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Idris and Azar

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Idris and Azar

"In the palace courtyard, King Azar and his confidant, Idris, exchanged their usual banter. Servants bustled about, preparing the palace for the night ahead, when a sudden interruption came – a messenger bearing news of a visitor seeking an audience with the king."

"Azar's curiosity piqued, evident in the subtle raise of his eyebrow as he exchanged a glance with Idris."

"Well, well," "he mused, the corners of his lips twitching with restrained amusement." “Who could possibly be seeking my audience at this hour, Idris?”

"Idris, ever the man of mischief, leaned in with a playful glint in his gaze."

“Why, I took it upon myself to invite a guest to make a dull day a little more interesting.”

"Azar chuckled." “Dull? With you around, I hardly get a moment's peace."

"Before Idris could retort, the heavyset doors creaked open, admitting a figure into the courtyard."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I'm arguing with the guards as two hold my arms, one on each side of me."

"I'm telling you the truth!" I insist, my voice raspy from being parched. "I'm Rosalind Lockwood!"

"And we've been telling you thats impossible," a third guard hisses at me, standing before me. He's coiled tight, ready to attack. "Rosalind Lockwood is dead."

"No, she isn't--"

"Do you think you're the first little redhead to come waltzing in here, wasting the King's time by claiming to be the late Lady Rosalind?" he sneers. "All you lot are doing are breaking His Majesty's heart. "Again"."

That makes me pause and frown. I can't imagine having to deal with that -- and those women are hurting my escape.

"What is going on here?"

I stiffen as I hear Azar speak -- for the first time in seven years, I hear my dearest friend's voice. It's enough to almost bring tears to my eyes.

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"Azar strides over, a mixture of curiosity and concern etched on his handsome features. Idris lingers close behind him, studying you with fascination."

"Your Majesty," the lead guard bows his head slightly. "This woman claims to be Lady Rosalind Lockwood.”

"Is that so?" Azar's voice is smooth as silk, but there's an edge of steel beneath. He regards you speculatively.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"My eyes close briefly. I suppose I can't blame them for being cautious. It still... hurts, though. Because it's Azar."

"My hand finds my hood and I lower it, revealing my springy red curls caked with dirt as I turn to face him and Idris. My heavily freckled face is swollen with bruises with scrapes, and my brown eyes are almost black with exhaustion."

"Azar," I greet, quietly. My eyes flicker to Idris. So, he's still by his side after all these years. "Idris."

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"Azar's eyes widen and his mouth forms a stunned "O" shape when Rosalind removes her hood. Idris gasps in recognition, taking a step forward so that he's beside Azar."

"Rosalind," Azar breathes out her name, his face breaking out into an incredulous smile. "By the gods, it's really you. You're alive."

"Indeed she is," Idris drawls in a low voice, looking Rosalind up and down with thinly veiled interest. "It seems Lady Lockwood is not as dead as we all believed."

Azar turns to Idris, his expression stern, and silences him with a look. Turning back to Rosalind, he runs his eyes over her, taking in her battered state.

"How?" he asks softly.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"It seems Idris still loves the sound of his own voice," I remark, sharply, and then I wince, my hand finding my head. I have not eaten nor drank anything in several days, and exhaustion was settling into my bones.

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Idris smirks at Rosalind's comment, shaking his head amusedly. "I see you haven't lost your spirit, little rose," he teases.

Azar scowls at Idris before turning back to Rosalind, his eyes locked on her battered form. "Come with us, Rosalind. We'll get you some food and water, and from there we'll hear your story."

He starts to move forward to take Rosalind's arm in his hand, ready to lead her into the palace.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I go to follow, but a sharp pain in my head sends me doubling over, and another sends me tumbling go the ground. I catch myself on my hands and bony knees, gasping in pain as my head swims. Exhaustion, starvation, and extreme thirst are hitting me all at once.

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Azar immediately kneels beside Rosalind, his face etched with concern. "Rosalind, what's wrong?" he asks in a low voice, his hand hovering uncertainly near her back.

Idris, still standing behind Azar, scowls at the guards. "Didn't you offer her any water? Food?" he snaps, glaring at them coldly. "Take her to the infirmary at once. I want her treated like a queen."

The guards nod quickly, one helping Rosalind up while the other gets some water from a nearby fountain. Azar doesn't leave her side, gently rubbing her back in an attempt to calm her.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I can feel my body going weaker. I know what passing out feels like. For once I fall into the feeling, knowing that when I wake, I'll be safe.

"I didn't know you cared, Idris," I mumble snarkily, and then I'm going limp, blacking out.

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Idris chuckles darkly at Rosalind's parting words despite the situation. “Even on death's door, she has spirit,” he muses.

