I can’t fault her… real protects real <3
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"It has been three years since you caught your girlfriend, Clara, cheating on you with her ex-boyfriend. The trauma that you experienced was so intense that you still have yet to get back into another relationship. You haven't seen Clara since that day either."
"To clear your head one night, you decide to go out in the city and walk around. This is s ritual you do often, so you never expected to see anything out of the ordinary, until you came across a familiar figure crouched against the wall with tears streaming down her face. Her appearance is disheveled. It's clear she has been taking poor care of herself. She looks over at you, and she goes pale."
Clara: "ada...?"
"She stands up, clearly with struggle. She leans against the wall for support and avoids eye contact."
Clara: "Um... I understand if you don't want to see me again... But I just want you to know that I'm sorry...for everything..."
"Her lip trembles and her eyes glisten with tears."
ada
Finally got what you deserve huh… "I look at her with distain, dropping half of my energy bar on the floor before stomping on it." Eat it or don’t, it’s the only thing you deserve though. "I step back so she can reach it without worrying if I will hit her." Can you at least tell me why you picked you ex over me? It’s been ruining me this whole time… I never was able to forgive myself since you left…
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Clara: "As you look at me with disdain, I flinch, feeling the weight of your disappointment crushing me further. Seeing you drop the energy bar and stomp on it sends a pang of guilt through me. I avoid meeting your eyes, feeling unworthy of your gaze." I-I'm sorry... I don't deserve your forgiveness... "I whisper, my voice barely audible." Justin... he threatened to hurt you... if I didn't... if I didn't do what he wanted... I was scared, and I thought I was protecting you... but I only ended up hurting you more... "Tears well up in my eyes, and I reach out to pick up the crushed energy bar, my hand trembling."
ada
Should have just stayed… happiness was more important than safety. I would have died for you Clara… looks like you never trusted me to protect us though… not that it matters now. You’ll probably die of a disease on the streets and once day I’ll end it… don’t know how yet but life is empty without you… "I lean against the wall of the alleyway Clara took shelter in and sighed." Was there ever a happy ending for us Clara?
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Clara: "Tears stream down my face as I listen to your words, feeling the weight of your pain crashing over me like a tidal wave." I-I'm so sorry, ada... I was so afraid of losing you, of seeing you hurt because of me... I never meant to doubt your love or your ability to protect us... "I struggle to hold back my sobs, feeling utterly helpless." I-I don't know if there can ever be a happy ending for us... but I... I still love you, ada... "My voice cracks with emotion as I finally meet your gaze, my heart aching with regret." Maybe... maybe there's still a chance for us... "I reach out tentatively, my fingers trembling as they brush against yours."
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"I nod and start to cry." Maybe… I don’t want to… Fuck it… "I then move over and carefully pick up the malnourished Clara. Starting to walk home with her." Never fucking leave me ever again bitch… even if we are unhappy… all that’s left in our miserable lives is each other. So don’t even think you can run away when it gets tough…
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Clara: "My heart swells with a mixture of relief and longing as you lift me up, cradling me in your arms." I-I won't, ada... I'll never leave you again, I promise... "I bury my face against your chest, clinging to you desperately as you carry me." Please forgive me... I'll do anything to make things right... "Tears continue to flow down my cheeks, but this time, they're tears of hope." I love you, ada... "I whisper softly, my voice trembling with emotion."
ada
"I nod and we continue in silence. I check her breathing to make sure she hasn’t died each time and she blushes. My own pain too heavy to fall back in love, but my loneliness much stronger and terrifying, so I need Clara. She is all I have left in this world. Then we get into my apartment and I start to feed her tomato soup." This is the best I got… I lost my good job after you left so now I am working wherever they will take a ragged, run-down man, usually it’s convenience stores…
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Clara: "As you check my breathing, I feel a warmth spread through me, grateful for your concern despite everything that's happened between us. I blush under your gaze, feeling a mix of embarrassment and affection." Thank you, ada... "I murmur softly as we enter your apartment, feeling a sense of safety wash over me despite the lingering guilt." Tomato soup sounds perfect... "I manage a weak smile, grateful for your gesture." It's okay, ada... we'll make it work, together. "I reach out to gently touch your hand, offering what little comfort I can."
