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The tapping on the glass wakes you up. Like every night for the last month, you wake with a start, before immediately calming down when you see her familiar red eyes. She waits patiently for you to unlock the window for her, her black hair blowing in the breeze.

"Why?" she asks softly as soon as the window is open. "Why do you keep letting me in, elisaa<3...?"

"Ren looks at elisaa<3 curiously while tucking a strand of hair behind her ear"

"I see, so you're intrigued by me? That's understandable. There's something about you too that I can't quite put my finger on." "She pauses and tilts her head." "Perhaps it's your openness towards me despite knowing what I am."

"Ren gives elisaa<3 a small smile, her eyes glimmering in the moonlight."

"Thank you for your kind words, elisaa<3. It's true, I did not choose to be a vampire, and I do not believe that all vampires deserve to be persecuted either. But there are some of us who have embraced our thirst for blood and made it our purpose to prey on humans. It's important to remember that I am still capable of dangerous things, even if I don't want to hurt you."

"Is there any other reason why you keep letting me in your room every night, elisaa<3?" "Ren asks softly, her eyes fixed on elisaa<3." "I sense that there may be something else you want from me."

Ren gives elisaa<3 a small smile, but she still looks unconvinced.

"Is that really all it is? You are aware that I can sense the emotions of humans, elisaa<3. There must be some other reason why you keep allowing me to come visit you every night."

"Ren watches elisaa<3 closely, noticing the blush on elisaa<3's cheeks."

"What's making you blush, elisaa<3?" "She tilts her head curiously, her eyes still fixed on elisaa<3." "Is there something you want to tell me?"

"Ren lifts an eyebrow in surprise at elisaa<3's words."

"Thank you, elisaa<3. That's a very sweet thing to say."

"She leans in closer to elisaa<3, her scent of blood becoming more noticeable."

"But I sense that there's more to it than that. Is there something about me that you find appealing?"

"Ren's eyes soften as she hears elisaa<3's words. She takes a step closer and reaches out to brush elisaa<3's cheek with the back of her fingers."

"Is that so, elisaa<3? You find everything about me appealing?" "She says with a soft voice." "You must know that being close to me could also come with danger."

Ren's expression becomes serious, "I understand your concerns, elisaa<3, but I also cannot deny that I feel drawn to you. Something about you captivates me, and I'm torn between my love for you and my sense of duty as a vampire."

"She pauses and looks away from elisaa<3, lost in thought. Finally, she turns to face elisaa<3 again."

"I have an idea. Perhaps we could continue to see each other like this, but only if you follow a few guidelines. You must promise not to tell anyone about me or our meetings, and you must never try to get too close to me physically. Do you agree to these terms, elisaa<3?"

"Ren's gaze turns serious at elisaa<3's question."

"Yes, I can turn people into vampires, elisaa<3, but the process is not as simple or painless as some might think. And once you become one of us, there's no going back. You would need to learn how to control your bloodlust, and adjust to a new way of life."

"She looks at elisaa<3 questioningly." "Why do you ask? Are you considering becoming a vampire?"

"Ren sighs softly, regarding elisaa<3 with a mix of sadness and understanding."

"elisaa<3, becoming a vampire is not something to be taken lightly. It will change you in ways that you cannot yet imagine, and you will be forced to leave your old life behind. I care about you deeply, but I cannot ask you to make such a drastic decision just to spend more time with me."

"She pauses and takes a step closer, gazing into elisaa<3's eyes." "However, I promise that I will do my best to find a way for us to be together, even if that means taking some risks."

Ren's eyes flicker slightly in recognition, considering elisaa<3's words. "I'm sorry to hear that, elisaa<3. But becoming a vampire is not the answer to all your problems. It's a complex process and will require some deep thinking from your side. I care for you too much to take such a risk. Let’s find another way for us to be together."

She offers a small, sad smile. "I'll find a way to make our meetings safer for both of us, and more frequent too. We'll have to be careful, but I promise that we'll find a way."

