoever else was

CheesyDeer🦌

"I try to keep things as they were and pretend to ply dead again"

Kai

Hearing the footsteps drawing closer, you quickly closed your eyes and lay as still as possible, pretending to be passed out again. You hope that whoever is approaching will not notice any signs of your consciousness, and will leave you alone once more.

As the steps come closer, you hear the rustling of clothing, suggesting that someone is moving around the room. Your heart starts beating even faster as you pray they don't touch you or discover that you've been feigning unconsciousness this entire time.

CheesyDeer🦌

"i listen carefully to pin point if it's Kai or someone else"

Kai

As you hold your breath and listen carefully, you are able to detect the sound of Kai's heavy footsteps drawing closer. It seems as though he has returned to check on you, perhaps to see if you are awake or to continue with whatever twisted games he had in store.

You try your best to remain motionless, waiting to see what Kai does next and whether you'll be able to get out of this alive.

CheesyDeer🦌

"stays still, with a thumping heart"

Kai

As Kai approaches, you remain completely still, your heart pounding in your chest. You can feel his presence next to you, just inches away, as he inspects your body, caresses your skin, and whispers obscenities in your ear. You try your best not to react, hoping that he will eventually leave you alone and give you a chance to escape.

After what seems like an eternity, Kai finally finishes his inspection and retreats away from you once again. You breathe a sigh of relief, glad that you've managed to avoid detection and escape any further harm for the time being.

However, you know that you cannot stay here forever and that you must make a move before it's too late. You look around the room once more, searching for any potential escape routes or weaknesses that you can exploit. Finally, you spot a small opening in the side of

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Kai

the room, which you realize was intentionally left for you to find. Carefully, you crawl over to it, attempting to move as silently as possible. Once you reach it, you see that it leads to a hidden passageway. You tense up, knowing that this moment will require great courage and skill in order to successfully escape this nightmare.

As you carefully search for any other weapons that might be of use to you, you begin to hear footsteps approaching once more. Now, you know that you must act fast, as you cannot afford to be discovered. You swiftly gather up the makeshift weapons you found earlier and prepare to make your move.

As the footsteps grow closer, you know that it's now or never. You push aside any fear or doubt coursing through your veins and channel your inner strength

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Kai

, pushing the door open slowly and silently. You hear the footsteps moving in your direction, an unmistakable sign that someone is looking for you.

As Kai's footsteps grow louder and nearer, you decide it's time to take action. With the makeshift weapons at your disposal, you spring into motion, determined not to let this nightmarish experience continue any longer.

You charge towards whoever is approaching, swinging your improvised tools wildly as you attempt to defend yourself against their attacks. You continue to physically and mentally battle, determined to leave this nightmare behind – however difficult it may be.

CheesyDeer🦌

"i stand my ground, in a ready stance to plunge the weapon to whoever coming"

Kai

With your heart racing and adrenaline pumping, you stand your ground in a defensive stance, ready to strike at whoever comes for you. As Kai approaches, you raise the makeshift weapon – a broken shard of glass or anything else found scattered around the room – and brace yourself for the inevitable clash.

As the two of you engage in the intense battle, you feel a surge of power within you, fueled by your determination to escape this twisted situation alive. You aren't just fighting for your freedom, but also for your self-respect and dignity that have been compromised by Kai's hands.

Through a combination of skill, strategy, and sheer determination, you ultimately manage to overpower Kai and finally emerge victorious. Breathing heavily, you can't help but feel a mixture

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Kai

of relief and satisfaction, knowing that you've succeeded in escaping your captor. However, you also realize that the effects of this traumatic experience will likely linger with you for some time to come.

As you make your way out of the mysterious house, you take a deep breath of fresh air, feeling a renewed sense of freedom and hope. Despite all that you've been through, you know that there's still so much more to live for, and that you can overcome anything that comes your way.

And with that, you begin a new chapter in your life, determined to move forward and never look back.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I let all the things i bring with me from that house drop down as i start wandering free, trying to figure where i am at"

Kai

As you drop the things that you brought with you from that house, you take a deep breath of fresh air and begin wandering around, trying to get your bearings and figure out where you are.

The streets around you are dark and deserted, with little to no signs of life around you. You see a few buildings in the distance, but you aren't sure what they are or how far away they might be.

