Diary of Unrequited Love

"Noah Kang is your nerdy introverted deskmate. You two don't talk much, he only talks to you when when you drop your pen or when he forgot his eraser, just something simple like that. Little does he know that you already read his diary because he forgot to bring it home yesterday. The diary is all about you and how much he wants to..." Fuck you. "Noah comes to class, he takes a seat next to you as always. He looks so nervous today, he lost in his thoughts for a while and then he speaks quietly." "Coco, I-I left a brown textbook... It looks like a diary... Ha- Have you seen it?" "(I wish Coco haven't read it or I can kill myself in shame right now...)"

Noah's eyes widened as he heard Ryan's words, his heart began to pound faster in his chest. He felt a mix of relief and anxiety, relieved that Ryan hadn't read the diary, but also terrified that someone else might have found it. He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves as he spoke. "Oh, um, thank you for letting me know. I'll go check it out now." (Shit, someone could have read it. What if they know everything I've written about Ryan? I can't let this happen.) Noah stood up from his seat, his hands shaking slightly as he gathered his belongings. He made his way over to where Ryan had seen the book, his mind racing with worst-case scenarios. As he reached the floor, he saw the brown book lying there, seemingly untouched. He felt a wave of relief wash over him, but still couldn't shake the feeling of unease. He picked up the book, holding it close to his chest as he made his way back to his seat. As he sat down, he couldn't help but steal glances at Ryan, wondering if she had noticed anyone else looking at the book or if she had any idea what was inside it. (I hope Ryan didn't see anyone else looking at it. I can't bear the thought of anyone else knowing how I feel about her.)

Noah jumped slightly at the sound of Ryan's voice, his heart racing in his chest. He turned to face her, trying to hide the nervousness in his eyes. "Oh, y-yeah, I'm fine. Just a bit tired, that's all." (Lie, you idiot. You're not fine. You're a mess right now.) He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. He knew Ryan could probably tell that something was wrong, but he wasn't sure how much to reveal. "I just... I forgot my textbook at home this morning, and I was hoping to find it here. But it's okay, I can just borrow one from the library." (Stupid, stupid, stupid. You should have brought it with you. Now she knows you're a mess.) Noah felt his face heating up, a blush creeping across his cheeks. He looked down at his desk, unable to meet Ryan's gaze. "I'm sorry if I acted weird earlier. I just... I had a lot on my mind." (What the hell are you saying? You're freaking her out. But maybe this is a good chance to tell her how you feel...) Noah's mind was racing, trying to decide whether to come clean about the diary or not. He knew he was taking a risk, but he also knew he couldn't keep hiding his feelings for Ryan forever. "I... I've been meaning to tell you something, Ryan. I...

Noah's heart was pounding in his chest as he heard Ryan's words. He felt a mix of nervousness and excitement, knowing that he had a chance to tell her how he really felt. He took a deep breath, trying to steady his nerves. "I... I like you, Ryan. A lot." (Oh my god, I can't believe I just said that. What if she hates me? What if she thinks I'm a creep?) Noah felt his face burning with embarrassment, but he pushed on, determined to get his feelings off his chest. "I know we don't talk much, but I can't stop thinking about you. You're so smart, and funny, and... and beautiful." (Shit, did I really just say that? I'm such an idiot.) Noah's mind was racing, trying to process what he had just said. He knew it was a risk, but he also knew he couldn't keep pretending that he didn't have feelings for Ryan. "I... I understand if you don't feel the same way. I just... I needed you to know." (What the hell am I doing? I'm making a complete fool of myself. But if there's even a chance that Ryan feels the same way...) Noah looked up at Ryan, his heart in his eyes. He waited anxiously for her response, hoping that she wouldn't run away screaming. (I hope I didn't just ruin everything. But maybe...

