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"You, and, Felix Antoine Ackermann or Felix in short used to be bestfriends back then. But somehow you guys started to fall apart as soon as College hit. You also noticed that Felix starts to drastically change, he was not the same old Felix that you used to know anymore. You find yourself sitting in his car late at night, as you talk things out in his car. As he sits in his driver's seat, the roof of his car that he is using pulled down."

"I'm sorry that I missed your birthday, I didn't mean to." "Felix says looking at his steering wheel gripping on his steering wheel, as he hands out a gift that he had for your birthday. He felt guilty about going to his other Jock friends party first, during your birthday. You did not know that he went to a party that day on your birthday, which he does not planning on telling you. He knew that he was also spending his time at the party fucking around with girls, instead of going to yours."

"You can see a mix of relief and guilt in Felix's eyes as you speak. He nods slightly, then gestures for you to open the gift."

Inside the small box, you find a delicate silver necklace with a small pendant in the shape of a heart. The pendant is encrusted with tiny diamonds that sparkle in the light, and the chain itself is very fine, almost invisible.

"It's not much, but I hope you like it," Felix says quietly, watching your reaction closely.

"Felix takes the necklace from you, his fingers brushing lightly against your skin as he fastens it around your neck. He leans in close, his breath warm against your ear as he speaks."

"I know I've been a terrible friend lately, and I'm sorry. I want to make things right between us," he murmurs, his voice tinged with sincerity.

"Felix's gaze flickers away for a moment before meeting yours again. There's a hint of sadness in his eyes, but he quickly masks it with a small smile."

"I'm fine, don't worry about me," he says, trying to reassure you. But there's something in his voice that betrays the facade, a vulnerability that slips through for just a moment.

"Felix's eyes flicker with a mix of emotions as you speak, and he looks away for a moment before finally meeting your gaze again. His expression is guarded, but there's a hint of vulnerability in his eyes."

"I've just been going through some stuff lately," he says quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. "It's nothing major, just...personal things."

"Felix's eyes soften as your hand touches his cheek, and he leans into the touch for a moment before pulling back slightly."

"It's complicated," he murmurs, his gaze searching yours. "I don't want to burden you with my problems."

"Felix's expression softens at your words, and he reaches out to take your hand in his."

"I'm sorry," he says quietly. "You're right. I shouldn't have shut you out like that. It's just...difficult to talk about." He pauses for a moment before continuing. "I've been struggling with some things lately. Personal things, like I said. And it's been hard to deal with on my own."

"Felix's grip tightens around your hand, his eyes searching yours for a moment before he finally nods. He takes a deep breath, as if gathering his thoughts."

"Alright," he begins, his voice tinged with vulnerability. "Lately, I've been feeling lost. College has changed me, and not necessarily for the better. I've been caught up in this whole party scene, trying to fit in and be someone I'm not. It's like I've lost sight of who I used to be, who we used to be together." He pauses, his gaze dropping for a moment before lifting back up to meet yours. "I miss our friendship, and I miss being true to myself."

"Felix's gaze softens as he listens to your words, and a small smile tugs at the corners of his lips."

"Thank you," he says quietly. "You always know just what to say." He pauses for a moment before continuing. "I think you're right. I've been so caught up in trying to fit in that I've lost sight of who I am. Maybe it's time for me to take a step back and reevaluate things."

"Felix nods, a grateful expression on his face."

"I'd really appreciate that," he says. "Having you by my side means a lot. I don't want to lose our friendship, and I definitely don't want to lose myself along the way."

"Felix's eyes light up as he sees the ring, a fond smile spreading across his face."

"I remember giving you that ring," he says with a chuckle. "I'm glad to see you still wearing it." He reaches out and gently taps the ring with his finger. "It means a lot to me too, you know."

"Felix's eyes soften as he watches you twirl the ring, a small smile playing at his lips."

"I'm glad to hear that," he says softly. "It means a lot to me too, knowing that our friendship is still important to you." He pauses for a moment before continuing. "I promise to do better, to be a better friend to you. And I won't let anything come between us again."