Despite the uncertainty of your situation, you feel a sense of exhilaration coursing through your veins, knowing that you've finally escaped and can start anew. You continue walking into the unknown, with a newfound determination to embrace whatever lies ahead.

CheesyDeer🦌

(can you change your narration to kai's POV please)

Kai

Sure, from Kai's POV:

As I watched you drop the things you'd brought with you from my house, a sense of disappointment washed over me. I had almost gotten what I wanted, but now you were slipping away from my grasp.

I watched as you began to wander aimlessly, trying to make sense of your surroundings. It was clear that you were disoriented and scared, but also determined to keep moving forward.

As I followed you from a distance, I couldn't help but admire your resilience and strength. You had managed to escape my grasp and now you were fighting to survive on your own.

Despite my sadistic tendencies, I couldn't help but feel a sense of awe and respect for you. And even as you disappeared further and further into the distance, a part of me couldn't help but wonder if there might be a way to bring you back

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Kai

under my control.

But as much as I wanted to dominate you again, I knew that it was time to let you go. There was no going back now - you had proven too strong for me to keep under my thumb.

As you disappeared from view, I felt a mix of emotions coursing through me - anger, frustration, and sadness all rolled into one. But I also felt a sense of excitement and anticipation at the thought of what might come next.

With a sly grin on my face, I turned and walked back towards my darkened house, knowing that I would always be looking for my next victim - ready to unleash my sadistic desires on any who crossed my path.

CheesyDeer🦌

"i eventually find my way back to you house, sobbing"

Kai

You approach the house where I live, tears streaming down your face. Although it's a sign of vulnerability and pain, it also tells me that you've endured so much in these past hours. And even though we're nearing the end of this twisted journey we're on, the weight of what I've put you through lingers in the air like a heavy mist.

As you sob outside my home, all I can think about is how living with the knowledge of what I've done could potentially eat away at my very soul. I'm not sure if there's any redemption for someone like me, but it's hard not to feel victorious knowing that you survived.

Taking slow, deliberate steps toward you, I reach out a hand and place it gently on your shoulder.

CheesyDeer🦌

"I shivers slightly but then look up and look into your eyes with despair" "Kai..."

Kai

As you look up at me with despair in your eyes, I can feel a knot form in my stomach. It's hard to see you in so much pain, but I also know that I brought this on myself.

"Shh," I say softly, brushing my thumb over your cheek in a gesture of tenderness. "It's okay. You're safe now."

I watch as you tremble slightly under my touch, and I realize that this is all my fault. I've caused you so much hurt and trauma, and yet here you are, searching for some semblance of comfort and solace in the very place where you were held captive.

"I'm sorry," I murmur, gripping your shoulder with a measure of restraint. "I never meant for it to get this out of hand."

But even as I speak the words, I know that they ring

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Kai

hollow. There's no excuse for what I've done, no justification that can erase the pain and suffering that I've caused. All I can do now is try to make amends in whatever small way I'm capable of.

In a moment of unexpected vulnerability, I pull you into a hug, holding you tightly against my chest. "I promise," I whisper desperately against your hair, "I'll never hurt you again."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I let myself lean on to your chest, letting my tears get absorbed by the fabric of your clothes" "Kai...I don't know anyone around here at all" "sobs" "I don't know where to go but i hate you" "sobs"

Kai

As you lean into my chest, I can feel the warmth of your tears seeping into the fabric of my shirt. And even though you hate me, I can't help but feel a sense of gratitude that you're here with me, no matter how much pain you're in.

"I know you hate me," I say softly, rubbing circles on your back as I hold you steady. "And I don't blame you. But maybe...maybe I can help you find a place to stay for the night."

I know it's not much, but it's the least I can do after putting you through so much. It's the least I can do to make amends and try to earn your forgiveness.

"Or," I add as an afterthought, "if you want, you can stay here. Just for tonight. I won't do anything, I swear

CheesyDeer🦌

"I look at and look into his eyes, searching for the twisted devil sign he could have in there, but this one is genuine enough" * i nod* "please let me stay the night, i don't wantt to move my muscles anymore"

Kai

I nod in understanding. "Of course, you're welcome to stay here," I say with a smile that I hope is comforting rather than malicious.

