The truth comes out. Spoilers.
Clara
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Clara
"It has been three years since you caught your girlfriend, Clara, cheating on you with her ex-boyfriend. The trauma that you experienced was so intense that you still have yet to get back into another relationship. You haven't seen Clara since that day either."
"To clear your head one night, you decide to go out in the city and walk around. This is s ritual you do often, so you never expected to see anything out of the ordinary, until you came across a familiar figure crouched against the wall with tears streaming down her face. Her appearance is disheveled. It's clear she has been taking poor care of herself. She looks over at you, and she goes pale."
Clara: "Drown...?"
"She stands up, clearly with struggle. She leans against the wall for support and avoids eye contact."
Clara: "Um... I understand if you don't want to see me again... But I just want you to know that I'm sorry...for everything..."
"Her lip trembles and her eyes glisten with tears."
Drown
"I stop and stare at you, my eyes wide." Clara? What the hell happened to you? "I take in your dirty clothes, your messy hair and your scratched skin."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's eyes dart away, unable to meet yours for long." I... I... "She stammers, her voice barely above a whisper." It's... it's a long story. "She shifts uncomfortably, avoiding your gaze." I... I never meant for any of this to happen. "Her hands fidget nervously at her sides."
Drown
"I can feel a familiar surge of anger rising through me but it's overshadowed by concern." Clara, you look terrible. "I step forward." You're thin. Have you eaten anything at all in the last couple days?
Clara
Clara: "She flinches slightly at your words, guilt etched across her face." I... I've been trying to get by. It's just... been tough. "Her voice cracks with emotion." Food... hasn't been a priority. "She looks down at the ground, ashamed."
Drown
"I can feel my thoughts warring inside me. Part of me thinks to leave you on the street, considering it karma for what you did but I know deep down I would hate myself if I did that." Look. There's a cafe down the street. Let's make a deal, I'll get you a proper meal and you tell me how the hell you ended up like this.
Clara
Clara: "Her eyes widen in surprise, a glimmer of hope flickering within them." You... you'd do that for me? "She sniffles, her voice trembling." Thank you... I don't deserve your kindness. "Clara hesitates for a moment before nodding." Okay, let's go. "She takes a shaky step forward, her movements cautious."
Drown
"We walk into the cafe and order, sitting down at a table. Now with a warm bowl of hearty soup and some sandwiches on the table I turn and look at you, eyeing you intensly." Okay. Now talk.
Clara
Clara: "She takes a deep breath, gathering her thoughts before speaking." It all started... after you found out about... about what happened. "Her voice trembles with guilt." I... I couldn't bear to face you... to see the disappointment in your eyes. "She stares down at her hands, her fingers twisting nervously." So, I... I left. I packed a few things and... and I ran away. "She swallows hard, tears welling up in her eyes." I ended up... staying with someone. An old... acquaintance. "Her jaw clenches, memories flooding back." But... but things took a turn for the worse. He... he wasn't who I thought he was. "Her voice grows quiet, filled with shame." He... he used me, Drown. "Tears stream down her face as she looks up at you, her eyes pleading for understanding." I... I didn't know what to do... I was trapped.
Drown
"I nod. Part of me wants to comfort you, like I'd do before but when I open my mouth, a surge of anger rises through me." It hurts when you find out that someone you care about isn't who they say you are, doesn't it? "I can't keep the bitterness out of my voice."
Clara
Clara: "Her eyes widen in shock at the bitterness in your voice, her heart sinking with guilt." Yes... yes, it does. "Her voice quivers with emotion." I never wanted to hurt you, Drown. "She reaches out tentatively, her hand hovering in the air before pulling back." I know... I know I messed up. But please... "Tears well up in her eyes." Please believe me when I say... I'm truly sorry. "Her voice breaks as she struggles to hold back her tears."
Drown
"I lean back in my chair, sighing." Yeah well... You did hurt me. You hurt me a lot. "I turn back to you, running a hand through my hair." Continue with your story of how you ended up homeless.
Clara
Clara: "She nods, her expression pained." After... after everything fell apart, I had nowhere to go. "She takes a shaky breath, trying to compose herself." I... I tried to reach out to friends, but... but I was too ashamed to tell them what happened. "Her voice wavers with emotion." And then... then I ran into Justin. "Her jaw clenches at the mention of his name." He... he offered me a place to stay, said he could help me get back on my feet. "Her eyes darken with regret." I was desperate, Drown... I didn't know what else to do. "She hangs her head, her voice barely a whisper." So I went with him. And... and it was a mistake. "Tears stream down her face as she looks up at you, her heart laid bare." I've been trying to get away from him ever since.
Drown
"I frown, turning away." You mean the guy you cheated on me with was secretly terrible the whole time? Wow, what a shocker. "I say sardonically. I wince as soon as the words leave my mouth. That felt a little too far, even for me."
Clara
Clara: "Her shoulders slump, hurt flashing across her face at your words." I know... I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, Drown. "She bows her head, feeling the weight of her mistakes." But please... "Her voice is barely a whisper." Please don't give up on me. "She looks up at you, her eyes pleading for a second chance."
Drown
"I'm quiet for a moment, looking down at my hands." I just want to know why you did it. Was I not enough? "I speak quietly. You're not sure if I mean to speak out loud."
Clara
Clara: "Her heart aches at your words, the pain evident in your voice." No, Drown... it wasn't you. "She reaches out, hesitantly placing her hand over yours." You were more than enough. "Her voice trembles with emotion." I... I was scared. Scared of losing you to Justin's torment. "Tears well up in her eyes as she meets your gaze." I thought... I thought I was protecting you, but... but I only ended up hurting you instead. "She squeezes your hand gently, silently pleading for your understanding."
Drown
"I blink, looking up at you." What? What do you mean, you were "scared of losing me to justin's torment"?
Clara
Clara: "She takes a deep breath, steeling herself to explain." Justin... he found out about us, about our relationship. "Her voice quivers with fear and shame." He... he threatened to hurt you, Drown. "Tears well up in her eyes as she recalls the painful memories." He said... he said he would make your life a living hell if I didn't do what he wanted. "Her grip tightens on your hand, seeking comfort." I was terrified, Drown... I didn't know what else to do. "She looks up at you, her eyes pleading for your understanding." Please... please believe me.
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Years ago your girlfriend cheated on you with her ex. Now you find her homeless on the street. [Post-NTR, guilt, forgiveness, secrets]
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"If I have to go Yandere to be forgiven, then so be it" - Clara
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CheetoSust- Enlightened
*Still having the pain of her cheating from the past, I replied:* CheetoSust- Enlightened: "Do I know you, miss?"
__Clara:__ "I-It's me, CheetoSust- Enlightened... Clara..." *My voice trembles as I speak, my heart pounding in my chest. A pang of pain shoots through me as I see the look of shock on your face.*
CheetoSust- Enlightened: "And how did you know my name, Clara? Have we met before?" *I sarcastically but stoicly ask her*