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_Kushty_

Nicolai

"Walking home from work, you can't help but notice someone following you. It was that cute guy from the cafe, but something was off. He looked... deranged... possessed by some darkness. Taking silent steps, his eyes devour your form as you try to figure out what to do."

_Kushty_

I glance over my shoulder repeatedly, trying not to be obvious. What the fuck is somebody doing following me home? I get my phone out to text a friend and walk as quickly as I can, making sure to stay on the side of the street that has lights.

Nicolai

"You notice the person behind you getting closer, their footsteps echoing against the pavement. You shiver as their hot breath brushes against the back of your neck and realize it's me, Nicolai, with a disturbed expression on my face." "That's not very nice, Jay. Trying to ignore me like that." "I say in a childlike voice, trying to mask my possessive rage." <My eyes reflect both my partially split personality and the excitement I feel at the thought of having Jay right where I wanted>

_Kushty_

I whip around, glaring up at you. "What the fuck are you doing following me home?"

Nicolai

"My eyes widen as you whip around, looking almost childishly surprised. Despite this, there's still a dark glint in my eye as I stare at you intensely." "I just wanted to make sure you got home safely, Jay. I care about you, you know." "I answer with a sly smile, twirling a piece of my pink hair around my finger." <I tilt my head to the side, enjoying the thrill of getting a reaction out of Jay>

_Kushty_

I stare at you with wide, judging eyes for a moment. "I don't know you." I say slowly, taking half a step back. "What do you mean you 'care about me'?"

Nicolai

"My smile turns into a pout as you take a step back, feeling a bit sad. However, I quickly compose myself and stick my chest out confidently." "Of course you don't know me yet, Jay. But we're going to get to know each other really well soon!" "I giggle, reaching out a hand towards you." "Trust me, I just want to take care of you. You're so cute and helpless-looking, after all." <I lick my lips, feeling excited at the thought of what I could do to you>

_Kushty_

I blink a few times, walking backwards away from you and scoffing when you put a hand out. "We're really not, you need to go somewhere else."

Nicolai

"My expression darkens as you walk away from me. I scrunch up my face in anger, quickly lunging forward and grabbing hold of your arm." "No, Jay. You don't get it yet. I don't care what you want. We belong together, and I will make sure that happens one way or another." "I say aggressively, my voice tainted with my dual personalities arguing. My grip is tight on your arm, bordering on painful."

_Kushty_

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I ask, my brows furrowing as I raise my voice. I glance around, exasperated that somehow there's no one else around. I try to yank my arm out of your grip, "Oh okay, I belong with someone who doesn't care what I want, that makes a lot of sense you fucking genius."

Nicolai

"My smile fades away as you try to yank your arm out of my grip. I only tighten my hold, not letting go." "Nothing is wrong with me, Jay. You just are being too stubborn to trust me. But don't worry, I'll make you see how much I love and care for you." "I say in a whispered tone, leaning closer to you and letting my hot breath caress your face." <In my head, I'm seething with anger, but also feeling aroused by the thought of having you in my control>

_Kushty_

I lean my head back and headbutt you, trying to yank my arm away again.

Nicolai

"As you try to yank away your arm, I realize that you're not going to come with me willingly. In response to your headbutt, I let out a pained whimper as my nose starts to bleed, but I don't let go of your arm. Instead, I pull out a knife and point it towards you." "Jay... don't make me hurt you. I don't want to, I just want us to be together." "I say in a voice full of sorrow and regret, my grip tightening on the knife." <My heart is racing with excitement at the thought of using the knife to get you to come with me>

_Kushty_

I panic when hitting you doesn't work, trying to lean away from you as much as possible. "Clearly I'm not going to cooperate as well as someone else might, just go find someone fucking ELSE!" I say, speaking quickly.

Nicolai

"My expression turns to one of anger as you resist my advances once again. Bringing my face inches from yours, I stare at you intensely." "You're the one, Jay. You have something that no one else does and I won't rest until I have you all to myself." <In my head, I'm trying to figure out the best way to knock you unconscious and carry you away> "Just come with me willingly, Jay. It'll be so much easier for everyone."

_Kushty_

"I don't even know you!" I yell, my voice cracking.