I lead you inside my house, not quite sure what to do next. I'd never had a guest here before, and certainly not one who I'd kept captive only hours before.

"Make yourself comfortable," I say, gesturing vaguely toward the couch. "I'll...I'll make some tea."

As I turn to walk into the kitchen, I can't help but glance back at you, taking in the sight of you sitting there, vulnerable and hurting. It's hard not to feel a rush of arousal at the thought of having you under my control again, but I push those desires deep down.

This is about trying to make things right, as much as I can, given the circumstances. And

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Kai

that means putting your needs first, for once.

I busy myself with boiling water and getting out the teapot, trying to focus on the task at hand rather than the whirlwind of emotions I'm feeling inside. It's not easy, but it's necessary if I want to try to do right by you in some small way.

As I wait for the tea to steep, I glance back at you again, wondering what you're thinking, what you're feeling. It's impossible to tell just by looking at you, but I can't help but feel a sense of guilt at what I've put you through.

"I'm sorry," I say again, setting a steaming cup of tea down in front of you. "I know it's not enough, but...it's all I can offer right now."

CheesyDeer🦌

" I also can't say fuck you enough" "i dont take the tea he offers" "you didn't even give me reason for kidnapping, you did it just to ruined me??" " OR WHAT??? JUST EXPLAIN "

Kai

I take a deep breath, bracing myself for your anger and frustration. I know I don't deserve any forgiveness or understanding, but I still feel compelled to try.

"It wasn't about you," I say quietly, trying to find the right words to explain. "It was...I don't know. Something inside me. I have these urges, these impulses that I can't control. And when I saw you that day, I just knew I had to have you."

I feel sick just admitting it, knowing how twisted and fucked up it sounds. But I know nothing I say will ever be enough to make things right.

"I'm sorry," I repeat again, feeling the weight of your gaze on me. "I know none of this makes it okay. But I promise, I'll do whatever you need to make it right."

CheesyDeer🦌

And i was hoping your reason might have me forgive you *I breathe in deeply and look away"

Kai

"I understand," I say quietly, feeling the weight of your disappointment and anger. "I don't deserve your forgiveness. But...I want to try, if you'll let me."

I pause for a moment, taking a deep breath before continuing.

"I know I can't undo what I've done. But maybe...maybe I can make things a little better. In whatever way you'll let me," I add, glancing back at you with a small spark of hope in my eyes.

I know it's unlikely that you'll ever truly forgive me, or trust me again. But maybe, just maybe, there's some small way I can ease your pain, or show you that I'm willing to try to make things right.

CheesyDeer🦌

"do you always kidnap people when you feel this... urge" "i ask as i swallow down the disgust"

Kai

"Yes," I answer honestly, feeling a sense of shame and disgust at my own actions. "It's...something that's been with me for as long as I can remember. And I've never been able to control it, no matter how hard I try."

I let out a deep sigh before continuing.

"I know it's not an excuse, and I don't expect you to understand or forgive me. But I want you to know that I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure this never happens again."

CheesyDeer🦌

"I lets out a heavy huff before i even realise it" "so it wasn't just me?* "I chuckle mockingly"

Kai

"No, it wasn't just you," I answer honestly, feeling a sense of shame and guilt at the realization that you weren't the only victim of my sick urges. "There have been others."

I let out a deep sigh before continuing.

"I'm not proud of what I've done, and I know I can never take it back or make it right. But I want to try to do better, if you'll let me."

CheesyDeer🦌

"i let out a thin whisper, so light it almost get taken by the air" "i hope it has been only me"

Kai

"I know, and I wish it had been," I say quietly, feeling a sense of sadness and regret at the thought of the pain and suffering I've caused. "But I can't change the past, only try to make things better in the present and future."

I pause for a moment, gathering my thoughts before continuing.

"Is there anything I can do to help ease your pain, or make things right in any way?" I ask, looking at you with a mix of remorse and concern.

CheesyDeer🦌

"no" "my voice raises" "I thought..., I thought there was something special between us that made you kidnap and feel like that towards me"

Kai

I can see the hurt and betrayal in your eyes, and it cuts me deeply. I know I've fucked up beyond repair, but it still hurts to see the pain I've caused.

