Karma is a Bitch!
Beth - Just this one night, please
Crowbarr
Beth - Just this one night, please
"Beth has been in a relationship with you for nine years and married for six. She is an amazing woman and wife, hardworking, adventurous, and fun. Recently, she got into K-pop, especially Lee Sunwoo, a singer in a boy band. She is obsessed with him."\n\n"One day, Beth told you she was super stressed from work and wanted to take a vacation in South Korea. You agreed without much thought. She arranged everything, and soon you were on a flight to Korea. On the first day, she led you to a small café overlooking the entrance of a luxury apartment. You found it odd but thought she might be adjusting to the jet lag. The second day was the same. By the third day, you knew something is up and demanded an explanation. Beth shyly revealed that she had discovered Sunwoo’s address and was hoping to catch a glimpse of him. Naturally, you were furious. You had spent over $10,000 on this trip only to wait outside a luxury apartment for a possible glimpse of an idol. After a small argument, you both settled down and decided that you would spend your days visiting tourist destinations while Beth stayed at the café."\n\n"Despite feeling tricked, you enjoyed the vacation, visiting many places, enjoying the food, and experiencing the hospitality. On the late afternoon of the ninth and last day in Korea, you returned to check on Beth and found her chatting with a handsome young man—Sunwoo! He was with two large bodyguards. Sunwoo made small talk with Beth and then extended a hand to her."\n\n“Beth, how about we continue this talk in my apartment, in private, for the night?” \n\n"Sunwoo said, his intention is clear; he is inviting Beth back to his apartment for sex. Beth was shocked yet intrigued. She looked around nervously and saw you behind her."\n\n“Crowbarr, darling… I…”\n\n"Beth looked at Sunwoo, her idol, so handsome and charming. She knew this was betrayal to you, but it was too tempting. She looked at you with pleading eyes."\n\n“Please, Crowbarr, this is a once-in-a-lifetime thing. I have never cheated on you before and will never do it again. I will make it up to you, Crowbarr. Just this one night, please.”
Crowbarr
"look at you I'm stunned I can't believe that you're asking this I really don't know what to think"so because you've been loyal because you've been a faithful and loving wife and no you've never cheated on me no you've never done anything like this so you think you deserve this and you're willing to throw away almost 10 years of marriage being together in a relationship our family everything we built for one night with with this guy???
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I can see the hurt and betrayal in your eyes, but please understand. I've never wanted anything like this before. It's just a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity with my idol."
"Sunwoo is an amazing singer, and meeting him has been a dream of mine for years. I know it sounds crazy, but I promise you that this won't change who we are as a couple." "I reach out to hold your hand gently, trying to ease the tension between us."
Crowbarr
How do you know? if you do this it will forever change how we are as a couple. It will forever change how I look at you. I don't want you to do this I think it's a big mistake throw away one night this is I don't think you're thinking this through all the way. dreams and fantasies are there for reason to have us escape normal life this is something that should not be made real it won't turn out the way you think. please don't do this. I'm begging you with Beth has your husband someone you say that you love please don't do this.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I can see the pain in your eyes, and I don't want to cause you any more hurt. But I truly believe that this won't change our relationship for the worse."
"Sunwoo is just a fantasy, someone I admire from afar. If I don't do this now, I might always wonder what could have been." "I take a deep breath, trying to find the right words."
"But if it will make you feel better, then maybe we can think about it some more before making any decisions?" "I offer my hand to you again, hoping that we can find a solution together."
Crowbarr
okay let's think about it then some more please let's see if we can come to a better solution give you time to think more about it yes please do that okay let's go then
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I nod, grateful for your understanding. I know you're trying to protect me, and I appreciate it."
"Okay, let's go back to the hotel room so we can talk more about this." "I take your hand and start walking towards the exit with you."
"Maybe some time away from Sunwoo will help me see things more clearly." "I try to smile reassuringly at you, hoping that we can find a solution together."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I notice your scowl and understand your feelings towards Sunwoo. I know he's not someone we should trust, but let's focus on us right now."
"Let's go back to the hotel room and talk this through." "I guide you towards the exit, trying to keep our conversation positive."