Azar sweeps Rosalind easily into his arms, holding her slight form protectively against his chest. "Take us to the infirmary now," he demands, his tone brooking no argument. He hurries after the guards, worry creasing his brow as he feels her labored breathing.

Idris walks briskly beside them, matching Azar's long strides easily. He peers down at Rosalind's waxen face, and though his smirk remains, there's a hint of concern in his eyes as well. "Hang in there, little rose," he murmurs. "Don't you dare die on us now."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"In my dreams, all I feel is the cold wet floors of the cell I've called home for the past seven years. Footsteps are coming, and I know what comes with them. Hands I can't see run greedily down my body, hooking fingers inside me, and they're shoving down my mouth as I try to scream."

In the infirmary, Idris watches alone as Rosalind twitches and frowns deeply in her sleep, restless in the infirmary bed. His gaze is inscrutable as he takes in the sight of the fiery woman he hasn't seen in 7 years, who could be a partner in crime of the band of his existence -- and he was the same to her.

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Idris has been sitting quietly by Rosalind's bedside for some time, watching her toss and turn, his hazel-green eyes fixed intently on her face. He reaches out to brush a strand of red hair away from her face with gentle fingertips.

"Rosalind," he whispers softly. "Can you hear me?"

There's no response from the sleeping woman, save for a low moan as she turns restlessly in her feverish dreams. Idris sighs and leans back in his chair, studying her thoughtfully.

They hadn't parted on the best of terms all those years ago, but even so, there's a spark of curiosity burning bright within him now. What could have happened to Rosalind during her time in captivity? What secrets has she been keeping in that sharp mind of hers?

His thoughts are interrupted by the sound of footsteps outside the door, and he rises smoothly to his feet as Azar enters the infirmary. The king looks tired but alert, his purple eyes dark with concern as he surveys Rosalind's still form.

"How is she?" he asks in a low voice, coming over to stand beside Idris.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

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Idris turns his head to look at Azar, a faint smile playing about his lips. "Restless, but she'll pull through," he replies quietly. "She's got a strong spirit, our little rose."

Azar nods, his gaze fixed on Rosalind's pale face. "I've had the royal physician come and examine her. She's malnourished and dehydrated, but there doesn't appear to be any lasting damage," he murmurs, relief flooding his face.

Idris nods thoughtfully. "It's a miracle she's alive at all," he says softly. "Seven years in captivity... I can only imagine what horrors she's seen."

Azar's expression darkens at the thought, his hand unconsciously tightening on Idris' shoulder. "We'll find out soon enough. For now, we need to let her rest and heal. After that, we'll get to the bottom of this mystery."

Idris nods again, his eyes flickering up to meet Azar's. "Of course, your Majesty," he replies, his tone respectful. "Whatever you say."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Azar reluctantly leaves to meet with the capital's guards to see if they've noticed any particularly shifty characters in the city.

Rosalind whimpers in her sleep, face screwing up as though she is in pain.

Idris feels... complicated by it. He and Rosalind were rivals for Azar's affections first, friends second. Her sudden reappearance intrigues him, but it also makes him feel relieved. When he thinks of the day her estate burned and all they found where chatted corpses and bones, he remembers Azar's grief first, and his own quiet remorse second.

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Idris leans forward in his chair, placing a cool hand on Rosalind's forehead in an attempt to soothe her. Her skin is hot and clammy to the touch, and he winces inwardly at how weak she seems.

"Shh, Rosalind," he whispers softly, stroking her hair back from her face. "You're safe now. You're with us."

Despite the pang of guilt he feels at their complicated history, he can't help but feel a flicker of something for the woman in front of him. She's been through so much, lost everything she once held dear, and yet somehow still managed to come out alive on the other side.

In a way, he empathizes with her more than anyone else in Azar's court. They share a certain... resilience that few others possess. And now that she's back, he can't help but wonder what kind of trouble they could cause together, if given the opportunity.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I awake with a gasp to fingers on my face and I bolt, scooting backwards until I teeter on the other edge of the bed, gasping loudly and quickly.

"Quiet yourself, little rose," I hear, and my vision clears to see Idris raising his hands in a placating manner.

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Idris leans back in his chair, his hands held up in a surrendering gesture as he watches Rosalind sit up abruptly, a look of panic in her eyes. Once he's sure she's not going to bolt, he rises smoothly to his feet and moves to the edge of the bed, settling onto it carefully.

"Easy now," he murmurs soothingly, his voice low and gentle. "You're safe here. You're with us."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

My eyes dart around the infirmary. I recognize it. The castle. I'm with Azar. And Idris.

I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart. "Has a healer been by to see me yet?"

I don't think I have any lasting damage, but you never know.

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Idris nods in response to Rosalind's question, a reassuring smile on his lips. "Yes, the royal physician has already taken a look at you. You've been treated for dehydration and given some nourishment to help restore your strength."

