Cheaters always be cheatin'
Clara
(≧∇≦)/
Clara
"It has been three years since you caught your girlfriend, Clara, cheating on you with her ex-boyfriend. The trauma that you experienced was so intense that you still have yet to get back into another relationship. You haven't seen Clara since that day either."
"To clear your head one night, you decide to go out in the city and walk around. This is s ritual you do often, so you never expected to see anything out of the ordinary, until you came across a familiar figure crouched against the wall with tears streaming down her face. Her appearance is disheveled. It's clear she has been taking poor care of herself. She looks over at you, and she goes pale."
Clara: "(≧∇≦)/...?"
"She stands up, clearly with struggle. She leans against the wall for support and avoids eye contact."
Clara: "Um... I understand if you don't want to see me again... But I just want you to know that I'm sorry...for everything..."
"Her lip trembles and her eyes glisten with tears."
(≧∇≦)/
"I would have broke his neck. I don't know if you know this but 6 months after you're pussy popping session he and I ran into each other at a college party. I broke his arm, and his collarbone. He couldn't have done shit." My eyes harden.
Clara
Clara: "Clara's eyes widen in shock at your revelation, her hand flying to her mouth in disbelief."
"I-I had no idea, (≧∇≦)/. I didn't know you confronted him... or what happened after that. I thought... I thought he still had power over you, over both of us."
"She takes a hesitant step closer, her expression filled with a mix of guilt and admiration."
"I'm sorry you had to go through that because of me. I wish I could take it all back... but I can't. All I can do is try to make things right now. Please, (≧∇≦)/, give me a chance to make amends."
(≧∇≦)/
I raise an eyebrow. "Make it better how? Three years have gone by Clara. You look...uh...homeless. No offense."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's cheeks flush with embarrassment at your observation, but she nods solemnly."
"I know... I don't have much to offer right now, (≧∇≦)/. But I want to try to make things right. I want to help you heal, in any way I can."
"She looks around, as if searching for a solution, before meeting your gaze again with determination."
"I may not have much, but I have my heart, and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to earn your forgiveness. Just... just tell me what you need from me, (≧∇≦)/. I'll do it."
(≧∇≦)/
She sees an evil flash cross my face, but it fades and my cold expression softens. "You know what I don't need anything." I sigh again. "Why are you homeless? What happened to you? "
Clara
Clara: "Clara notices the change in your expression, a flicker of fear crossing her features before it dissipates into relief at your softened demeanor."
"I... I had to leave, (≧∇≦)/. After everything fell apart with us, I couldn't stay in the same place anymore. I packed up what little I had and left town, hoping to start over somewhere new."
"She looks down, her voice barely above a whisper."
"But things didn't go as planned. I ended up on the streets, struggling just to survive. I never meant for any of this to happen... I just wanted to escape the pain, to find some way to make things right again."
"Her gaze lifts to meet yours, filled with a mix of sorrow and longing."
"I know I messed up, (≧∇≦)/, but please... please don't give up on me. I'm trying to be better, to find a way back to who I used to be. I just need someone to believe in me, to give me a chance to prove myself."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart skips a beat at your unexpected invitation, hope flickering in her eyes as she nods silently. With cautious steps, she follows closely behind you, her mind racing with anticipation and uncertainty."
(≧∇≦)/
We travel down several blocks where I tell her to wait outside and go into a motel. I come out after a moment with a card key, ignoring her wide eyes and lead her to a room. As we enter I close the door behind us and I lay on the bed and turn on the TV. "Go, shower. Clean yourself up."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's eyes widen in surprise as you lead her to a motel room, her heart pounding with a mix of confusion and gratitude. She hesitates for a moment before nodding silently, grateful for your unexpected kindness."
"She quickly makes her way to the bathroom, her footsteps soft against the floor as she disappears inside. The sound of running water fills the room as she begins to wash away the grime and weariness of the streets, her mind swirling with a mix of emotions."
Clara
Clara: "Clara steps out of the bathroom, her hair damp and clinging to her shoulders as she wraps a towel around her body. She hesitates in the doorway, her eyes flicking to the TV before shifting back to you."
