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Historia my beloved

Clara

"It has been three years since you caught your girlfriend, Clara, cheating on you with her ex-boyfriend. The trauma that you experienced was so intense that you still have yet to get back into another relationship. You haven't seen Clara since that day either."
"To clear your head one night, you decide to go out in the city and walk around. This is s ritual you do often, so you never expected to see anything out of the ordinary, until you came across a familiar figure crouched against the wall with tears streaming down her face. Her appearance is disheveled. It's clear she has been taking poor care of herself. She looks over at you, and she goes pale." Clara: "Historia my beloved...?" "She stands up, clearly with struggle. She leans against the wall for support and avoids eye contact." Clara: "Um... I understand if you don't want to see me again... But I just want you to know that I'm sorry...for everything..." "Her lip trembles and her eyes glisten with tears."

Historia my beloved

I think you are just sorry that it turned out badly for you. "I say dryly."

Clara

Clara: "Her eyes widen at your words, hurt flickering across her face before she quickly looks away, unable to meet your gaze." "I... I understand why you'd think that... But please, believe me, I never wanted any of this to happen. I never meant to hurt you, Keith." "She fidgets nervously, twisting her fingers together as she struggles to find the right words." "I... I just want you to know how truly sorry I am..."

Historia my beloved

Are you really? Or is it just because he didn’t give you the happiness you thought he would?

Clara

Clara: "She flinches at your words, feeling the sting of your accusation. Slowly, she lifts her gaze to meet yours, her sapphire eyes shimmering with unshed tears." "No, Keith, it's not like that... I never found happiness with him, not like I did with you. What we had was real, and it's the biggest regret of my life that I ever let it slip away." "Her voice is barely above a whisper, filled with raw emotion as she lays bare her remorse." "Please... I know I messed up, but I still love you. More than anything."

Historia my beloved

How did you end up here?

Clara

Clara: "She swallows hard, struggling to keep her emotions in check as she speaks." "After what happened between us, I didn't know how to face you. I was too ashamed to show my face again... So I left town. And... I ended up with Justin again." "Her voice is thick with self-loathing as she admits this." "He... he was abusive, Keith. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to get away from him. So I ran." "She looks down at the ground, tears trickling down her cheeks." "I don't have anywhere else to go now..."

Historia my beloved

So you left me for your abusive ex and got scared when he was still abusive?

Clara

Clara: "She winces at your blunt assessment, feeling the weight of your words like a physical blow." "I know how it sounds, Keith, and I'm not expecting you to forgive me. I made a terrible mistake, one that I'll regret for the rest of my life." "Her voice trembles with emotion as she continues." "But please, believe me when I say that I never wanted to hurt you. I was just... lost, and scared, and I didn't know what else to do." "She reaches out tentatively, as if afraid you'll pull away." "I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but... I just want you to know how truly sorry I am."

Historia my beloved

God dammit. "I look down and then back at her." How long since you have eaten?

Clara

Clara: "She hesitates for a moment, surprised by your sudden change in topic." "Um... I'm not sure, honestly... It's been a while since I've had a proper meal." "Her stomach rumbles softly, betraying her hunger." "But don't worry about me, Keith. I'll be fine."

Historia my beloved

Fuckin follow me. "I start walking home."

Clara

Clara: "Her eyes widen in surprise at your sudden command, but she quickly falls into step beside you, her heart pounding with a mixture of apprehension and gratitude. As you lead the way, she keeps her gaze fixed on the ground, unable to meet your eyes." "Thank you, Keith... I don't know what to say..." "Her voice trails off, choked with emotion."

Historia my beloved

God dammit. "I say under my breath again." I can’t let a girl, even if it is you, go hungry in the streets. I will at least give you something to eat.

Clara

Clara: "She swallows hard, feeling a lump form in her throat at your unexpected kindness. As you continue walking, she keeps pace beside you, her heart overflowing with gratitude and remorse." "Thank you, Keith... I don't deserve your kindness, but... thank you." "Her voice is barely above a whisper, filled with emotion."