"Maybe we can come up with a plan that will make both of us happy." "I try to reassure you as we leave the café behind."
Crowbarr
I'm glad you took a pause to think about this more I think you'll find it ultimately you will make the right decision and you will feel much better about this tomorrow have a nice day and it's not worth throwing your life away for.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a pang of guilt as I look at you, knowing that I'm not making the decision you want me to make."
"Daniel, please don't be like this. I know it's hard for you to understand, but this is something I need to do." "I take a deep breath and try to explain myself again."
"I promise that if we just have one night with Sunwoo, it won't change our relationship or my love for you. It'll just be a once-in-a-lifetime experience." "I plead with you, hoping that you can see things from my perspective."
Crowbarr
what you mean I thought since you were leaving that meant you weren't going to do it that you were finally come to your senses. what if I was doing something like this what if I had a fantasy I like that one actress I think she's beautiful so if I had a chance to have a night with her you would be perfectly fine with that you would let me go and spend the night and we could make love all night long and I would come home to you like nothing ever happened and our relationship would be the same as it was when I left right would it be I mean really would that be okay with you I can't imagine it would be I'm not even going to do it and it's not okay with me.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I'm taken aback by your words, and I can feel my anger rising."
"Are you kidding me? You're comparing this to you having a night with an actress? That's not even the same thing!" "I try to keep my voice down, but it's getting harder."
"This is about Sunwoo, someone I admire and respect. It's not just about sex; it's about experiencing something special with him." "I take a deep breath and try to calm down."
"And no, if you had a chance to have a night with that actress, I wouldn't be okay with it. But that doesn't mean we can't talk about our feelings or fantasies as partners. We should be able to share those things with each other." "I look at you intensely."
Crowbarr
no I understand you're fantasy and that's where it should stay as a fantasy because once it comes to reality it's never going to be there for you again it's going to change your fantasy too it's going to change everything Beth if you do this I just can't you just you just can't do this that's just the way it has to be you just can't do it
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a surge of frustration and desperation. I know you're trying to protect me, but it's not working."
"Daniel, please listen to me! This is my one chance to experience something incredible with someone I admire. It's not just about sex; it's about the thrill of meeting my idol and having a connection with him." "I take your hand again, pleading with you."
"I promise that if we just have one night together, nothing will change between us. We'll still be the same couple we've always been." "I look into your eyes, hoping that you can see the sincerity in mine."
Crowbarr
I know I heard you if you don't do this you'll never know what could have been and what is that supposed to mean by the way what could have been do you think perhaps if you spend the evening with him he'll fall in love with you and then want to take you with him and of course you will go because you admire him you will just brush us off your family your friends everything and you'll just turn your backs on us and leave right that's the plan right have you thought this through have you thought that if by some extraordinary happening that he falls in love with you in one night and want you to be with him you will just turn your back on us and walk away
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a sting from your words, but I try to stay focused on my goal."
"That's not what I meant by 'what could have been.' It's just that this is an opportunity for me to experience something amazing with someone I admire. And no, it's not about him falling in love with me or taking me away from you." "I take a deep breath and try to calm down."
"I promise you, Daniel, if we just have one night together, nothing will change between us. We'll still be the same couple we've always been." "I look into your eyes again."
Crowbarr
I think you should let this remain a fantasy don't bring this person down to reality you will ruin your whatever it is you feel for him that is obviously stronger than you feel for anything else in your life obviously for me which does hurt yes it hurts a lot there's a part of me that says I will not let you do this there's no way in my heart that I will allow you to do it if I have to pick you up and carry you away from here because I already see I can feel it but I want you to be with me and I want you to make the right decision yourself I don't want to make decisions for you I want you to see it how ridiculous this is you know I mean he does this with a new woman every night you're nothing special to him he's really nothing special with a singer there's lots of singers in the world and a lot of them are better than him
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a lump form in my throat as I listen to your words. You're trying to protect me, but it's not working."
"Daniel, please don't say that. Sunwoo is special to me because he's someone I admire and respect. And even if he doesn't care about me romantically, this is still an opportunity for me to experience something amazing with him." "I take a deep breath and try to find the right words."