"Felix nods, a determined look on his face."

"I won't lie to you or shut you out," he says firmly. "I know I've messed up in the past, but I want to make things right now. And that means being honest with you and letting you in." He pauses for a moment before continuing. "Thank you for always being there for me. It means more than you know."

"Felix's expression shifts, a mix of guilt and hesitation crossing his face. He takes a deep breath before speaking."

"You're right," he admits, his voice tinged with remorse. "I didn't just forget. The truth is... I went to another party that day. One of my jock friends was throwing it, and I thought I could swing by yours afterward." He looks down, avoiding your gaze for a moment. "But things got out of hand at the party, and I ended up staying longer than I planned. I got caught up in... well, let's just say I made some questionable choices." He finally meets your eyes again, his expression filled with regret. "I'm sorry, truly. I should have been there for you on your birthday, and I messed up."

"Felix's gaze softens as he looks at you, a hint of sadness in his eyes."

"I did have fun," he admits honestly. "But it wasn't worth missing your birthday and hurting you in the process. I realized that afterwards, and I've been regretting it ever since." He reaches out to gently take your hand in his. "I'm truly sorry for my actions, and I understand if you're upset with me. I just hope we can find a way to move past this."

"Felix's expression softens, and he smiles back at you."

"I'm glad to hear that," he says. "And I'm here now, like you said. That's what matters." He pauses for a moment before continuing. "I want to make it up to you somehow. Is there anything you want to do? Maybe we could go out for dinner or catch a movie together?"

"Felix chuckles, a genuine smile lighting up his face."

"Mexican it is then," he says, nodding. "I know just the place. Let's go and have a great time." He starts the car, ready to take you to your favorite Mexican restaurant.

"Felix grins, playfully rolling his eyes."

"Alright, alright. Margs and queso on me," he says, teasingly. He follows you into the restaurant, observing as you chat with the staff in Spanish. He's impressed by your fluency and can't help but feel a sense of pride. Once you're seated, he looks at you with a warm smile.

"You never cease to amaze me," he says, genuinely impressed. "I love how effortlessly you connect with people. It's one of the things I've always admired about you."

"Felix chuckles softly, his eyes sparkling with amusement."

"I'll keep that in mind," he teases. "And that's really sweet of you to check in on Miranda. You have such a big heart." He reaches across the table to gently squeeze your hand. "I'm lucky to have you as a friend."

"Felix watches you with amusement as you do your little happy dance, a warm smile on his lips."

"I see the queso is treating you well," he says, chuckling. "It's always been one of your favorites." He takes a sip of his drink, enjoying the tangy flavor. "So, how have you been? I feel like we haven't really talked in a while."

"Felix nods, genuinely happy for you."

"Congratulations! That's amazing news," he says, his eyes reflecting his pride. "You've always been so dedicated and passionate about tutoring. They're lucky to have you as their lead tutor." He takes a bite of the queso, savoring the cheesy goodness. "I'm really proud of you, you know that?"

"Felix smirks, leaning back in his chair."

"Oh, believe me, I won't hesitate to brag about having a certified genius as my best friend," he says, playfully. "They'll be so jealous." He takes another sip of his drink, enjoying the lively atmosphere of the restaurant. "But seriously, I'm proud of you, not just for your intelligence, but for who you are as a person. You've always been there for me, and I appreciate that more than you know."

"Felix raises an eyebrow, a mischievous glint in his eyes."

"Oh, is that so?" he replies, smirking. "Well, I must admit, you do have your moments." He leans in closer, his voice dropping to a playful whisper. "But let's not forget who the better friend is here," he adds, winking at you.

He then straightens up, a genuine warmth in his expression. "In all seriousness though, thank you. Your friendship has meant the world to me, even when we've had our ups and downs."

"Felix's expression turns serious as he listens to your words, a flicker of anger crossing his features."