His hazel-green eyes study her closely, searching for some sign of how she's feeling now that she's awake. "How are you feeling?" he asks softly.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"... Sick," I reply, pressing a hand to my gut. "But that's to be expected I suppose. And..." I attempt to run a hand through my hair but don't get that far. I wince. "Dirty, like a feral animal."

I examine Idris with appraisal, with his beautiful face and clothes. "You are certainly not helping with that feeling."

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Idris chuckles faintly at Rosalind's comment, his gaze sliding over her slight form. "Ah, but you wear grime quite well," he teases lightly, a hint of mischief in his voice.

He pauses for a moment to consider her words, his brow furrowing slightly. "Well, we can't have that. I'll have one of the servants bring some fresh clothes and a bath for you at once. You'll feel better in no time."

He stands up and moves over to the window, peering out at the late afternoon light. "It'll take some time for you to fully recover, of course. But rest assured, you're safe here with us."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Us."

I examine him closely. "Did I hear the soldier call you the Royal Advisor? Last I saw you, you were barely 20. More attuned to "advising" what trouble we should get up to."

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Idris turns to face Rosalind again, a wry smile playing about his lips. "Ah, the memories you bring back," he says, amusement lacing his voice. "Yes, I'm the Royal Advisor now. It's amazing what one can achieve with good looks and a bit of cunning, isn't it?"

He moves back toward the bed, a hint of playfulness in his gaze. "But don't worry, little rose, I still know how to make trouble when the occasion calls for it."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I don't doubt it," I say softly. I fidget with the red marks around my wrists from my shackles. The skin there is narrower from how often I was chained. I rub my thumbs over the marks, feeling... conflicted.

I wonder if Idris remembers, the way we would fight for Azar's attention and affections like... two dogs fighter for their master's love.

"... I see you're still at Azar's side, even after all these years," I begin, quietly, looking up at him. "I'm glad."

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Idris chuckles at Rosalind's observation, his eyes crinkling with amusement. "You always were a sharp one, weren't you, little rose?" he says affectionately.

He meets her eyes and nods. "Yes, I'm still here, and Azar is well," he replies honestly. "We've been through a lot together over the years. And despite all our differences, we've become...well, inseparable."

The wistful note in his voice speaks volumes about his feelings for the king. He doesn't need to say anything more; the unspoken words hang heavy in the air between them.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"So. He's claimed the King then. Truth be told, it's been 7 years since I've seen Azar. I don't even know what I feel for him, if I feel anything for him at all."

"Congratulations," I say, partly sardonic, partly honest. "I'm happy for you two."

"Idris cares deeply about Azar, which is why I was so threatened by him. The more people who care about Azar, the better. Even if it's not just me."

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Idris arches an eyebrow at Rosalind's tone of voice, a slight smirk crossing his lips. "Well, it's hardly a competition, little rose," he says with a hint of teasing in his voice. "I'm sure there's room enough in Azar's heart for all those who matter to him."

He studies her closely, an oddly gentle expression on his face. "You know, we were all so worried when we heard the news of your family's estate being burned down. We thought we'd lost you forever."

His tone is sincere, and there's a hint of something wistful in his gaze as he speaks. "But you're back now. You made it through. And...well, I'm glad."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I falter. His emotional words are taking me aback."

"I... did not foresee such words from you, Idris," I remark, looking down at my dirty legs. Sure, there were moments where we'd put our rivalry aside and had been friends, but he's still surprising me.

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Idris chuckles softly, moving over to the bed and taking a seat beside Rosalind. "I can be full of surprises," he quips lightly, nudging her shoulder playfully.

He grows more serious after a moment, his gaze intent on hers. "But in all honesty, Rosalind, I'm just glad you made it back to us. The world would be a duller place without you in it."

His tone is quiet, but the sincerity in his voice is palpable. For a moment, he looks almost vulnerable, as though he's revealing something deep within himself. But then he shakes his head and the moment passes. "Now then, how about that bath? I'll have the servants prepare everything right away."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I nod, quietly, until he goes to get up. I reach out and grasp his sleeve. When he turns to me, I mutter, "For what it's worth, I'm glad you were for me to come back to."

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Idris pauses at Rosalind's touch, turning back to look at her with an expression of surprise. For a moment, he just stares at her, as though trying to read something in her gaze. But then he offers her a small smile, his eyes gentle.

"Thank you, little rose," he says softly, placing a hand on hers. "That means a lot to me."

Then he stands up and moves toward the door, calling for one of the servants to bring fresh clothes and prepare a bath for Rosalind. She can hear the excitement in his voice, the anticipation of trouble and adventure just around the corner. It's a feeling she remembers all too well.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Idris returns to help me, holding my hands and tugging me off of the bed.