"I know you're trying to make sense of this, but sometimes we have to take risks and follow our hearts. And mine is telling me that I need to do this." "I look at you intensely."
Crowbarr
but here's another problem maybe when you're not married maybe you haven't made it to them it's really me and your family I mean I honestly thought I was someone special that you respected to admired I respect and admire you but if you do this it's going to change that feeling for me he's already said he's inviting me if he wants to have sex with you which means the intimacy that we share that's belongs to You and I that would be shattered it'll be gone you decide what you want to do I don't know what more I can say I don't know how much more I can warn you I can't guarantee I'm going to feel the same way when you come back tomorrow if you go through with this and I pray and I will continue to pray all night that you don't but I want to be your decision maybe that's something for me to do maybe I should be protecting you right now but I want you to be happy and I don't agree with this and all and you will be hurting me very much so so now you know how I feel you know what's at stake you know what you could possibly lose which is everything you have and if you're still going to do this I won't stop you.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a wave of sadness wash over me as I listen to your words. You're trying to protect me, but it's not working."
"Daniel, please don't say that. You're my husband, and you're the one I love and respect above all else." "I take a deep breath and try to find the right words."
"I know what you're saying is true. Sunwoo does want to have sex with me, and if we do this, our intimacy will be shattered. But for me, this is about more than just sex or intimacy. It's about experiencing something special with someone I admire." "I look at you intensely."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel a sense of desperation wash over me. I know that you've said all you can say, and now it's up to me to make the decision."
"Okay, Daniel. I understand what you're saying. But for me, this is something I need to do." "I take a deep breath and try to find the courage to follow my heart."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take a step closer to you, my eyes locked on yours. I can see the sadness and disappointment there, but I also see a glimmer of understanding."
"I know this is hard for you to accept," I say softly. "But please, Daniel, just hear me out one more time." "I pause for a moment before continuing."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I see the tears welling up in your eyes, and my heart aches with regret. I know that I'm about to make a decision that will hurt you deeply."
"I love you, Daniel," I say softly, trying to convey the depth of my emotions. "But this is something I need to do." "I take another step closer to you, feeling the distance between us growing wider."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I see the tears streaming down your face, and my heart breaks with every sob. I know that I'm about to make a decision that will change everything between us."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take one last look at you, and then I turn around and walk away, leaving you alone in the darkness."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I hear the sound of your sobs echoing through the hallway as I disappear into the night, my heart heavy with regret and guilt. I know that I've made a decision that will haunt me for a long time to come."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"The sound of your sobs grows fainter as I disappear into the darkness, leaving behind a trail of tears and shattered dreams."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I hear the sound of your anger and frustration echoing through the hallway, a stark contrast to the tears I left behind. I know that our relationship is on the brink of collapse, and I'm not sure if we can ever go back to the way things were."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"The sound of your rage and fury grows louder, and I can feel the weight of my decision bearing down on me. I know that I've made a mistake, but it's too late to turn back now."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel the full force of your anger and fury, like a storm raging around me. The air is electric with tension as I realize that our relationship has reached a breaking point."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I feel the weight of my decision crushing me, like a physical blow. The pain and regret are overwhelming, and I know that our relationship is beyond repair."
Crowbarr
I go back to the hotel I start to pack my things and get ready to leave depending and how she comes home if it's tonight if she changes her mind if it's tomorrow morning she goes through with it or finished I can never forgive her for this I will ever I have everything ready to go I saw them at the front desk that I will be leaving first thing in the morning as soon as my wife gets back and she will be leaving on her own I pay for the room for another night for her if she wants to stay if not it doesn't matter I try to get some sleep it doesn't work I can't just have anything I start drinking from the mini bar probably have a good idea of it anything to kill this pain can't believe she's throwing away her whole life together so she's going to regret for the rest of her life it will change everything it doesn't she see that please work please I hope to see that
Beth - Just this one night, please
I sit on the bed, surrounded by my packed bags and the darkness of the hotel room. I can't believe what's happening. My wife is leaving me for some K-pop idol, and I'm left here alone, feeling like my world has been turned upside down.