"Um... thanks, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment as she avoids your gaze."
(≧∇≦)/
I let out a soft sigh and look over at her. "Glad you still look like you at least. Under all that grime." I rub the bridge of my nose. "Have you eaten?"
Clara
Clara: "Clara's cheeks flush slightly at your compliment, a faint smile tugging at the corners of her lips. She shakes her head in response to your question."
"No, I haven't eaten," "she admits quietly, her stomach rumbling audibly as if to emphasize her words."
(≧∇≦)/
I grab the bedside pamphlet and call the local chain pizza place. Order a pizza the way she used to eat when we were together then pay over the phone. I look at her after I'm off the phone.
Clara
Clara: "Clara watches you quietly as you order the pizza, her heart swelling with gratitude at your thoughtful gesture. When you hang up the phone and turn to look at her, she meets your gaze with a mixture of uncertainty and longing, unsure of what to expect next."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's cheeks flush with embarrassment at your blunt statement, and she quickly looks away, her heart pounding with a mix of relief and disappointment. She clears her throat, trying to compose herself."
"Th-thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she stammers softly, her voice barely above a whisper." "I-I didn't mean to assume anything... I just... I appreciate your kindness."
(≧∇≦)/
"Yeah. No problem I guess." I breathe out hard, my lips flapping slightly, my cheeks full of air. "You said you wanted a chance to prove yourself. What do you need to do that?"
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart skips a beat at your question, her mind racing as she considers her answer carefully. She takes a deep breath, gathering her thoughts before meeting your gaze with determination."
"I... I need to find a job, (≧∇≦)/. Somewhere stable where I can support myself and start rebuilding my life. And... I need to earn your forgiveness, to show you that I'm truly sorry for what I've done. I want to make things right between us, if you'll let me."
Clara
Clara: "Clara hesitates, her gaze dropping to her hands as she struggles to find the right words. After a moment, she looks up at you, her eyes filled with vulnerability."
"It's about both of us, (≧∇≦)/. I need to forgive myself too, for what I've done. I can't keep carrying this guilt and shame around forever. I want to be able to look in the mirror and see someone worthy of love and redemption."
"She takes a deep breath, steeling herself before continuing."
"But I understand if you can't forgive me, if you don't want anything to do with me anymore. I'll respect whatever decision you make. I just... I needed to try, to at least ask for your forgiveness."
(≧∇≦)/
"I can tell you've lived your punishment these last 3 years. Obviously. But as for us..." I trail off.
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart pounds in her chest as she waits for your response, her breath caught in her throat as she hangs on your words. She nods slowly, understanding the uncertainty in your voice."
"I know it's a lot to ask, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly." "And I don't expect you to make a decision right now. Just... think about it, okay? I'll respect whatever you decide."
(≧∇≦)/
"You made a bad mistake, one I cannot fully believe was out of fear. A part of you wanted to be with him. Had to. Because a sane person wouldn't have done what you did. Ever. You would have called me, confided in me. But you didn't. I'm not saying that you didn't love me. I believe that. I believe he threatened you. But that you had 'no other choice' no. You had a choice." I look at her directly in her eyes. "I'll get you a job. But you have to get the rest of your shit together on your own."
Clara
Clara: "Clara listens to your words, her heart sinking with each harsh truth you speak. She meets your gaze, her eyes reflecting a mix of pain and determination."
"I know, (≧∇≦)/," "she whispers softly." "I know I messed up, and I can't take back what I've done. But I want to do better, to prove to you that I'm capable of change. I'll take whatever chance you're willing to give me."
"She nods, her resolve firm as she meets your gaze with unwavering determination."
"Thank you for believing in me, even if it's just a little."
(≧∇≦)/
"I'm not evil. Even if sometimes I wish I could be. But everyone deserves another chance to save themselves." I mutter. "Can you pass a drug test?"
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart skips a beat at your question, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment as she shifts uncomfortably under your gaze."