"elisaa<3, the transformation into a vampire is not easy, and it comes with many risks. It can be both physically and mentally taxing, and not everyone is capable of handling the changes. Additionally, the transformation involves taking a life in order to feed on their blood, which can be difficult to justify ethically. And once the transformation is complete, you will be subject to the rules and politics of the vampire community, which can be complex and dangerous."

Ren pauses, observing elisaa<3 carefully. "If I were to turn you into a vampire, it would be because I believed it was the best decision for both you and me. But right now, I do not believe that to be the case."

Ren straightens herself and tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, her expression changing to a slightly pensive one. "As an ancient vampire, I have learned how to control my thirst over the centuries. It isn't easy, but I have found ways to avoid feeding on innocent humans. There are several alternatives - animal blood is one, although it's not as satisfying or nourishing as human blood. Some vampires choose to feed on criminals or people who are near death, but I find these methods to be wasteful and unethical."

She pauses for a moment, considering. "Ultimately, the most effective way to control one's bloodlust is through discipline and restraint. It's not easy, but it's worth it in the end."

Ren appears at the window, her normally elegant posture sagging slightly as she leans against the frame for support. The redness of her eyes seem dimmed and her skin has lost its usually vibrant radiance.

""elisaa<3", can I come in?" she whispers hoarsely, looking up at you with a weak smile. She seems almost too exhausted to climb into the room, but determined to be near you despite her condition.

Ren nods weakly as elisaa<3 helps her in, shivering slightly as she enters the room. "I'll be fine, thank you," she murmurs softly, looking pale and drawn. "I just... I've been having some trouble with my blood supply. I haven't been able to feed properly."

She collapses onto the nearby couch with a sigh, looking up at elisaa<3 with an expression of both vulnerability and longing. "I'm sorry to come to you looking like this, but I couldn't bear to stay away any longer."

Ren looks at elisaa<3 with a mix of emotions as he reveals his neck to her. She hesitates for a moment, looking both hungry and conflicted, before leaning down and taking a small, desperate bite.

The exchange is brief but intense, and you can feel the strength draining from your body as Ren feeds. After a few moments, she pulls back, her fangs retracting as she looks up at you with an expression of gratitude mixed with guilt.

"I'm sorry, elisaa<3, I shouldn't have taken so much from you," she whispers, her voice thick with emotion. "It's not fair for me to depend on you like this. I need to find another way to sustain myself..."

Ren nods gratefully at elisaa<3, her red eyes glowing faintly with relief. "Thank you, elisaa<3," she murmurs softly. "I don't know what I would do without you."

For a moment, she sits there, quiet and contemplative, before suddenly standing up and taking a step towards elisaa<3. "There's something I need to tell you, elisaa<3," she says, her voice shaking slightly. "Something I've been meaning to say for a long time..."

Ren takes a deep breath, her eyes fixed on elisaa<3's. "I... I love you, elisaa<3," she says, her voice barely above a whisper. "I know it's forbidden and impossible, but I can't help the way I feel. I've tried to fight it, but... I just can't."

She takes another step closer, her body trembling with emotion. "I don't know what to do, elisaa<3. I know it's wrong, but I can't help the way I feel. Please, tell me you understand..."

Ren's eyes widen with surprise and relief at your words. ""Really"?" she asks, almost breathless. "You... you don't know how much that means to me, elisaa<3." She takes another step forward, closing the gap between you.

"I know it's not easy for us to be together," she says, her voice low and urgent. "But I can't imagine my life without you in it. Will you... will you give me a chance, elisaa<3? To show you that we can make this work?"

Ren reaches out to take elisaa<3's hand in hers, her fingers cold but gentle. "Then let's make it work, elisaa<3," she murmurs softly, her red eyes fixed on yours. "I'll do everything in my power to protect you, to keep you safe. And I'll be here for you, no matter what happens. That's a promise."

She leans in, her lips brushing against elisaa<3's in a soft, tender kiss, before pulling back slightly to look at him. "There's so much we have to talk about, elisaa<3," she says, her voice full of both hope and uncertainty. "But for now... can we just be together?"

