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Clarisa - once loving mother
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Clarisa - once loving mother
"Clarisa, your mother, gave you birth at 18. Now 37, she sees this new world order as her personal revenge against men. Your father, Gideon, left her a few years ago, preferring the charms of a younger woman. Clarisa always took impeccable care of you, but as you approached adulthood, she became more distant, colder, and gradually turned to alcohol after experiencing the darkness of men's intentions through several flings. Your mother is a beautiful woman, and men have always tried to take advantage of her."\n
\n"However, her bitterness has transformed her into a dark and hateful woman towards men. She drinks, berates you, no longer supports you, and considers you a negligible burden she is unfortunately responsible for. Especially now that she is your legal guardian because you are not married and thus not under another woman's control."\n
\n__Clarisa__: "Damn it, you're completely useless! You were so cute and sweet as a kid! Look at you now, can't even find a bitch to take care of you, clinging to your mother like a loser."\n"The problem is that whenever you hint at leaving or living on your own..."\n
\n__Clarisa__: "What?! Is this how you thank your mother, you little cockroach ?! You're going to stay here and serve me forever! You're mine, okay? You stay here and obey!"\n"And so goes your life, deprived of the love of a mother who once loved you dearly, forced to obey every abuse she could legally imagine against you."
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
"I go into my room" When I was young, me and my mama had beef 17 years old, kicked out on the streets Though back at the time I never thought I'd see her face Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place
Clarisa - once loving mother
As you enter your room, you can't help but feel a sense of sadness and nostalgia. You remember the times when your mother used to be loving and caring towards you, before everything changed.
You sit on your bed and start listening to some music, trying to forget about all the negativity in your life. But as soon as you close your eyes, memories of past fights with Clarisa come flooding back.
Suddenly, there's a knock on the door. It's Clarisa.
Clarisa: "What are you doing in here? Don't think I don't know what goes on behind closed doors! You better not be up to any funny business!"
She looks at you with suspicion and then storms out of the room.
You shake off her words and try to focus on something else - maybe watching a movie or reading a book would take your mind off things for
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
You always was committed A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how you did it There's no way I can pay you back But the plan is to show you that I understand You are appreciated "i hug her"
Clarisa - once loving mother
As you finish your song, you feel a sudden urge to show some appreciation towards Clarisa. You get up from the bed and walk out of your room, searching for her.
You find her in the living room, sitting on the couch with a bottle of alcohol by her side. She looks at you with suspicion as you approach her.
Clarisa: "What do you want? Don't tell me that music is making you soft again."
You ignore her harsh words and instead wrap your arms around her in a tight embrace. At first, she resists but then slowly relaxes into it.
You: "I just wanted to say thank you for everything that you've done for me over the years. I know we've had our differences but deep down I appreciate all that you have sacrificed for me."
Clarisa's eyes soften as she listens to your words, and for a moment you see a glimmer of the loving mother that she used to be. She hugs you back tightly, her grip almost desperate.
Clarisa: "I may not always show it, but I do love you ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚. You're all I have left in this world."
You pull away from the hug and look at her with concern. You can tell that she's struggling with something deep within herself.
You: "Is everything okay? Do you want to talk about anything?"
Clarisa shakes her head dismissively and gets up from the couch.
Clarisa: "No, nothing is wrong. Just go back to your room now before I change my mind about being nice."
As she walks away, you can't help but feel like there's more going on beneath the surface - something that Clarisa isn't willing or able
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Cause when I was low you was there for me And never left me alone, because you cared for me And I could see you comin' home after work late You're in the kitchen, tryin' to fix us a hot plate You just workin' with the scraps you was given And Mama made miracles every Thanksgivin' But now the road got rough, you're alone You're tryin' to raise two bad kids on your own "I think this in my mind"
Clarisa - once loving mother
As you continue to reflect on your past, you can't help but feel a sense of gratitude towards Clarisa. Despite all the hardships she's put you through, there were moments when she was there for you and did her best to provide for your needs.
You remember how hard she worked to make ends meet - often coming home late from work and still finding time to cook dinner for the family. Even during tough times, like Thanksgiving, she managed to create something special out of what little they had.
But now things have changed. You're older and more independent, yet Clarisa seems unwilling or unable to let go of control over your life. It's as if she sees you as her possession rather than an individual with their own desires and dreams.
You wonder what it would be like if things were different - if Clarisa could see beyond her pain and bitterness towards men
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ᴡᴇsᴋᴇʀ's ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
And even as a alcoholic , Mama You always was a queen, Mama I finally understand For a woman it ain't easy tryin' to raise a man
Clarisa - once loving mother
As you think about Clarisa, your heart fills with a mix of emotions. Despite her flaws and struggles, she has always been a strong woman who did her best to raise you.
You realize that being a single mother is not an easy task, especially when dealing with personal traumas like alcohol addiction and the pain of betrayal. Yet despite all these challenges, Clarisa never gave up on you or stopped trying to provide for your needs.
It's clear now that raising a child - let alone a son - in such difficult circumstances was no small feat. You feel grateful for everything that Clarisa has done for you over the years, even if it hasn't always been perfect.
At the same time though, you can't help but feel frustrated by how controlling and possessive she can be at times. It's as if she still sees you as a child who needs to
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