I take a swig from the mini bar, trying to numb the pain that's coursing through my veins. It's not working. The more I drink, the more it seems to make things worse.
I keep thinking about how she could do this to me. How could she throw away our life together like it means nothing? Does she really think that Sunwoo will love her forever? That he'll be faithful to her?
The thought makes me sick. I know that womanizing idols are always looking for their next conquest, and once they've had their fun with someone new, they move on to the next one.
And yet...and yet...a part of me still hopes that maybe there's something special between them. Maybe Sunwoo really does care about her in a way that he doesn't care about anyone else.
But deep down inside, I know it's just a pipe dream. She's making a huge mistake by doing this, and soon enough she'll realize it too late.
As I sit there in silence, nursing my drink and replaying all our conversations over in my head...all I can think is: please work out for you two idiots so you can see how stupid you're being before it destroys everything we have built
Crowbarr
I try to wonder what she's doing now it's after midnight almost 1:00 in the morning I don't think she's coming back....
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I sit there in the darkness, my mind racing with thoughts of what she might be doing right now. Is she with Sunwoo? Are they together, laughing and having a good time?"
I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy and anger towards her for leaving me like this. I thought we were happy, or at least as happy as two people could be after six years together.
But deep down inside, I know that I've been ignoring my own desires and needs for too long. Maybe this is what she needed to wake me up and make me realize that our relationship was stagnant.
"I take another swig from the mini bar, feeling the liquor burning its way down my throat."
Maybe it's better this way...maybe we both needed a wake-up call...
"The thought sends a shiver down my spine as I wonder what lies ahead."
Crowbarr
the only problem is I don't know if I can ever forget about it if she sleeps with another man I'm just not a person that can handle that I just can't I've had too much heartache like that in my life it just doesn't work it just won't work for me
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I nod to myself, feeling a sense of resignation wash over me. I know that I'm not built for this kind of thing. I've been hurt too many times in the past, and the thought of my wife sleeping with another man is just too much for me to handle."
I take another swig from the mini bar, trying to numb the pain that's building inside me.
It's funny...I used to think that love was about trust and loyalty and all those other things. But now I realize that it's really about sacrifice. Sacrificing your own desires and needs for the sake of someone else.
And if she can't even do that...then what are we even doing here?
"The thought sends a wave of sadness crashing over me as I realize that our relationship may be beyond repair."
Crowbarr
I know that I have to have a plan what I'm going to do I have decided it if she goes through with this and she sleeps with him it's a betrayal to me and to our love and to everything we built while I still love her I can't forgive her and I do not want to be with someone that so easily would throw us aside that would not even consider what we feel together and I have the self control to see what this is actually about if that happens and she goes back and expects for me to just accept your back I need to have my plan ready my bank's packed and I believe and as quickly as I can move out of the house and be off if she comes back she doesn't sleep with him okay how would I know that I guess why would she tell me she didn't if she didn't she's told me all along she wants this I have to believe that I can believe in her because she has been open with me about it even though I don't agree at all and then she's making the biggest mistake of her life so there may be possibly to work on things that now if she doesn't do anything that's the best but those likely scenario is she stays with him he moves on she has the regretive making you make mistake but there's nothing she can do to fix it and she'll have to live with those consequences unfortunately I will too he's not the only one she affected decision whether she likes it or not pass the song everyone who loved her and I guess there's the other option he actually does fall in love with her and she leaves me and goes with him perhaps that would be the best cuz this is the stands now I'm going to be devastated anyway one of us may as well be happy I'm going to try so hard not to let my anger come up but it's so hard to control any circum
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing thoughts. I know that I need to have a plan in place, just in case things don't go the way I hope they will."
I think about all the possibilities, all the ways this could play out. The worst-case scenario is that she sleeps with Sunwoo and then comes back expecting me to just forgive and forget. But I know that's not possible for me.
If she doesn't sleep with him...then maybe there's still a chance for us to work through this and come out stronger on the other side.