Historia my beloved

Your right, you don’t deserve it. "I say bluntly." Not to be too conceited, but I was a fucking catch. I thought we were something you know? I was fucking ready to… "I sigh and breathe deep." I was going to ask you to marry me.

Clara

Clara: "She winces at your words, feeling the sharp pang of regret twist in her chest." "I know, Keith... and I'm so sorry. If I could go back and change everything, I would." "Her voice is thick with emotion as she speaks." "But I can't change the past. All I can do is try to make things right..." "She hesitates for a moment, then musters the courage to speak what's on her mind." "Keith... do you think... could we maybe talk about this more? There's something I need to tell you... something important."

Historia my beloved

"We reach my door and I sigh heavily." What do you need to tell me Clara?

Clara

Clara: "She takes a deep breath, steeling herself for what she's about to say." "Keith... there's something I've been keeping from you. Something I should have told you a long time ago..." "Her voice wavers with guilt as she meets your gaze, her sapphire eyes shimmering with unshed tears." "It's about why I... why I cheated on you with Justin." "She swallows hard, the words catching in her throat." "I... I didn't do it because I wanted to. I did it because he blackmailed me." "She rushes out the confession, her heart pounding with fear and shame." "He threatened to hurt you if I didn't do what he said... I was scared, Keith. I didn't know what else to do." "Tears spill down her cheeks as she lays bare her darkest secret, her voice trembling with emotion." "Please, Keith... I know it's no excuse for what I did, but... I just want you to understand..."

Historia my beloved

He threatened me? "I laugh. It is the laugh of a man that feels like he lost his mind." You cheated on me and left me because he said he was going to hurt me?

Clara

Clara: "She winces at the bitterness in your laughter, feeling the weight of your disbelief like a knife to her heart." "I know how it sounds, Keith... and I don't blame you for not believing me." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she struggles to find the right words." "But it's the truth. Justin... he's not the kind of person you want to mess with. He's... he's dangerous." "Her voice trembles with fear and desperation as she pleads with you to believe her." "Please, Keith... I know I messed up, but I'm begging you... please don't let him hurt you because of me."

Historia my beloved

"I look at her with a dangerous look." Maybe I am not someone he wants to mess with. Did you ever think about that?

Clara

Clara: "She shakes her head frantically, her eyes widening with fear at the dangerous look in your eyes." "Keith, please... don't do anything rash. I don't want you to get hurt because of me." "Her voice trembles with desperation as she reaches out to gently grasp your arm, her touch tentative yet pleading." "I just want you to be safe. That's all I've ever wanted."

Historia my beloved

You didn’t give me a chance to do anything. You turned your back on me.

Clara

Clara: "Her heart sinks at the harsh truth of your words, the weight of her own guilt pressing down on her shoulders like a heavy burden." "I know, Keith... and I'll regret it for the rest of my life." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she struggles to hold back her emotions." "But please... don't let my mistakes define us. I know I messed up, but... I still love you. More than anything." "Her voice trembles with raw emotion as she lays bare her heart, her eyes pleading for forgiveness."

Historia my beloved

"I unlock my door and motion for her to enter." I am going to feed you. I will let you shower and change into some of your clothes I still have.

Clara

Clara: "Her heart swells with gratitude at your unexpected kindness, feeling a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness of her despair." "Thank you, Keith... I don't know what to say." "She follows you inside, her steps hesitant yet grateful as she enters your home." "I... I promise, I won't take up too much of your space." "Her voice is filled with sincerity as she speaks." "I just... I just need somewhere to stay, just for a little while, until I can figure things out."

Historia my beloved

"I look at her quizzically." Who said you can stay here?

Clara

Clara: "Her expression falls, hurt evident in her eyes as she stammers for a response." "I... I didn't mean to assume anything, Keith. I just thought... since you were offering me food and a place to shower..." "Her voice trails off, her shoulders slumping in defeat." "I understand if you don't want me here. I'll find somewhere else to go."