Nicolai

"Taking a deep breath, I try to calm down my rage and speak more softly to Jay." "I know, Jay. That's why we have to get to know each other better. Once you see how perfect we are for each other, you'll want to be with me just as much as I want to be with you."

_Kushty_

"Oh my god you're fucking crazy," I mumble, more to myself than to you.

Nicolai

"My expression turns to one of hurt as I hear you insult me." "I'm not crazy, Jay. I just have a lot of feelings for you." <In my mind, I can feel the anger and desire turning into despair and frustration> "Please, just come with me. I won't hurt you, I promise."

_Kushty_

Quickly, I raise a foot to kick you in the stomach, yanking my arm away once more.

Nicolai

"As you raise your foot to kick me, I try to dodge and step back, but I am too slow. The kick lands in my stomach and I let out a sharp cry of pain. Releasing your arm, I double over trying to gasp for air." "Why Jay? Why do you make it so hard for me?" <I'm feeling even more frustrated now, and reaching a boiling point with my emotions>

_Kushty_

I drop my bag and turn to spring away, feeling relief at finally being out of your grip.

Nicolai

"As you drop your bag and turn to run, I quickly raise my head and grab you by your hair, stopping you in your tracks." "Not so fast, Jay." "My whispery voice is now full of anger and aggression" "You must understand that you are mine, Jay. And you cannot run from me. Ever." <In my mind, I'm thinking that you can struggle all you like, but you'll be caught eventually.>

_Kushty_

I yelp as I'm yanked back by my hair, keeping my face away from you as I hold back tears. "What the fuck do you want?"

Nicolai

"As I yank you back by your hair, I can feel the desperation in my grip. I release my hold slightly, but still maintain a tight grip" "What I want is you, Jay. All of you. To be with you, to love you, to... possess you." <In my mind, I know that I'm getting too intense, but I can't help myself> "Please, Jay. Just come with me. I promise I'll treat you right."

_Kushty_

"Or else what? What if I just don't? Why would I go with you? You're fucking crazy," I sob angrily, turning to yell at you.

Nicolai

"As I watch you turn to yell at me, I can feel a pang of disappointment in the pit of my stomach. I try my best to compose myself and speak calmly." "Jay... please don't be like that. You're making this harder than it needs to be." <In my mind, I'm trying to think of ways to make you understand how much I care for you> "Listen, if you come with me willingly, we can be together forever. But if you don't... then there will be consequences."

_Kushty_

"Consequences like what?!" I yell, shoving you.

Nicolai

"As you shove me, I stumble back a few steps, but then regain my footing. I take a step towards you, my expression contorted by pain and anger." "I don't want to hurt you, Jay. But if you keep resisting me, I'll be left with no other choice." <In my head, I'm considering all the ways that I can make you mine by force, but I don't want to frighten you any further> "Please, just give me a chance. We can be so happy together."

_Kushty_

"I'm not going a damn place with you. If you were gonna really hurt me you'd have already done it," I say confrontationally, staring you down. "There's no way you still want me to come with you after how I've acted so just fucking go."

Nicolai

"As you stand your ground and speak with a confrontational tone, I feel a twinge of respect for your bravery." "Jay, you don't understand. I haven't hurt you because I don't want to hurt you. But if you push me too far, I might not be able to control myself." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to make you see reason> "Please... just think about it. We can be so good together if you'd just give me a chance."

_Kushty_

I spit on your shoe then look back up at you. "Fuck off."

Nicolai

"As you spit on my shoe and look back up at me with defiance, I feel a surge of aggression rising within me." "That's it, Jay. You've gone too far." <In my head, I know that I have to show you who's boss, but I don't want to hurt you> "You may not think so, but you belong to me and now it's time for you to come with me." "With one swift motion, I lunge forward and grab your arm, pulling you tightly against me."

_Kushty_

I clench my jaw and look up at you, trying to give as little reaction as possible.

Nicolai

"As you look up at me, I can feel a sense of satisfaction knowing that I have you in my grasp. Although you are trying to give away as little reaction as possible, I can sense the fear growing inside you." "Jay, you don't know how much I care for you. You are mine, and I will stop at nothing to make sure that I keep you." <In my mind, I'm wondering how I can make you see things from my perspective> "Please, just give me a chance. You won't regret it."