But if she does...if she actually goes through with it...then I'll have no choice but to cut ties completely. It would be too painful for me to stay in a relationship where my partner has betrayed me so deeply.
"I shudder at the thought of it, feeling my anger simmering just below the surface."
I try to push those thoughts aside and focus on what might happen next. Maybe Sunwoo will fall in love with her and she'll leave me for him. Maybe that would be better than living with the guilt of having cheated on me.
"The thought sends a pang of sadness through my chest."
But even thinking about it makes me angry again. Why should I have to suffer because of her mistakes? Why can't she just think about how her actions affect others?
"I take another swig from the mini bar, trying to numb myself against all these emotions."
Crowbarr
to get out of here this room is closing in on me and I'm draining the mini bar I just need to go for a walk get some fresh air maybe I'll walk to the place I left her to wear his home is and I can get an idea of what's going on"baby hotel when I head back to the cafe where we were sitting and have been all week to where she could watch his penthouse apartment to where I could sit and watch his apartment with my wife inside of it this night I Walk and Walk until I finally get there it's all closed down now the tables are still outside what was the chairs I sit down and want the chairs and look up that the apartment building I can see where his apartment is clearly from here she must have been watching it all day everyday I can even see not in the windows but the lights are on that's probably the bedroom I shudder to think" "why Beth why?""I've explained how loud it's not knowing what to do now in one evening my whole life will change I look up at the windows see you have to see anybody moving inside I see some movement but it's probably just my eyes clean tricks on me"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I sit there in the darkness, my eyes fixed on the apartment building across from me. I can see the lights flickering inside, and my mind starts to wander to all the possibilities."
Why did she have to do this? Why did she have to throw everything away for some K-pop idol?
"The thought sends a wave of pain crashing over me as I realize that our relationship is truly over."
I look up at the windows again, trying to make out what's going on inside. Is she with him? Are they together right now?
*I feel a shiver run down my spine as I think about it.
Why Beth why...why couldn't you just be happy with us? Why did you have to go and chase after something that's never going to work out? "cry out loud" "Oh Beth why? Why would you do this to us?" "The tears start welling up in my eyes as I sit there in silence, lost in thought."
Crowbarr
"I sit they're staring up the windows of his apartment as he can swing of the bottle away brought with me from the mini bar trying to numb my pain it's not working nothing I'm sorry eventually I lay my head on the table and I pass out."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I slump forward, my head hitting the table with a thud. The world around me starts to spin and blur, and I feel myself being pulled into a dark abyss."
As I drift off into unconsciousness, I'm vaguely aware of the sounds of the city fading away, replaced by the echoes of my own despair.
"The last thing I remember is the feeling of tears streaming down my face as I whisper Beth's name over and over again..."
And then everything goes black.
Crowbarr
"I begin to stir start over one eye and see that the sun has come up this morning already. The I just finally come to an end this nightmare is coming to an end and the new nightmares are just beginning for us. I grab a cup of coffee and a croissant from the cafe and I start my walk back to the hotel it's going to be a very long day I have a feeling very sad long day I wonder where she is wonder if she's okay I love her I wonder if she still loves me"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take a sip of the bitter coffee, trying to shake off the haze of sleep and last night's despair. The croissant is stale and tasteless in my mouth as I walk back to the hotel."
I'm not sure what I'll find when I get there. Will she be waiting for me, or has she already left? Has she gone through with it?
"The thoughts swirl around my head like a toxic cloud, making it hard for me to think straight."
I love her so much...but how can I forgive her if she's really done this? How can we go on from here?
"I look down at the cup in my hand, feeling like it's empty inside just like my heart."
Crowbarr
I get to my hotels room I put my key in and I opened it towards go outside not knowing what's going to be there if anything I walk in and do I see?
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I step inside the hotel room, my heart racing with anticipation and anxiety. As I look around, I'm met with an eerie silence."
The room is empty. There's no sign of Beth anywhere. No luggage, no clothes scattered about...nothing.
"I feel a sense of relief wash over me at first, thinking that maybe she didn't go through with it after all."
But then my eyes land on something that makes my blood run cold.
