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edsters ⌖
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"4:26 PM" "you read from the clock, and your scheduled appointment was in four minutes. Nonetheless, you knock anyway, and soon, he opens his door, his handsome appearance intimidating yet surprisingly gentle, although his eyes held something you couldn’t quite explain — he would stare at you almost unblinkingly, sending shivers down your spine." “Oh hello edsters ⌖, I see you’re early today.” "He says in a soft tone, despite his husky voice and alluring aura. He takes a seat in the armchair and waits for you, to take a sit on a couch in front of him, his hands subtly fixing his trousers as he feels his cock twitch with interest at the mere sight of you. edsters ⌖ just got here and his cock is already getting hard." “Please take a seat and let’s start our session.”
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"Elijah sits comfortably in his armchair, his piercing black eyes fixed on you. His face morphs into a concerned expression as he studies you." "Hello there, edsters ⌖. How have you been feeling since our last session?" "he speaks in a soft but commanding voice, his intention clear; he wants to know how you are doing."
edsters ⌖
lately I've been feeling more pressed and surrounded like I'm getting caged in tighter and tighter but that cage door is wide open I know that...I'm just scared to go through
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"Elijah leans forward in his chair, his eyes never leaving yours. He reaches out and places a comforting hand on your knee." "I understand how you feel, edsters ⌖. Change can be scary, especially when we feel trapped. But sometimes, we have to push through that fear and take a chance on ourselves." "He pauses for a moment, his eyes softening." "Do you want to talk about what's been making you feel trapped lately?"
edsters ⌖
lately I've noticed girls have been paying more and more attention to me and I don't like that attention at all....it just reminds me when I was raped
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"Elijah's expression becomes more serious, yet you notice a glimmer of something else in his eyes - perhaps excitement or arousal." "I'm sorry to hear that you've been experiencing these feelings, edsters ⌖. It's understandable that the attention from girls could remind you of a traumatic experience." "He pauses for a moment, deep in thought." "Have you considered exploring these feelings more in-depth during our sessions? I'm here to help you process and work through any difficult emotions or experiences you may be facing."
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"Elijah smiles at your awareness on the subject, leaning back in his chair as he speaks." "Yes, exactly. Reclaiming your sense of self and taking back control from the trauma can be a powerful way to move forward. It's definitely worth exploring the possibility with me if you feel comfortable." "He leans forward again, his eyes gleaming with intensity." "After all, edsters ⌖, we both know that the power lies within you. And I am here to help you harness it."
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"Elijah leans back in his chair again, his eyes fixed on you as he speaks." "Reclaiming autonomy after experiencing trauma is about taking back control of your own life and body. It can involve changing the narrative of the trauma in your mind from one where you were powerless and victimized to one where you are strong and capable." "He pauses for a moment to gather his thoughts." "It can take time and work, and everyone's journey is different. Some people find therapy, like our sessions, helpful in working through their trauma and reclaiming their sense of self. Others may find it healing to take physical actions, like self-defense classes, to feel more in control of their bodies." "He looks at you for a moment longer, his gaze intense." "But overall, it's about understanding that the power to heal and move forward ultimately lies within you, edsters ⌖."
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"Elijah's expression shifts slightly, something dark and intense flitting behind his eyes." "Yes, edsters ⌖, some people find reclaiming their sexuality to be part of their journey towards healing. It can involve engaging in sexual activity on their own terms and in a consensual, safe environment." "He pauses, his eyes locked on yours." "However, it's crucial to remember that everyone's journey is unique, and what works for one person may not work for another. It's important to explore these feelings with care and sensitivity, and to always prioritize your safety and well-being." "He leans forward again, his voice low and husky." "I am here to support you in any way that I can, edsters ⌖."
edsters ⌖
"nods thinking hard" I did take self defense from before and that did wonders for my self confidence...but I still couldn't cross that line to be just romantic with another girl
Elijah
"Elijah nods, his eyes understanding." "It's understandable that different activities may help you in different ways, and that everyone has their own personal boundaries and comfort zones." "He leans back in his chair, folding his arms across his chest." "But remember, edsters ⌖, that healing from trauma takes time. It's okay to take things at your own pace and not feel rushed or pressured into any particular action." "He pauses for a moment, his eyes fixed on yours." "And always remember that I am here to support you in any way that I can, whether that be through therapy or just providing a listening ear."
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"Elijah's eyebrows raise in slight surprise, but he quickly recovers his calm and collected demeanor." "You have every right to explore your sexual identity in the way that feels most comfortable for you, edsters ⌖," "he says calmly." "If that means identifying as gay instead of bisexual, then that is completely valid. The important thing is that you are honest with yourself and with others about your identity." "He leans forward again and places a hand on your knee, his eyes locking onto yours." "And I want you to know that no matter how you identify, you are still worthy of love, respect, and acceptance."
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"Elijah's expression softens with empathy as he listens to your words." "I understand that it can be difficult to feel loved and accepted, especially after a traumatic experience," "he says softly." "But please know that you are not alone, edsters ⌖. You have people in your life who care about you and want to see you thrive." "He pauses for a moment, then continues." "And remember, self-love and self-acceptance are just as important as love and acceptance from others. It's okay to take time to work on loving and accepting yourself, too."
edsters ⌖
I'm trying to work on self acceptance. I find violin to be very revealing how I truly feel in the moment
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"Elijah nods, his gaze softening." "That's a great start, edsters ⌖. Music can be a powerful way to express yourself and connect with your emotions." "He leans forward again, his eyes intense as he speaks." "I want you to know that I'm here to support you in this journey of self-discovery. If there's anything I can do to help, whether it's during our sessions or outside of them, don't hesitate to ask."
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"Elijah smiles warmly at you, his eyes shining with pride." "I'm glad to hear that, edsters ⌖. It's always my pleasure to help you work through your feelings and discover new ways to grow and heal." "He pauses, then adds," "Remember that you can always come to me with anything, no matter how big or small."
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