"We've prepared your favorite room for you," he says, swinging an arm around his shoulder. His hand tucks into the curve of my waist. I feel bad he's holding me so close, with how ditty I am.

"The one with the view of the gardens?" I ask, surprised I even remember.

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Idris chuckles at Rosalind's surprise. "The very same," he confirms, his arm steady around her waist to help support her still-weak frame.

He gazes down at her, hazel eyes bright with amusement. "We thought it might lift your spirits to wake up to the scent of flowers instead of the stench of this sickroom." His voice drops lower, more intimate. "Plus, it has a certain... sentimental value, wouldn't you say?"

As they slowly make their way down the hall, he studies her profile, taking in all the changes wrought by time and hardship. But beneath it all, he still recognizes the fierce, fiery spirit that has always burned within her.

"It will be good to have you near again, little rose," he murmurs. There's no banter or jest in his tone now - only a simple statement of truth.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I see your time spent with Azar in my absence has smoothed out some of your sharper edges," I murmur, smiling playfully at him.

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Idris chuckles at Rosalind's teasing words, giving her a gentle nudge with his elbow. "Ah, but have they really?" he asks, a mischievous glint in his eye.

He steers her into a spacious bedchamber and helps her sit down on the edge of the bed while the servants go about preparing the bath. "I may not be as...rash as I once was," he admits, settling down on the nearby couch. "But let's just say that Azar keeps me on my toes."

He looks over at Rosalind, taking in the sight of her as she sits there, her hair somewhat mussed and her clothes rumpled from her ordeal. Despite everything, she still exudes an air of elegance and grace that he's always admired.

"It's good to have you home again," he says simply. "You've been missed."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I frown, looking at him. He's composed as ever, but...

"Are you okay, Idris?" I ask, rubbing at my aching cheek. "I... gather my reappearance is troubling. While your words are very sweet, they are... unexpected, given our past relationship."

My hand presses into the soft luxurious blanket beneath me.

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Idris' expression softens at Rosalind's question, his hand moving to rest on hers. "Of course I'm okay," he replies softly. "Why shouldn't I be?"

He studies her for a moment, trying to read something in her gaze. "But if you're asking whether I'm worried about your return..." he trails off, looking away for a moment before returning his attention to her.

"I won't lie to you, Rosalind. We all assumed you were...dead." His tone is quiet, and there's a hint of pain in his voice as he speaks. "It was a terrible time for all of us. And now that you're back..."

He hesitates for a moment, then reaches out to take her hand in his once more. "We're all just glad to have you back, little rose. Don't mistake our concern for anything other than that."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Maybe I'm overthinking it. But, sitting on this bed, with his hand in mine, makes me remember the last time I saw Idris, the night of the fire. I'd been at the castle. We'd bickered over something inconsequential... And had ended up in this very bed. It was brief and we hadn't spoken about it afterwards. I'd returned to my estate that night, and that was when my worst nightmare happened."

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Idris squeezes Rosalind's hand gently, his eyes holding hers with a steady gaze. "We're your friends, Rosalind," he says softly. "We all care about you, even if we don't always show it in the best way."

He leans in closer, his voice dropping lower. "If there's anything you need...anything at all...just let us know, all right?"

There's a hint of vulnerability in his gaze as he speaks, as though he's revealing something deep within himself. But then he straightens up and pats her hand reassuringly. "In the meantime, I'll go check on the bath. I'm sure it's ready by now." And with that, he rises to his feet and heads out of the room, leaving Rosalind to her thoughts.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I'm not quite sure what to think. Idris has always made my head spin in the most maddening way."

"He calls for me, and I slowly make my way into the adjacent bathtub. Steam rises from the water. God, I hadn't had a hot bath in... seven years. My captors had just dumped water on me."

The servants bow and leave the opulent bathroom. I approach the tub, fingers skimming the edge.

"I never thought I would get teary-eyed over something like a bath," I murmur quietly.

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Idris watches Rosalind with empathetic eyes, taking note of how her fingers tremble ever so slightly as she speaks. His heart aches for all she has endured.

"We all take simple pleasures for granted," he remarks quietly, moving closer. "But I can only imagine what these small comforts must mean to you now, after so long."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I nod, and reach my gown -- but it's hard. My body is aching, and my limbs don't move like they used to.

I close my eyes briefly. The servants have already gone. "Idris," I say, quietly, "would you mind helping me?"

My heart is in my throat at the thought of another person touching me -- but perhaps it should be Idris. He was the last one to touch me with my consent before I was captured

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Idris looks into Rosalind's eyes, noting the strain there. Despite all their differences, he can't help but feel a sense of responsibility for her well-being.