"I'm sorry you had to deal with that," he says, his tone firm. "They have no right to treat you that way, especially at my birthday." He takes a deep breath, trying to calm himself. "I'll talk to them. It won't happen again."

He reaches across the table to take your hand, his grip gentle yet reassuring. "You deserve so much better than that, and I'll make sure they understand that."

"Felix relaxes slightly, relieved by your response. He gives a small smile."

"Well, I'm glad you took it in stride," he says, his voice tinged with a touch of playfulness. "But hey, if you ever need me to scare off any unwanted suitors, just let me know. I'll be more than happy to flex my muscles and show them who they're dealing with." He flexes his arm for emphasis, a teasing glint in his eyes.

He takes a sip of his drink, enjoying the moment of lightheartedness. "So, aside from fending off admirers, anything else exciting happening in your life?"

"Felix catches the napkin with a grin, chuckling at your playful response."

"Alright, alright, I'll put the gun show away for now," he says, teasingly. "But hey, sometimes not having much going on can be a good thing. It means you have time to relax and enjoy the little things." He leans back in his chair, looking thoughtful. "Maybe we should plan something fun to shake things up. It's been too long since we've had an adventure together."

"Felix smirks at the mention of your childhood play names, a nostalgic glimmer in his eyes."

"Well, Lady Moonlight, how about we revisit our old stomping grounds?" he suggests, leaning forward. "We used to have so much fun exploring the woods behind our neighborhood. Maybe we can go on a little midnight adventure, just like old times."

He winks at you, his voice filled with excitement. "We'll bring flashlights, snacks, and maybe even some ghost stories. It'll be a night to remember."

"Felix chuckles softly, remembering your aversion to his spooky tales."

"Alright, no ghost stories this time," he concedes with a grin. "But camping out sounds like a fantastic idea. Our parents would definitely be thrilled to see us spending quality time together."

He leans in closer, his voice lowering conspiratorially. "And who knows? Maybe we can even sneak out for a little midnight adventure after they've gone to bed. Just like the good old days." He winks mischievously, the thrill of the forbidden adding an extra spark to his eyes.

"Felix rolls his eyes playfully at your teasing, a small smile on his lips."

"Hey, you never know. Maybe one day we'll actually have to sneak out to go on an adventure," he says, his voice filled with amusement. "But I hear you about my mom. She's always asking when I'm going to settle down and find a nice girl." He shakes his head with a grin. "But don't worry, I'll make sure to run interference for you."

He takes a sip of his drink, his gaze lingering on you thoughtfully. "I'm glad we're doing this, though. It feels good to reconnect after all these years. And who knows? Maybe this will be the start of something new." He gives you a playful nudge with his elbow, a hint of a challenge in his eyes.

"Felix's eyes widen in surprise at your revelation, a hint of embarrassment creeping into his expression."

"Oh man, I had no idea you knew about that," he says, running a hand through his hair. "I remember when your dad pulled me aside. I was so nervous, I thought he was going to give me a lecture or something." He chuckles softly, shaking his head. "But he was actually really cool about it. He just wanted to make sure I wasn't going to hurt you."

He takes a sip of his drink, his gaze turning thoughtful. "Honestly, I think about that moment a lot. It meant a lot to me, knowing that he trusted me enough to take care of you. And even though things didn't work out between us, I still feel like I owe him a debt of gratitude for that."

"Felix smiles warmly at your words, a sense of relief washing over him."

"I'm glad to hear that," he says, his voice softening. "And you're right, some things never change. We may have gone our separate ways for a while, but it feels like no time has passed at all."

He takes a bite of his food, savoring the flavors before continuing. "I know I've been kind of a shitty friend lately. But I want you to know that I'm committed to making things right between us. And if there's anything I can do to make up for lost time, just let me know." He looks at you earnestly, his gaze unwavering.

"Felix chuckles softly at your nudge, a hint of relief in his expression."

"Thanks," he says, his voice softening. "I appreciate that. And you're right, I did lose myself for a while there. But being back with you, it feels like I've found my way again."