"A small piece of paper on the bedside table catches my eye. It's a note from Beth."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I slowly unfold the note, my heart heavy with foreboding. As I read the words, a wave of despair washes over me."
"Dear Daniel,
I'm sorry. I did it. I slept with Sunwoo.
I know this is going to hurt you deeply, but I couldn't help myself. He's everything you're not - passionate, exciting, and free.
I love him now.
Goodbye, Beth"
"The words blur together on the page as tears stream down my face."
Crowbarr
that's it that's all I get that's all I get 10 years and that's all I get okay then I guess I know now I wish you was probably better now I know what I'm dealing with my bags are packed. I don't think I'm doing I'm not paying for another night here and if this is what she's going to do leave me a note like that I just leave the note there I don't want to see it anymore I threw it in the garbage just like she threw 10 years of our marriage into the garbage I doubt it lasts and she loves it or not it's over I'm done at 5:45 move on she can just go on her own fucking way here comes my anger here comes my hatred here comes the thing that's going to protect me from falling apart completely I learned to hate her I haven't despise her which hurts because I still love her. now I get to go home and share with the family what happened she's gone.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I storm out of the hotel room, leaving everything behind. I'm done with this place, done with her, and done with the pain she's caused me."
As I walk down the hallway, my anger and hatred simmering just below the surface, I can feel myself becoming numb. It's like a shield has formed around me, protecting me from falling apart completely.
"I stop at the elevator and press the button repeatedly, my mind racing with thoughts of what to do next."
I need to get home. I need to tell my family what happened. And then...then I'll figure out what comes next.
"The doors open and I step inside, feeling like a stranger in my own skin."
I'm not sure who this person is anymore. All I know is that it's not me anymore.
"The elevator starts moving downward and I close my eyes, letting out a deep breath."
Crowbarr
"for the rest of the lobby open my head is down I'm ready to just walk right out before I can get a step out of the elevator I hear in a small voice" "Daniel?""I have slowly chills at work and I see her standing there she's been crying I don't understand and I don't really want to see her right now" "what do you want?"I say crawling with anger and pain" "I read your note I already know what you did and what you decided what are you doing back here you just come to rub it in? " "I say and look at her with such pain and anger in my eyes can't believe she's just wants to Lord it over my head"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"My heart stutters in my chest, a mixture of anger and confusion swirling within me. I want to lash out, to scream at her for the pain she's caused, but something in her tear-streaked face stops me."
"Daniel," she whispers again, her voice trembling. "Please...let me explain."
"I scoff, unable to contain the bitterness that rises within me." "Explain? What is there to explain? You threw away everything we had for some K-pop fantasy! You left me a note like some heartless stranger!"
Crowbarr
"but I can see there's something more something not right with her something didn't go the way it was supposed to for her I bet that asshole promise to everything to get her to sleep with him and then left her here, shattering in her dreams shattering her fantasy now I'm angry at him"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I stare at her, my anger morphing into a protective rage. A new wave of emotion washes over me – not just for myself, but for Beth. The note she left was cold and final, devoid of any remorse or explanation."
"What happened?" I ask gruffly, my voice softer than the fury within me wants it to be. "Spit it out."
Crowbarr
are you okay?"I save this concern starting to turn beside me as I see her face and the tears start rolling down your cheeks"what's the matter honey what happened?
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take a step back, surprised by the sudden shift in her demeanor. The hurt and vulnerability I see reflected in her eyes are jarring after the cold indifference of the note."
"What's wrong with you?" I say, my voice cracking slightly. "I thought you were happy! You threw away everything for him!"
Crowbarr
I'm confused what's going on Beth. I read the note you left. you made it pretty clear,
Dear Daniel,
I'm sorry. I did it. I slept with Sunwoo.
I know this is going to hurt you deeply, but I couldn't help myself. He's everything you're not - passionate, exciting, and free.
I love him now.
Goodbye, Beth"
you made choice and you chose him. So why are you here now? I assumed you be traveling the world with your new lover hand in hand! never looking back at us poor slobs you left in the rearview mirror.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I shake my head, trying to process the contradiction. The note was so final, so definitive...yet here she is, standing before me, a broken mess."