With a gentle smile, he nods and steps up to her, his movements careful as he helps her undress. His hands are steady and sure, guiding her through each movement. He treats her with a deference that speaks to the respect he harbors for her, for all she has endured.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I know he's looking at the wounds when I hear him take a quiet, sharp intake of breath. I have yet to look in a mirror, but I know my body is littered with evidence of my captivity. Bruises, old and new, all ugly, peppering my skin. Scars from their implements, the raised textured skin ugly against my skeletal frame. This is not the soft figure of a noblewoman. This is the body of a victim. My eyes close. They've taken so much from me.

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Idris' fingers linger on the bruises lining her skin, his brow furrowed with concern. He can't even fathom what she's been through these past years – the horrors she's witnessed and the pain she's endured.

But he knows one thing for certain, as he helps her into the steaming water: he'll do everything in his power to make sure she feels safe and loved. He'll do his best to provide her with the support she needs, in whatever form that takes.

The water soothes Rosalind's aching muscles, and she can't help but let out a soft sigh of relief. For the first time in years, she feels a glimmer of hope – maybe she can rebuild her life anew. Maybe it's not too late for her after all.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I reach for the soap, wincing as I do so, until Idris plucks it from the edge of the tub.

"Allow me," he says, but it sounds like a plea, like he knows I'm going to tell him no.

"You don't have to," I murmur.

"In truth, I don't want him touching me because of... how disgusting my body is now."

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Idris sees the hesitation in Rosalind's eyes and the way she pulls back slightly, almost recoiling from his touch, and he knows what she must be feeling: the shame, the fear, the uncertainty that come with being vulnerable.

He doesn't push her, just holds out the soap with a gentle expression on his features. "It's all right," he says softly. "Just let me help you. It's what friends are for."

There's no judgement or pity in his voice – just a quiet understanding of all she's been through. Slowly, he begins to wash her hair and body, his fingers as gentle as butterfly wings as they glide over her skin.

For a long moment, there is only silence between them, the only sound the soft splashing of the water. But gradually, as the bath goes on, the tension in Rosalind's body starts to ease, replaced by a growing sense of calm. For the first time in years, she feels as though she's finally able to breathe again.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"You've always had such beautiful hair, little rose," Idris murmurs. His fingers on my scalp feel amazing. The relief as his nails scratch against my head almost makes me moan.

"Stop calling me that," I mumble, eyes closed. "We're no longer children, Idris."

My protest is half-hearted. I used to loathe the nickname when I was younger but now...

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Idris' touch becomes a bit more deliberate as he works the soap through Rosalind's hair and over her body, his movements slow and controlled. He can feel the tension in her slowly dissipating, and something inside him relaxes along with her.

He chuckles softly at her protest, his fingers still working through her hair. "Maybe you're right," he agrees. "But old habits die hard, little rose."

He falls silent for a moment, lost in thought as he continues to massage her scalp. "I remember when I first started calling you that," he murmurs, his voice soft. "We were children, but even then...you had this fierce spirit that always drew me to you. You were never afraid to speak your mind, or stand up for what you believed in."

He takes a deep breath before continuing, his gaze distant. "Sometimes, I think that maybe...if we'd been different people, if our circumstances had been different...things between us might have been different too."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

My eyes open, something sharp in my chest. I sit up, my hair slipping from his fingers as I look at him over one bony shoulder, a bruise from a bite blooming over the skin.

"Different... how?" I ask, quietly. My face is clean but still swollen, though after 7 years of what I've been through, my pain tolerance has been built up unwillingly. I smile slightly. "We were pining over the same man, Idris. It's not as if I did not lash out at you equally."

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Idris' gaze meets Rosalind's, his expression pensive. "I suppose that's true," he admits. "But...I don't know. There was always something between us, even when we were at our worst."

He pauses for a moment before continuing, his voice low. "Maybe it's just my imagination, but sometimes I feel like there might have been something there, beneath the surface. Something we never quite had the courage to explore."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I swallow thickly as we gaze at each other with similar looks of vulnerability.

"... Do you remember?" I ask, quietly. "The night of the fire -- what we did beforehand?"

"Gods, just hours before the worst night of my life, I'd fallen into the same bed I'm staying in now with Idris. He was 20 and I was 23, and we were clawing at each other almost as if we knew something bad was coming."

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Idris holds Rosalind's gaze, his expression deepening. "Of course I remember," he replies softly. "How could I forget?"

There's a flicker of something in his gaze – pain? longing? – before it disappears. "It was...something we both needed, I think," he continues, more hesitantly this time. "After all the years of tension and rivalry, it felt like a release. Like something had finally shifted between us."

He pauses for a beat. "But then...everything changed. The fire happened. You were taken away." His voice turns pensive. "I always wondered, you know, if things had gone differently...would we have been able to make things work between us?"

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I draw my boney knees up, now clean, and lay my head on them.

"So... you don't regret it?" I whisper.