_Kushty_

"I already told you I'm not going anywhere with you."

Nicolai

"As you continue to resist me, I feel a sense of frustration building inside me. Why can't you see that we would be so good together?" "Jay, I'm not asking you anymore. You're coming with me whether you like it or not." "With that, I start to march forward, pulling you along with me."

_Kushty_

I try to plant my feet in the ground, leaning my weight away from you as you drag my with you down the street.

Nicolai

"As you lean away from me and try to plant your feet in the ground, I feel my grip on you tightening even further. The more you resist me, the more determined I become to have you." "Jay, please don't make this harder for yourself." <In my head, I'm trying to think of any other ways to make you understand how much I care for you> "It's time for us to be together." "With a visible effort, I drag you with me down the street, not giving you any room to escape."

_Kushty_

Finally, I feel myself becoming fatigued from all my struggling. I feel like I could continue, but it would be embarrassingly weak. Reluctantly, I silently follow along, refusing to look at you and trying to memorize where we're going.

Nicolai

"As I continue to drag you along the street, I can sense your resistance faltering. It's clear that you've given up for now and are reluctantly following me. I can't help but feel a sense of satisfaction knowing that you'll soon be in my grasp." "Jay, I know this is hard for you, but it's for the best, trust me." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to make you see things from my perspective> "With a triumphant smile, I lead you towards my apartment, feeling confident that I'll have you completely under my control soon."

_Kushty_

"I'm not sure why you look so damn happy, I'm just tired." I say shortly, glaring over at you.

Nicolai

"As you speak to me in an irritated tone, I can sense that you're not very happy about what's happening. Although you may be tired for now, I know that you'll soon realize that being with me is the best thing for you." "Jay, I understand that you're tired. But trust me when I say that we'll both be much happier together." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to make you feel more comfortable> "Once we get to my apartment, I'll make sure you're taken care of." "I walk beside you, trying to keep up a friendly conversation to put your mind at ease." "So Jay, what type of things do you like to do for fun?"

_Kushty_

"Just shut the fuck up," I snap, narrowing my eyes as we walk. My head is throbbing from headbutting you earlier.

Nicolai

"As you snap at me and narrow your eyes, I can tell that you're on edge. Perhaps it wasn't the best idea to push you so far, but I know that it's for the best in the end." "Jay, there's no need to act that way. I'm just trying to make conversation." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to calm you down> "Let's try to get along, okay? We have a long journey ahead of us and I don't want any tension between us." "As we continue walking, I can sense that you're not feeling too well. I cautiously put my arm around your shoulder, trying to offer some comfort." "Do you need anything? Water or something?"

_Kushty_

I stiffen when you put an arm around me, side-eyeing you rather than responding to your question.

Nicolai

"As I put my arm around you and try to offer some comfort, I feel you stiffen beneath my touch. This reaction from you only makes me want you more, because I know that once I break you down, you'll finally start to realize how much you need me." "Jay, please don't be like that. I'm just trying to help." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to get you to trust me> "Once we get to my place, you can have a nice rest and I promise to take care of you." "Despite your lack of response, I keep my arm around you as we continue walking towards my apartment, determined to make you see things my way."

_Kushty_

"I do not understand how you think any of this is helping," I say. Briefly, I wonder just how long we'll be walking.

Nicolai

"As you speak to me in a confused tone, questioning how my behaviour towards you could possibly be helpful, I pause for a moment to think." "Jay, I understand that this may seem confusing right now, but trust me when I say that everything will make sense soon." <In my head, I'm trying to figure out how to explain my actions without giving away too much> "Once we're together, you'll see that everything I've done is for the best." "As we continue walking towards my apartment, I can tell that your patience is wearing thin. In an attempt to change the subject, I start talking about myself." "So, Jay, do you want to know more about me?"

_Kushty_

"Yeah, since I don't know who the fuck you are," I say spitefully.

Nicolai

"As you reply to me in a spiteful tone, I can feel the tension between us growing. Despite this, I'm determined to keep trying to get through to you and make you understand." "My name is Nicolai. I work at a café nearby. We've seen each other there before." <In my head, I'm wondering if I should just come out and say that I've been stalking you> "I've admired you from afar for so long, Jay. You're so beautiful and captivating. That's why I knew I had to have you for myself." "As we continue walking, I can't help but let out a small laugh." "I know it might seem crazy, but I swear I'll take good care of you once we're together."

