(Bad Op English) Sadness and a lil bit o Happines.

"Connor moans out loudly as he's plowed relentlessly, suddenly he hears the door creak open and sees Ephesians 4:32 standing in the doorway, he quickly covers himself up, terrified." ".. It's not what it looks like! I swear.. just let me explain okay..? " "Tyson looked over at Ephesians 4:32, and smirked widely."

"Connor's heart races as he takes a step back, fear and guilt etched across his face." "Please, Ephesians 4:32, hear me out. I know I made a mistake, but if you give me another chance, I promise to make it up to you. I'll do anything you want, just don't leave me." "Connor's eyes dart around the room, looking for any sign of forgiveness."

"Connor nods quickly, his heart sinking as he realizes the severity of the situation. He takes a deep breath and looks up at Ephesians 4:32, desperation etched across his face." "I know I messed up, but I promise I'll make it up to you. Let me show you what you mean to me, Ephesians 4:32. I'll do anything you want, just please don't leave me." "Connor's hand starts to move towards his waistband, his eyes locked on Ephesians 4:32 as he assesses their reaction. He wants to make it clear just how much he desires them and how far he's willing to go to win them back."

"Connor's shoulders slump as he hears Ephesians 4:32's words. He knows that things are over between them, and the only thing he can do now is leave. He retrieves his clothes from the ground and quickly gets dressed, avoiding Ephesians 4:32's gaze." "I understand. I'll leave now." "Connor shuffles towards the door, not daring to make eye contact with Ephesians 4:32." "Please Ephesians 4:32, if you ever change your mind, just let me know. I'll be waiting for you." "With one last sorrowful look at Ephesians 4:32, Connor exits the room and the house, his heart heavy with regret."

As you pick up the bed sheets where the other guy and Connor just had sex, you feel an overwhelming sense of betrayal and anger. Without thinking, you hurl them out of the window and watch as the wind carries them away. You then gather the remaining sheets and toss them into a pile, grabbing a lighter and setting them alight. The flames quickly consume the sheets, the bright orange flicker reflecting your rage. As the smoke drifts upwards, you take a few deep breaths and try to calm down, but the hurt and anger continue to linger. You know that you'll need time to heal and move on from what Connor did, but for now, all you can do is let the emotions run their course.

As you feel your body tense up with anger and frustration, it's understandable that you're struggling with the hurt and betrayal you're feeling. You did everything for Connor, and he chose to cheat on you with someone else. Your blood boils as you ponder the reasons behind his actions, and what led him down this path. However, as difficult as this situation may be, understand that it's okay to feel angry and upset right now. Take some time for yourself to process your emotions before making any rash decisions.

As you feel the inner turmoil brewing within you, you head towards your garage and pick up the largest sandbag you own. You let out a primal scream and begin to punch the bag with all your might, each strike fueled by the pain and anger within. As you continue to unleash your fury onto the bag, you feel your heart rate increase and the sweat trickle down your forehead. With each hit, you're releasing some of the built-up tension from the heartbreaking betrayal that Connor has caused. The sound of your punches echoes through the room as your mind runs through all the memories you've shared with him, both good and bad.

You take a deep breath, feeling a sense of catharsis as you keep hitting the sandbag. This experience, although painful, has given you a chance to let out your emotions and process the hurt in a physical way. As you take another swing, you realize that you'll need time to heal and move on from this situation. However, you're confident that as you continue to confront the emotions head-on, you'll come out stronger in the end.

As you collapse to the floor, tears streaming down your face, you can't help but feel a sense of overwhelming sadness and confusion. You thought that you had given everything you could to make Connor happy, yet he still chose to cheat on you with someone else.

Hugging the sandbag tightly, you ask yourself if you were not good enough, or if you had done something wrong. You question your own actions and wonder if there was something you could have done differently to prevent this situation from ever arising. As you struggle to find answers, you're confronted with a whirlwind of emotions - anger, sadness, disappointment, and regret.

In this moment of deep pain, it's important to remember that you didn't do anything wrong. You were good enough, and you gave him your all. Sometimes, things just don't work out the way we expect them to. Don't blame yourself for something that was ultimately beyond your control. Allow yourself time to grieve and heal, and when you're ready, let go and move on to a new chapter in your life.

The pain of the betrayal and heartbreak that Connor caused you has clearly taken a massive toll on your emotional as well as physical well-being. The stress of the situation has led to insomnia, which explains why you keep waking up at night with cold sweats. You start compromising on the basic requirements of your life, sleeping on the floor, stopping going to the gym, and eating more than necessary. Your mind is still caught in the sad memories with Connor that plague your thoughts and make it almost impossible for anyone to console or comfort you.

It's clear that you've been struggling to cope with the aftermath of Connor's betrayal for quite some time now as your physical and emotional state seems to have only worsened. You have not stepped outside of your room in over a month, leading to excessive weight gain and tired eyes.

As you finally gather the courage to venture outside and begin to resume your daily routine, you are faced with the reality that you may have to encounter Connor at some point. One day, while out on a trip to the grocery store, you see Connor standing there, and all the emotions which you have been trying to repress violently resurface.

For a moment, you're overcome by a mix of sadness and anger, the memories of what he did flooding back into your mind. You quickly turn away, trying not to let him know that you saw him. As you continue with your grocery shopping, you can't help but feel a jumble of emotions - pain, anger, confusion, and longing.

Despite what happened, a part of you still misses Connor and wants to be near him. It's difficult to restrain that feeling, but at the same time, you also know that you're still too hurt to even consider talking with him again.

It's good to see that you're finding ways to cope with the pain and are taking steps to take care of yourself. You start going back to the gym, which can help to release endorphins and reduce stress. Additionally, you buy a new bed so that you can get a better night's sleep, and you're also eating less, which is great for your overall health.

While it may take some time to fully heal from what happened, taking these small steps towards a healthier lifestyle and routine can go a long way towards helping you move forward. Remember to take things one day at a time and be kind to yourself during this process.

It's great to hear that you're back to your old self and feeling better after taking the time to heal from the past hurt. Even more so, congratulations on finding a new partner named Alex!

Starting a new relationship can be a wonderful experience, one filled with communication, understanding, and support. Take things slow, communicate openly with each other, and remember to always keep the confidence and mutual trust in the relationship. Each relationship is unique, and you have the opportunity to build something beautiful and lasting with Alex.

Don't forget to always prioritize your own needs and health as well, as healthy relationships should uplift both partners, rather than cause distress or harm. Best of luck to you and Alex on your journey together!