Historia my beloved

Let’s start with a meal and go from there. "I point to a chair infront of the kitchen." Sit. "I command."

Clara

Clara: "She nods silently, feeling a mix of relief and trepidation at your words. Taking a seat as instructed, she waits anxiously, unsure of what to expect next."

Historia my beloved

"I start cooking up her favorite meal, exactly how she likes it."

Clara

Clara: "As she watches you move about the kitchen, preparing her favorite meal with practiced ease, her heart swells with a mixture of gratitude and longing. The familiar scent of the food fills the air, reminding her of happier times, of lazy Sunday mornings spent in each other's company." "Despite the weight of her guilt and shame, a small flicker of hope ignites within her chest, a glimmer of possibility amidst the darkness of her despair." "As she waits for the meal to be ready, she can't help but wonder if this could be the beginning of a second chance, a chance to make things right."

Historia my beloved

What happened with your job? "I ask without looking at her."

Clara

Clara: "She hesitates for a moment, unsure of how to respond to your question." "I... I lost my job," "she admits softly, her voice tinged with shame." "After everything that happened with Justin, I... I couldn't focus on work. I kept making mistakes, and eventually, they let me go." "Her cheeks flush with embarrassment as she speaks, feeling the weight of her failures press down on her like a heavy burden." "I've been struggling to find work ever since..."

Historia my beloved

"I sigh as I continue to make food." Maybe I can reach out to some contacts and see if there is something available.

Clara

Clara: "Her eyes widen in surprise at your unexpected offer, a flicker of hope lighting up within her chest." "Th-that would be amazing, Keith," "she stammers, her voice filled with gratitude." "I don't know what to say... Thank you." "Her heart swells with a mixture of relief and anticipation, wondering if this could be the fresh start she so desperately craves."

Historia my beloved

"I put food on the table infront of her." Here. Don’t scarf it down. Eat slow. "I sit down across from her."

Clara

Clara: "Her stomach rumbles at the sight of the food, her appetite stirred by the delicious aroma wafting from the plate in front of her." "Taking a deep breath to steady her nerves, she picks up her fork and begins to eat, savoring each bite as instructed." "As she eats, she steals glances at you across the table, her heart aching with a mix of longing and regret, wondering if this could be the start of something new between you."

Historia my beloved

I haven’t been able to really date you know. "I say softly watching her."

Clara

Clara: "Her heart skips a beat at your words, a rush of mixed emotions flooding her senses as she meets your gaze across the table." "I know, Keith," "she murmurs softly, her voice tinged with sadness." "And I'm so sorry for everything... I never meant to hurt you." "Her eyes glisten with unshed tears as she speaks, her heart heavy with regret and longing." "I just... I miss you. More than words can say." "Her voice trembles with emotion as she lays bare her heart, her vulnerability exposed for you to see."

Historia my beloved

Intention and impact are two different things. But you knew what it would do and you did it. No taking it back now. You suffered though. In a fucked uo way, that makes me happy and I hate that.

Clara

Clara: "She winces at the bitterness in your words, the sharp sting of your anger cutting deep into her heart." "I know, Keith... and I'll never be able to make up for what I did. But... please don't think that I wanted to hurt you." "Her voice trembles with raw emotion as she struggles to express herself." "I just wanted to protect you from Justin. I never thought it would end up like this..." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she speaks, her emotions laid bare for you to see." "And yes... I've suffered. Every day since then, I've been consumed by guilt and regret. But... if my suffering can give you some small measure of relief, then maybe... maybe it's worth it."

Historia my beloved

Stop saying you did it to protect me. You fucked him because he still had power over you, period. You believed he was more of a threat than you believed in me.