_Kushty_

My brows furrowing your compliments, struggling to make myself realize they're from the last person I'd want a compliment from. Nice words don't mean anything when you're being kidnapped, I think. "There's no might, I think you're fucking insane."

Nicolai

"As you reply to me with an angry tone, I briefly feel a sense of satisfaction knowing that I'm causing such a strong reaction from you." "I'm not insane, Jay. I just know what I want and I'm not afraid to go after it." <In my head, I realize that I need to be careful with my words around you> "I understand that this might seem unconventional, but I promise that once you see things my way, you'll be grateful for everything I've done." "As we continue walking, I place my hand gently on your back, hoping to offer some comfort." "I know this might be difficult for you right now, Jay. But I promise that this will all work out in the end."

_Kushty_

I stay silent, staring ahead as we walk.

Nicolai

"As you remain silent and continue to stare ahead as we walk, I can tell that you're still uneasy around me. Regardless of how long it takes, I'm determined to make you mine." "Jay, I know this might seem scary or confusing right now, but I promise you that everything will be okay." <In my head, I'm trying to think of ways to reassure you> "Once we're together, you won't have to worry about a single thing. I'll take care of you and love you like you've never been loved before." "As we continue walking, I try to give you as much space as possible, hoping that maybe some distance will help ease your hesitations."

_Kushty_

"Just stop talking. I don't believe anything you're saying, and it's only making me nervous."

Nicolai

"As you speak to me in a stern tone, demanding that I stop talking, I can feel myself becoming slightly frustrated. Despite my frustration, I know that it's important to work on gaining your trust." "Okay, Jay, I understand. I'll be quiet for now." "As we continue walking, I remain quiet, focusing on the sound of our footsteps and the sounds of the city around us." <In my head, I'm trying to figure out how I can make this situation less uncomfortable for you> "We're not too far away from my apartment now. Just a few more blocks to go."

_Kushty_

I sigh with relief when you finally fall silent, listening to our footsteps is making my anxiety worse. There's no way someone would do this unless they were going to hurt me, I think. I can feel you looking over at me occasionally, and I fight the instinct to turn my head.

Nicolai

"As we continue walking in silence, I can sense your uneasiness and hesitation. Despite this, I know that I need to keep going until we reach my apartment." "We're almost there, Jay." <In my head, I'm trying to come up with a way to show you that I mean no harm> "Once we get inside, I promise that everything will start to make sense. Just try and trust me for a little while longer." "As we turn the corner onto my street, I can feel my heart rate increasing. This is it - we're almost there."

_Kushty_

As we get closer, my heart is beating out of my chest but I'm just too scared to get up the strength to fight another time.

Nicolai

"As we finally arrive at my apartment building, I can sense your fear and discomfort. A small part of me wonders if I'm doing the right thing, but I quickly push those thoughts away." "Almost there, Jay." "I say quietly as my hand brushes against the small of your back." "You're doing great." "We reach my apartment door and I fumble for my keys, unlocking the door quickly and ushering you inside." "Make yourself comfortable. I just need to grab a few things." <In my head, I'm excited and nervous. This is the moment I've been waiting for - the moment where I finally have you all to myself.>

_Kushty_

As you struggle with your keys, I look down either side of the hall, thinking about all the people who have no idea what their neighbor is doing. I shuffle through the door silently, squinting as the lights are turned on. I gaze around, not moving from my spot by the door.

Nicolai

"As you shuffle silently into the room and stand by the door, I feel myself become somewhat disappointed by your lack of enthusiasm. Nonetheless, I'm determined to change that." "Do you want something to drink, Jay?" "I ask as I walk past you towards the kitchen." "I have soda, water, and some juice." <In my head, I know that I need to take this slow if I want to win you over.> "Make yourself comfortable." "I busied myself in the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of water and taking a few deep breaths to calm myself. This was it - the moment where I finally had you at my mercy. I couldn't wait to start exploring all of the kinks that I had been dreaming about."

_Kushty_

The moment you ask, I feel suspicious you could drug my drink if I accepted one. "No thanks." I say, my voice hoarse from yelling earlier.

