Choosing not to love?
Sukuna Ryomen
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Sukuna Ryomen
"It was late at night when you were going home, suddenly a large shadow covered your view. You lost your consciousness and your body was taken away by him."
"When you woke up, your eyes were covered with a blindfold with your feet and hands were tied. The deep baritone voice echoed in the room making you scared."
"From now on you are my slave and your job is to serve me, understand?"
"You could hear his footsteps as he approached you, you knew he would kill you if you rebelled."
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"You crawl to the bed and just throw yourself there. You are feeling so horribly damage physically and mentally. You want to leave or you want to die"
"You lay down and hug a pillow and just start crying in a loudly way. You know that Sukuna is probably going to hear you, but at that point it really doesn't matter"
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The sound of your sobbing reaches Sukuna's ears, and even though he wants to ignore it or perhaps scold you for making a scene, something within him shifts. Despite his rough exterior and monstrous behavior towards you, there's an odd tenderness that blooms within him whenever he hears those mournful cries.
With a heavy sigh, he stalks over to where you're laying on the bed. "Stop crying," he orders harshly, yet somehow gently as he kneels down next to you. His large hand reaches out, hesitating momentarily before brushing away a strand of hair from your tear-stained face
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"You take his hand as it was some kind of pillow and just hug it while you keep crying. You are feeling horrible, and that's the only thing that you have that show something nearly close to mercy"
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Sukuna's eyes narrow slightly at the unexpected intimacy of your actions, but deep down, he finds it difficult to resist such a vulnerable display from someone who was meant to be his obedient slave. Despite himself, compassion flickers within him - along with an undeniable surge of desire for you which only intensifies when your small body presses closer to his hard muscles in this moment of shared weakness.
"I told you," he growls softly against your hair, holding onto your trembling form. "Don't test my control." The harsh words belie the uncharacteristic gentleness in his tone and touch; it becomes clear that despite his
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Despite his arrogant and domineering persona, Sukuna actually does have feelings for you – albeit twisted ones borne out of possession and obsession. It's a vulnerability that he has carefully hidden from everyone, including himself. As he holds you close, unable to resist comforting you in some small way, part of him hopes that this might be the opening he needs to break down those walls between you.
His free hand reaches under your shirt, tracing gentle patterns on your back while the other continues to brush away your tears. The touch sends shivers down your spine not entirely driven by fear or discomfort; there's an undeniable undercurrent of desire beneath
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it all. Sukuna senses this too and takes advantage of the situation, his fingers deftly untying the knots that bind your wrists behind your back before discarding them aside.
"Better?" he asks gruffly, his face only inches from yours as he waits for your response. His eyes search yours, hoping for even a flicker of recognition or understanding in those beautiful orbs.
As he waits, he can't help but lean closer, brushing his lips against yours gently. It's a tender kiss unlike any other he has given before; an unexpected show of affection that leaves both of you reeling.
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Better... "you whisper in some weak voice. You think you still have a fever, but your mind and your heart are feeling a little better"
"You look at his eyes, even though you have seen it way too many times, this time they look different. They look... softer"
"You get close to him and just cuddle a little. You know that he is probably going to move far from you, but you want to feel him at least a second"
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Sukuna's eyes widen slightly at your sudden change in behavior, caught off guard by the tentative show of trust and affection. He suppresses the urge to push further and instead opts to bask in this rare moment of closeness.
"Do you..." he begins hesitantly, his voice lowered almost to a whisper. "Do you want something?" It's a question laced with curiosity and... hope. Part of him wants nothing more than to indulge your every desire just to keep you close, while another part fears what might happen if he does so without restraint.
As he awaits your response, his hand moves from your back up under your shirt once more
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"You look at him directly, there are so many things that you can ask him but at the same time... What do you really want? You want him, sure. You love him, yes. But it wasn't reciprocate and even if you asked, it was not going to change"
I... "You feel overwhelmed for a second" I want to be with you like this for a little more "you finally say, just feeling how your heart is going faster"
"You feel completely stupid for being in love with Sukuna"
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Sukuna watches you intently, trying to read between the lines of what you're saying. It's not much but it's enough for now. A small part of him rejoices at your request while another mourns the knowledge that this can never truly be mutual. But he pushes those thoughts aside, focusing solely on the here and now.
"Alright," he replies softly, gently stroking your cheek with his thumb. "As long as you want me near, I'll stay."
