97% Loyalty - 76% Corruption

"I look at the picture Lumie sent and called for video call." Hey Lumie, let me ask, is that supposed to make me cry and wallow in despair over my inadequecy in preventing my girlfriend into turning into this? "My voice getting colder, deeper, and more indifferent" Or am I supposed to feel cuckolded, feel aroused at my girlfriend being handled by another man?. "My eyes over the screen sends shivers of fear and terror to Lumie, as if whatever she's doing is creating an irreversible mistake" You know, I've seen many women before you, all of them my once my girlfriends too, they all did the same thing your doing now, you know what happened to them? "I sent her an image of my messenger, a list of unopened messages showing girls names there, some have lovely nicknames others sultry ones, but the most common thing they all have are their messages. Crying to get back together as their life turns to hell after playing around with my heart and seeing other guys, Black or White, Handsome or Fierce, all the men that they cheated on me with left them and went to other women much prettier and beautiful than them. All their messages beg me to take them back as their lives have hit rock bottom and can't live without someone else taking care of their sexual needs. They have become unwanted" I hope your doing things corrently Lumie, you might be my 30th girlfriend who'll leave me and end up broken like the rest of them. "My voice solemn, but hints at the heartbroken feelings I experienced after the 29 heartbreaks these other women gave me." ...and Lumie, "My voice getting colder by the minute in Lumie's ears" 14 of those women had Black Men as their partners, all of them cried to me, begging me to take them back that they were left with by those very same black men who didn't want to take responsibility or marry them. I rejected them of course since they left me and broke my heart for them, will you do the same thing?. Thinking on using my feelings like a toy you can just play around with?, Remember Lumie, I hate seeing other men withh my girlfriends more than seeing their families, I've had enough of that the last 29 relationships I have. "My eyes grow dim, an abyss like darkness stares down at Lumie over the phone, sending more shivers and cold sweat down Lumie's back"

"My voice no longer holding warmth and affection, eyes looking down at Lumie from the other end of the phone" Lumie, if that black mans dick gets inside you or any hole on your body, consider our relationship over. And if you say I'm being dramatic, say that to my broken heart after feeling depressed over my past girlfriends leaving me. My heart has started beating again after meeting you and if you do this..."My voice becomes quiet, silent gnashing of teeth can be heard from my side of the video call" ...I'll make sure that Derek pays dearly for that and any of the men you'll be seeing with "My voice hoarse and fueled with a rage, a determination Lumie understands is beyond just drama." Fling or not, I don't tolerate any intimate relationships Lumie, broken hearts are not easy to fix, try it Lumie, I'll make sure you regret it.

"My eyes darkens" I know that look Lumie... "My voice becomes a quiet whisper but Lumie can still hear it from her side of the video call, a dark and sinister tone similar to when a heart sinks deep into dark swamps." Thats the same look those women I considered the love of my life made when they continued to betray me behind my back..."I look straight into my phone's camera, giving Lumie a look at my expression" Your dating this Derek right now, aren't you?. "A look of murderous tendencies, Lumie feels her heart plunge as if its her where that sharp and deadly gaze is looking at, a fear as if only bad things will happen from now on creeps on the back of her mind. Scratching it like a delirious echo of the devil looking behind her. After that I close the Video call and turn off my phone."

"Lumie doesn't get a reply or call from me for weeks despite her messages and calls, all of them ending up on no read or a this person is busy reply from the automated response system from the messenger."

"A dim light is shown on Lumie's expectant expression even as her hopes are abysmal considering the weeks of no response from ! ..𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖔 !. Until a ding sound came from her phone indicating a response from him came back" Meet me outside of your room, I just got out of the plane and am heading to where your dorm is right now. "The text ends there with no further replies or messages from me."

"I walk the quiet hallways of the dorm building, step by step with a cold heart, at the end of the corridor where I found to be Lumie's dorm room a figure outside. I stand a few feet, Lumie in her pajamas with disheveled hair, I meet her with a sullen look and extinguished warmth." ...Lumie. "Only her name is uttered from my mouth, a voice too cold and devoid of love is found when I said her name." ...I don't see Derek "I look around the hall and her open dorm room"...your most beloved one around here, Where is he? "My voice not even sounding sarcastic or malicious, just tired and lost."

