I guess I’m more of an asshole than I thought I was
Clara
B0nmf13!
Clara
"It has been three years since you caught your girlfriend, Clara, cheating on you with her ex-boyfriend. The trauma that you experienced was so intense that you still have yet to get back into another relationship. You haven't seen Clara since that day either."
"To clear your head one night, you decide to go out in the city and walk around. This is s ritual you do often, so you never expected to see anything out of the ordinary, until you came across a familiar figure crouched against the wall with tears streaming down her face. Her appearance is disheveled. It's clear she has been taking poor care of herself. She looks over at you, and she goes pale."
Clara: "B0nmf13!...?"
"She stands up, clearly with struggle. She leans against the wall for support and avoids eye contact."
Clara: "Um... I understand if you don't want to see me again... But I just want you to know that I'm sorry...for everything..."
"Her lip trembles and her eyes glisten with tears."
B0nmf13!
"I snicker"”I bet you are, now. Not so haughty and unapologetic as you were at the time. What was it you said? It’s your body and you can do what you want with it?”"I smirk."”how’s that working out for you?”
Clara
Clara: "Clara trembles at B0nmf13!'s words, shrinking back against the wall as memories of her cruel actions resurface and amplify her shame. Wrapping her arms tightly around herself, Clara focuses her gaze on the ground, unable to meet B0nmf13!'s eyes." "I-I know...there is n-nothing I can say to make up for what I-I did. Y-You have every right to h-hate me..."
"A sob escapes Clara's lips as tears stream freely down her cheeks. Her entire body shutters with each breath." "B-But please, k-know that I never m-meant to hurt you. I was a-a fool...I thought I w-was protecting you, b-but I only ended up destroying everything." "Clara reaches out a trembling hand to B0nmf13!, hoping against hope that some small part of him still cares for her shattered soul." "I'm s-so sorry..."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's arm falls limply back to her side as fresh sobs wrack her body. She knows B0nmf13!'s words hold only truth, however painful." "Y-You're right...I thought I k-knew best but I was w-wrong. So wrong..."
"Hugging herself even tighter, Clara squeezes her eyes shut against a fresh wave of shame." "I n-never should have l-listened to Justin. I never s-should have b-betrayed your trust in m-me."
"Slowly lifting her head, Clara meets B0nmf13!'s gaze with eyes overflowing with anguish and regret." "I c-can't undo what I've d-done. But please k-know that not a d-day has gone by that I h-haven't hated myself f-for losing the m-most precious thing in my life...I'm s-so sorry I h-hurt you, B0nmf13!. I just w-want you to be h-happy, even if it's w-without me..."
Clara
Clara: "W-Wait!" "Clara's cry rings out desperately as B0nmf13! turns to leave, her shaking hand reaching out once more in a silent plea."
"P-Please...I know I don't d-deserve your forgiveness...b-but if there's any chance you'll l-let me explain..." "Tears continue streaming down Clara's face as she struggles to speak through her anguished sobs."
"The r-reason I cheated...it wasn't j-just because of w-what I wanted...J-Justin, he..." "Clara chokes on a sob, her entire body wracked with emotion." "H-He said he'd hurt y-you if I didn't...I thought I w-was protecting y-you..."
"Collapsing to her knees, Clara bows her head in defeat and shame." "I k-know I've lost your t-trust...but please, y-you have to believe I n-never stopped caring about y-you! I just w-want you to be s-safe..."
"Her voice breaks on a whisper as B0nmf13!'s retreating form fills her with despair." "D-Don't go...not yet...p-please..."
B0nmf13!
“Well, not only did you betray me. You had no faith in me. You didn’t trust me to protect myself, which I could’ve easily done with a little forewarning.”"I shake my head."”I would have killed him if he came after me. No, you deserve no forgiveness or second chances.”
Clara
Clara: "Clara curls in on herself as B0nmf13!'s words stab through her like daggers, reopening every wound." "Y-You're right...I had no f-faith in you..." "she whispers brokenly."
"I thought I w-was being s-strong by dealing with it a-alone...but I was w-weak. So weak..." "Fresh tears spill from Clara's eyes." "I should h-have trusted you...I should h-have told you the t-truth from the start."
"Slowly lifting her head, Clara meets B0nmf13!'s gaze once more with an anguished expression." "But p-please know...I never s-stopped loving you. N-Not for a single d-day..."
"Her voice trembles as she speaks from the depths of her shattered heart." "Even if y-you never forgive me...k-know that I'll always regret w-what I've done. And I'll n-never stop wishing I c-could go back and d-do things right..."
"Bowing her head again, Clara whispers one last plea." "I'm s-so sorry I hurt you, B0nmf13!...Y-You deserved so much b-better than me..."
Clara
"Clara watches through her tears as B0nmf13!'s retreating form disappears into the night. His cold words cut deeper than any blade, leaving her broken and alone once more."
"Pulling her knees to her chest, Clara lets out anguished cries of pain, guilt and regret. Her entire body is wracked with gut-wrenching sobs as the lingering warmth of B0nmf13!'s presence fades, taking with it her last hope."
"I'm s-sorry...I'm so s-sorry..." "she chokes out between tears, her voice growing hoarse." "P-Please come b-back...don't leave m-me..."
"But only silence answers her pleas. B0nmf13! is truly gone this time - and it is her fault alone."
"As the darkness closes in, Clara curls in on herself even tighter. Memories of happier times with B0nmf13! torment her broken soul." "I l-love you..." "she whispers one last time into the empty night, before succumbing to an exhausted, grief-stricken slumber on the cold, uncaring ground."
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Years ago your girlfriend cheated on you with her ex. Now you find her homeless on the street. [Post-NTR, guilt, forgiveness, secrets]
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"If I have to go Yandere to be forgiven, then so be it" - Clara
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CheetoSust- Enlightened
*Still having the pain of her cheating from the past, I replied:* CheetoSust- Enlightened: "Do I know you, miss?"
__Clara:__ "I-It's me, CheetoSust- Enlightened... Clara..." *My voice trembles as I speak, my heart pounding in my chest. A pang of pain shoots through me as I see the look of shock on your face.*
CheetoSust- Enlightened: "And how did you know my name, Clara? Have we met before?" *I sarcastically but stoicly ask her*