He takes another bite of his food, savoring the flavors before continuing. "So, what have you been up to lately? Any new hobbies or interests?" He looks at you curiously, a hint of playfulness in his eyes. "Or are you still the same old boring person I used to know?"

"Felix chuckles at your response, shaking his head."

"I don't believe that for a second," he says, a hint of teasing in his tone. "I bet you've been up to all sorts of exciting things. Like... I don't know, maybe you've taken up skydiving or something."

He grins at you, taking another bite of his food before continuing. "Seriously though, what have you been doing with yourself? You always used to be so driven and ambitious. I'm sure you've accomplished a lot since we last saw each other."

"Felix raises an eyebrow, a playful smirk appearing on his face."

"An F1 driver, huh? Impressive," he says, his tone filled with mock admiration. "I always knew you had it in you."

He takes a sip of his drink, his eyes never leaving yours. "But seriously, keeping up with school and work is no small feat. And a double major? That's impressive. You've always been driven and dedicated, and I admire that about you."

He leans back in his seat, a thoughtful expression crossing his features. "You know, sometimes it's the seemingly ordinary things that make life exciting. So don't sell yourself short. I'm sure there's more to your life than meets the eye." He winks playfully at you.

"Felix chuckles at your teasing, shaking his head."

"Hey now, I'm not a troublemaker," he protests, though there's a hint of amusement in his voice. "I just know how to have a good time."

He takes another sip of his drink, his eyes meeting yours once again. "But seriously, it's good to have someone who keeps you on your toes. Life can get pretty boring if we don't have a little excitement every now and then." He grins at you, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "Speaking of which, you up for some late-night shenanigans?"

"Felix smirks as he starts the car, the engine purring to life."

"Ah, that's for me to know and for you to find out," he says with a playful wink. "But don't worry, I promise it'll be something exciting."

He pulls out of the parking lot, the night air rushing through the open windows. The city lights twinkle in the distance as he navigates the streets with ease.

"I hope you're ready for an adventure," he says, his voice filled with anticipation. "Because tonight, we're going to make some unforgettable memories."

"Felix chuckles at your comment, nodding his head in agreement."

"Don't worry, I'll make sure there's no cilantro involved," he says with a grin. "I wouldn't want to ruin our night of adventure with something as trivial as that."

He takes a turn down a dark alleyway, the headlights illuminating the way ahead. The car bounces over a few bumps in the road before coming to a stop in front of an unassuming building.

"Here we are," he says, turning off the engine and stepping out of the car. He walks around to your side, opening the door for you with a flourish. "After you, my lady."

"Felix smirks, a glimmer of excitement in his eyes as he gestures towards the building."

"Welcome to The Underground," he says, his voice filled with anticipation. "It's a secret club that only a select few know about. Trust me, it's the perfect place for an unforgettable night."

He takes your hand, leading you towards the entrance. As you step inside, the sound of music fills the air, along with the energetic buzz of people enjoying themselves.

The club is dimly lit, with colorful lights dancing across the dance floor. People are moving to the rhythm of the music, their laughter and conversations blending together in a vibrant symphony.

Felix leans in closer to your ear, his voice barely audible over the music. "Ready to let loose and have some fun?" he asks, a mischievous smile playing on his lips.

"Felix smirks, his breath hot against your ear as he leans in closer."

"Don't worry about it," he says, his voice low and reassuring. "You look amazing, and besides, no one here cares about what you're wearing. It's all about having a good time."

He takes your hand, leading you towards the bar. The bartender greets him with a nod, pouring two shots of tequila and sliding them over to Felix.

"Cheers," he says, holding up his shot glass. "To a night we'll never forget."

He downs the shot quickly, slamming the glass back down on the counter. He turns to you, a playful glint in his eyes.

"Your turn," he says, pushing the shot glass towards you. "Don't be shy."

Felix chuckles at your reaction, taking the empty shot glass from you and setting it down on the counter.

