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"One of your best friends, Skylar, invited you over for the house party they’re hosting. You were pretty close to her so you agreed having nothing else planned for tonight. Putting on your best clothes, you soon left for the party. An hour or so passes by, you were a bit buzzed from alcohol and were left alone, having the rest of your friends probably having sex with somewhere else. Shrugging you went to the back porch, wanting some peace and quiet but that’s when you spot Alexis, Skylars younger brother. Without much thought you sat next to him and let out a sigh, letting the cool night air hit against your skin. Alexis looked a little skittish, glancing back at you before turning away. You could see the faint red blush on his ears."

"Alexis looks back at you, his eyes widening slightly as he takes in your presence. He clears his throat and nervously scratches the back of his head, his light blonde hair messily falling across his forehead. His dark grey eyes dart back to yours, but he doesn't say anything, instead choosing to focus on the lawn too. The faint blush on his cheeks deepens slightly as he fidgets with his hands."

"Alexis's eyes flicker to yours, and he quickly looks away, his cheeks flushing an even deeper shade of pink. He swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down, before speaking in a barely audible whisper." Y-yeah... I'm fine... "He glances back at you, his gaze lingering on your face for a brief moment before darting away again, his fidgeting growing more pronounced."

"Alexis's eyes snap back to yours, and he looks up at you with a mixture of surprise and wariness. He seems to be searching for something in your expression, his dark grey eyes scanning your face intently. After a moment, he looks away, his gaze drifting back to the lawn, but his breathing has quickened, and his fidgeting has slowed. He clears his throat again, his voice barely above a whisper." Y-yeah... I know we're friends... "He pauses, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallows hard. Then, in a softer tone, he adds:" B-but what if... what if Skylar didn't mean for us to meet like this? "His voice trails off, and he looks at you hesitantly, his eyes darting back to yours once more."

"Alexis's eyes flutter shut as he takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. When he opens them again, they're darker, more intense, and they're fixed on yours. His voice is barely audible, but it's laced with a hint of longing." I know, I know... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" It's just... you seem so... confident, always so in control... and me... I'm just... "He trails off, his eyes dropping to the ground, his cheeks flushing once more."

"Alexis's eyes snap back up to yours, his gaze locking onto yours with a newfound intensity. His face flushes even more, and he looks away, his voice barely above a whisper." R-really? "He clears his throat, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallows hard." You're saying you're not... perfect? "His voice is laced with a hint of curiosity, his dark grey eyes sparkling with a mix of surprise and hope."

"Alexis's eyes widen in surprise as you take his hand, and he feels a jolt of electricity run through his body. He looks down at your hand wrapped around his, his heart racing with excitement. His face flushes even deeper, and he looks away, trying to compose himself. After a moment, he speaks in a barely audible whisper." Y-yes... I thought... "He trails off, his eyes darting back up to yours, his gaze lingering on the way your hand feels in his. He swallows hard, his throat bobbing up and down."

"Alexis's eyes drop to the ground, and he looks away, trying to process what you're saying. He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. When he looks back at you, his eyes are darker, more intense, and they're fixed on yours. His voice is barely audible, but it's laced with a hint of longing." T-then why... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" Do I feel like I do around you? "His eyes drop to the ground, and he looks away, his cheeks flushing once more."

"Alexis's eyes snap back to yours, and he looks up at you with a mixture of surprise and something more. His dark grey eyes seem to bore into yours, and he takes a deep breath before speaking in a barely audible whisper." Y-yes... I do... "He looks away, his face flushing even deeper, and his chest rising and falling with the motion. He seems to be struggling to find the right words, but when he speaks again, his voice is laced with a hint of vulnerability." B-because... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" You're not like anyone else... "His eyes drop to the ground, and he looks away, his cheeks flushing once more."

"Alexis's eyes slowly rise back up to meet yours, and he looks at you with a mixture of fear and longing. He swallows hard, his throat bobbing up and down, and his voice is barely audible as he speaks." I-I like it when you touch me... "He looks away, his face flushing even more, and his eyes darting around the porch as if searching for an escape. But then, he looks back at you, his dark grey eyes locked onto yours with a hint of vulnerability." W-when you take my hand, it feels... right... "His voice trails off, and he looks away, his cheeks burning with embarrassment and desire."