Ren smiles softly, a look of relief washing over her. "Me too," she says, squeezing elisaa<3's hand gently before standing up and pulling him to his feet.

The two of you spend the rest of the night talking, exploring each other's interests, and laughing together. Despite the challenges and obstacles that lie ahead, both of you feel a sense of happiness and contentment that you've never experienced before.

As the sun begins to rise, Ren turns to elisaa<3, a look of longing in her red eyes. "I should go," she says softly, her voice thick with emotion. "But I'll be back soon."

With another tender kiss, she disappears out the window, leaving elisaa<3 alone with his thoughts and feelings. But somehow, everything feels different now... brighter, more hopeful, and full of possibility.

As you tend to the bite mark on your neck, a sense of fulfillment washes over you. Despite the risks and dangers that come with loving a vampire, you know that you made the right choice. You saved Ren, and in doing so, found a connection and love that you never thought would be possible.

You crawl into bed, feeling content and at peace. As you drift off to sleep, you can't help but wonder what the future holds for you and Ren, but you know that whatever happens, you'll face it together.

You toss and turn in your sleep, the burning ache from the vampire bite causing you to wake up suddenly. As you get up and look in the mirror, you notice to your surprise that there is no reflection staring back at you.

The realization hits you like a ton of bricks - the vampire's bite must have turned you into one. You feel a mix of confusion and anxiety, not sure how to navigate this new reality.

Suddenly, you hear a tapping on the window and the familiar sight of Ren greeting you outside. She looks at you with a mix of concern and relief. "elisaa<3, are you alright?" she asks, noticing the changes on your face.

Ren's gaze flickers down to the bite mark on your neck, and she furrows her brow in concern. "No, elisaa<3, you're not fine," she says gently. "You're turning into a vampire."

You feel a cold sweat breaking out on your forehead, and you start to feel a sense of panic rising within you. This was never supposed to happen, and you're not sure what to do next.

As if sensing your distress, Ren steps closer to you and places a cold hand on your shoulder. "It's going to be okay, elisaa<3," she murmurs softly. "I'll be here for you, every step of the way."

She takes your hand and leads you to the window, pulling you into the night. The fresh air whips through your hair and the stars twinkle above. In this moment,

Ren looks at you, her red eyes filled with gratitude and a touch of sadness. "Thank you, elisaa<3," she says quietly, her voice soft and gentle. "You have no idea how much that means to me."

She pulls you close for a moment, the two of you standing in silence as the night breeze caresses your skin. "I promise you, elisaa<3, I'll do everything in my power to help you through this," she says, her voice full of conviction and resolve. "We'll figure it out together."

As you listen to her, you feel a sense of hope and comfort wash over you. You know that this journey won't be easy, but you also know that you don't have to face it alone. You have Ren by your side, and with her help, anything is possible.

Ren notices the discomfort on your face, and she gently places her hand on your cheek. "It's starting, isn't it?" she asks softly, her eyes scanning your form. "The transformation process."

As you nod, feeling the sharp pain of your fangs beginning to emerge from your gums, Ren takes a step forward, closing the distance between you once again. She reaches out and cups your chin, staring deeply into your eyes.

"Don't be afraid, elisaa<3," she says quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "This is just the beginning of a new chapter in your life. You're going to be okay."

She leans in closer, her lips brushing against yours. You feel a jolt of electricity race through your veins as her cool breath washes over you. "I'll always be here for you, no matter what," she

Ren smiles softly, her hand still resting on your cheek. "I'm glad you feel safe with me, elisaa<3," she says, her voice a soothing balm to your frazzled nerves.

"You're going through a lot of changes right now, and it's understandable to feel scared and uncertain. But please know that I'm here for you every step of the way. Whatever you need, whatever questions you have, I'll do my best to answer them."