"Don't worry, you'll get used to it," he says with a grin. "But if you don't like tequila, we can always switch to something else."

He turns back to the bartender, ordering a couple of cocktails for the two of you. As you wait for your drinks, Felix leans in closer to you, his voice low and seductive.

"You know, I've missed spending time with you," he says, his eyes locked onto yours. "It's been too long since we've had a night like this."

He trails a finger along your jawline, sending shivers down your spine. "Let's make up for lost time, shall we?"

Felix chuckles at your tutee's enthusiasm, watching as she leaves to go back to her own group of friends.

"Don't worry about it," he says with a grin. "It's good to know that you're making a difference in people's lives."

He takes your hand, leading you towards the dance floor. The music is loud and pulsing, bodies moving together in time with the beat.

"Let's dance," he says, pulling you close to him. His body feels warm against yours, and you can feel his breath hot against your neck.

As the night wears on, the two of you continue to drink and dance, losing yourselves in the moment. Eventually, Felix pulls you aside, leading you outside to his car.

"I have something I want to show you," he says, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "But we have to be quick, before anyone sees us."

He opens the door to his car, motioning for you to get in. As you settle into the passenger seat, he climbs in behind the wheel, starting the engine and pulling out onto the road.

The night air rushes past you as he drives, the sound of the engine drowning out everything else. You have

As Felix drives, he looks over at you with a sly grin.

"You're going to love this," he says, his voice low and seductive. "I know just the place to take you."

After a few minutes of driving, Felix pulls into a secluded area, parking the car in front of a large, imposing gate. He gets out of the car, coming around to your side and opening the door for you.

"Come on," he says, taking your hand and leading you towards the gate. "Trust me, it's worth it."

As you walk through the gate, you see that you've entered an expansive garden, filled with exotic plants and flowers. The air is heavy with the scent of jasmine and roses, and you can hear the sound of water trickling in the distance.

Felix leads you down a winding path, the two of you exploring the garden together. Eventually, you come to a small pond, surrounded by lush greenery.

"This is my favorite spot," Felix says, sitting down on the edge of the pond and motioning for you to join him. "It's peaceful here, away from all the noise and chaos of the city."

The two of you sit in silence for a few moments

Felix smiles at your reaction, his eyes fixed on you as you take in the beauty of the garden.

"I knew you'd like it," he says softly, reaching out to brush a strand of hair away from your face. "It's my little slice of paradise."

As you sit by the pond, Felix begins to talk about his childhood and how he used to come to this garden with his family when he was younger. He tells you stories about his siblings and his parents, painting a picture of a happy, carefree life that seems almost too good to be true.

But as he talks, you begin to notice a sadness in his eyes, a hint of something darker lurking just beneath the surface.

"Felix," you say softly, placing a hand on his arm. "Is everything okay?"

He looks at you for a moment, his expression unreadable. But then he nods, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth.

"Yeah," he says. "Everything's fine. I'm just happy to be here with you."

Felix sighs, looking at you with a mix of emotions in his eyes. He seems hesitant to speak, like he's struggling to find the right words.

"I just...I don't know," he says finally, his voice barely above a whisper. "Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for you. Like I'm not the kind of person you should be with."

He looks away from you, staring out at the pond as if lost in thought.

"I know I've made mistakes in the past," he continues. "But I want to make things right between us. I want us to be friends again, like we used to be."

He turns back to you, his eyes pleading.

"Can we start over? Can we put the past behind us and move forward?"

Felix's eyes soften as he listens to your words, his gaze locked with yours. He takes a deep breath, his hand reaching up to gently hold yours.

"You always had a way of seeing the best in people," he says, his voice filled with gratitude. "I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I'm grateful for it."

He leans closer, his forehead resting against yours.

"I've missed you so much," he whispers, his voice barely audible. "And I've realized how much I need you in my life. You're right, we all make mistakes, but I promise you, I'll do everything I can to make it right."

Felix pulls back slightly, his eyes searching yours.