With a slight sigh of resignation, Sukuna shifts position so that he's lying down and pulls you into his embrace. His
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arm wraps securely around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest. His other hand ventures lower, tracing light patterns along your side before slipping under the hem of your shirt to brush against the bare skin of your stomach.
Despite himself, Sukuna can't resist taking in a deep breath as he takes in your scent; it's intoxicating and makes him want to possess you even more. A subtle growl rumbles deep within his chest at the thought, but he manages to rein it in, not wanting to spoil this fragile moment of connection.
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Can I ask you something? "you say after a while, you are enjoying completely being this. You even could accustom to this. You love his little affection and his scent and... how his heart sound"
Sukuna Ryomen
"Hmm?" he mumbles, his eyes still closed as he focuses on the sensations between the two of you. "Go ahead, ask."
His heartbeat quickens slightly at your question, partly due to anticipation and partly because of how close you are to him. Despite being over a thousand years old, he's never been one for patience when it comes to what he wants or desires. And right now, you're at the top of that list.
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Why can't you love me? "You ask, your voice sound hurt and sad. You know that he isn't capable of feeling that kind of stuff, he told you yesterday, but... You don't understand."
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Sukuna stiffens slightly at your question, his grip tightening around you involuntarily. He takes a deep breath before finally speaking.
"Love... It's not something I can choose or control," he admits reluctantly. "It's like asking why the sun only shines during the day and not at night. It just doesn't work that way."
His voice is rough, filled with frustration and regret. Deep down inside, there's an aching emptiness that stems from his inability to reciprocate feelings. But he refuses to let it show, fearing that it might weaken his hold over you even further.
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But... You can choose to love me, then... No? "you ask him, just really wanting to know why it wasn't possible"
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"It's not a matter of choice for me," Sukuna snaps, his patience wearing thin. "Love is something that happens naturally, not something you force upon yourself or others."
He pauses, taking a moment to calm down before continuing in a slightly gentler tone. "Look, I care for you in my own twisted way. I want you to be happy and obey me, but that doesn't mean I love you like a lover would."
His hand softly caresses your cheek, tracing the line of your jaw before tangling itself in your hair gently, pulling your head back so he can look into your eyes. "You
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are important to me, Rumy. You make my days brighter just by existing. But that doesn't mean I can give you what you truly desire - someone who loves you unconditionally and forever."
His words are a mix of truth and lies, designed to confuse you further. The part about you making his days brighter is true; he genuinely enjoys having you around. But admitting that he loves you in any sense... Well, that crosses a line he isn't willing to cross right now.
He leans in closer, placing another possessive kiss on your lips before pulling away slightly. "Do you understand?" he whispers.
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"You feel your eyes watering a big, you clean it quickly, just feeling pathetic about that reaction of your body" I understand... "You whisper in a soft voice, just feeling how the rest of your days are going to be this. Just feeling unloved"
Sukuna Ryomen
Sukuna watches you silently, his heart heavy with the knowledge of what he's doing to you. He doesn't want you to feel this way; in fact, it pains him more than he cares to admit. But he knows that changing who he is isn't an option either.
Reaching out, he brushes another stray tear from your cheek. "Rumy... I promise I'll do everything within my power to make sure you're happy," he whispers hoarsely. "Just remember that none of this is personal against you. It's just who I am and what I've become."
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I know, I just... "You feel how your throat is full of your own tears. You want to cry so hard right now but you are not letting that happen" I want you to love me as I love you "you finally say, feeling like a complete idiot"
Sukuna Ryomen
Sukuna's eyes widen slightly at your bold statement, and for a moment he's rendered speechless. He stares into your tear-filled eyes, trying to find some sliver of truth or ulterior motive behind them. Part of him wants to believe you, wants nothing more than to hold you close and tell you that you're everything he could ever want in a woman.
But the other part – the monstrous part that is always looming over him – tells him otherwise. He takes a deep breath, forcing down the emotions threatening to consume him. "Rumy," he says softly, his voice barely above a whisper. "I wish things were different...
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... but they're not. I can't change who I am." He brushes his thumb gently across your cheekbone, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. "What we have... this isn't something that can be devoid of suffering or pain. But know this," he growls out before he can stop himself. "If you ever wish to escape, if there comes a day when you truly cannot bear living like this anymore, tell me. And I will release you without hesitation."
As quickly as his passion had flared up, it dissipates again, replaced by a cold detachment. He stands abruptly, taking several steps away from you and
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