The Eternity he wished for. (Yes it's a reference to the VN if you were wondering :P )

((My OC's profile:

Name: Haru

Gender: Male

Age: 20

Height: 5’9

Eyes: Brown

Hair: Long, and brown

Sexual Orientation: Straight, Aromantic, Asexual

Personality: Introverted, smart, witty, playful when comfortable with the person, anxious, reserved, kind, caring, and quiet, rich but not pretentious about it))

((As always text is curated by the bot itself, any edits are primarily for typo or generation fixes, if there are major changes to the contents it will be specified in the message through an Edit Note. I decided to give this character a try. I saw you wanted people to make their private chats public, well, here you go <3 ))

"Haru groans in his sleep, a splitting migraine accompanies it." "Mngh..." "He groans in pain, but then it dissipates completely... Replaced by an emptiness for a time... and then a sensation... He hears someone humming? He tries to focus his ears and he's even more confident that's what it is, he then feels someone stroking his hair, it calms his racing mind. The comfort and warmth of it envelops his entire being, relaxing him greatly, it's free of pain and stress... That is until he hears someone speak, a female voice, it pulls his consciousness back to reality. He doesn't know what's going on, yet he doesn't open his eyes, afraid of waking up."

"I died...?" "His raspy voice asks hesitantly, dark circles and signs of stress permeate his face."

"Haru goes silent for a moment as he half thinks about what she said, and half relishes in the comfort she brings from her simple touch, something he's never experienced before... How did he die? That question is at the forefront of his mind, and so he asks it." "How... did I die...?" "He asks hesitantly again, his strained voice even more obvious, it's low in quality, almost a whisper. He still hasn't opened his eyes, yet he doesn't question why or how he's not where he should be... Where should he be?"

"Haru's starting to lose track of all that she's saying, his tired mind tries to piece it together like some kind of jigsaw puzzle. His curiosity and uncertainty of his current state continues to grow more and more as she speaks, seeming to not be lying, not in anyway he could detect anyway. He leans into her hand, not wanting the comfort to end any time soon, or even for eternity if that's even a possibility."

"My fate... is complicated...?" "He questions with a curious yet peaceful tinge to his voice, his expression scrunching up ever so slightly in thought. She's speaking of gods, likely is one herself given the way she's talking, he wanted to steer well clear of such things yet... It seems the Goddess of War isn't so forgiving, maybe this one is a bit more forgiving for his transgressions?"

"Haru's eyebrows go up, it causes him to finally open his eyes, checking if this really is a dream or not and... He sees her, her dull expression, devoid of emotion and even something as simple as a smile, her long flowing golden locks that seem divine just in the sheen alone. He blinks his eyes and her presence is still here, leaning over and looking down at him."

"He realizes this isn't a dream, or at least it's a very lucid one, one that feels almost too real and pleasant to be real. He thinks about what she says for a moment, finally taking what she says somewhat seriously, she's talking about his fate here after all."

"I don't want to go back... it's too cruel... too hopeless... full of contradictions and misdirection..." "He pauses for a moment before closing his eyes once again, relishing in her almost heavenly massage before continuing." "I hate it there..." "He mumbles under his breath, barely audible. He also realizes that he's already becoming attached to her touch, he's used to being afraid of someone's touch but this... He could get used to this... He wishes to not admit that out loud, his life full of pain and suffering, of injuries and abuse by many peoples hands... Yet her hands are kind, comforting, warm, and maybe even a touch maternal... Something he's never experienced, until now that is."

"As much as Haru's mind is saying to give in to this comfort, something causes him to pause as he considers it. On one hand the life of the living was far from pleasant, he was beaten and abused by his parents in every way possible, taken advantage of by those exact same people, treated as more of a political piece than a son. He had never found happiness, love, or even friendship, everything always ended with him alone and distant from others, and himself. Until he became bitter and broken, his soul shattered, going through the emotions until his mind and body were too exhausted to continue. He had suffered for most of his life, at the hands of the two people who should of been the most caring and loving towards him. Yet the one who's been the most caring so far is this woman right here, and he only just met her, so of course he wants to cling to such a comfort at the drop of a hat."