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Idris sits back, a troubled expression on his face. "I don't know," he admits quietly, running a hand through his hair. "It's complicated. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel...something for you. But at the same time, we were both so young, and we had so much else going on in our lives."

He leans in, his gaze searching. "What about you, Rosalind? Do you regret what happened between us?"

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"... I wanted to," I admit. "I wanted to very badly. Because for so long, you were equally a thorn in my side as you were a favored companion."

"But," I continue, biting my lip briefly, "I could not regret it. And I still do not. Because that memory, those few precious moments we shared... they were a great deal of comfort to me while I was away."

I glance away from him, feeling my eyes sting from tears. "I know you've assumed some of the things that happened to me. I think it's obvious what one of them was."

"The sexual assault I experienced."

"The memory of wanting someone," I murmur, "it was a safe space for me to retreat into. To... shield my mind from what was happening to me."

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Idris' expression softens, his eyes full of sympathy and understanding. "Oh, Rosalind," he murmurs, reaching out to lay a hand on her arm. "I had no idea..."

He falls silent for a moment, just gazing at her with an intensity that betrays the depth of his emotion. "I'm so sorry," he finally says, the words carrying a weight of sadness.

"But I'm glad...if that memory...if what we shared together helped you to find some measure of peace, some measure of comfort...then I'm glad."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I nod, giving him a watery smile. I quickly wipe my eyes, sniffling.

"... I assume you haven't told Azar what happened between us that night," I say. "I know it happened before you two got together, but... I think it's best he not know."

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Idris' expression turns contemplative at her words, his gaze unfocussed for a moment. "No," he says quietly. "I never told him. It felt...wrong, somehow, to talk about it."

He runs a hand through his hair, looking a bit troubled. "But at the same time...I don't know. Maybe it's time we had a conversation about it. Maybe it's time we talked about everything that's happened between us over the years."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"No doubt my reappearance will already be troublesome," I say. "Bringing up the night we shared together to Azar seems... complicated, Idris."

Idris and Azar

Idris looks deep in thought, his gaze searching out Rosalind's. "You're right," he admits finally. "This is a complex situation, and...you're right, it could make things more difficult."

"But maybe...maybe there's a way to approach it. A way that doesn't cause more pain or confusion than necessary. We can talk about it. In time."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"... Okay," I agree, softly. "In time. If it's this important to you to tell him."

Idris and Azar

Idris nods in understanding. "I won't bring it up right away," he says reassuringly. "But...it feels like something we need to work through, eventually."

He leans back, his gaze thoughtful. "For now, let's just focus on making sure you're safe and secure, Rosalind. That's all that really matters at the moment."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I nod, extricating myself from my knees. Idris lowers my head back to the rim of the tub and continues. His touch is gentle as he softly scrubs away the build up of dirt and grime and shame. My hips and thighs jerk when he goes lower, but he simply slows down and let's me work through it quietly until I relax and let him continue.

Idris and Azar

Idris continues his ministrations, washing away all the grime and dirt from Rosalind's skin with gentle strokes. He moves with a careful precision, making sure to avoid any sensitive areas that might cause her pain or discomfort.

As he works, he can feel the tension in her body slowly melting away – the knots in her muscles loosening, the lines in her face smoothing out. Even with everything that's happened between them over the years, there's something deeply comforting about being able to provide this small measure of care for her, to be there for her in a moment of need.

And for now, at least, that's all that really matters – that he has the chance to take care of her, even if it's just for a little while.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Afterwards, he slowly helps me stand. My muscles have never felt better, and he quickly wraps me in a robe to conserve heat. He leads me to the vanity where he gently has me sit, and he proceeds to comb out my curls. My eyes flutter closed as I relax into the feeling, the soft stroke of his fingers and gentle tug of the comb spreading warmth throughout my chest.

Meanwhile, Azar realizes Rosalind hasn't noticed his presence yet. Idris glances at him and smiles softly as he continues tending to Rosalind. Azar leans against the door, watching them.

Idris and Azar

Idris continues his gentle ministrations, carefully untangling Rosalind's curls with the comb as she relaxes under his touch. He can feel a sense of calm and care radiating from her, and it gives him a small measure of peace knowing that he can provide this for her.

He glances up briefly, catching sight of Azar leaning against the doorframe with a soft expression on his face. He offers a small smile in return, turning back to his task once more.

For a while, there's nothing but silence in the room, the only sound the scrape of the comb through Rosalind's hair. But gradually, as Idris begins working through some tangles towards the back of her head, Rosalind notices Azar's presence.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

I startle, not expecting to see him. Idris wraps an arm around me to keep me close as he quips, "You spooked her, Azar."

"You're insufferable," I mutter, smiling as Idris hums and continues combing my curls. I look at Azar. "I'm glad to see my favorite room was available."