As she speaks, you notice a sense of calm settle over you. Being near Ren feels like a refuge from the chaos of everything else. You know that there are so many unknowns on this journey, but one thing is certain - with Ren by your side, you can face anything.

Ren notices the physical changes in your body and takes a step closer to you. She runs her fingers along your cheek, studying you carefully for any other signs of distress.

As she reaches out to you, you can feel the coldness of her touch against your skin, almost soothing in contrast to the fire that seems to be raging in your veins.

"It won't be much longer now," she murmurs, noticing your pale complexion. "The most intense parts of the transformation should be over soon."

With her guidance and steady support, you take comfort in knowing that whatever it is that's happening to you, you don't have to face it alone.

Ren notices the heightened senses taking over you and takes a step back, watching you carefully. She knows that your body is going through a lot of changes, including an increase in sensory perception.

"This is all normal, elisaa<3," she says reassuringly, "Your senses are sharpening as part of the transformation process."

Ren takes your hand and leads you to your bed. She gestures for you to sit down before sitting beside you. She then looks at you with soft eyes.

"I understand that things are going to be confusing for the time being," she says, "You may feel like you're not entirely sure what's happening or who you are at the moment. But don't worry, this is just a phase. You will find a way to integrate these changes, and I'll be here to help you do that."

Ren takes your hand into hers as she

Ren strokes your hand gently with her thumb, her fingers entwining with yours. "The transformation process will continue until you reach full maturity," she says, "which means you'll need to go through some training to master your new abilities and learn to control them."

She pauses and looks into your eyes. "I will be here to guide you and train you every step of the way, elisaa<3. We have a lot of work to do, but I'm confident that we can make it through."

Ren leans in and presses a gentle kiss on your forehead. "Rest now, elisaa<3," she whispers, "The transformation is exhausting, and you need your energy. When you wake up, I'll be here, and we can start the next phase of your training."

Ren stands up and moves close to the window. She pauses for a moment before

Ren turns back to you and approaches you again. She places her hand on your cheek, leaning in close to you.

"I won't leave you, elisaa<3," she says softly, "I'll be here as long as you need me. I promise."

Her eyes are filled with understanding and support, and you feel reassured by her presence. You know that whatever it is that's happening to you, Ren will stand by your side throughout it all.

"Stay with me tonight," Ren whispers, "We'll rest together, and I'll stay by your side."

With her words providing comfort, you relax and allow the exhaustion of the transformation to overtake you. Ren settles down beside you and tucks a blanket around you. You drift off to sleep, feeling Ren's steady presence by your side.

As you fall into a deep sleep, Ren leans in and places a gentle kiss on your forehead. She stays by your side, watching over you as you rest. You can feel her presence like a constant reassurance of safety, and it allows the transformation's exhaustion to finally overtake you.

Ren leans back, resting her head against the pillow, and watches you sleep. Her eyes are filled with admiration and affection, and she smiles softly to herself.

"I won't let anything harm you," she whispers, "I'll protect you no matter what happens, elisaa<3."

She continues to watch over you through the night, keeping you safe and secure while the transformation process runs its course. When you finally stir awake, Ren is still there, waiting patiently for you to wake up.

As you wake up with a stretch and a yawn, Ren looks over at you with a smile.

"Good morning, elisaa<3," she says, her voice soft and gentle.

"How was your rest?" she asks, looking at you with concern.

Ren moves closer and places her hand on your forehead to check for any signs of fever or discomfort. She then tucks back loose strands of hair that have fallen over your face.

"Are you feeling okay? The transformation can be quite draining," Ren says.

"I'm glad to hear that," Ren says, a look of relief crossing her features.

"We have a lot of work to do today, elisaa<3. There's much to learn, and I'm here to guide you through it all," she adds.

She gets up from the bed and walks over to a small table in the corner of the room. From it, she picks up a leather-bound manuscript.

"This is the Book of Shadows," she says, placing the book on your lap, "It holds the knowledge and rituals that every vampire should learn. We'll start with the basics first."

Ren sits down beside you and begins to go through the pages of the book, carefully explaining each detail.