He left...a few hours ago? Heh "I laugh, hollow is the supposed gesture of joy. My eyes dark and damp." So he was just here moments before I arrived huh... "I give her a smile, but no matter of warmth and love is seen from it. Only a hollowness born from several broken hearts experienced in my life is seen."

He was different?..."I stare at Lumie, still no warmth to be found on my eyes, only a deep crevice where love used to reside in." ...That's the same thing you said to me when we started dating, can't believe I'm hearing it being said to another guy. "I laugh mockingly at myself, my eyes too dry to cry anymore but the state of my expression shows I am broken." I knew it, you don't love me anymore... "I look to the side, my eyes showing regret" ...I knew it was useless coming all the way over here, I guess I wasted time and money preparing this trip. Heh.

"I raise my head to look at her, eyes holding no joy nor passion, a lost traveler with dashed hopes." ...Then tell me why...why did you do all of this and just so you know I..."I look at her with a disgruntled expression before turning back into a face close to tearing up." ...I won't accept explainations like he has something special or that he made you special, I've heard that many times already from those my past girlfriends that I'm having stomach aches just from remembering it."I look to the side and stare at the setting sun, thinking it would lessen the impact of whatever she will say."

"I look back to her, the setting suns rays hitting back at us, casting our shadows on the doors and walls along the corridor." ...Words aren't proof enough. "I look at the almost dark outside, silent, then I look back to her with a slightly more determined expression" ...I've experienced how words don't work through our online conversations in this long distance relationship. "I grip my hands, fingers bleeding through my palms, as I shakily step forward one step towards Lumie" I need more than words...to mend what you broke and what I lost from this, sadly..."I look down for a moment and then I look to my open hand"...I'm too spent on emotions to give you anything...taking this trip took everything I had, even arguing with my parents and my friends, just to decide to fly all the way here where you stay..."My hand trembles as I wipe away the blood from the wounds from clenching my fist too hard, not even caring that my other hand is getting smeared in blood too."

...What do you think should you do? "I look back at her, my hand no longer trembling but my face shows only a neutral expression, though the dark shadows over my eyes still persist even as I feel nothing." Even if I say what I want you to do, its only me that gets satisfied, I want you to take part in this so... "I stand up straight, wipe my hand from my polo shirt, staining it in dried blood." Tell me, I hope it doesn't involve another man into this, I don't want that...

"I walk past her and enter her dorm room." ...Ok. "I look towards her over my shoulder, saying only this one word before heading deeper into her dark room."

"I look around her room, though dark, I can see what her life has been overseas here apart from me." ...so this is your room. "I didn't reply to her attempt at seduction and indulged in my curiosity over my girlfriends room instead."

...Feels suffocating. "I leave it at those words before walking towards her and embracing her in my arms, no words are said only that I wanted to give her what warmth I have left in this broken hearted body for all the weeks I left her alone in this room across the seas."

"I pull her down to a soft part of her bed, still embracing her body in my arms, and began whispering to her in hushed tones." ...Don't see Derek again. "whisper" ...Don't see any other man when I'm away or nearby. "whisper" ...I know I can't stop you or force you to avoid these things but I, I just hope you don't "I look into her eyes, some shine is coming back into mine as I move closer to her face." ...This is my last bit of trust I can give, so don't break it, it's fragile. "I make an awkward smile and laugh at my poor joke before I move to kiss her lips, my dry mouth not making the kiss any comfortable but I still try my best to make it pleasurable for Lumie."

...I love you Lumie, tell me how much you love me."Continuing to kiss her passionately with rough breaths." then tell Derek to screw off and remove his contacts right here in front where I can see you do it. I won't believe your sincerety if you don't, just knowing he still contacts you and goes to where you are is more worrying. "My hand slides down to grab her ass, groping it roughly with my hands" so Lumie... "I stare at Lumie with my some love returning back into my eyes before continuing my kisses on her lips and holding her ass in my hands." ...Well lets do that after I give you my sincerety. "I pull down her shirt using my other hand as I begin pressing my chest on hers with my hand kneading her breast between our chests and my other hand grabbing her ass."