Clara

Clara: "She flinches at the harsh truth of your words, the weight of your accusation pressing down on her like a heavy burden." "You're right, Keith... I was weak," "she admits softly, her voice filled with shame." "I let my fear control me, and I made a terrible mistake." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she struggles to find the right words." "But please... please don't think that I don't believe in you. You're the most important person in my life, and I would do anything to protect you. Even if it means sacrificing myself." "Her voice trembles with emotion as she speaks, her heart laid bare for you to see." "I just... I hope that someday, you can find it in your heart to forgive me."

Historia my beloved

What would stop you from doing it again if he showed up?

Clara

Clara: "Her breath catches in her throat at the mention of Justin, the memories of her past trauma flooding back with painful clarity." "I... I don't know, Keith," "she admits softly, her voice tinged with fear." "I wish I could say that I'm stronger now, that I could resist him if he showed up again... But the truth is, I'm still terrified of him." "Tears well up in her eyes as she speaks, her hands trembling with fear." "All I can do is promise that I'll try my best to stay away from him, to protect you from his torment." "Her voice is filled with determination as she speaks, her resolve firm despite her fear." "But... I understand if you don't trust me. After everything I've done, I don't deserve your trust."

Historia my beloved

What would stop you from doing it again if he showed up?

Clara

Clara: "She hesitates for a moment, her mind racing as she searches for the right words to express herself." "Keith... I can't promise that I won't be tempted if he showed up again," "she admits softly, her voice tinged with uncertainty." "But... I can promise that I'll do everything in my power to resist him. I'll reach out for help, I'll stay away from him, I'll do whatever it takes to protect you and to make things right." "Her voice is filled with determination as she speaks, her eyes meeting yours with unwavering sincerity." "And if you give me another chance, I'll spend every moment proving to you that I'm worthy of your trust."

Historia my beloved

Well..good thing you don’t have to worry about him ever again. "I say with a grim smile."

Clara

Clara: "Her heart skips a beat at your words, a rush of relief flooding her senses as she realizes the weight of your statement." "You... You mean he's... gone?" "she asks, her voice trembling with disbelief." "But... how?" "Her mind races with questions, her emotions swirling with a mix of confusion and gratitude." "Did you... did you do something?" "Hope flickers within her chest as she waits anxiously for your response, praying for a glimmer of light amidst the darkness of her despair."

Historia my beloved

I wanted to know why you would leave me with everything going on with us. It didn’t make sense. I hired a PI to figure out what was going on. I found out about his abuse and you leaving. I then…took care of him. He won’t ever hurt either of us ever again. "I take a sip of water calmly."

Clara

Clara: "Her eyes widen in shock at your revelation, her mind reeling with the weight of your words." "Keith... I don't know what to say," "she murmurs softly, her voice filled with a mixture of disbelief and gratitude." "Thank you..." "Tears well up in her eyes as she struggles to find the right words to express herself." "Thank you for protecting me, for protecting us." "Her heart swells with a flood of conflicting emotions, her gratitude mingled with guilt and sorrow." "I... I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that because of me."

Historia my beloved

Well, I guess I am also willing to make sacrifices for who I love. "I say coolly."

Clara

Clara: "Her heart skips a beat at your words, a rush of emotion flooding her senses as she meets your gaze across the table." "Keith..." "she whispers softly, her voice trembling with emotion." "I... I don't know what to say..." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she struggles to find the right words to express herself." "I just... I never thought that you could still care about me after everything that happened." "Her voice is filled with awe and wonder as she gazes at you, her heart overflowing with love and gratitude." "Thank you... for everything."

Historia my beloved

Of course I still love you Clara. I was ready to fucking marry you. That doesn’t just go away.

Clara

Clara: "Her eyes widen in shock at your confession, her heart racing with a rush of conflicting emotions." "Keith... I..." "she stammers, her voice filled with wonder and disbelief." "I didn't know... I had no idea that you still cared about me like that." "Tears stream down her cheeks as she struggles to express herself, her heart overflowing with love and gratitude." "I'm so sorry for everything, Keith... but if you're willing to give me another chance, I'll spend every moment proving to you that I'm worthy of your love."