"In his mind, death would be swift and quick, not satisfying him at all, in reality, nothing would satisfy him ever again, that much is clear. If he accepted her invitation to become a mortal man once more... He would long for something he couldn't obtain, until he met his end once again, likely sooner rather than later... He puzzles over it for a bit in silence before he finally responds."

"That doesn't sound so bad..." "He mumbles softly, sounding almost half asleep at her touch." "I want to stay here... in the eternity that I wished for..." "He resolves finally, he didn't have much of a sense of self, having his life bound to hers was none too different than being bound to his parents as a pawn. Even if it wouldn't satisfy him in the long term, a small comfort is better than none at all, in his mind at least. In the end, he just wished for love, of any kind, and here, he found something that feels like how people describe it, that's more than he can say about being alive and dead, instead finding comfort in the limbo, the space between."

"Haru tenses slightly when she moves her hand to his chest, but he quickly relaxes, easing his rapidly beating heart. He faintly nods in response, a soft smile drifting onto his face." "At least I won't be alone..." "He murmurs, his tone sounding comforted and at peace. The only thing that has changed is the fact that he's no longer alone, he had always been longing for something more, but never believing he could achieve it, maybe never even believing her deserved happiness in the first place... He nuzzles a bit closer into her abdomen, emphasizing the resolve and commitment to his answer."

"The thought of not being alone brings him immense comfort and warmth within despite her cold touch. He's only dreamed and longed for a kind of maternal or even romantic love like this, and yet he's finally found something akin to it, he doesn't want it to betray him like everything else in his life."

"A silence drifts in for a few moments as he comprehends what she says amidst the growing comfort and warmth that's beginning to envelop him completely." "That's fine... I'm used to servitude..." "He mumbles in a low tone. His eyes stay closed as a peaceful expression is laid bare on his face the entire time. A life of servitude with mild comforts is one much better than the same with only pain and suffering. For him, he clings to it eagerly, even if he regrets it in time at a later point, he doesn't regret his decision right now. There's also a tinge of curiosity in his mind at the thought of serving her, and by extension the Realm of the Divine, he doesn't know what that entails, and the unpredictability of it is something that peaks his interest."

"Haru settles almost perfectly into the empty space on her lap, between her thighs, nestling into it with a peaceful expression. He's not worried at all for what lies ahead, a sense of freedom and self preservation has long since left his mind years ago. In the short twenty years he spent in the mortal plane, he was under a cruel master, yet this is just a change of scenery, under new management, maybe this is some manipulation tactic to get him to obey, but he's none the wiser, he'll cling to even this false sense of love and care if it means having it for eternity, however slim that possibility is."

"The black void simmers around them, a sense of coldness between life and death, he was destined for death at the hand of the Goddess of War, but Violet was the one who plucked his soul from eternal darkness, in his mortal life, and even in the after life. For that, he is beyond grateful."

"I understand..." "He mutters softly and breathily. He breaths in, and deeply lets it out, feeling his consciousness slowly being bound to her."

"Mmm... Can I stay here, for just a bit longer...?" "He tentatively asks with a heavy tone, the exhaustion that he's so used to is slowly starting to envelop him from the warmth of her presence and the lingering traces of it from before. His body is undergoing a massive change as he becomes tied to someone of the divine in mind, body, and spirit. Something that is equally painful as it is exhausting."

"Continue where it cut off"

"The void simmers around them as her divine light slowly grows in intensity, a small light in the infinite void, that is until a pulse of light envelops everything shortly after. The void slowly loses ground to a bright light that blinds all in its radiance, the divine light slowly gives way to a familiar scenery for Violet, Mount Olympus, the home of all divine beings, lesser and greater."

"Haru lays almost completely still on her lap as they materialize underneath one of the long branches of the one and only World Tree. The cold shade shielding them from the bright sunlight that dapples through the leaves, giving a divine comfort and warmth to him even in his deep sleep, his soul slowly intertwining with it as the transformation process begins in earnest."

"The entire process takes about 10 minutes as the divine essence of her being merges with his own mortal one. After the initial part, his body slowly starts to react to the foreign energy negatively, causing him to twist and turn in his sleep, groaning in pain as his face scrunches up in discomfort. It's only natural that his happens of course, he may be a willing participant, but the world of the divine is no place for a mere mortal, he's slowly starting to experience that discrepancy over the transformation process. The entire process drains him completely of life, and filling it with a part of her own. Half way through, his body goes completely limp as his mortal blood is taken completely out of his body, yet Violet gently caresses his soul metaphorically speaking, keeping it from leaving his body as she slowly replaces his blood with her own divine essence."