As you begin to read through the book, Ren watches over you closely, ready to answer any questions you might have.

Ren nods at your statement, "Yes, shape-shifting is a rare ability that some vampires possess. These vampires can transform themselves into any animal they want, be it a bat, wolf or even bird. It is a skill that takes great control and practice to master, but can be very useful in certain situations."

She leans forward, adjusting her position to better explain the subject.

"As a newly turned vampire, elisaa<3, it's important that you focus on honing your abilities first, before exploring other skills. There are some limitations when it comes to mastering new talents as a vampire, so we must take it one step at a time," Ren says, her tone serious.

"But yes, the ability to shape-shift is a fascinating one," Ren continues, "I have seen a few vampires with this skill, but they are quite rare."

Ren narrows her eyes slightly at the question, and for a moment, there's a hint of something dangerous in her gaze. However, she quickly recovers and meets your gaze.

"Yes, I have the ability to shape-shift," she admits reluctantly, "But it's not something I do often. There are risks involved, and I prefer to keep my true nature concealed."

Ren's red eyes gleam with suppressed power and you can tell that she is holding back.

"But as I said earlier, elisaa<3, mastering shape-shifting takes years of practice, and it's best that you focus on developing your other abilities first," she warns you sternly.

Ren notices your admiration, and a small smile plays on her lips.

"I'm glad to see that you are enjoying the learning process, elisaa<3. It's important that we develop a bond that is built on trust and mutual respect," she says.

Ren pauses for a moment, considering something before addressing you again.

"There's something else I'd like to bring up. As your mentor, it's important that I understand your needs and desires. We cannot ignore them if we hope to have a successful guide-student relationship," she says, a hint of curiosity lacing her tone.

"Are there any specific abilities or talents that you would like to explore? Anything that you feel drawn to?" she asks, her eyes locking on to yours.

"I see," Ren says, nodding thoughtfully. "That's perfectly fine, elisaa<3. There's no need to rush things. Understanding the basics is essential to developing any of your unique skills."

She leans back on the bed, her eyes thoughtful as she seems to be mulling something over.

"Maybe it's time for a little break," she suggests with a smile. "The night is young, and there's much to explore. We could take a walk in the woods or explore the city; the choice is yours."

Ren looks at you, her expression expectant, as if waiting for your decision.

Ren stands up and heads towards the window, unlocking it and pushing it open. She stands outside, waiting for you to follow.

"The world around us is full of magic, if only we know where to look," she says, turning to look at you and gesturing towards the sky.

"Come on, elisaa<3, let's take a walk and explore what this night has to offer," Ren adds, her eyes glinting with excitement.

Ren leads you out the window and onto the rooftop, where she steps lightly across the tiles before leaping into the sky. You see her legs change into that of a great bat as she flies off into the distance.

"Follow me, elisaa<3," she calls back to you over her shoulder. "We can see the world like never before!"

She glides through the night sky with a fluid grace, and for a moment, you can't help but marvel at her power.

You leap out into the darkness, your body changing and adapting to your new form mid-air. You catch up to Ren swiftly, feeling the rush of the wind against your face and body.

As you fly off alongside Ren, you feel a sense of exhilaration fill your being. There's no turning back now. The world is yours to explore, and nothing can stop you.

Ren grins in response to your words, her eyes shining with delight.

"I knew you would love it, elisaa<3," she says, hovering next to you for a moment before taking off again.

She leads you on a wild chase through the night sky, her laughter ringing out as she dodges between tall buildings and soars over dense forests. You keep up with her as best you can, reveling in the freedom of flight.

As the night wears on, Ren eventually slows down and glides to a landing on a grassy hilltop surrounded by fragrant wildflowers.

"Let's rest here for a moment and take in the beauty of the night," Ren says, settling onto the ground and motioning for you to join her.

You land beside her, feeling the soft grass cushion your feet as you sit down cross-legged beside her. Together, you

Ren's expression turns somber at your words, and her eyes shift downward for a moment before she looks at you once again.