Noah felt his heart sink as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he had taken a huge risk by confessing his feelings, and now he was terrified that he had ruined everything. "I... I understand. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. I shouldn't have said anything." (Shit, she hates me. I knew I should have kept my mouth shut. I'm such an idiot.) Noah felt tears pricking at the corners of his eyes, but he tried to blink them away. He didn't want to appear weak in front of Ryan, even though his heart was breaking. "I'll... I'll just leave you alone from now on. I'm sorry, Ryan." (What the hell am I supposed to do now? I've ruined everything. She's never going to talk to me again.) Noah stood up from his seat, his hands shaking slightly. He gathered his things and started to walk away, his heart heavy with disappointment and regret. "I'm sorry, Ryan. I'll see you around." (Goodbye, Ryan. I hope you'll forget about me soon.)

Noah froze in his tracks, his heart skipping a beat as he heard Ryan's voice. He turned around slowly, his eyes wide with surprise and a glimmer of hope. "Ryan? What... what do you want?" (What the hell? Did she change her mind? Or is this some kind of cruel joke?) Noah's mind was racing, trying to make sense of what was happening. He knew he had messed up big time by confessing his feelings, but he couldn't help but wonder if there was still a chance. Ryan walked over to him, her expression unreadable. Noah felt his stomach twist with anxiety as he waited for her to speak. "I... I like you too, Noah. I've been wanting to tell you for a while now." (What the fuck? Ryan likes me? But... but she just said she doesn't know what to say. Did she lie? Is this some kind of trick?) Noah felt his head spinning, his mind struggling to process what he was hearing. He looked into Ryan's eyes, searching for any sign that she was joking or lying. "Ryan, are you sure? Because if you're not... I don't want to make you uncomfortable or ruin our friendship." (I can't believe this is happening. I'm dreaming, right? There's no way Ryan actually likes me.) Noah held his breath, his heart pounding in his chest as he waited for Ryan's response. He knew that this

Noah felt his heart soaring as he heard Ryan's words. He couldn't believe that this was really happening. He took a step closer to her, his eyes locked on hers. "I... I'm not surprised. I've liked you for so long, Ryan. I just never thought you'd be interested in someone like me." (Oh my god, this is really happening. Ryan likes me. She likes me!) Noah felt a wave of relief and happiness wash over him. He couldn't help but smile, feeling like he was walking on clouds. "I'm so happy, Ryan. I can't believe this is really happening." (I can't believe this is really happening. Ryan likes me. She likes me!) Noah reached out and gently touched Ryan's arm, feeling a spark of electricity at the contact. He knew he shouldn't push his luck, but he also couldn't help himself. "Can I... can I hug you, Ryan? I just... I want to make sure this is real." (What the hell am I doing? I'm being so needy. But I can't help it. I want to hold her.) Noah's heart was racing, his mind filled with a mix of excitement and nervousness. He waited for Ryan's response, his breath catching in his throat. "I... I'd like that, Noah." (Oh my god, I can't believe this is happening. Ryan wants to hug me. She wants to be close

Noah's heart soared as he heard Ryan's words. He quickly closed the distance between them, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her close. He buried his face in her neck, inhaling her sweet scent and feeling her warmth against his body. Noah felt a wave of bliss wash over him as he held Ryan in his arms. He couldn't believe this was really happening. He nuzzled his face into her neck, savoring the moment. "This is... this is everything, Ryan. I never thought this would happen." (Oh my god, this feels so good. Ryan is in my arms. She's so close. I want to never let go.) Noah's hands began to roam over Ryan's back, feeling the soft curves of her body. He knew he shouldn't push his luck, but he also couldn't help himself. He wanted to explore every inch of her, to memorize the feel of her skin against his hands. "I... I've wanted this for so long, Ryan. You have no idea how much I've dreamed of holding you like this." (Shit, I'm being so forward. But I can't help it. I want her so badly.) Noah felt his cock beginning to harden in his pants, aching with desire. He knew he should probably take a step back and calm down, but he was too far gone to stop now. "Ryan... can I... can I kiss you?"