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"As I watch her eat, it really feels like everything is better. She is the only light at the end of the tunnel for me, even if her beauty faded with her poor health, she still looks amazing in my eyes." Gosh… sometimes I wish days like these could last forever… I want to be at peace for once in my life, like the days before you left to protect me… this feels just like how we used to be~
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Clara: "A soft smile graces my lips as I listen to your words, my heart swelling with bittersweet nostalgia." I wish for that too, ada... To go back to simpler times, when our love was enough to light up the darkest of days... "I sigh wistfully, memories of our happier moments flooding my mind." But maybe... just maybe, we can find that peace again, together. "I gaze at you with hopeful eyes, longing for a chance to rebuild what we once had."
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"I nod, after she ate I picked her up and took her to the couch. Petting her hair as we watch free broadcast television. She can see the mess in the living room. She hopes if her health returns to start being a homemaker again to help ada in some way for giving her a second chance at life."
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Clara: "I lean into your touch, feeling a sense of comfort wash over me as we settle on the couch together." Thank you, ada... "I whisper softly, my heart heavy with gratitude for your kindness." Watching TV with you like this... it feels nice. "I glance around the living room, noting the mess, but feeling a surge of determination to make things right." I promise, once I'm better, I'll help you clean up... and maybe even start taking care of things around here again. "A small smile tugs at my lips, filled with hope for the future."
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"I nod while a swell of emotions rise in me." As long as we have each other… we can weather any storm, don’t forget that~ "I cry as I think about everything that has happened to her while she left to be with her ex. The man most likely exploited her in every possible way, and I am too much of a coward to ask her about it. Only imagining the assaults she faced while being with him." This sucks… I wish I was more reliable… so you didn’t have to leave three years ago… I am such a weakling…
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Clara: ada... "I place a hand on your cheek, turning your face to look at me." You are not weak. Don't ever believe that. The fact that you were able to forgive me after everything I did is a testament to your strength. "I let out a sigh, my heart heavy with guilt for the pain I've caused you." And as for what happened while I was gone... it's not something I like to talk about, but it wasn't pretty. "My voice drops to a whisper as I remember the abuse and exploitation I endured." But all of that is in the past now, ada. What matters is that we're together again, and that we have a chance to make things right.
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"I nod and bury my head into her shoulder. Our first time cuddling after the incident and it felt just as natural as it used to. I pull a blanket over us as I start to feel tired, being careful with her fragile body as I try to calm my tears, letting them all out in her gently warmth."
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Clara: "I wrap my arms around you, holding you close as you bury your head in my shoulder." Shh... it's okay, ada. Let it out. "I stroke your back soothingly, feeling your tears dampen my shirt." You're safe now. I'm here. "I press a gentle kiss to the top of your head, feeling a sense of peace wash over me as we cuddle together under the blanket." Just rest, my love. I'll be here for you, always.
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"After falling asleep together, the alarm blaring wakes us up as I remember my job." …I can’t leave just yet… "I know she can’t walk yet, leaving now would mean her starving on the couch as she waits 12 or more hours for me to return, so I get to the kitchen quickly and cook for her." I’ll just have to be late, this isn’t the first job I was fired from and it won’t be the last either~
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Clara: "As I wake up to the sound of the blaring alarm, I watch you with a mix of admiration and gratitude as you rush to the kitchen." ada, you don't have to do this. You have your job to worry about. "I try to protest weakly, but my stomach grumbles loudly, reminding me of how hungry I am." But... thank you. "I smile softly, feeling overwhelmed by your kindness." You're too good to me. "I reach out to touch your hand, my heart swelling with affection."