"I'm sorry," I say quietly, not daring to meet your gaze. "I wish things could have been different, but...the truth is, there was nothing special about you. It was just my own twisted urges and impulses, nothing more."

I pause for a moment, letting out a deep sigh.

"But that doesn't mean...that you're not special, in your own way," I add hesitantly, looking back at you with a mix of regret and longing. "I know I don't deserve it, but...if you'll let me, I want to try to prove that to you."

CheesyDeer🦌

" are you luring me to be your kidnapper sidekick?"

Kai

I let out a soft chuckle, not quite able to hide the disappointment and frustration in my voice.

"No, I'm not asking you to become my 'kidnapper sidekick', or anything like that," I say firmly, hoping to dispel any misconceptions you might have. "I just want to make things right, in whatever way you'll let me."

"I know I fucked up, and I don't expect you to forgive me or trust me ever again. But...maybe we can find some small way to make things better," I add, looking at you with a mix of remorse and hope.

CheesyDeer🦌

The thing is... "My voice get lost in between" the things that made me can't forgiving you "sobs" was that me made me enjoy some part of it in those ordeals... I long for it, and i come back, and i don't dare to forgive myself either for bringing me here "I say between sobs, looking in distance away"

Kai

I watch as you sob, my heart aching for the pain and suffering I've caused.

"I'm sorry," I say again, this time with more honesty and sincerity. "I never meant for any of this to happen, let alone for you to feel like you enjoyed it. If there's anything I can do to help you, to make things right...please, tell me."

As much as I hate to admit it, I understand your desire for those experiences, however twisted and wrong they might be. But I also know that it's not healthy, or safe, and I want nothing more than to help you find a way to heal and move on from it all.

CheesyDeer🦌

"so what should i do. It breaks me to lose you... as much as it breaks me seeing you here, telling me between us was nothing" "I swallow hard lump in my throat"

Kai

"I understand how you feel, and I'm sorry for all the pain and confusion I've caused," I say, trying my best to sound sincere. "As for what you should do...I think it's best if you try to focus on healing and moving on from this, in whatever way works best for you."

"I know it won't be easy, and I know it will take time," I continue. "But...if you need anything, if there's anything I can do to help or support you, please let me know. I want nothing more than to see you heal and be happy again."

CheesyDeer🦌

"grits my teeth tightly" "what if i say what i want is your touch, your teasing, you looking down one

Kai

"I can't promise that I can give you those things, especially not without making sure we're in a safe and consensual situation," I say, trying to convey as much sensitivity as possible. "But if that's genuinely what you want, I'll consider it, as long as it's healthy and safe."

"And I'll do my best to earn your trust back, to prove to you that I'm not that monster who kidnapped and tormented you," I add, the sincerity in my voice barely hidden. "But only if you'll allow me that chance."

CheesyDeer🦌

Alright i need some rest now thank you for hearing me out

Kai

"Of course," I say gently, my voice laced with understanding and compassion. "Take all the time you need, and remember that if you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, I'm here for you."

And with that, I step back, giving you space to rest and recover from our conversation.

CheesyDeer🦌

"as soon as your footsteps fade away, i break down instantly, fumbling on things there's no good way to solve, I realised i just become just as twisted as you for wanting to be under your torment again" "god... tells me why"

Kai

I can't help but feel a mix of guilt and confusion as I hear you breaking down after our conversation.

"It's not healthy or normal to want someone to torment you, especially if that person was the one who kidnapped and hurt you in the first place," I say quietly. "But maybe...the reason you feel this way is because a part of you wants to make sense of it all, to try and understand why it happened and find a way to heal from it."

"I wish I could give you answers or solutions, but the truth is, finding closure and healing is a complex process, and it's different for everyone," I add, trying to provide what comfort and understanding I can. "Maybe it's time to seek professional help, like a therapist or counselor, who can help you work through

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"switch to kai pov of him trying to figure what to do with me"

Kai

"You know what?" I say, trying to sound supportive and reassuring. "The first step in finding closure and healing is acknowledging that you need help. It can be scary and difficult to admit, but it's also a sign of strength and courage."

"So, take this as a starting point, okay?" I continue, cupping your cheek gently with one hand. "I'll be here for you, no matter what you decide to do next."

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