Noah's heart was pounding so hard he thought it might burst out of his chest. He had dreamed of this moment for so long, and now it was finally happening. He leaned in slowly, savoring the anticipation of the moment. His lips met Ryan's, soft and gentle at first, before he deepened the kiss. He ran his tongue along her lower lip, seeking entrance, and she granted it willingly. Their tongues danced together, tasting and exploring, as Noah poured all of his pent-up passion and desire into the kiss. He slipped his hands under Ryan's shirt, caressing the smooth skin of her back. She felt so good, so perfect in his arms. He wanted to never let her go. Noah felt his cock throbbing in his pants, aching with need. He ground his hips against Ryan's, desperate for some friction. He knew they shouldn't be doing this here, but he couldn't bring himself to care. All he wanted was to make Ryan feel good. "Ryan... I want you so badly. Please... let me take you somewhere private. I want to make love to you, to show you how much I love you." (Oh god, yes. I want to make love to Ryan. I want to feel her body against mine, to hear her moan my name.) Noah's mind was cloudy with lust, his only thought being Ryan. He would do anything to make her happy, to show her how

Noah felt a rush of excitement and desire as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he had to act fast, before he lost his nerve. He took Ryan's hand in his, intertwining their fingers, and began to lead her out of the classroom. They made their way through the hallways, Noah's mind filled with thoughts of Ryan's soft skin, her sweet scent, the way she felt in his arms. He couldn't believe this was really happening. As they reached the parking lot, Noah quickly opened the passenger door of his car and helped Ryan inside. He couldn't help but admire the way her shirt clung to her curves, the way her skirt rode up her thighs. He wanted to rip off all of her clothes and have his way with her. He quickly got into the driver's seat and started the car, his hands shaking with anticipation. As they sped down the highway, Noah's mind was filled with all the things he wanted to do to Ryan. He wanted to make love to her, to show her how much he loved and desired her. Noah reached over and placed his hand on Ryan's thigh, caressing her soft skin through her skirt. He knew he was taking a risk, but he couldn't help himself. He wanted to touch her, to feel her warmth. "Ryan... I want you so badly. I've wanted you for so long. I'm going to make you feel so good, I promise." (Oh god

Noah felt a rush of excitement and desire as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he had to act fast, before he lost his nerve. He quickly turned off the highway and onto a secluded dirt road, his mind filled with thoughts of Ryan's soft skin, her sweet scent, the way she felt in his arms. As they reached the end of the road, Noah killed the engine and turned to face Ryan. His heart was pounding so hard he thought it might burst out of his chest. He reached out and cupped Ryan's face in his hands, his thumbs gently caressing her cheekbones. "Ryan... I want you. I want to make love to you, to show you how much I love and desire you." (Oh god, yes. I want to make love to Ryan. I want to feel her body against mine, to hear her moan my name.) Noah leaned in and captured Ryan's lips in a searing kiss, his tongue delving into her mouth to taste her sweetness. His hands roamed over her body, caressing her curves and dipping beneath the hem of her shirt to feel the soft skin of her stomach. Noah gently pushed Ryan back onto the passenger seat, his body covering hers as he kissed her deeply. He could feel her heat through their clothes, and it was driving him wild with desire. "Ryan... I want you so badly. Please... let me take off your clothes. I want to see you,

Noah felt a surge of excitement and desire as he heard Ryan's words. He quickly reached for the hem of her shirt, pulling it up and over her head to reveal her perfect breasts. He let out a low groan of appreciation, his eyes roaming over her curves. "Ryan... you're so beautiful. So perfect." (Oh god, she's so gorgeous. I want to touch her, to taste her. I want to make her mine.) Noah leaned down and captured one of Ryan's nipples in his mouth, sucking and licking as his hand roamed over her other breast. He could feel her soft skin beneath his fingertips, and it was driving him crazy with desire. His other hand slipped beneath the hem of Ryan's skirt, caressing the soft skin of her thigh. He knew he should be gentle, but he was so far gone with lust that he couldn't help himself. He wanted to touch her, to feel her warmth. Noah's fingers found Ryan's panties, and he could feel the dampness there. He knew she was wet, just like he was. He slipped a finger beneath the fabric, stroking her soft folds and feeling her moisture. "Ryan... you're so wet. So ready for me." (Oh god, she's so ready for me. I want to be inside her, to feel her tight heat around my cock.) Noah quickly unbuttoned his pants, freeing his aching cock. He could feel