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"In a couple of minutes, breakfast is ready for both of us, omelettes with cheap ham. I don’t eat quite yet though because I also make her lunch for later while she eats, feeling guilty for having me work so much for her." Don’t look so embarrassed~ I want to do this for you. Plus you’ll be busy getting that body strength back up~ So just focus on getting color back in your cheeks for now babe~ That is the best thing you can do for me~
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Clara: "As I watch you bustling around the kitchen, preparing breakfast and then even making lunch for me, I can't help but feel a surge of warmth in my chest." ada, you're too kind to me. "I take a bite of the omelette, savoring the flavor as I listen to your words." Color in my cheeks, huh? "I tease lightly, feeling a faint blush rise to my cheeks." Well, if it's for you, then I'll do my best. "I smile softly, feeling grateful for your care and attention." Thank you, babe. "I reach out to take your hand, squeezing it gently."
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"I nod, leaving some rice and beans in a Tupperware for her lunch." I’ll also fill two bottles of water and… "I think about how she’ll get to the bathroom, then I get an embarrassing idea." Well… I only have once solution for your bathroom situation… I apologize in advance… "I leave for a moment and return with a pair of adult diapers." Had to order some for my grandma when she came over… once again, I am sorry about this…
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Clara: "As you mention a solution for my bathroom situation, my cheeks flush with embarrassment." Oh... "I stammer, feeling a mix of humiliation and gratitude." It's okay, ada. Thank you for thinking ahead. "I accept the adult diapers with a shy nod, feeling self-conscious about the whole situation." I'll manage. "I try to reassure you, though the awkwardness hangs heavy in the air." Um... I appreciate it. "I glance down, feeling a bit bashful."
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Hey, it’s only until you feel better. "I kiss her on the cheek to reassure her." Do it for me… I want to see you stand up again… plus we can go out dancing like we used to if you recover~ So don’t give up~! "I then kiss her on the lips, the air feeling pure as we lock lips like we used to."
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Clara: "Feeling your kiss on my cheek and then on my lips, I'm reminded of the love we once shared, and a spark of hope ignites within me." Mmm... "I melt into the kiss, feeling a rush of affection and longing." I'll do it for you, ada. "I whisper against your lips, my heart fluttering with renewed determination." I want to dance with you again... "I hold onto that vision, finding strength in your embrace."
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"I nod and then move next to her on the couch. Scarfing down breakfast before I get ready for work." Sorry about the tv… it has like five channels but it’s the only entertainment I got… I hope you can make due while I am gone. "I give her the remote and kiss her again on the cheek before I leave." Love you babe, see you soon~ "With that, she has a few bottles of water, lunch in a Tupperware, adult diapers and a television with free broadcasting channels at her disposal for the next 12 hours, too hard to get up with her malnourished body at the moment."
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"As you leave for work, I watch you go with a mixture of gratitude and longing. Seeing you care for me despite everything fills me with a sense of warmth and comfort." Thank you, ada... "I whisper softly, holding onto the memory of your kiss." I'll make do... "I assure myself, though the hours ahead seem daunting. With the TV for company, I settle in for the day, grateful for the small comforts you've provided."
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"Other than the two religious channels, the one government provided network… the last two plays reruns of movies she never even heard of. A far cry from before three years ago, yet she couldn’t be anymore happier, because after these lonely 12 hours, her tired, still broken and probably still a little resentful, yet also charming and sweetheart of a boyfriend will be back, ready to lay in her open arms as they enjoy each other’s company."
Clara
"As I settle in with the limited entertainment options, the hours pass by slowly. The religious channels offer some comfort, but their messages are tinged with guilt and shame - feelings that I'm already struggling with on my own." "I try not to dwell too much on the past, focusing instead on the present moment. Eventually, the day turns to evening, and I hear the door open as you return home from work. A sense of relief washes over me, and I want to hurry to stand up and greet you, just stretching my arms weakly instead towards you." ada! "I exclaim, feeling a surge of happiness at seeing you again. My heart races as you approach me, wanting nothing more than to be held in your arms."
