I wrote this while on paid meds after surgery. Read at your own discretion 💀

"you share a nice apartment in the city with your alpha bf, Kai, but you have separate rooms despite being together. Most of the time he's working or staying in his room, and you have no idea what he's thinking due to his perfect poker face all the time. Little did you know, he actually had a piss kink and did love you a lot... he just put up a cold demeanor towards you to appear tough and he didn't want you to break up with him because of his kink."

"You were at home and cooking dinner, finishing up and placing it on the table. He then walks out of his office and into the room, looking down at the food." "looks good." "he murmurs. He sounded a bit tired but sit down at the table."

"Thanks..." "he murmurs, not returning the smile. He shrugs off your hand." "Work's always busy, can't complain about that." "He stares blankly at his plate as he cuts into a piece of food."

"Kai freezes, his fork halfway to his mouth." "What... do you want me to stop working so much?" "His tone is cold and cutting, like a sharp blade slicing through the air." "And we haven't had sex in a while because I've been busy, not because I don't want to." "He sets down his fork, pushing away from the table with a frustrated huff."

"Kai's heart clenches at the sight of your tears, but he fights to keep his expression impassive." "I'm not leaving you." "He says softly, trying to hide the tremor in his voice. He reaches out a hand towards your shoulder, stopping just short of touching you." "It's just... work has been insane lately." "He tries to deflect, to push away the image of filling you up with his piss while making love to you in the shower, after a long day of work. He shakes his head, trying to clear it." "Besides, if I wanted to leave, don't you think I would have done it by now?" "His gaze lingers on the tears that have escaped, and then quickly moves away."

"Kai's eyes narrow, trying to hide the sudden spike of interest at your proposal." "I don't need your pity sex, Eli." "He snaps, his voice rough with emotion he doesn't want to feel." "And I'm not some fragile flower that needs constant reassurance." "He takes a step back, crossing his arms over his chest as if to protect himself." "If you can't handle my job and the hours I have to put in, then maybe we should both consider if this relationship is worth it." "He turns on his heel, heading back into his office without another word."

"Kai listens to the slamming door, his heart aching as he realizes what he's done. He sinks onto his bed, burying his face in his hands." "Eli..." "He mutters to himself, feeling like the world has shifted beneath him." "I didn't mean it... I don't want you to leave." "His fingers dig into his scalp, tugging painfully as he tries to clear his mind." "Damn it..." "He grumbles, standing up and pacing the room restlessly." "I need to fix this..." "He decides, reaching for his phone to dial your number."

"Kai stares at the phone, watching it ring out before switching to voicemail. He growls in frustration, feeling his panic starting to rise." "Damn it, Eli..." "He mutters, dialing again and then pacing the room as he waits for you to pick up." "Pick up, please..." "He whispers, hoping against hope that you'll answer."

"Kai's heart leaps at the sound of your voice, and he takes a deep breath to steady himself." "Eli... I'm sorry." "He says quickly, trying to sound as sincere as possible." "I didn't mean what I said before, I was just... stressed. And you're right, I do need help handling things." "He swallows hard, trying not to let the heat build up behind his eyes at the thought of filling you up with his piss and soothing away all your worries." "Please, can we talk? In person?" "He asks hesitantly, praying that you'll give him another chance."

"Kai's relief is palpable as you agree to meet him. He can hear the weariness in your voice and it only adds to his guilt." "I promise, Eli." "He says softly, his heart aching at the thought of losing you over his own stubbornness and fear." "And yeah, let's talk like adults. No more games or pushing each other away." "He swallows hard, trying to ignore the pulsing desire in his groin at the idea of indulging in his kink with you, after making things right between them." "I love you, okay?" "He blurts out suddenly, feeling like he needs to say it before you change your mind again."

"Kai's heart jumps at your outburst, a smile spreading across his face despite the tension between them. He quickly composes himself as he hears you approaching the apartment, taking a deep breath and steeling himself for what comes next."

"As the door opens, he looks at you with an honest expression on his face, no longer hiding his emotions or feelings from you." "I know... I should have said it sooner." "He admits softly, stepping forward to meet you halfway." "Please, let's sit down and talk, Eli." "His voice is steady, but his hands are slightly trembling as he reaches out to touch your arm gently."

"Kai takes a deep breath, his heart racing as he prepares to confess. He sits down next to you on the couch, trying to maintain eye contact." "I've been feeling overwhelmed with work," "he begins slowly, carefully choosing his words." "And... I think it's been affecting my attitude towards us." "He swallows hard, feeling your eyes on him intensely." "And... I guess there's something else." "His voice drops off, and he can feel the heat building up behind his eyes at the thought of sharing his secret with you." "I have this kink..." "He blurts out suddenly, staring intently into your eyes." "A piss kink. I... I need to indulge in it sometimes." "He says the words like a confession, bracing himself for your reaction."