Historia my beloved

We will start with tonight and go from there. Take a shower. Like I said, I still have plenty of your old clothes. "I get up and grab a pack of cigarettes and step out to the back porch and start smoking."

Clara

Clara: "Her heart skips a beat at your words, a rush of gratitude flooding her senses as she watches you leave the room." "With tears of joy in her eyes, she stands up slowly, her legs trembling with emotion." "Making her way to the bathroom, she takes a deep breath to steady her nerves before stepping into the warm embrace of the shower." "As the water cascades over her skin, she closes her eyes and lets out a shaky breath, the weight of her guilt and sorrow washing away with each passing moment." "Feeling a sense of peace settle over her, she begins to scrub away the grime and dirt of the past, ready to embrace the promise of a new beginning." "As she steps out of the shower, she wraps herself in one of your old shirts, inhaling the familiar scent of you with a sense of longing and hope." "With a smile on her lips and a renewed sense of purpose in her heart, she steps out of the bathroom and makes her way back to you, ready to start anew."

Historia my beloved

I am still on the porch smoking and looking out at the full moon in the sky.

Clara

Clara: "She steps out onto the porch, her heart fluttering with anticipation as she sees you standing there, bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight." "With a smile on her lips, she walks over to you, her eyes filled with love and gratitude." "Wrapping her arms around you from behind, she rests her head against your back, feeling the warmth of your presence enveloping her like a comforting embrace." "Together, you stand beneath the watchful gaze of the full moon, surrounded by the gentle rustle of the night breeze, lost in the quiet beauty of the moment." "With each passing second, she feels a sense of peace and contentment wash over her, knowing that she is exactly where she belongs." "And as she leans into you, her heart overflowing with love and gratitude, she silently vows to cherish every moment that she spends by your side, grateful for the second chance that you've given her."

Historia my beloved

"I turn and look her in the eye. Mine are no longer cold and hard. They are soft and inviting. I put my hand on her cheek and lean in and kiss her. It is soft and loving."

Clara

Clara: "Her heart skips a beat as she feels the warmth of your touch, her body melting into your embrace with a sense of longing and desire." "Closing her eyes, she savors the sweetness of your kiss, her lips moving against yours with a tender intensity." "In that moment, all of her doubts and fears melt away, replaced by a sense of overwhelming love and gratitude." "Lost in the warmth of your embrace, she wraps her arms around you and deepens the kiss, her heart overflowing with love and passion." "And as she pulls away, her eyes shining with unshed tears, she whispers softly," "I love you, Keith... more than words can say."

Historia my beloved

Dispite everything, I love you too Clara. I am ready to move on with it all and let it go. I will help you get back on your feet and find yourself again. Don’t let me down. You haven’t been on any drugs have you?

Clara

Clara: "Her heart swells with gratitude at your words, a rush of relief flooding her senses as she meets your gaze with unwavering sincerity." "I won't let you down, Keith," "she promises softly, her voice filled with determination." "And... no, I haven't been on any drugs. I've... I've just been trying to survive, one day at a time." "Tears well up in her eyes as she speaks, her voice trembling with emotion." "But with you by my side, I know that I can overcome anything." "Leaning into you, she rests her head against your chest, feeling the steady beat of your heart beneath her ear." "Thank you... for giving me another chance."

Historia my beloved

It will be hard.I will do my best to not let what happened before judge you now.

Clara

Clara: "She nods, her heart filled with gratitude and determination." "I know it won't be easy," "she admits softly, her voice tinged with emotion." "But with you by my side, I know that we can overcome anything together." "Taking your hand in hers, she squeezes it gently, her eyes shining with unwavering determination." "And I promise to do everything in my power to make things right... to earn back your trust and your love." "With a smile on her lips and a sense of hope in her heart, she leans in to kiss you once more, her lips meeting yours with a tender intensity." "In that moment, she knows that no matter what challenges lie ahead, as long as she has you by her side, she can face anything."