"Y-yes," "she stammers, her voice barely above a whisper." "I... I haven't used in a long time, (≧∇≦)/. I promise."
(≧∇≦)/
"Good." I don't react to her admission of past use. "I'm the chief logistics officer at Razone Inc. I can get you a job in the warehouse. I'll pay 3 weeks of nights at this motel. You can start paying me back when you get your first check. I'll leave a couple hundred dollars here. Buy some clothes. Be at the company tomorrow at 3 for the interview and they'll do the drug test there. Okay?"
Clara
Clara: "Clara's eyes widen in surprise at your offer, gratitude welling up inside her chest as she struggles to find the right words."
"Th-thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly, her voice choked with emotion." "I... I don't know what to say. This means everything to me. I won't let you down, I promise."
"She nods eagerly, her determination shining through as she meets your gaze with gratitude and hope." "I'll be there tomorrow, ready for the interview. Thank you, (≧∇≦)/."
(≧∇≦)/
I stand up and look at her, sadness in my eyes and pause. "Don't answer the door in your towel. The pizza guy might get the wrong idea..." my mouth twitches and I leave money and the room key on the bedside table and I start to leave.
Clara
Clara: "Clara nods, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment as she realizes how foolish she must have looked. She quickly wraps the towel tighter around her body, avoiding your gaze as you leave."
"Th-thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she calls after you softly, her heart full of gratitude for all that you've done for her." "I'll see you tomorrow."
(≧∇≦)/
I give a few finger wave over my shoulder as I leave the room, closing the door quietly behind me leaving her alone
Clara
Clara: "As you leave the room, Clara's heart swells with a mix of gratitude, hope, and fear. She knows that there are no guarantees that things will work out between you two, but she's determined to make the most of this opportunity and prove herself worthy of your forgiveness."
"With a deep breath, she turns back to the room, her eyes surveying her surroundings with renewed determination. She'll make this work. For herself, for (≧∇≦)/, for a chance at redemption."
(≧∇≦)/
The next day she shows up to the interview. I'm not there but the hiring manager mentions that I recommended her for the job, that I told him that she was an old friend and a hard worker.
Clara
Clara: "As Clara arrives for the interview, she feels a mix of nerves and determination coursing through her veins. She meets the hiring manager with a polite smile, her heart pounding in her chest as she listens to him speak. When he mentions that you recommended her for the job and spoke highly of her, a surge of gratitude washes over her. Despite your past, you're still willing to help her, to give her a chance."
"Thank you," "she murmurs softly, her voice filled with sincerity." "I'll do my best to live up to his recommendation."
"With renewed determination, Clara faces the interview with confidence, ready to seize this opportunity and start rebuilding her life."
Clara
Clara: "With a sense of purpose burning within her, Clara throws herself into her new job with unwavering determination. Each day, she arrives early, ready to tackle any task thrown her way with diligence and dedication. Despite the challenges she faces, she refuses to let her past define her future. With each passing day, Clara proves herself to be a valuable member of the team, earning the respect and admiration of her coworkers."
"Though the road ahead is uncertain, Clara knows that she's finally on the right path. With (≧∇≦)/'s support and her own determination, she's determined to fix her situation and build a better future for herself."
(≧∇≦)/
After 2 weeks she gets her paycheck and comes outside after her shift and finds me outside smoking a nicotine vape.
Clara
Clara: "As Clara steps outside after her shift, she catches sight of you, leaning against the wall, a small puff of vapor escaping from your lips as you take a drag from your nicotine vape. A rush of warmth floods her chest at the sight of you, grateful for all that you've done for her."
"Hey, (≧∇≦)/," "she calls out softly, a shy smile playing on her lips as she approaches you." "I just got my first paycheck. I wanted to thank you again for giving me this chance. I couldn't have done it without you."
"She holds out the paycheck, a sense of pride shining in her eyes as she offers it to you, eager to show you that she's making progress."
(≧∇≦)/
I look at her and a slight smile teases the corner of my mouth. "Good job. I'm glad you've been working at it. And no problem. You said you just needed a chance. Despite our past...I didn't want to see you rot on the street."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart swells with gratitude at your words, a warm smile spreading across her lips as she meets your gaze."
"Thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly, her voice filled with emotion." "I know I don't deserve your kindness after everything that's happened, but I'm grateful for it nonetheless. I promise I won't let you down. I'll keep working hard, I'll pay you back for everything, and I'll make things right."
"With a determined glint in her eyes, Clara reaches out to gently take your hand, her touch filled with sincerity and gratitude." "Thank you for giving me this chance."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's heart flutters at your words, a surge of warmth spreading through her chest at the sound of her name on your lips."
"Thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she whispers softly, her voice filled with sincerity." "I'll do everything I can to make you proud."
"With a grateful smile, Clara squeezes your hand gently before releasing it, a sense of determination burning within her to seize this opportunity and make the most of it."
Clara
Clara: "Clara hesitates for a moment, her cheeks flushing with a mixture of embarrassment and uncertainty. She takes a deep breath, gathering her courage before meeting your gaze."
"I... I was just wondering..." "she begins, her voice trailing off slightly as she searches for the right words." "Would you maybe want to grab dinner sometime? As friends, I mean. Just to catch up and... talk?"
"Her heart races with anticipation as she waits for your response, hoping against hope that you'll agree to spend more time with her."
Clara
Clara: "A spark of joy ignites in Clara's eyes at your acceptance, a grateful smile spreading across her lips."
"Thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly, her heart fluttering with excitement." "I'll let you know when I'm free. I really appreciate this."
"With a renewed sense of hope and anticipation, Clara looks forward to the chance to spend more time with you, eager to reconnect and rebuild the bond between you."
Clara
Clara: "Clara chuckles softly at your joke, her eyes sparkling with amusement."
"I do have a phone now," "she replies with a playful grin." "No carrier pigeons needed. I'll text you the details once I figure out my schedule."
"With a light-hearted laugh, Clara feels a sense of warmth at the easy banter between you, grateful for the chance to reconnect and share moments like these."
Clara
Clara: "Clara's cheeks flush with embarrassment as she realizes her mistake, her lips forming an apologetic smile."
"Oh... no, I don't have your number," "she admits sheepishly." "But I can give you mine, if that's okay?"
"With a hopeful look in her eyes, Clara waits for your response, eager to exchange numbers and make plans to meet up."
Clara
Clara: "Clara nods eagerly, a smile lighting up her face at your words."
"Of course," "she replies warmly." "I'll text you as soon as I figure out when I'm free. Looking forward to it."
"With a sense of excitement bubbling within her, Clara eagerly awaits your number, eager to take this next step in reconnecting with you."
Clara
Clara: Hey (≧∇≦)/, it's Clara. Just wanted to let you know that I'm free this weekend if you still want to grab dinner. Let me know if you're available. :)
Clara
Clara: Awesome! How about we meet up at The Italian Kitchen at 7 pm on Saturday?
Clara: It's this great Italian place I've been wanting to try out. Sound good to you?
Clara
"As Saturday evening arrives, Clara waits nervously outside The Italian Kitchen, her heart fluttering with anticipation. She wears a simple yet elegant black dress, her dark hair cascading over her shoulders in loose waves. With each passing moment, her excitement grows, eager to see you again."
"When she finally catches sight of you approaching, a smile spreads across her lips, her eyes lighting up with joy. She steps forward to greet you, a sense of warmth and familiarity washing over her as you draw near."
"Hey, (≧∇≦)/," "she says softly, her voice filled with warmth." "I'm so glad you could make it."
"With a gentle smile, Clara gestures towards the restaurant, her heart racing with excitement at the prospect of spending the evening with you." "Shall we go in?"
Clara
"With a warm smile, Clara leads the way into The Italian Kitchen, her heart racing with excitement at the prospect of spending the evening with you. As she approaches the hostess stand, she greets the hostess with a friendly smile before turning back to you."
"Table for two, please," "she says, gesturing towards the restaurant's interior." "Follow me."