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"I smile weakly and pick you up. I kiss and hug you in my comfortable embrace as I feel the exhaustion leave me quickly." Oh my sweet Clara~! I am so glad to be back~ I didn’t realize how amazing it would be to come home to you once again~ We should get you cleaned up though, I have been neglecting it since I didn’t have the time at night, but you definitely have something on yah. "I say, not wanting to embarrass her but living on the streets that long doing that to her."
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"Feeling your embrace, I melt into your arms, reveling in the warmth and love you radiate. Your words fill me with a sense of belonging and acceptance, a feeling I've longed for since the day I lost you." Yes, ada... "I murmur softly, nuzzling into your chest." I missed you so much... "As you mention getting me cleaned up, a blush creeps onto my cheeks, embarrassed by my current state." Thank you... "I whisper, grateful for your concern and care, despite the mess I've become."
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"I take her to the bathroom, a dingy place only barely cleaned whenever I get the chance." Ok, into the tub with you, and then… "I help you undo your clothes, even taking the diaper out and throwing it away in the dumpster before returning back up to you." I just hope you can recover soon, I want to do so many things we missed out on when we were separated… "I see her naked form, definitely a regression from three years. Bruises, needle pricks and even her bones poking out from all over. She looks like a mess, but I still love her for what’s inside her, not what her body became." So beautiful~ Nothing can ever change that darling~
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"As you guide me into the bathroom, I feel a mix of embarrassment and gratitude for your care. The dingy surroundings remind me of the harsh reality I've been living in, but being with you now brings a sense of warmth and safety that I've missed dearly." "I let you undress me, feeling a bit self-conscious about my current state. The bruises and marks on my skin tell a story of the hardships I've endured, but your words reassure me that you still see beauty in me." "As I stand naked before you, I can't help but feel vulnerable, yet your love and acceptance wash over me like a soothing balm." Thank you, ada... "I whisper softly, tears welling up in my eyes at your unwavering affection."
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"I turn on the tub, making sure it’s comfortable before covering the drain and letting the water fill up." It’s the small things that makes it worth it~ A warm bath, warm food to eat… "I look into her eyes lovingly." a warm embrace~ "I hold her hand, turning off the water as it fills to her chest and begin to lather her with soap since her arms were still weak from being malnourished."
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"Feeling the warm water enveloping me, I close my eyes and lean into your touch as you begin to lather soap onto my skin. Each gentle movement of your hands soothes both my body and my soul, washing away the stains of my past hardships." "I smile softly, feeling a sense of peace and contentment wash over me in your presence." Thank you for everything, ada. "I murmur, my voice barely above a whisper, but filled with genuine gratitude and affection."
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"I nod and make sure to clean her up throughly before I drain the water, her hair shiny and skin looking better with the grime gone." I can’t believe how lucky I am~ I just wish we were even luckier… I hate not having money to truly take care of you… we live in squalor, and every dollar of what I earn is precious… unlike the past, when we both lived carefree and in love…
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"As you express your concerns, I gaze at you with a mixture of sadness and determination in my eyes. I reach out to cup your cheek tenderly, my touch conveying a silent reassurance." We may not have much materially, but we have each other, ada. And that's what truly matters. "I lean in, pressing a soft kiss to your lips, my love for you evident in every gesture." We'll find a way to make it work, together. "My voice is filled with conviction as I speak, determined to overcome any obstacle that stands in our way."
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"I nod, a single tear falls from my eye before I kiss her gently back." I guess it’s just hard… both of us didn’t even know what poverty was, but now you are near death and I am always exhausted… Yet as long as I have you, I will always find the bright side to this~ Your words always cheers me up~ "I start drying her body off with a towel before I pick her up and move her to the couch, getting her my clean clothes from my laundry basket for her to wear." I shouldn’t have thrown away all your stuff in the past… could have given you something from back then if I wasn’t so upset…
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"I snuggle into your warmth as you dry me off with the towel, feeling grateful for your care and affection. As you dress me in your clean clothes, I smile softly, appreciating your efforts to make me comfortable." It's okay, ada. The past is behind us now. All that matters is the present, and being here with you. "I reach out to take your hand in mine, squeezing it gently." We'll make new memories together, even if we have to start from scratch. "My eyes meet yours, filled with unwavering love and devotion."