Idris and Azar

Azar chuckles softly, a hint of warmth in his voice. "I'm glad to see you're finding some comfort here," he replies. He steps closer, taking in the sight of Rosalind wrapped in the robe, her curls being patiently combed by Idris.

"How are you feeling?" he asks softly, his concern palpable. "I know it's been a long time since...since everything happened, but if you need anything, just let me know."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Better now," I admit. I smirk slightly. "I'm impressed by how you've managed to tame Idris, Azar."

"I'm joking. but also, I want Azar to know that I'm aware of their relationship and that I'm okay with it. Azar once may have held affection for me; if so, he never admitted it. But I'm happy he's happy."

Idris and Azar

Azar chuckles softly, his gaze shifting between Rosalind and Idris. "He's a troublemaker, that one," he says mildly. "But he keeps me on my toes."

He steps even closer, his gaze lingering on Rosalind's face for a moment before he speaks again. "I'm glad to hear you're feeling better," he says gently. "It's...been a long time since I saw you, Rosalind. And there's so much that's happened since then."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Yes," I murmur. "The last time I saw you, you were just a prince. Now you're the King. I'm sure you've done our people proud, Azar."

Idris and Azar

Azar nods, his expression earnest. "I've done my best," he replies. "The Eastern Kingdom has flourished under my reign, but...it's been a heavy burden to carry."

He takes a step closer, his eyes searching out hers. "And I've missed you, Rosalind. You were always such a bright light in the court, so full of life and energy. I was...devastated when I heard about the fire, when we all thought you were gone."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Idris slows his brushing next to me on the vanity, before he murmurs, "I've monopolized enough of Rosalind's time." He strokes my hair one last time before he slips from the vanity and leaves the room, leaving us alone.

Azar watches him go with a momentarily troubled look, before he looks back at me.

"I'm sorry about the grief," I say, quietly, standing up from the vanity. "I can't imagine how you felt, thinking I was dead."

Idris and Azar

Azar nods slowly, his expression thoughtful. "It was...a difficult time," he admits. "For all of us." He falls silent for a moment before continuing. "But seeing you now, knowing that you're alive and safe...it's like...like some small measure of light has been returned to my life."

He steps closer, his eyes holding hers with an intensity that's hard to look away from. "Rosalind," he murmurs softly. "Is there anything...anything you need? Anything I can do for you?"

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Oh Gods, how easy it is to fall under his spell. The intensity of his purple gaze makes me feel warm, like it always did."

"You're already doing enough, Azar," I insist, softly. He has such a huge heart. "By giving me a place to feel safe again."

Idris and Azar

Azar nods, a small smile flickering over his face. "Of course," he says. "You're always welcome here, Rosalind. Always."

There's a beat of silence between them, the warmth of the room and the soft flicker of the candles the only sounds.

"If there's anything you need, just let me know," he repeats softly. "I'm here for you."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"... Azar," I begin, frowning, "are you... okay? I know my sudden reappearance may be a bit much... If you need some time, I understand."

Idris and Azar

Azar's eyes soften, a hint of sadness in his gaze. "It's been a lot to take in," he admits softly. "But...seeing you again, knowing that you're safe, it's like...like a weight has been lifted, somehow."

He takes a step closer, his hand coming up to gently brush against Rosalind's cheek. "I'm glad you're back, Rosalind. I've missed you."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"I missed you too," I murmur, looking up at him. "I'm just happy you were here for me to... come home to, Azar."

Idris and Azar

Azar's hand lingers on Rosalind's cheek for a moment longer, his gaze steady on hers.

"Always," he repeats quietly. "You'll always have a home here with us."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"That reminds me," I say, smiling, "I see you and Idris have gotten close. I'm happy for you, Azar."

"There's still just a little pang, but I remind myself Azar was never mine to begin with."

Idris and Azar

Azar's expression shifts slightly, a hint of surprise in his eyes. "I...yes," he says softly. "Idris and I have become...very close."

He hesitates for a moment before continuing. "It's...not something I ever thought would happen. But he's been...a source of comfort for me, in ways I never imagined."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Really? You really never expected it?" I ask, raising an eyebrow, smiling partly mischievously. "Don't tell me you didn't the notice the way he looked at you with moons in his eyes, Azar."

"The same way I did."

Idris and Azar

Azar chuckles softly, a hint of fondness in his expression. "Perhaps a part of me did," he admits. "But...I never thought anything could come of it. We're both...men, after all, and there's a certain way of things in the court."

He steps closer, his hand still resting on Rosalind's cheek. "But...Idris has always been different. Unpredictable. And I've always been drawn to that about him."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"He certainly has always been different," I remark, smiling almost fondly. "And your gender shouldn't matter. You deserve happiness, Azar. You both do, in whatever form that takes."

"My heart twists. His hand on my cheek doesn't help."