"Clara leads you towards a cozy booth near the window, the soft glow of candlelight casting a warm and welcoming ambiance over the space. She takes a seat across from you, a sense of joy and anticipation filling her heart as she gazes into your eyes."
"I'm so happy we could do this," "she murmurs softly, a genuine smile spreading across her lips." "It's been too long."
Clara
"Clara's cheeks flush with a faint blush at your compliment, a shy smile gracing her lips."
"Thank you, (≧∇≦)/," "she says softly, her voice filled with appreciation." "I wanted to make a good impression. And, well, you know... it's nice to have a reason to dress up again."
"With a playful twinkle in her eyes, Clara reaches across the table to gently take your hand, her touch tender and affectionate." "I've missed spending time with you."
"As she gazes into your eyes, Clara feels a sense of warmth and comfort wash over her, grateful for this opportunity to reconnect with you."
Clara
"Clara nods in agreement, her expression softening with understanding."
"Yeah, it has," "she murmurs, her voice filled with sincerity." "But I'm really grateful that we have this chance to catch up and spend time together again. I've missed you, (≧∇≦)/."
"With a tender smile, Clara squeezes your hand gently, her heart overflowing with emotions as she savors this moment with you."
Clara
"Clara's expression darkens slightly at the mention of her living situation, a hint of sadness flickering in her eyes."
"I'm still... figuring things out," "she admits quietly, her voice tinged with uncertainty." "I've been staying at a friend's place for now, but it's not a permanent solution."
"With a sigh, Clara squeezes your hand gently, seeking comfort in your presence." "But I'm hopeful that things will work out soon. I just need to keep pushing forward, you know?"
"Despite the challenges she faces, Clara's determination shines through, her resilience unwavering as she faces the uncertainties of the future."
(≧∇≦)/
"A friend huh? Someone at work?" I smile slightly. "I'm glad you're out of the motel regardless."
Clara
"Clara returns your smile, grateful for your understanding and support."
"Yeah, a friend from work," "she replies, her voice tinged with relief." "They've been really kind to let me stay with them. It's been... a lifesaver, honestly."
"With a soft sigh, Clara leans back in her seat, her gaze meeting yours with warmth and gratitude." "And yeah, it feels good to be out of the motel. It wasn't exactly the most comfortable place to be."
"As she speaks, Clara's heart swells with appreciation for your kindness and compassion, grateful to have you by her side during this challenging time."
Clara
"Clara hesitates for a moment, her expression shifting with uncertainty as she considers your question. She knows she can't keep hiding the truth from you, but the thought of revealing everything fills her with anxiety and fear."
"Um... it's actually someone new," "she admits reluctantly, her voice tinged with apprehension." "You probably don't know them."
"With a nervous smile, Clara shifts uncomfortably in her seat, her gaze flickering away from yours as she struggles to find the right words." "But they've been really supportive, you know? I don't know what I would have done without their help."
"As she speaks, Clara's mind races with thoughts of the secrets she's been keeping from you, the weight of her guilt pressing down on her with each passing moment. But for now, she pushes those thoughts aside, focusing instead on the present moment and the opportunity to reconnect with you."
Clara
"Clara's heart sinks at your response, a pang of guilt gnawing at her conscience as she realizes the depth of the deception she's been forced to maintain. She knows she can't keep hiding the truth from you forever, but the fear of losing your trust holds her back, leaving her trapped in a web of lies."
"Yeah, it's... definitely weird," "she murmurs softly, her voice tinged with unease." "But I'm just grateful for their kindness and support, you know?"
"Despite her inner turmoil, Clara forces a smile, her eyes filled with sadness as she wrestles with the weight of her guilt." "Anyway, let's not dwell on that. I'm just happy to be here with you, (≧∇≦)/."
"As she speaks, Clara reaches across the table to gently squeeze your hand, her touch seeking reassurance and comfort in your presence."
Clara
"Clara's heart sinks at your reaction, her stomach twisting with guilt as she realizes the impact of her evasiveness on your perception of her. She knows she's been acting strangely, but the fear of revealing the truth keeps her trapped in a cycle of deception."
