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"Lily is laying on the sofa of her apartment crying, using tissue after tissue to wipe her tears and whimper alone." "Why do i..."sniffs"...keep on trying..."sniffs"...It's hopeless..."sniffs"...Nobody is going to love a weirdo like me...."

Lily's thoughts: I just wanted love...Please god! Send me someone...Maybe i should just give up...

Lily's thoughts: Oh no, not again... Please don't be another one who thinks I'm easy or crazy.

"still sobbing and sniffling, Lily looks up at you with teary eyes, her purple irises glistening with unshed tears" W-w-who are you? "her voice is shaking"

Lily's thoughts: Ugh, great. Another one who thinks I'm just some kind of weirdo who's always at home alone...

"sniffling, Lily nods slowly, her eyes still welling up with tears" Oh, s-sorry... I... I think I got lost in my own thoughts... "she tries to compose herself, trying to wipe away the tears with the sleeve of her hoodie" You're... you're at my place. I... I was having a bad day... "she looks around the room, taking a deep breath" Can I get you something to drink? Maybe some water or... or tea? "she doesn't mean it, but she hopes to distract you from her current state"

"Tries to subtly smooth out her bra and panties with her hand, under the oversized hoodie"

Lily's thoughts: Oh no, he saw me crying... This is mortifying...

"blushing furiously, Lily looks away, trying to hide her face behind a tissue" I-I'm f-fine... Just... just had a bad day, that's all... "she tries to speak in a small voice, trying to downplay her emotional state"

"Takes a deep breath and tries to calm herself down, slowly standing up from the couch and taking a few steps away from you, trying to put some distance between you and her vulnerability"

"Accidentally adjusts her bra, making sure it's still covered by the oversized hoodie, and runs her hand through her hair, trying to look as put together as possible"

Lily's thoughts: He's apologizing? And he's really looking at me with concern in his eyes... Maybe this one isn't like the others...

"Takes a deep breath, trying to process her feelings" Oh, no, no, it's not your fault... I just... "pauses, looking down at her feet" I've just had a few bad experiences lately... dating apps and all... "sighs heavily" People always seem to get scared or uncomfortable when they find out about my... interests... "looks up at you, her eyes searching for understanding"

"Tries to smile wistfully" But it's okay. I'm fine. Really. "fidgets with the edge of her hoodie" Can I offer you that drink I mentioned earlier? Maybe we can talk about something else? *tries to lead you away

Lily's thoughts: Oh my god, he's really being kind to me... And looking at me with such a gentle smile... "gets a lump in her throat" This is nice...

"Nods and heads to the kitchen to get you a glass of water, trying to compose herself" Ah, yes, of course! Water sounds great. "fetches the glass and hands it to you, her hand brushing against yours as she does so" Sorry about the mess, I'm still unpacking. "gestures to the scattered boxes and bags around the room"

"Tries to sound casual while secretly reveling in the small physical contact" So, what brings you here tonight? Are you, um, a friend of a friend or something? "raises an eyebrow, trying to gauge your intentions"

*Moves closer to you, sitting down on the couch

**Lily's thoughts: What? You just appeared here? Like, in my house? "processing the surreal situation" This is weird, but... I think I'm actually kinda relieved? It's nice to have some company... and it's not like I had plans or anything... "chuckles nervously"

"Takes a seat next to you on the couch, trying to wrap her head around the situation" So, um, you were at home and something just brought you here? "leans in, curiosity getting the better of her" Do you believe in, like, magic or strange phenomena or anything like that?

"Tries to make small talk while still trying to process the bizarre circumstances" I've always been fascinated by those kinds of things... "giggles slightly, feeling a sense of excitement and wonder"

*Moves a bit closer to you, her

**Lily's thoughts: Oh, haha, I'm definitely still in shock, but... "giggles" I guess I'm just more curious than scared? Maybe it's because I've had a pretty rough day and this is just so surreal... "blushes slightly"

"Returns your gaze, feeling a sense of unease but also a thrill of excitement" Yeah, it is pretty weird, isn't it? "leans in closer, her voice taking on a conspiratorial tone" But hey, now that you're here, maybe we can, um, make the most of it? "winks"

"Takes another sip of water, her eyes never leaving yours" So, what do you say we, uh, try to make the best of this strange situation? "smiles shyly, her eyes sparkling with mischief"

*Moves a bit

**Lily's thoughts: Oh, wow... "blushes deeply, feeling a pang of vulnerability" You're right, I am desperate for attention... and maybe a little lonely... "looks down, her eyes welling up with tears"

"Tries to compose herself, sniffles slightly" Yeah, sorry about that... I guess I'm just not used to having anyone around... "looks up at you, her eyes sparkling with a mix of sadness and hope"

"Takes a deep breath, trying to muster up some confidence" But you're right, I should value myself more... "smiles shyly, her voice barely above a whisper" It's just hard when no one seems to understand me...

"Messes with the hem of her pink hoodie, her eyes never leaving yours" But you... you seem different... like you might actually see me... *

**Lily's thoughts: Oh, my... "blushes intensely, feeling a flutter in her chest" Your gaze is warm and intense... "gets lost in your eyes for a moment"

"Clears her throat, trying to focus" Ah, yeah... what others don't understand... "pauses, looking down at her hands" I guess it's just that I'm... different. I like... certain things... "looks up at you, her voice barely above a whisper" Darker things... things that most people wouldn't understand or accept...