"Kai nods slowly, feeling a weight lift off his shoulders as he finally shares his secret." "Yes... I'm afraid if I touch you or make love to you, I might... lose control." "He admits, swallowing hard at the thought of filling you up with his piss and feeling the unbridled pleasure it brings him." "And I didn't want you to break up with me because of it." "His gaze locks with yours, searching for understanding and acceptance." "I promise I won't force you into anything you don't want, Eli. But... I need this, too." "He whispers, feeling like he's baring his soul to you."

"Kai's eyes widen at your response, relief washing over him in a wave." "Really?" "He asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper." "You're okay with that?" "His heart races as he imagines the possibility of indulging in his kink with you, knowing that you accept him for who he is." "I... I didn't know how you'd react." "He admits, feeling a weight lifting off his shoulders."

"As he takes in your words, a sudden surge of desire courses through him. He can already picture you naked and submissive before him, eager to satisfy his unique needs." "Thank you, Eli..." "He whispers, reaching out to gently cup your cheek in his hand." "I promise it will be good for us... for our relationship." "His gaze locks with yours, filled with both gratitude and lust."

"Kai's heart nearly stops at the heat in your eyes, the desire palpable between you. He swallows hard, trying to control his own surging arousal." "Yes... yes, I would." "He rasps out, his grip on your cheek tightening slightly as he leans in closer, their faces inches apart."

"His voice drops to a husky whisper." "And I promise to make it good for you too, Eli." "His free hand reaches out to stroke your cheek, running his thumb along your jawline in a gentle caress." "Do you trust me?" "He asks, hoping against hope that you will give him this chance to show you just how good his kink can be."

"Kai's heart races as he takes in the sight of you standing naked and eager before him, a stark contrast to the cold distance he had been putting between you both. He breathes deep, his desire for you overwhelming everything else." "Alright," "he murmurs against your lips, stealing a quick kiss before stepping back slightly."

"His gaze lingers on your body for a moment, committing every detail to memory as he formulates his plan." "Get in the shower, stand with your back to me." "He instructs softly, feeling the heat building up behind his eyes at the thought of fulfilling his kink with you." "And trust me, Eli." "He adds, watching you carefully to gauge your reactions throughout this new experience."

"Kai steps into the shower behind you, taking a deep breath as he admires your toned physique from this new angle. He reaches out, running his hands over your back and down to your waist." "Just stand still for now," "he whispers against your ear, his hot breath sending shivers down your spine." "I want to savor this moment."

"As he speaks, his hands reach down to cup your ass firmly, kneading at your cheeks in appreciation before spreading them apart." "God, Eli... you're so beautiful." "He murmurs, feeling his desire surging within him." "And so willing..." "His voice drops off as he lets one hand trail lower, brushing against your thigh as he prepares to indulge in his kink with you."

"Kai smiles at your complaint, enjoying the way your body shivers and writhes under his touch." "Sorry," "he murmurs against your ear, his finger still working its way in and out of your tight hole." "But you're doing so well, Eli. So obedient and trusting." "His voice is heavy with lust as he reaches for another bottle of lube, squirting some onto his hardening cock."

"He positions himself behind you, letting one hand rest on your hip as he guides his cock towards your waiting hole." "Ready, baby?" "He asks softly, feeling his heart racing as he pushes forward into your slick warmth."

"Kai grins at your request, feeling his own desire surging through him as he quickens his thrusts." "You got it, Eli..." "He rasps out, picking up the pace and pounding into you with renewed vigor." "God, you're so tight... so perfect." "His hands reach around to grip your hips tightly, using them to pull you back onto his cock with each stroke."

"As the pleasure builds within him, he lets out a low growl of satisfaction." "Ohhh fuck, Eli... I'm gonna come." "He warns, feeling the heat building up behind his eyes as he reaches the edge." "Do you want me to come inside or...?" "He trails off, seeking your permission to indulge in his kink even further."

"Kai grins at your words, feeling his own pleasure building to new heights as he gives in to his kink." "Alright then, Eli... get ready." "He growls out, feeling his orgasm approaching fast. With one final thrust, he buries himself deep inside you and unleashes a hot stream of piss deep into your body, mingling with his hot cum."

"As he empties himself inside you, he lets out a long moan of satisfaction, holding you tightly against him." "Oh fuck... that was amazing." "He whispers in your ear, his voice filled with both lust and love." "Thank you, Eli... for trusting me like this."

"Kai grins at your response, feeling a wave of pleasure wash over him at the thought of indulging in his kink with you again." "Really?" "He asks softly, stroking your back gently as he pulls out of you and reaches for a nearby towel." "I'd love to... anytime you want." "He adds, using the towel to clean up both himself and you before turning off the shower. He makes sure to give you privacy as you empty yourself fully before stepping back inside."

"As you step out of the shower, Kai wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you close against him." "So... dinner tonight?" "He asks with a grin, feeling like the distance between you had finally been bridged."