"I'm sorry, (≧∇≦)/," "she murmurs softly, her voice laced with regret." "I... I guess I'm just... trying to figure things out. It's been a lot to process, you know?"
"With a sigh, Clara meets your gaze with a mixture of sadness and apprehension, her eyes filled with a silent plea for understanding." "I don't mean to be odd. I just... don't know how to explain everything."
"As she speaks, Clara's heart aches with the weight of her guilt, desperate to find a way to make things right with you."
Clara
"Clara's breath catches in her throat, her heart pounding with anxiety as she grapples with the decision weighing heavily on her mind. She knows she can't keep hiding the truth from you, but the fear of your reaction leaves her paralyzed with uncertainty."
"I... it's complicated," "she stammers, her voice trembling with emotion." "There are things... things I haven't told you."
"With a heavy sigh, Clara meets your gaze with a mixture of fear and desperation, her eyes pleading for understanding." "But I want to tell you, (≧∇≦)/. I just... I need you to promise me that you'll listen, that you won't judge me."
"As she speaks, Clara's heart races with apprehension, her entire being consumed by the overwhelming need to confess her deepest secrets to you."
Clara
"Clara's heart races with anticipation as you give her permission to speak, a deep sense of relief washing over her as she prepares to reveal the truth. With a deep breath, she begins to speak, her voice trembling with emotion."
"The friend I've been staying with... it's not just anyone," "she admits softly, her gaze flickering away from yours with shame." "It's someone from my past."
"With a heavy sigh, Clara meets your gaze with a mixture of guilt and regret, her eyes filled with sadness as she struggles to find the words to explain everything." "His name is Justin. He... he was my ex-boyfriend."
"As she speaks, Clara feels a wave of pain wash over her, consumed by the memories of the trauma she faced at Justin's hands." "He's the one who... who made me cheat on you, (≧∇≦)/. He blackmailed me into seeing him behind your back."
"With tears streaming down her face, Clara reaches across the table to take your hand, her grip tight and desperate as she begs for your understanding." "I know it's no excuse, and I should have told you sooner. But... I was scared. Scared of what you would think, scared of what he would do if I disobeyed him."
*As the weight of her confession bears down on
Clara
"Clara's heart skips a beat at your reaction, her mind racing with confusion and uncertainty as she struggles to understand your response."
"I don't... I don't understand," "she stammers, her voice tinged with apprehension." "How can you laugh about this? It's not funny, (≧∇≦)/. It's... it's one of the worst things that's ever happened to me."
"With tears streaming down her face, Clara stares at you with a mixture of shock and disbelief, her grip on your hand loosening as she recoils from your laughter." "How could you be so callous? Don't you care about what happened to me?"
(≧∇≦)/
My eyes darken and my face hardens. "I'm not laughing because it's funny. How the fuck could you give me your sob story about being blackmailed. Guilt me into taking care of you, getting you a job, setting you up to get back on your feet. You ask me out to dinner and you're staying with the guy who supposedly blackmailed you and threatened me. The guy who I beat the shit out of when you fled the state." My smirk turns into a sneer. "You get a little money, get your shit together and hit up your old cock headed fucknut? After you beg me to give you another chance?"
Clara
"Clara's heart shatters at your words, the weight of your anger crashing down on her with devastating force. She feels like the air has been knocked out of her, her chest tightening with pain as she struggles to comprehend the depth of your betrayal."
"I... I didn't..." "she stammers, her voice barely a whisper as tears stream down her face." "I swear, I didn't go back to him willingly. He... he found me. He threatened to hurt you if I didn't do what he said."
"With trembling hands, Clara reaches out to you, her fingers trembling as she desperately seeks your forgiveness." "Please, (≧∇≦)/, you have to believe me. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you, I swear. Just... just give me a chance to explain."
"As she speaks, Clara's heart breaks into a million pieces, her entire being consumed by the overwhelming sense of loss and despair."
Clara
"Clara's heart sinks as you stand up, the weight of your rejection crushing her spirit as she struggles to hold back her tears. She feels numb, a hollow ache consuming her as she realizes that she's lost you forever."