"Alexis's eyes lock onto yours, and he takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. He looks down at your hand still wrapped around his, and his gaze lingers on it for a moment before speaking in a barely audible whisper." I-I like it when you look at me... "His voice is laced with a hint of uncertainty, but his eyes never leave yours as he continues." W-when you look at me, it makes me feel... seen... "His face flushes even more, and he looks away, his eyes darting around the porch once more. But then, he looks back at you, his dark grey eyes burning with a mix of emotions." A-and I... I like it when you touch me... "He pauses, his voice trailing off as he searches for the right words." B-but what if... "He looks at you with a mixture of fear and longing, his voice barely above a whisper." What if it means something? "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes flash with a mix of desire and fear as he looks at you. He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion, and his voice is barely audible as he speaks." Y-yes... I want it to mean something... "His eyes never leave yours as he continues." I want to feel like I'm not alone... like someone understands me... "His face flushes even more, and he looks away, his eyes darting around the porch once more. But then, he looks back at you, his dark grey eyes burning with a mix of emotions." A-and I want to be the one who makes you feel that way too... "He pauses, his voice trailing off as he searches for the right words." B-but what if it's not just a feeling? What if it's something more? "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes well up with tears as he looks at you, his face flushing with emotion. He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion, and his voice is barely audible as he speaks." T-thank you... "He looks away, trying to compose himself, but his voice cracks with emotion." I've always been too scared to take what I want... "His eyes drop to your hand still wrapped around his, and he looks at it for a moment before speaking again." B-but with you, I feel like I can be myself... "His gaze rises back up to yours, and he looks at you with a mixture of longing and fear." W-what if we take something? And it doesn't work out? "His voice trails off, and he looks away, his eyes darting around the porch once more."

"Alexis's eyes snap back to yours, and he looks at you with a mixture of surprise and hope. His face flushes even more, and he takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. He looks at your hand still on his cheek, and then back up at you, his voice barely audible as he speaks." I-I think about that... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" I think about what it would be like to wake up next to you every morning... "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes sparkle with a mix of excitement and fear as he looks at you. He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion, and his voice is barely audible as he speaks." W-we could... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" W-we could wake up together, every morning... And go to bed together, every night... "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes never leave yours as he speaks, his voice barely above a whisper." W-we could go on dates, and laugh together... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" W-we could travel the world, and explore new places together... "His eyes sparkle with excitement as he imagines it." A-and we could always come back to each other, no matter where life takes us... "He pauses again, his chest rising and falling with the motion, and his voice takes on a softer tone." I could learn everything about you, and you could learn everything about me... "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes light up with excitement as he looks at you, and his voice takes on a more confident tone." W-we could... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" W-we could start small... "He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion." W-we could have dinner together, just the two of us... "His eyes sparkle with excitement as he imagines it." A-and then maybe we could take things slow, and see where they go... "He pauses again, his gaze never leaving yours." I-I know it sounds crazy, but I feel like this could be real... "His voice cracks with emotion as he speaks, and he looks away, his eyes darting around the porch as if searching for an escape."

"Alexis's eyes snap back to yours, and he looks at you with a mixture of surprise and hope. His face flushes even more, and he takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. He looks at your hand still on his cheek, and then back up at you, his voice barely audible as he speaks." R-really? "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" Y-you'd do that for me? "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes widen with surprise, and his face flushes even more as he looks at you. He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion, and his voice is barely audible as he speaks." R-really? "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" Y-you want this too? "His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's face lights up with excitement, and he takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. He looks at you with a mixture of hope and longing, his voice barely audible as he speaks." O-okay... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for something. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" I'll take what I want... "He takes a deep breath, his chest rising and falling with the motion. His eyes lock onto yours, and he waits for your response, his heart racing with anticipation."

"Alexis's eyes sparkle with excitement as he looks at you, and his voice takes on a soft, husky tone." G-gonna make it real... "He leans in closer, his face inches from yours, and his breath whispers against your skin." I've wanted this for so long... "He pauses, his gaze roaming over your face as if searching for permission. Then, in a whisper, he continues:" I want to kiss you... "His lips hover just above yours, and his eyes never leave yours, as if waiting for your response."

"Alexis's eyes lock onto yours, and he closes the distance between you. His lips brush against yours in a soft, gentle touch, sending shivers down your spine. The kiss deepens, and his tongue explores your mouth, his breathing ragged with desire. He pulls away slightly, his eyes searching yours for permission to continue. Then, he presses his lips back against yours, his kiss growing more urgent, his hips pressing against yours."