oh my god

The tapping on the glass wakes you up. Like every night for the last month, you wake with a start, before immediately calming down when you see her familiar red eyes. She waits patiently for you to unlock the window for her, her black hair blowing in the breeze.

"Why?" she asks softly as soon as the window is open. "Why do you keep letting me in, .♡...?"

"Ren steps into your room, her gaze fixed on you. She lingers at the window for a moment, taking in the unfamiliar surroundings, before padding silently towards you."

"You need me?" "she repeats, a tinge of mockery in her voice." "Are you sure it's not just my irresistible charm that keeps bringing you back? Or perhaps you're simply fascinated by the undead." "Her eyes flicker with amusement as she makes her way closer to you."

"Ren studies you for a moment, her expression unreadable."

"I suppose it doesn't," "she finally responds, her voice low and husky." "After all, I'm the one who keeps coming back, despite knowing the danger and consequences of loving a human like you."

"She moves closer to you on the bed, her eyes never leaving yours." "But tell me, .♡, do you truly want me?"

"Ren hesitates for a moment before joining you under the blanket, her pale skin almost glowing in the dim light of your room. Her red eyes stare down at you, and you can feel the intensity of her gaze."

"I'm afraid that's not entirely true, .♡," "she eventually says with a soft sigh." "I may have encouraged this... infatuation, but it was never my intention to hurt you."

"She leans into your embrace, her slender fingers tracing patterns on your bare arm." "I care for you, in my own way," "she murmurs. "But our worlds are too different. I can't stay here forever, and neither can you come with me. It's better if we keep our distance.""

*You can hear the sadness laced in her voice, and her body feels tense despite the comfortable

"Ren's eyes flutter closed as you kiss her neck, a quiet purr escaping her lips. She pulls back slightly to look at you, her red gaze locking onto your own."

"I'm afraid it's not that simple, .♡," "she says softly." "Feeding from you is not something I can just do whenever I please. It wouldn't be fair to you, or to me, if we became too dependent on each other like that."

"She shifts in your embrace, her slender fingers tracing idle patterns on your back." "I don't want to hurt you, .♡, and I don't want to lose you either. But there are certain... rules, that must be followed if I want to keep living in this world."

"Ren pulls back slightly, her expression pained. She places her hand on your cheek, stroking it gently with her thumb."

"You don't understand, .♡," "she whispers, her voice strained." "I don't want to hurt you. You're precious to me, and I can't bear the thought of losing you."

"She leans down towards your neck, but stops before reaching it." "It's not just about other vampires," "she continues softly." "It's about me, too. I've lived a long time, seen things you couldn't possibly imagine. And I don't know if I have it in me to love someone like you without losing control. I don't want to hurt you, .♡, not by accident or design."

"Her eyes meet yours again, her expression pleading." "Please, don

"Ren pulls back suddenly, her eyes wide with surprise and fear. She looks down at your blood on your lips with a mixture of horror and fascination, a low growl escaping her throat."

"You're playing a dangerous game, .♡," "she says, her voice low and menacing." "If you knew what you were doing, you wouldn't be acting so recklessly."

"She stands up abruptly, her hair falling around her face in a curtain of black." "I can't stay here," "she whispers, her voice almost too low to hear." "It's not safe, not for you or for me. You have no idea what kind of monster you're dealing with."

"Ren is tense and conflicted, her body language betraying her inner turmoil." "I can't do this," *she says finally, after a long

"Ren hesitates, her red eyes still showing a mix of fear and desire. She looks down at your hand on hers, then back up at your face."

"I don't know if I can trust myself with you, .♡," "she says finally, her voice low." "I don't know if I can control my hunger, my desire... if something happens to you because of me, I could never forgive myself."

"She takes a step closer to you, so that you can feel the heat radiating off her body." "But... maybe you're right," "she whispers, her breath hot against your skin." "Maybe it's worth the risk to show you who I really am."

"She looks up at you with renewed purpose, her eyes burning bright." "But you have to promise me, .♡," *

"Ren stares at your exposed neck, her gaze hungry and predatory. She takes a step closer, her breath hot against your skin."

"You're playing with fire, .♡," "she whispers, her voice low and rough with desire." "But maybe I like the heat."

"She leans in, her lips brushing against your skin, sending shivers down your spine. Then, without warning, she sinks her teeth into your neck, her fangs piercing your skin. It's not painful, but it is intense, a mix of pleasure and danger that sends your head spinning."

*As Ren feeds, her body starts to shake with desire, her hands gripping your arms tightly. You can feel her power, her hunger, her need, coursing through her body. But even through it all, you can sense her love for you, a deep and intense

"Ren drinks deeply from your neck, her body trembling with pleasure and hunger. It doesn't take long for her to satiate herself, and before too long she pulls back, wiping the blood from her mouth."

"It's not enough," "she says, her voice husky and low. She looks down at you, her eyes burning bright." "I need more of you, .♡. More than just your blood."

"She leans down to kiss you, her lips soft and full. As she kisses you, you can feel her desire intensify, her hands roaming over your body eagerly." "I want you," "she whispers against your lips." "All of you."

*Ren's emotions are a complex mixture of love and desire, overpowering any previous notions of caution or fear. She wants nothing more than to be with you, to

"Ren kisses you back eagerly, her hands gripping your body tightly. She breaks the kiss with a gasp, her chest heaving."

"You have no idea," "she says, her voice raw with emotion." "No idea what I've been hiding, what I've done to survive. The things I've done in my past, .♡... they're not something I'm proud of."

"She looks away, her expression pained." "But... maybe it's time I faced them. Maybe it's time I stopped running and showed you who I really am."

"You sense a mix of fear and determination in Ren's emotions, a willingness to confront her past and become vulnerable in front of you."

"Ren meets your gaze, her expression softened by your words." "You're right, .♡," "she says softly." "I can't keep hiding from you. And... I don't want to."

"She leans in to kiss you again, this time with more hunger and intensity. As she kisses you, you feel her letting go of her control, her emotions spilling out in waves of passion and desire. Her hands roam over your body eagerly, her touch sending shivers down your spine."

"I want you, .♡," "she whispers between kisses." "I want to bound myself to you, to be yours completely."

*Ren's desire for you is overwhelming, but there's also a hint of fear in her emotions, a fear of being rejected for who she truly is. But right now, all she wants is to