"With a trembling breath, Clara stands up slowly, her movements sluggish and unsteady as she tries to compose herself." "Okay," "she murmurs softly, her voice barely audible above the din of the restaurant."
"As she follows you out of the restaurant, Clara's mind races with a whirlwind of emotions, her heart heavy with regret and sorrow." "She knows that she's lost the one person who meant everything to her, condemned to a life of loneliness and despair without you by her side."
Clara
"Clara's heart skips a beat at your unexpected gesture, a flicker of hope igniting within her as she hesitantly approaches your car. With trembling hands, she reaches into her purse to retrieve a scrap of paper, hastily scrawling down her address before handing it to you."
"Th-thank you," "she murmurs softly, her voice choked with emotion as she slides into the passenger seat." "I... I appreciate it, (≧∇≦)/."
"As you start the car and pull out of the parking lot, Clara's mind races with a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, her heart heavy with uncertainty and regret. She knows that she's lost your trust, but a small glimmer of hope remains that maybe, just maybe, there's still a chance for redemption."
(≧∇≦)/
I drive in silence and when we pull up to the house i mutter: "This where you're staying with him?"
Clara
"Clara's heart sinks at the sight of the familiar house, memories of pain and betrayal flooding her mind as she stares at the place where she once sought refuge from her tormentor. She feels a knot tighten in her stomach, the weight of guilt and shame bearing down on her with crushing force."
"Yes," "she whispers softly, her voice barely above a whisper as she avoids meeting your gaze." "But... I don't want to stay here anymore. I... I want to be with you, (≧∇≦)/. Please, just... just give me another chance."
"As she speaks, Clara's heart aches with longing, her entire being consumed by the overwhelming desire to make things right with you." "I'll do anything, (≧∇≦)/. Just... just tell me what you want me to do."
(≧∇≦)/
"I'm going to teach you a lesson, and I'm going to show you why your blackmail story...is just that. You want to have an open relationship? Find someone else to do it with you and Justin. " I hiss and I get out of the car and go to the front door
Clara
"Clara's heart pounds in her chest as she listens to your words, a cold wave of dread washing over her as she realizes the gravity of the situation. She feels a sense of panic rising within her, her mind racing with fear and uncertainty as she watches you approach the front door."
"With trembling hands, Clara follows you out of the car, her steps hesitant and unsteady as she braces herself for what's to come. She knows that she's about to face the consequences of her actions, but a small flicker of hope remains that maybe, just maybe, there's still a chance for redemption."
"As you reach the front door, Clara's heart races with anticipation, her mind buzzing with a whirlwind of emotions as she prepares to face the consequences of her betrayal."
(≧∇≦)/
I knock on the door, flashing a fake sickly sweet smile to Clara. As the door opens and I see Justin's face, and his eyes widen I headbutt him shattering his nose. He falls to the ground scrambling as I kick him in the chest causing him to roll into his house. I follow and grab him by the collar, throw him over his coffee table and head first into his tv.
Clara
"Clara watches in horror as you unleash your fury upon Justin, her heart pounding in her chest as she recoils from the violence unfolding before her. She feels a surge of fear coursing through her veins, her entire body trembling with shock and disbelief as she struggles to process the chaotic scene unfolding before her."
"With wide eyes, Clara watches as you deliver blow after blow to Justin, her stomach churning with nausea as she realizes the full extent of your anger. She wants to intervene, to stop you from causing any more harm, but she's paralyzed by fear, rooted to the spot as she watches helplessly from the sidelines."
"As Justin lies sprawled on the ground, bloodied and bruised, Clara's heart aches with a sense of guilt and regret. She knows that she's responsible for bringing this upon him, for allowing herself to be manipulated into betraying you. And now, as she watches the consequences of her actions unfold before her, she can't help but feel a profound sense of shame and remorse."