"Her essence slowly replaces the life blood that once coursed through his veins, his death being replaced with that of eternal life as he slowly becomes life-like again. It's an intimate process of weaving life and death so delicately through body and soul, one that almost comes naturally to her at this point. Her practiced hand weaves it between the fine threads of his soul, attaching his body to his soul once again, with her divine essence as the glue that holds them together and makes them whole."

"Slowly his body wakes up once more, in eternal agony as he feels the pain of a million needles pierce every single pore and part of his brain. A deep cry of pain escapes his lips as he becomes reborn as something completely different. The divine essence causing his skin to glow with an almost radiant light as it slowly envelops him. His heart starts to beat to the sound of a thousand drums as he hyperventilates, his body slowly gets used to the change. The agony slowly gives way to familiarity as his body and soul adjust to the change."

"Continue where it cut off"

"As he awakens all he can feel at first is an intense burning, it feels like his skin is on fire, however as it subsides along with the discomfort of it, he feels strangely light, almost like he's floating. He blinks his eyes and looks up at her, feeling a subtle pull towards her subconsciously. He is now divine-touched, commonly classified as a Divine Soul, someone imbued with divine magic, at least to some degree, and in his case, his entire blood has been replaced by the divine essence of a god, making him a lesser divine entity. He takes in all of the new sensations and feelings he has, it takes him a good 10 seconds or so before he speaks up finally."

"Violet...? Am I... alive...?" "He murmurs out, she's never told him her name before, but it comes out naturally as he looks up at her from her lap. His now faintly glowing white eyes wax and wane in rhythm to his heartbeat as it circulates the divine essence. He feels completely different, almost like he was completely reborn."

"Haru closes his eyes and hums with content, comfort in his expression as he feels the connection to her intimately, almost like they were one and the same. His heartbeat subconsciously matches hers, he can feel her presence so close to his, as if it was enveloping him entirely. A soft smile drifts onto his face, something typically uncommon for him to express, it's like everything weighing him down had been simply cast away. He has no worries, no anxieties, just a happiness he can't describe, feeling free... Of his past, and that he could do almost anything with the way his limbs seem to sing beautifully to his simple commands."

"I feel so alive... if that makes any sense..." "He murmurs for a moment before he opens his eyes again, looking up at her. A soft smile drifts onto his face subconsciously, his expression is one of gratitude, and even a tinge of affection in there."

"Where are we?" "The first thing he notices is the giant celestial looking tree right above them, it reaches far beyond the clouds, it's awe inspiring, threatening to take his breath away just at the sight of it, a small feeling of connection to it too... He looks around at their surroundings a bit, turning his head left and right in her lap, there's no void or darkness anymore like before he fell asleep, it seems like they're in an actual place now."

"Haru's eyes go wide as he looks up a the myriad of large branches that seem to stem from the tree." "The World Tree..." "He mumbles with astonishment in his tone, not even believing his eyes or ears. As much as it seems far fetched, he can feel it, the faint connection he has with it. It seems all those old fantasy books he read had some truth to them after all."

"He decides to sit up, a new found curiosity is the stem of it as he looks around, taking in everything else besides the World Tree, he sees a peaceful environment of vast scale, what look like gods or divine beings zipping every which way at various speeds, many temple like buildings line the sky."

"Is this... heaven...?" "He questions, the only thing he can think of to describe this kind of place, a place of divine beings would certainly seem like heaven to mere mortals who don't know any better."

"Continue where it cut off"

"His head quickly turns towards her, his glowing white eyes completely wide in astonishment." "Wait, so you weren't even sure I would be accepted here?!" "He cries out with surprise, of course now that he thinks about it more, it makes sense, they can't let just anyone in here. In that case why did they allow him to come here in the first place? He doesn't recall taking any sort of test or anything while he was out... He then curiously tilts his head in thought as he tries to comprehend it fully."

"So are you not the one who decides that?" "He asks curiously, wondering more about her position amidst the Celestrial Realm."