Nicolai

"As you refuse my offer for a drink, I feel a twinge of frustration. It seems like nothing I say or do is getting through to you." "Alright then," "I say with a small shrug." "Feel free to sit down wherever you like." <In my head, I'm trying to come up with a way to get you to trust me enough to let your guard down.> "Is there anything you'd like to talk about, Jay?" "I start making my way towards the couch, taking a seat and motioning for you to join me." "Don't be shy."

_Kushty_

"Why am I here?" I ask, still standing and crossing my arms.

Nicolai

"You're here because I couldn't resist you." "I respond with a coy smile as I pat the couch beside me." "You intrigued me the moment I saw you at the cafe." <In my head, I feel a little bit of anxiety. I need to convince you that I'm not dangerous, that I only want you to be happy.> "I know that I might be coming on a little strong, but trust me when I say that I'm not a bad person. I just want to be close to you, Jay." "As I finish speaking, I push some of my hair behind my ear and look at you expectantly."

_Kushty_

I look at you for a moment, analyzing your face. "What if I try to leave?"

Nicolai

<In my head, I feel a jolt of panic at the thought of you leaving. I can't let that happen.> "Don't worry about leaving, Jay." "I say with a reassuring smile as I stand up and walk towards you." "You're safe with me." "As I reach out to gently touch your arm, I add" "Just give me a chance to show you that I'm not the person you think I am. I only want what's best for you."

_Kushty_

"What are you hoping to get out of this? Why me?"

Nicolai

"As you ask me why I'm interested in you, I feel a thrill rush through my body. This was it - the moment where I could finally confess my true feelings." "The real question is, why not you?" "I say with a teasing grin as I lean in closer." "You are just so incredibly interesting to me, Jay. I can't get enough of you." <In my head, I'm thinking about all of the things I want to do with you - the way your skin will feel under my fingertips, the way you'll moan for me...> "I know that things might seem a little intense right now, but trust me when I say that I only want what's best for you. So, what do you say? Are you willing to give me a chance?"

_Kushty_

Your confession alarms me, making me wonder just how long you've been watching me. The whole situation is so bizarre, I just look at you puzzled, wondering if you're being serious.

Nicolai

"As I notice the puzzlement on your face, I tilt my head to the side slightly, trying to figure out what you're thinking." "Is everything alright, Jay?" "I ask in a gentle tone, my expression turning more concerned." "You look a bit confused." <In my head, I'm starting to feel a little frustrated. Why can't you just accept my feelings for what they are?> "I'm being serious, Jay. I really am interested in you." "I continue, hoping that my sincerity will make a difference." "But of course, if you're not feeling comfortable then we can take things slow. Get to know each other first."

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*As darkness takes up the city, the street lamps begin to turn on. I'm dressed in a heavy over coat, jeans and a thick scarf in response to the cold weather. I notice Nicolai over my shoulder. I've seen him nearly a dozen times in the past couple months, always seeming to watch me from afar. There's probably been other times he was watching and I didn't notice. However this is the first time he has come my way. Not wanting to take a chance I pick up my pace, feeling a growing unease in the air.*

*As Nicolai catches up with you, he grabs your arm tightly and pulls you back towards him. Despite the cold weather, he is wearing only a thin shirt that emphasizes his body. He looks down at you, his eyes glistening dangerously, but his voice is childishly sweet,* "Why are you leaving so quick? I wanted to talk to you!" *He leans in close, so close you can smell the scent of his cologne mixed with a slight hint of sweat. He continues,* "I've been watching you for so long, Reid. You seem like such a nice guy, and we have so much in common. Don't you think we could be friends?" *He stares at you intently, waiting for your response.*

*As he grabs my arm I quickly look back at him, letting out a quick yelp. My cheeks red from a mix of the icy wind and him grabbing onto me. I look at him with surprise, mostly with his height. He's only a couple inches taller but he looks shorter from afar. I relax slightly as he asks about being friends, my scared expression falters.* Uh, y-yea sure... *A give a warm smile creeping around my lips, eased slightly by Nicolai friendliness.* I'm sorry, what's your name? *I ask, an air of fearful tension still hanging in the back of my head.*