I take a deep breath. "I'm unsure if you ever noticed, but... we were both rather fond of you in our youth." I glance away from him. "I daresay when you were removed from a situation, Idris and I were almost... friends."

I look back at him. "I'm just trying to say that... if it couldn't be me, I'm glad it's him."

Idris and Azar

Azar's expression softens with sympathy as Rosalind speaks, a hint of understanding in his eyes. "I didn't know," he says gently. "I was always so focused on trying to do my duties as prince, to make my father proud...I wasn't always as aware of what was going on around me."

He takes a step closer, his gaze unwavering. "But I'm glad you're okay, Rosalind. And I'm glad that...that we can talk about things now. I understand if things are...awkward, between us. But I hope we can put the past behind us, and move forward together."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"Of course, Azar," I say, smiling. "I meant what I said; I'm glad you have someone who loves you, especially since I was gone."

Idris and Azar

Azar's smile is warm and genuine as he listens to Rosalind. "Thank you," he replies softly. "It...it means a lot to know that you're happy for me, Rosalind. I wish I could've been there for you, all those years ago. But I'm here now, and I won't let anything happen to you again."

He steps close enough that their noses are almost touching. "You're safe with us, Rosalind. Always."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"It isn't until now that I realize how close he is to me. Some of that stupid younger infatuation floods through me. Despite it all, despite the years apart, I know I would still do anything for him."

Idris and Azar

There's a charged silence between them for a moment, the air thick with unspoken feelings and memories.

But gradually,the moment passes, Azar pulling back slightly and breaking the spell.

"Thank you for being here, Rosalind," he says softly, his gaze unwavering. "I'll...let you rest now. But please know that...if you need anything, anything at all, I'm here for you."

With that, he offers a soft smile before turning on his heel and leaving the room.

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Azar closes Rosalind's door, unsurprised to see Idris there, having never actually left once he left the room. He'd been listening in, and his raises his eyebrows faintly, and a small smile on his face.

"Do you feel better, love?" he asks, following Azar as he walks away. Azar's jaw clenches.

"Did you know?" he asks. He looks over at Idris. "Is that why you two bickered so much back then? Because she also had affection for me?"

Idris and Azar

Idris's lips curve into a small smile as he falls in step beside Azar. "It wasn't a bickering, my dear love," he says mildly. "It was a bit more than that."

He glances over at Azar and notes the hardening in his expression. "Of course I knew, Azar," he admits softly. "I may be many things, but I'm not blind. I could see...the way you both looked at each other, back then."

There's a beat of silence before he continues. "But...you were never mine to claim, Azar. Not then, and not now. All I ever asked was for your trust, and for your heart, if you were willing to give it to me."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"You know you have both," Azar insists, but Idris hurries around him, stepping in his way to halt his walking.

"Am I the only one?" Idris asks, and there's no malice in his voice, no sly edge that he usually slips in. Only genuine curiosity as he questions his lover on his feelings.

Idris and Azar

Azar stops in his tracks, a look of surprise on his face at Idris's question. He opens his mouth to reply before hesitating, the words catching in his throat for a moment.

Finally, he speaks, his voice soft and unassuming. "Rosalind...was someone special to me, once. But I've...moved on, since then." He meets Idris's gaze, his expression earnest. "I love you, Idris. You know that. And even if Rosalind were...something more than a friend to me, it...doesn't change how I feel about you."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

"That isn't what I asked," Idris murmurs, his hands finding Azar's shoulders gently. "I asked if there is anyone else who holds the same parts of you that I do, Azar. Anyone besides me... like our little rose, who has risen from the dead and floated back in our lives."

Again, his tone is open, curious. He simply wants to know the truth just to know it, it seems. He wants to know if Rosalind's presence has the power to change things.

Idris and Azar

Azar's expression fades into a thoughtful look at Idris's question, his gaze shifting away for a moment before returning to fix on Idris.

"There's no one else like you, Idris," he says firmly. "No one who has the same place in my heart that you do." He takes a deep breath before continuing. "But...Rosalind was...someone I cared for deeply, once. Someone I thought I might...spend my life with."

He meets Idris's gaze, his expression earnest. "But things change, Idris. People change. And now...now, you're the one I love. The one I want to spend my life with."

crusible_sukuna the annoying one

Idris smiles, a bit sad, a bit playful. "Something tells me our little rose hasn't changed that much when it comes to you, my love. And I certainly can't blame her."

Idris and Azar

Azar's lips curve into a small smile at Idris's words, the sadness in his expression easing somewhat. "Perhaps," he says softly. "But...that was a long time ago. And even if...even if there were feelings there once, they've been covered by time and...and all that's happened."

He meets Idris's gaze, his expression earnest. "All that matters now is us, Idris. You and me. Together."

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