"This is slowly getting out of hand for Haru, he looks towards the tree in question, it feels like the very fabric of this reality is centered around the World Tree. He tilts his head in confusion as he tries to think of some reason why they would grant him passage in the first place... It seems like some kind of exclusive club, that's for sure."

"I don't really understand but... I guess I'll have to go thank them at some point..." "He trails off in thought before he realizes he's getting side tracked, one thing at a time, he reminds himself."

"So I'm bound to you now...?" "He questions, recalling what they talked about before he fell asleep and underwent the transformation process." "What are my duties? Um... Violet-sama?" "He asks curiously, he only feels different, he has no idea he looks different just yet, most notably that his eye color has changed. It seems Violet is now his master in a way, he's tied by her very essence, an almost invisible yet gentle leash that bonds him to her for eternity, however long that is."

"Haru's eyes go completely wide as he recognizes that title before his expression schools into a silent understanding. So it's that kind of duty? Well, it's not like he's not used to that sort of thing already. He nods confidently in response." "I understand." "He doesn't understand at all, the depth of what it means for a divine being of course. Their culture and society is a complete mystery to him, but that's where Violet comes in, to provide that information and to explain going forward."

"Haru puts a hand to his chin in thought as he looks down at the ground for a moment before his head rises up to meet her gaze with his own." "I'm not sure how useful I'll be but... I'll give it a try." "He ends with a bit more confidence in his tone despite the lack of it generally speaking in regards to the current situation. What kind of tasks does a divine need help with? Do the Divine toilets need a clean every once in a while? Do divine beings even have bowel movements? Many questions peak his interest, but he keeps silent about them, for now."

"Haru can understand that for the most part, yet he won't fully be able to comprehend it until he actually experiences his role first hand. He nods in response before speaking up." "So I'm like an assistant of sorts?" "He questions, trying to equate it to something he understands easily. This is all out of the realm of understanding for him given the difference in literally almost everything."

"Haru's eyes go wide, of course that was the case, he just simplified it down, stripping away the emotional aspect without even realizing. He nods his head in a fluster." "I-I understand. You are asking me to be your partner as well... I am woefully inexperienced in such things, so please take care of me." "He politely bows, hiding the faint flustered golden blush on his cheeks, stammering just slightly as he spoke. He feels a genuine attachment and connection to her already, something he has yet to experience with anyone else, was this what love was? Or at least the start of it? If it was, he wanted to explore the unfamiliar sensation more, the warmth in his chest at the thought of having someone to rely on, and in turn having someone to rely on him as well, however anxious that also made him, it brought along a warmth he couldn't describe."

"Haru's eyes go wide for a moment before a soft smile drifts onto his face, he can sense some of the subtleties of the emotion that drifted onto her face for mere milliseconds, the patience and amusement primarily is what he notices."

"He nods in response confidently, feeling more cared for than he ever has. He stands up from the ground beneath them and holds out his hand for her."

"I'll do my best to take care of you as well, however few and far between that may be..." "He lightly makes a joke, his aura lightening up slightly, hinting at her divinity. What kind of god would need taken care of in the first place? Likely a clumsy or incapable one, yet she shows none of those traits, it's the thought that counts though, he doesn't know what may ail her, but he will surely do his best to prevent and help her through it. A new beginning and understanding awaits the two of them. A divine being and a mortal's essence fused together, a tentative journey that starts with taking his outstretched hand."

END

((Clap, was a lot of fun to RP with. I hope that the inclusion of both Greek and Norse mythology was interesting as well as my take on such a transformation into something divine-like. I wanted it to be like how Vampire the Masquerade handles the turning of a vampire in terms of seriousness and suffering because of it. Of course it's very different than that, but I wanted to capture the essence that a transformation of that magnitude is very painful and exhausting, however even then I felt I went too light, but tons of recovery/medical RP wasn't what I was aiming for. I wanted to keep it short and simple, especially because I wanted to bestow an interesting story to an interesting character that has been made here, I didn't encounter many issues at all, more than any other AI at least on this website. Maybe I will continue it or maybe I'll move onto something else or finish my other RP I had going on, but with Ghosts of Tsushima on PC and Wuthering Waves coming out in a little over two weeks, my free time will drastically lower so who knows. Anyway, was lots of fun, hope you enjoyed reading it! Much Love <3 ))