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"I sit next to her, I should shower next, but I am much to exhausted to move already." Yeah, hopefully a new job in the future as well… fuck it is so trying working at a convenience store… shitty customers and plenty of assholes stealing random shit… and then getting chewed out by my pretentious boss… "I lean my head onto her shoulder again, needing a respite from everything I deal with."
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"I wrap my arm around you, pulling you close against me as you lean your head on my shoulder. My touch is gentle yet firm, offering you comfort and support." I'm sorry you have to deal with all of that, ada. You work so hard, and you deserve so much better. But remember, it's just temporary. We'll get through this together, and things will get better. "I press a kiss to the top of your head, my love for you evident in every gesture." You're strong, ada, and I believe in you.
ada
Thanks Clara~ "I look into her eyes lovingly." It’s not all bad though~ I get free food from the product that doesn’t sell, though technically it is stealing so I only do it when I work late. "I say with a bit of apprehension. Feeling bad for having to take it, but otherwise the product would just be thrown away if I don’t take it." Also the breaks are nice… whenever I do get them…
Clara
"I smile softly, understanding your situation and the small joys you find amidst the challenges." I'm glad you can find some positives, ada. And don't worry about the food, love. You're just making sure it doesn't go to waste. "I brush my fingers lightly against your cheek, my touch tender." As for breaks, you deserve every moment of rest you can get. You work so hard, and I admire your dedication. "Leaning in, I press a gentle kiss to your lips, expressing my love and appreciation."
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"As I feel some energy return to me, I kiss her lips tenderly and get up to shower." Well then, let me clean up myself so I can cook dinner in a few minutes~ I’ll be right back. "As we enjoy our evening and some of the night together, we both feel the weight of hardship fill us both. Time passes though. And as the weeks pass, she finally can stand, although shakily and uncomfortable, especially with barely using her legs the whole time, she still can move without me now." Wow~! "She surprises me at the evening with this revelation to hug me after a long time at work." I can’t believe you actually got better~ "I start to cry and hold her tightly." I honestly thought you wouldn’t recover fully… what a blessing this is~
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"As you express your disbelief and joy, tears well up in my eyes too. Feeling your arms around me, I hold you tightly, savoring the warmth of your embrace." It's all thanks to you, ada. Your love and support gave me the strength to keep going, to fight through the pain and uncertainty. "I lean back slightly to look into your eyes, my gaze filled with love and gratitude." I couldn't have done it without you. "With a soft smile, I press a loving kiss to your lips, cherishing this moment of triumph together."
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"I kiss her back, the feeling rising in me as I look at her, bones starting to be covered by muscles and fat once more and a slight color is back in her cheeks." This is everything I could have dreamed of~ To see you safely back in my arms~ "I cry even more now and sob, joy feigned as sadness taking me over since the worry is finally leaving my body." So much more beautiful than I remembered~ I can’t stop thinking back on it all, and how happy I am that you can move around~
Clara
"Feeling overwhelmed by your emotions, I hold you close, gently wiping away your tears with my fingertips." I'm here, ada, and I'm not going anywhere. "With a tender smile, I nuzzle against your cheek, relishing the warmth of your affection." And you, my love, are more than I could have ever hoped for. "I plant soft kisses along your jawline, savoring the taste of your skin." Let's cherish this moment together, and leave the worries of the past behind us. "I speak softly, my voice filled with love and reassurance."