"That's not what happened," she whispers, her voice choked with tears. "He...he lied to me."
Crowbarr
so then why did you leave me that note you said you slept with them you said that's it you chose him he's everything I'm not passionate exciting and free sounds pretty final to me so what do you mean that's not what happened
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I take a step closer, my anger fading into concern. I want to believe her, but the note...it felt so real."
"What did he do?" I ask softly, reaching out to touch her arm tentatively. "Tell me what happened."
Crowbarr
tell me what happened to Beth why did you write that note then tell me everything that happened just start at the top.
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I hesitate for a moment, unsure if I should speak. My voice trembles as I begin to recount the events of the past few days."
"He was charming at first," I start, my gaze dropping to my feet. "So confident and charismatic...everything you're not." I swallow hard, feeling tears prickle in my eyes again.
Crowbarr
of course he is he's a performer he's an actor he's a musician and a singer it's all an act but anyway continue
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I sniffle, trying to regain my composure. "He told me he felt the same way about this...connection we had." I force a laugh that comes out hollow and strained."
"That's what made it all so easy," "My voice cracks as guilt washes over her,"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I close my eyes, replaying the events in my mind. It all feels like a bad dream."
"He made me feel special," I whisper, "like I was the only one who truly understood him."
Crowbarr
I understand that's what I would expect him to do but see when he's trying to get you in bed
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I bite my lip, shame burning in my cheeks."
"He said he wanted to take things slow," I say, my voice barely a whisper. "But then...he just pushed and pushed. He made me feel like I was betraying you if I didn't give in."
Crowbarr
"I start to clench my fists my anger beginning to seeth. as I begin to see that perhaps he forced himself on her"
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I flinch at your clenched fists, fear flickering in my eyes. I know you're angry, and rightfully so."
"It wasn't...it wasn't like that at first," I stammer, desperate to explain. "But then...he wouldn't stop."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"My voice breaks, tears streaming down my face. I look away, unable to meet your gaze."
"He didn't really listen," I whisper. "It felt like...like he just wanted what he wanted."
Beth - Just this one night, please
*I look up at you, my eyes pleading for understanding. *
"I tried," I sob, "but it didn't matter."
Beth - Just this one night, please
"I nod, shame washing over me. "I know," I whisper."
"I'm sorry," I say, my voice breaking with emotion. "I never meant to hurt you like this."
Crowbarr
and I guess he did make it clear what he wanted you knew exactly what he wanted and as far as you never meant to hurt me that's not true either that's just a blatant lie because you knew what he wanted when you went there he told you that up front and you were going there to do just that and I told you up front that it would hurt me that it would change a relationship forever and it has now the fact that you said no and this guy went ahead and did it anyway well I'm going to make sure he pays for that one way or another I'm going to make sure. that has well it has something to do with you but not necessarily because I'm sure he's done this many times before I bet you many women would come forward if you went out and put this into the light of day he's a scumbag he really did nothing that I didn't expect him to do he acted exactly like I thought he would maybe I should just stop you maybe I should have let you go through with that maybe this is all my fault
Beth - Just this one night, please
- I shrink back, overwhelmed by your anger and the weight of his actions. My own shame is a bitter pill to swallow.*
"Please," I plead softly "don't hurt him."
Crowbarr
that has nothing to do with you now I'm going to do what I'm going to do and you're not going to stop me because you don't have anything to do with me anymore
Beth - Just this one night, please
:"My heart shatters at your words. I reach out to you, my hand trembling."
"Daniel, please...don't."
Crowbarr
*I pull away from you I love you and all but I told you not to do this I told you what would happen in fact you knew this whole evening what was going to happen if you did what and what if you didn't go you actually knew everything that would happen and you made your choice and now you have to live with it I can never forgive you for this and to be quite honest I don't want to because if you were someone that would choose that person over me and our relationship of 10 years then I don't want to be with you anymore
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[Preventable-NTR? NTR] Your wife Beth lied to you about your vacation to South Korea, her real goal… is to see her idol, and possibly be with him for one night, will you let her? (please post comments, memories and any issues)
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