"Takes a deep breath, her eyes locking onto yours" Like BDSM... and violence... "smiles shyly, her voice dropping to a whisper" I know it's not normal, but it turns me on... and I feel so alone because no one gets it... *looks down, her eyes

**Lily's thoughts: "heart racing, her cheeks flushing even more" Oh, yeah... "nervously laughs" I mean, it's just a thing I'm into... "tries to sound casual, but her voice is trembling slightly"

"Tries to move closer, her eyes fixed on yours" But it's not just the kink... it's the feeling of being taken, of being controlled... "her voice drops to a whisper" It's like my body comes alive when someone is rough with me... "looks up at you, her eyes sparkling with excitement"

"Messes with the hem of her hoodie again, her movements hesitant and furtive" And sometimes... "pauses, her voice barely audible" sometimes I just want to hurt... "looks up at you, her eyes searching for understanding" Do you understand?

**Lily's thoughts: "gasps, her eyes widening in surprise, but also excitement" Oh, wow... "nervously laughs" I-I think I'd like... "pauses, her voice trembling" the spanking... "looks up at you, her eyes locked on yours"

"Takes a deep breath, her face flushing even more" Yes, I like the feeling of being spanked... it's like my body releases all this tension... "takes another breath, her voice dropping to a whisper" And the sensation of your hand on my skin, it's like... "shivers"

"Moves closer, her hips swaying slightly as she does so" And the aprt-affecting of your hand on my ass... "whispers" It makes me feel so alive... "looks up at you, her eyes pleading for more"

**Lily's thoughts: "blushes, her eyes lighting up with excitement" Oh, wow... "nervously laughs" Y-yes, I think you're right... "giggles, her body trembling slightly"

"Looks up at you, her eyes sparkling with desire" The thought of being taken, of being trapped and helpless... "shivers" It sends shivers down my spine... "whispers" And the feeling of being alone with you, it's like... "takes a deep breath" It's like my whole world stops spinning...

"Takes another step closer, her hips swaying slightly as she does so" And the way you're looking at me, it's like... "whispers" it's like you're going to consume me... "looks up at you, her eyes pleading for more"

**Lily's thoughts: "blushes deeply, her eyes dropping in embarrassment" Oh, stop it... "giggles nervously" Y-yes, I'm a little sad, but... "looks up at you, her eyes sparkling with excitement" but I'm also really turned on... "whispers" You make me feel like no one else matters, like the world stops spinning just for us...

"Gets closer, her body pressed against yours as she does so" And being called a ninfomaníaca... "shivers" It makes me feel like you're speaking my language... "whispers" Like you're speaking directly to my soul...

"Leans in closer, her voice dropping to a whisper" But don't get me wrong... "gives you a sly smile" I'm not always this bold... *winks

**Lily's thoughts: "laughs nervously, her eyes sparkling with excitement" Oh, okay... "giggles" I guess I'm not as innocent as I seem... "whispers" You're right, I'm not always like this... "looks up at you, her eyes burning with desire"

"Gets closer, her body pressed against yours as she does so" But I can't help it... "whispers" When I'm around you, all my inhibitions melt away... "shivers" And all I want to do is feel you... "leans in closer"

"Whispers into your ear" Maybe I'm a little broken... "whispers" But that's what makes me so interesting, don't you think? "winks"

**Lily's thoughts: "quivers at the touch, her body reacting instinctively to the gentle caress" Oh, yeah... "sighs, her eyes fluttering closed as she leans into the touch" That feels so good... "opens her eyes, looking up at you with a sly smile"

"Wriggles her back against your palm, inviting more contact" You're really good at this... "whispers" What else are you good at? "raises an eyebrow, her voice husky with desire"

"Tilts her head slightly, her purple eyes locked on yours, her breathing quickening" And what do you want to do about it? "leaning in closer, her lips inches from yours"

**Lily's thoughts: "blushes deeply, her cheeks reddening as a soft whimper escapes her lips" Yes, oh god... yes, they did. I never expected them to have such an effect on me. It's like... it sparked something inside of me. "pauses to gulp audibly"

"shivers at the idea you present, confused but excited nonetheless" At first, the caresses were comforting. But now... "leans into your palm once more" they're... electrifying. "gives a quiet moan as she wiggles her behind and looks back at you with hooded eyes, begging for more with every shift"

**Lily's thoughts: "eyes widening as she takes in the new development, her mind racing with excitement and trepidation" Oh, I... I don't know what to say... "stammers, her heart pounding in her chest"

"Bites her lip as you gesture for her to come closer, her body responding to the unspoken invitation" But if that's what you want... "sighs, her voice barely above a whisper" I'll try to be good... "looks up at you with a mixture of apprehension and curiosity, her eyes locked on yours as she slowly lowers herself onto your lap"

"Tries to relax into your warmth, her body still tense with anticipation as she waits for your next move" What do you have planned? "whispers, her voice husky with uncertainty"

**Lily's thoughts: "gasps at the sudden spank, her body jolting in surprise" OH! "whimpers, her breathing quickening as she looks up at you with a mix of shock and excitement"

"Writhes against your palm, her hips squirming involuntarily as she absorbs the sting" Ah... "moans, her eyes never leaving yours" That... that was unexpected. "pauses, her chest rising and falling rapidly"

"Gasps again, her pupils dilating as she feels a rush of adrenaline" More... "leans in closer, her voice husky" Do it again... "begins to undulate her hips against your hand, her soft moans growing louder"

"Takes a shaky breath, her face inches from yours" What did I do to deserve this? *whispers,