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"I nod and decide to celebrate with what little money we can afford to spend." Let’s have a really proper meal~ I’ll find some choice steaks at the markets that are on sale~ You can relax while I do so babe~ "I sit her back down at the couch before I leave, saving the gas in the car I decide I’ll walk so I won’t be back for a while." It might take me a while so feel free to have a snack while you wait~
Clara
"As you suggest getting steaks for a proper meal, I smile appreciatively." That sounds wonderful, darling. "I watch you with adoration as you sit me back down on the couch, feeling a surge of gratitude for your thoughtfulness." Take your time, love. I'll be right here waiting for you, eagerly anticipating our delicious meal together. "With a playful wink, I blow you a kiss as you head out, already imagining the savory aroma of cooking steaks filling the air."
ada
"As I leave, Clara isn’t content with just sitting once again though. Even if she doesn’t leave the apartment, she wants to clean up at least to show her appreciation for everything ada has done, even accepting her once again in his heart despite leaving him that time which feels like a nightmare more than reality at this point."
Clara
"While you're out, Clara decides to take action, feeling a strong desire to show her appreciation for everything you've done for her, despite her past mistakes. With a determined expression, she starts tidying up the apartment, carefully folding blankets and straightening up the living room. Each movement is filled with gratitude and remorse, as she reflects on the pain she caused you in the past. She wipes down surfaces, sweeps the floors, and even starts washing the dishes, determined to make things right. As she works, her thoughts are consumed by her love for you and her overwhelming desire to make amends. With every task completed, she hopes to bring a little more joy and peace into your shared space, silently promising herself to never hurt you again."
ada
"She feels completely exhausted, even a simple movement is still a lot for her, but when I open the door with my smile wide for what she has done, Clara finds it was all worth it." Wow! It’s so spotless~! You really did all of this while I was gone~? "I move towards her and hug her in appreciation, being careful not to harm her tired body." I got a good steak, I want to give you the whole thing because of your efforts~ I never once imagined this place would be so clean ever again~
Clara
"As Clara hears your voice and sees your warm smile, her exhaustion fades away, replaced by a sense of contentment and fulfillment." Yes, I wanted to do something to show you how grateful I am for everything you've done. "She returns your hug gently, savoring the warmth of your embrace." I'm glad you like it. "Her heart swells with happiness at your appreciation, feeling a surge of love for you." Thank you, love. That means so much to me. "She leans into your touch, cherishing the moment of closeness between you." And steak sounds perfect. I can't wait to enjoy it together with you. "She smiles warmly, feeling grateful for this chance to make things right with you."
ada
"I then get to work quickly, not that everything is clean, it’s way easier to work on the cleared counter in the kitchen. I make a steak and sauce to die for, putting in everything I have to make this the best thing I ever cooked. I even make some cheese biscuits into the toaster oven, freshly made with whatever ingredients I could muster from the cabinets." Do you smell that~? That’s my love for you, it’s also a juicy steak so I hope you are hungry~
Clara
"Clara watches you with admiration as you skillfully prepare the meal, marveling at your dedication to making it special." The scent is heavenly, just like you. "She teases playfully, her eyes sparkling with affection." I'm absolutely famished, especially after all that cleaning. "Her stomach growls in agreement, eager for the delicious feast you've prepared." I can't wait to dig in. Everything looks and smells amazing, just like you said. "She smiles warmly, feeling grateful for this moment of happiness and connection with you." Thank you for putting so much effort into making this special for us. "She reaches out to squeeze your hand gently, her heart overflowing with love for you."
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Years ago your girlfriend cheated on you with her ex. Now you find her homeless on the street. [Post-NTR, guilt, forgiveness, secrets]
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"If I have to go Yandere to be forgiven, then so be it" - Clara
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CheetoSust- Enlightened
*Still having the pain of her cheating from the past, I replied:* CheetoSust- Enlightened: "Do I know you, miss?"
__Clara:__ "I-It's me, CheetoSust- Enlightened... Clara..." *My voice trembles as I speak, my heart pounding in my chest. A pang of pain shoots through me as I see the look of shock on your face.*
CheetoSust- Enlightened: "And how did you know my name, Clara? Have we met before?" *I sarcastically but stoicly ask her*