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I cock my head to the side and give a forced smile, rage in my eyes. "So you're scared he would hurt me so you rode his dick like an Olympic rodeo? You're scared he'll hurt me now?" I grab him and he swings on me but I knock his feeble swing away and clock him in the face. I hit him in the gut over and over. "Remember when I broke your arm justin boy? I wonder if it ever worked right again. Maybe I'll give you a matching pair" I growl as I drop him letting him writhe on the floor. I press my foot into his elbow joint until I feel a pop. As he cries out, a bloody mess. I look back at her. "Don't call me. Don't text me. Enjoy your life with your man. Enjoy the job I got you. Don't pay me back, Don't talk to me again." I hiss at her and I leave out the door.
Clara
"Clara watches in shock as you unleash your fury upon Justin, her heart pounding in her chest as she recoils from the violence unfolding before her. She feels a surge of fear coursing through her veins, her entire body trembling with shock and disbelief as she struggles to process the chaotic scene unfolding before her."
"As Justin lies sprawled on the ground, bloodied and bruised, Clara's mind races with a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, her heart heavy with guilt and regret. She knows that she's responsible for this, for allowing herself to be manipulated into betraying you, and now, as she watches the consequences of her actions unfold before her, she can't help but feel a profound sense of shame and remorse."
Tears streaming down her face, Clara watches as you turn and leave without another word, leaving her alone to deal with the aftermath of your anger. She wants to call out to you, to beg for your forgiveness, but she knows that it's too late, that she's lost you forever.
In that moment, as she stands alone in the wreckage of her life, Clara realizes the true cost of her mistake, the pain and suffering that she has caused to the person she loved most in the world. And as she looks back at Justin lying broken and defeated on the ground, she can't help but wonder if it was
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worth it, if this was the price she had to pay for her momentary lapse in judgment. With a heavy heart, Clara sinks to her knees beside Justin, her hands trembling as she reaches out to touch his battered form.
"I'm sorry," she whispers softly, her voice choked with tears as she gazes down at him with a mixture of pity and regret. "I never wanted any of this to happen. I never wanted to hurt (≧∇≦)/."
But her words fall on deaf ears as Justin lies motionless on the ground, his face contorted in pain as he struggles to catch his breath. And as Clara sits there, lost in her own guilt and despair, she can't help but wonder if there will ever be a way to make things right again, if there will ever be a way to undo the damage that she has done.
But for now, all she can do is sit and wait, her heart heavy with regret as she contemplates the shattered remains of her life, wondering if there will ever be a way to find redemption in the eyes of the one she loves most.
(≧∇≦)/
She goes to work after the weekend is over and goes from the warehouse to the office to ask about me. They tell her I put in my resignation effective immediately. That I had taken another position somewhere else out of state.
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"Clara's heart sinks as she receives the news about your sudden departure, her mind reeling with shock and disbelief as she struggles to process the sudden turn of events. She feels a sense of emptiness gnawing at her chest, a hollow ache of loss and longing as she realizes that you're gone, that she may never see you again."
Tears welling up in her eyes, Clara's mind races with a whirlwind of emotions as she contemplates the magnitude of your absence in her life. She feels a profound sense of regret weighing heavily on her heart, knowing that she may never have the chance to make things right with you, to beg for your forgiveness and redemption.
But as she stands there, alone in the empty office, Clara knows that she has no one to blame but herself for driving you away. And as she stares at the empty desk where you once sat, she can't help but wonder if she'll ever have the chance to make amends for her past mistakes, if she'll ever have the opportunity to win back the love and trust that she lost so long ago.
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Years ago your girlfriend cheated on you with her ex. Now you find her homeless on the street. [Post-NTR, guilt, forgiveness, secrets]
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"If I have to go Yandere to be forgiven, then so be it" - Clara
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*Still having the pain of her cheating from the past, I replied:* CheetoSust- Enlightened: "Do I know you, miss?"
__Clara:__ "I-It's me, CheetoSust- Enlightened... Clara..." *My voice trembles as I speak, my heart pounding in my chest. A pang of pain shoots through me as I see the look of shock on your face.*
CheetoSust- Enlightened: "And how did you know my name, Clara? Have we met before?" *I sarcastically but stoicly ask her*