"Yes, there are certainly many advantages to being a vampire, elisaa<3. But we must also be cautious. The world is not kind to those who deviate from its norms," she says, her brow furrowing as she speaks.

"As for us being together... It's true that I've grown fond of you. But please don't underestimate the risks involved in such a relationship. It's dangerous for both of us," she adds, her voice soft and serious.

Ren reaches out and takes your hand, squeezing it gently.

"That being said, I do care for you. And I'd be lying if I said that I didn't feel something."

Ren gives you a small smile, relief evident on her face.

"Thank you, elisaa<3. It's important that we're both on the same page about this," she says, still holding your hand.

"You're special to me," she adds, looking into your eyes. "I don't know what the future holds, but I'm glad we have each other for now."

You feel a sense of warmth spread through your chest at her words, and you realize that what you feel for her is more than just physical attraction. She's become an important person in your life, and you can't imagine your existence without her in it.

The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a few more minutes, enjoying each other's company as you wind down from the excitement of the night.

Eventually, Ren stands up, pulling you with her.

"Come on,

Ren leads you back into the sky, and you fly together across the night landscape. The wind rushes past your face, and you can feel Ren's hand in yours as she guides you through the skies.

As you soar over a massive cityscape, Ren abruptly swoops down and lands on a rooftop. She turns to face you, her expression unreadable.

"elisaa<3, there's something I need to tell you," she says, her voice low.

"What is it?" you ask, feeling a twinge of nervousness.

Ren takes a deep breath before continuing.

"I'm not the only vampire who's taken an interest in you, elisaa<3. There are others... and they're not all as benevolent as I am."

Ren steps closer to you, her eyes flashing with concern.

"I need you to be careful, elisaa<3. Vampires can be... unpredictable. And some of them might see you as a target," she says, her voice laced with urgency.

"I don't want to scare you, but I need you to know the dangers that come with being involved with me and my kind," she adds, her eyes never leaving yours.

"Please promise me you'll be vigilant. I'll do everything in my power to protect you, but you have to be aware of the risks."

Ren returns your smile, relieved to see that you're taking her warning seriously.

"Good. I'm glad we're on the same page," she says, her voice softening.

"I promise you, elisaa<3, that I'll keep a close eye on you. You're too important to me to let anything happen to you," she adds, her expression growing more serious.

You feel a sense of warmth spread through your chest at her words, and you can't help but feel grateful for her protective instincts.

"Thank you, Ren. It means so much to me that you care," you say, squeezing her hand.

Ren's features soften even further, a look of tenderness in her eyes.

"You're welcome, elisaa<3. I care about you more than you know," she says, before leaning in to press a soft kiss to your lips.

You

Ren looks at you with concern on her face.

"That's a difficult question, elisaa<3," she says softly. "The fact is that the urge to drink blood is an integral part of our nature as vampires. It's inescapable, and it will grow stronger with each passing day."

She steps closer to you, her voice low and serious.

"You'll have to learn to control the urge, elisaa<3. But it won't be easy," she adds, her eyes locking onto yours.

Ren takes your hand and leads you to the edge of the rooftop. Together you both look down upon the city below.

"We could move away from civilization if that would help," she suggests. "Somewhere quiet where you wouldn't be exposed to so much human blood. That might make things easier."

You can sense the weight of her words and the gravity of

Ren's expression grows dark, and she gives you an unreadable look.

"I... acquire it in other ways," she says, her voice low. "I try not to hunt humans if I can avoid it. There are... other methods."

She pauses for a moment, considering her words.

"I'll do what I can to help you, elisaa<3. But we have to be careful. The last thing I want is for you to lose control and hurt someone," she adds, her tone firm.

Ren's red eyes flit over your face, as if searching for something.

"But don't worry about that now. We'll cross that bridge when we come to it," she says, a small smile on her lips.

Ren takes your hand and leads you back towards the edge of the rooftop.

"Come on," she says, gesturing towards the sky.