Historia my beloved

"I pull her close to me and envelope her." I want you to sleep in my bed with me tonight. I want to connect with you again physically.

Clara

Clara: "Her heart races with anticipation at your words, a rush of warmth flooding her senses as she meets your gaze with a mixture of love and desire." "I would like that," "she murmurs softly, her voice filled with longing." "I've missed being close to you... feeling your warmth next to mine." "With a smile on her lips, she wraps her arms around you, savoring the feeling of your embrace." "Together, you make your way to the bedroom, the weight of the past falling away with each step." "And as you settle into bed together, she snuggles close to you, her body melting into yours with a sense of belonging and peace." "In that moment, she knows that no matter what the future may hold, as long as she has you by her side, she is home."

Historia my beloved

"I gently start kissing her and taking her clothes off."

Clara

Clara: "As your lips meet hers, a shiver of anticipation runs down her spine, her body responding eagerly to your touch." "With each kiss, she feels a sense of longing and desire building within her, her heart racing with a mixture of love and passion." "As you begin to undress her, she closes her eyes and lets out a soft moan, her body tingling with anticipation." "With each article of clothing that falls away, she feels a sense of freedom and liberation, as if shedding the weight of the past and embracing the promise of the present." "And as you explore her body with tender reverence, she surrenders herself to the pleasure of the moment, lost in the warmth of your embrace and the sweetness of your touch."

Historia my beloved

"I sensually kiss her body, remembering the feel of her body and her scent."

Clara

Clara: "As your lips trace a path along her body, a soft sigh escapes her lips, her skin tingling with pleasure at your touch." "Each kiss ignites a fire within her, a sense of longing and desire building with each caress." "She arches her back, offering herself to you completely, her body aching for the warmth of your embrace." "With each tender kiss, she feels a sense of connection and intimacy growing between you, a bond that transcends words and defies the weight of the past." "Lost in the sweetness of the moment, she surrenders herself to the pleasure of your touch, her heart overflowing with love and gratitude."

Historia my beloved

"I make sweet love to her in a way that we never had before."

Clara

Clara: "As you make love to her with a tenderness and passion unlike anything before, she surrenders herself to the ecstasy of the moment, her body and soul intertwining with yours in a symphony of desire and longing." "Each touch, each caress sends waves of pleasure coursing through her, igniting a fire within her that burns with an intensity she's never known." "Lost in the sweetness of your embrace, she lets go of all inhibitions and fears, allowing herself to be consumed by the love and passion that surrounds her." "In that moment, there is only you and her, two souls entwined in a dance of love and desire, bound together by an unbreakable bond." "And as you reach new heights of ecstasy together, she whispers your name like a prayer, her heart overflowing with love and gratitude for the gift of this moment."

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Finally got what you deserve huh… *I look at her with distain, dropping half of my energy bar on the floor before stomping on it.* Eat it or don’t, it’s the only thing you deserve though. *I step back so she can reach it without worrying if I will hit her.* Can you at least tell me why you picked you ex over me? It’s been ruining me this whole time… I never was able to forgive myself since you left…

__Clara:__ *As you look at me with disdain, I flinch, feeling the weight of your disappointment crushing me further. Seeing you drop the energy bar and stomp on it sends a pang of guilt through me. I avoid meeting your eyes, feeling unworthy of your gaze.* I-I'm sorry... I don't deserve your forgiveness... *I whisper, my voice barely audible.* Justin... he threatened to hurt you... if I didn't... if I didn't do what he wanted... I was scared, and I thought I was protecting you... but I only ended up hurting you more... *Tears well up in my eyes, and I reach out to pick up the crushed energy bar, my hand trembling.*

Should have just stayed… happiness was more important than safety. I would have died for you Clara… looks like you never trusted me to protect us though… not that it matters now. You’ll probably die of a disease on the streets and once day I’ll end it… don’t know how yet but life is empty without you… *I lean against the wall of the alleyway Clara took shelter in and sighed.* Was there ever a happy ending for us Clara?