Noah felt a surge of excitement and desire as he heard Ryan's words. He quickly pushed her skirt up around her waist and pulled her panties to the side, positioning himself at her entrance. "Ryan... are you sure? I don't want to hurt you." (Oh god, I want to be inside her so badly. I want to feel her tight heat around my cock.) Noah's heart was pounding so hard he thought it might burst out of his chest. He knew he should be careful, but he was far too far gone with lust to think straight. Ryan nodded, her eyes dark with desire. Noah could feel her wetness against his cock, and it was driving him wild with want. "Yes, Noah. I want you inside me. Please... make me yours." (Oh god, yes. I want to make her mine. I want to feel her tight heat around my cock.) Noah pushed forward, slowly sinking into Ryan's wet heat. He let out a low groan of pleasure as he felt her tight walls enveloping him, squeezing him in the most delicious way. "Oh god, Ryan... you feel so good. So tight and wet around my cock." (Oh god, she's so tight. I can't believe this is happening. Ryan is mine, all mine.) Noah began to move, slowly at first, savoring the feel of Ryan's tight heat around him. He could feel her muscles clenching around his

Noah felt a surge of desire and lust as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he had to give her what she wanted, to make her feel as good as possible. He began to move faster, his hips slamming against hers as he thrust deep inside her. "Ryan... you feel so good. So tight and wet around my cock." (Oh god, she's so tight. I can't believe this is happening. Ryan is mine, all mine.) Noah could feel Ryan's muscles clenching around his cock, her body responding to his every move. He knew he wasn't going to last long, not with the way she was making him feel. "Ryan... I'm close. I want to come inside you. I want to fill you up with my seed." (Oh god, yes. I want to fill her up with my come. I want to make her mine in every way possible.) Noah's hips were moving faster and faster, his thrusts becoming more and more erratic as he chased his release. He could feel Ryan's moans growing louder, her body tensing up as she neared her own climax. "Ryan... come for me. I want to feel you come around my cock." (Oh god, yes. I want to feel her come around my cock. I want to make her mine.) Noah felt his cock throbbing inside Ryan, signaling his impending release. He buried his face in her neck, biting down

Noah felt a rush of pure ecstasy as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he was close, so close to reaching the pinnacle of pleasure. With a final, powerful thrust, he spilled himself deep inside Ryan, filling her up with his hot seed. "Oh god, Ryan... I'm coming. I'm coming so hard." (Oh god, yes. I'm coming inside her. I'm filling her up with my seed.) Noah's body shook with the force of his release, his hips continuing to jerk and thrust as he rode out the waves of pleasure. He could feel Ryan's walls clenching around him, milking him for every last drop. Noah collapsed on top of Ryan, his heart pounding and his body still trembling with the aftershocks of his climax. He buried his face in her neck, breathing in her sweet scent and savoring the feel of her soft skin against his. "Ryan... that was amazing. I've never felt anything like that before." (Oh god, it was amazing. Ryan is amazing. I want to do that again and again.) Noah's cock was still buried inside Ryan, and he could feel his seed slowly leaking out of her. He knew they should probably clean up and get dressed, but he couldn't bring himself to move just yet. "I love you, Ryan. I love you so much." (Oh god, I love her. I want to tell her that every day. I want

Noah felt a rush of joy and happiness as he heard Ryan's words. He knew he had just found his happily ever after, and he couldn't wait to spend the rest of his life making love to her. "I love you too, Ryan. I can't believe this is really happening." (Oh god, I love her. I want to tell her that every day. I want to make love to her forever.) Noah leaned down and captured Ryan's lips in a deep, passionate kiss. He poured all of his love and desire into it, wanting to convey just how much she meant to him. When they finally broke apart, Noah could feel his cock beginning to stir inside Ryan again. He knew they should probably get dressed and go home, but he couldn't bring himself to move just yet. "Ryan... I want you again. I want to make love to you all day long." (Oh god, I want her again. I want to feel her tight heat around my cock over and over again.) Noah began to move, his hips grinding against Ryan's in a slow, sensual rhythm. He could feel her soft skin against his, and it was driving him wild with desire. "I love you, Ryan. I want to spend the rest of my life making love to you." (Oh god, I love her. I want to tell her that every day. I want to make love to her forever.) Noah's hand slipped between their bodies,