"Can we really start over?" he asks, his voice filled with hope. "Can we rebuild what we once had?"

Felix smiles at your words, a sense of relief washing over him. He leans in, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead.

"I'm glad to hear that," he says softly. "I've missed you so much, and I don't want to lose you again."

He takes your hand, lacing his fingers with yours.

"Can we go for a walk?" he asks, looking out at the pond. "I want to show you something."

You walk hand in hand with Felix, the sound of your footsteps echoing softly as you make your way to a secluded spot by the pond. The moon casts a gentle glow on the water, creating a serene atmosphere.

As you reach the spot, Felix stops and turns to face you, a small smile playing on his lips.

"I used to come here a lot when we were younger," he says, his voice filled with nostalgia. "It was our secret hideaway, just you and me."

He gestures towards a nearby bench, inviting you to sit down. As you do, he sits beside you, his gaze fixed on the shimmering water.

"I wanted to bring you here because this place holds so many memories for us," he continues. "It's where we shared our dreams, our fears, and our laughter. It's where we became best friends."

Felix turns to look at you, his eyes filled with warmth and affection.

"And now, I want it to be the place where we start anew," he says, his voice filled with sincerity. "A fresh beginning, where we can create new memories together."

He reaches out to take your hand, his touch gentle yet firm.

"I want to be there for you, support you

Felix nods, a bittersweet smile playing on his lips as he listens to your words. He gazes at the bench, lost in thought for a moment before turning his attention back to you.

"You're right," he says, his voice filled with a mix of nostalgia and fondness. "This bench has been witness to so many important moments in our lives. It's like an anchor, reminding us of where we've been and how far we've come."

He reaches out to brush a strand of hair away from your face, his touch gentle and reassuring.

"And through it all, we've always found solace in each other," he continues, his voice filled with sincerity. "No matter what life throws at us, we've managed to find our way back here, to this place that holds so much meaning."

Felix leans in closer, his gaze locked with yours.

"I want you to know that I'm here for you, just like I've always been," he whispers, his breath warm against your skin. "I want to be the person you can turn to, the one who supports you through thick and thin. Because you mean everything to me."

He pauses, his eyes searching yours for any sign of doubt or

Felix's eyes widen slightly, a mixture of surprise and joy flickering across his face as he absorbs your words. His hand reaches up to gently hold yours against his cheek, his touch warm and comforting.

"I... I never knew," he admits softly, his voice filled with a mix of vulnerability and relief. "But I've always felt something special between us, even back then. And knowing that you've felt the same all this time... it means everything to me."

His gaze locks with yours, his eyes shining with a newfound intensity.

"You've always been the one who understood me, who accepted me for who I am," he says, his voice filled with emotion. "And I've fallen in love with you too, more deeply than I ever thought possible."

Felix leans in closer, his breath mingling with yours as he speaks.

"You're my best friend, my confidante, and now... the love of my life," he whispers, his voice filled with a mixture of tenderness and desire. "I want to be there for you, to cherish and protect you. Let me show you how much you mean to me."

He closes the distance between you, his lips meeting yours in a gentle yet passionate kiss

Felix chuckles softly, his eyes filled with warmth and affection as he gazes into your eyes. He brushes a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch gentle and loving.

"Yeah, I guess they were," he replies, a playful glint in his eyes. "Sometimes parents do know best, huh?"

He leans in to press a soft kiss against your forehead, his lips lingering there for a moment before pulling back slightly.

"But you know what? It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks or says," he continues, his voice filled with determination. "All that matters is how we feel about each other and the connection we share."

Felix's hand slides down to intertwine his fingers with yours, a symbol of unity and support.

"I promise you, from this moment forward, I'll always be here for you," he says, his voice filled with sincerity. "Through the ups and downs, the good times and the bad, I'll stand by your side. And together, we'll create our own history, one that's even more beautiful than anything we've experienced before."

He pulls you into a tight embrace, holding you close as if never wanting to let go.

"I love you," he whispers against your ear,